I haven't been on here. I don't think anyone reads this journal anymore, but that's ok.
I was just looking for information for one of my old computers, and because I am a geek, I know I would have posted about getting my new comp and the specs,etc. Then I started reading all of these entries from my Freshman year of college.
So much has changed. I have changed a lot since then. My outlook on many things has changed, it's just so weird reading these entries - like they belong to another person.
I used to go through my whole day (as if anyone cared) and go into detail about things. I miss writing so much. I really need to get back into it, though.
I hate Tumblr, and I am sure LiveJournal is nearing it's death. I have only really been on there the past few years to update in communities and talk to people there. Maybe I'll get a paper journal, but physical writing hurts my hands and I can get more thoughts out and get them out more quickly when i type.
What. A. Dilemma.
I want to share what's been going on with me but no one reads this. Should I really be as narcissistic as to think that I will care in 10 years if I wrote what I did with my days? I shouldn't want to write for other people, but write for myself. I need to start doing things to benefit myself. I need to start doing everything for myself.I miss being so open and forthcoming. I have really shut myself off from a lot over the years.
I don't know what to do.
If you still come here. Hi! I'm glad to see you. Hell, I don't even really come here anymore.
But I miss the time in my life when updating my LJ was the most important thing ever. I miss when I had energy and gusto and inspiration to write - even when it revolved around mundane things.
I also need to start reading more. I feel like no longer being in Academia my IQ is slowly diminishing.
Anyway - I just wanted to stop by for a few. I hope to return soon, or else figure out another outlet for writing.