holly

Wed, 12 Mar 2008 15:52:07 GMT

Ten minutes till psychology and I'm blazed.

-finding facts on abortion for my research paper.
-printing job applications cos I spent all my money.
-going home and taking a hot shower cos my hair and epidermis feel gross.

In english today, the girl who sits next to me had written her paper over making abortion illegal. mine is directly the opposite. lawl

Wed, 30 Jan 2008 19:08:21 GMT

i wake up next to him. our bedroom window's cracked so we can hear the ocean.

you can't sell me insence; my world smells good enough to eat.

Wed, 31 Oct 2007 12:46:58 GMT

Thanks for makin it much easier for me.

i would say i hope you find someone that will love you through almost anything, drive all night to see you in the morning, catch yer heart when you fall and never fuck you over, but i wont. you don't deserve that.

you don't deserve my time.
you don't deserve my energy or money.
you don't deserve me.

later

throw it all out the window

Fri, 26 Oct 2007 03:33:51 GMT

my lap harp, driving north on 45, kimya dawson, counting down days on my calender, steel reserve, interesting books, dogs named peanut or nibbles, pizza and pretzels, krogers, LOC, STD, basically all bands we liked, cuddlin with pillows, laying in the sun, witches and wizards, talking about outerspace, excenderine, vans slip-ons, newports, yew, qt, mmm, ilu, ilu2 and gewse ect, my bad or my bad, eskimo kisses, qt butts, pinches, bug assasins, stewpid voices, gas stations named QT and Tom Thumb, ted nugent, biting nails, reading seventeen magazines to you, first voice i hear in the morning, last voice i hear every night, JRT's, greyhound buses, old trucks that were meant for eachother, louisianna, who the fuck is badger?, mountain deewww, eyebrows & sass, operation ivy and the first time yer hands touched mine in the mall.

Mon, 24 Sep 2007 15:05:04 GMT

woke up and there is a sticker on my car window from a cop that said to move my illegally parked car which is funny cos i had a dream of someone tryin to tow my car and i was on the phone tryin to reach the police the entire time.

Mon, 30 Jul 2007 04:26:41 GMT

Well it's official, Marvin Zindler has died. Apart from my car steadily falling apart, quitting my job, wrecking my friend's car and not having enough money to pay for school(maybe?) life is alright. Sometimes things seem like complete shit and it is not worth it but the good times make up for it, i just wish Josh and I lived closer.

But yeah, Marvin Zindler died.

you were datin, that bleach blonde girl.

Tue, 24 Apr 2007 18:52:12 GMT

+growin out my brown hair
+havin the best bestfriend/boyfriend
+gettin hired at a vet/dog day care
+losing tummyness ;p

-living 300 miles away from hart

makes my tummy go 246

Sun, 22 Apr 2007 01:32:10 GMT

I HOW MAKE ME FEEL SOMETIMES HATE YOU

Sat, 17 Mar 2007 02:28:00 GMT

i decided there needs to be more to this entry. i feel like goin crazy but in a nonsexual way. i went to joe's crab shack today against my will and nearly had an anxiety attack. as if this is yer business but i think im goin to eat white fish to be healthy. god i love when fuckin assholes in trucks, that make mine shack when they drive past me, zoom by me in the feeder road like douchezoids just to slam on their brakes. WHAT THE FUCK YOU! cheers to my friday night of goin joggin and takin dumps on the hearts of inconsiderate pricks.

LOVE.HOLLY

Fri, 02 Mar 2007 05:55:42 GMT

i really want to see crystal castles and rocky votolato but i really hate sxsw, so i wont. also, i really want to drive to dallas and cuddle with josh, none of you lj.com assholes know who he is, but if you did you would be bummed i dont have a job so i wont be goin anywhere.

i went on break at freebirds last week and never came back and tomorrow i have to pick up my last check, which is goin all to bills.

in short life is tight, but not too tight.

Wed, 21 Feb 2007 16:58:51 GMT

my boyfriend will put on juggalo face paint for me. my boyfriend will let me gag him for my own kicks. my boyfriend will sing linkin park to me. my boyfriend will not drink faygo with me.

end of the world party

Tue, 13 Feb 2007 07:08:26 GMT

march 16th.

this is b i g

Mon, 29 Jan 2007 23:12:21 GMT

i just want to smoke weed and ride my bike while listening to Rocky Votolato.

JANUARY

Thu, 25 Jan 2007 20:24:44 GMT

Well my diet faded but then i got sick and didn't eat for three days, so i feel like i lost a few pounds.

Last night Mike and I went to Erik's and CLC was there and we played beer pong. I hate drinking that much alcohol so fast. It makes no sense. Mike threw up all the Hunan he had ate earlier in the yard and in the morning we saw a half chewed piece of broccoli.

I stay up all night and wake up periodically through-out the morning textin a boy.

Wed, 10 Jan 2007 22:17:53 GMT

i decided i would write in this more since i need to keep some sort of record of my life. today i decided i would start a diet of only eating raw vegetables and slightly seasoned soy meat, of course this means no more alcohol. diets are boring so i will leave it at that.

i do not like my job, i do not like making food, i do wish i could find a better paying job and do something i enjoy more, like working with kids that need help or animals. i moved out of my house i lived in for over tens years, eleven years and six months to be exact. it is an extremely weird feeling and even more-so that my mother is married and out of state. i cope. i've been meaning to do some decorating with my room and maybe now that i won't be spending all my off-time drinking, i will actually be able to accomplish this. lately i've been thinking i need to make better plans in my life, of course, i know surprises happen and i love them cause you really can never know what to expect, but i would like something more stable in my life.

it's been since april 05' since i've been in a relationship and i still do not think i am able to hold one down. it would be nice if i did not run away the good people that are thrown at me.

i have an unhealthy obsession with six feet under and i catch myself wishing i drove a hearse so i could paint it turquoise. weird? no. tomorrow cross examination is playing in houston and i have not seen them since TIFY fest 05', so i am hoping they will remember my friends and i sold them weed.

Thu, 28 Sep 2006 14:45:58 GMT

lol, livejournal, oh you..

everyone take more pictures of crap and make it seems like youre sooo fetch!

Wed, 27 Sep 2006 21:36:31 GMT

i want to get back into school, preferably somewhere where boys and girls are assumed smart, fun or 'fresh' and always dressed well. i need to lose 30 pounds in order for my old haircut to be viewable and indiscreet. im wondering if im goin to go back to jail for a few reasons. to the company to which i slave; youre boring. i look funny in my hat. divy up

Thu, 07 Sep 2006 05:42:18 GMT

ew, my heart is goin to explose from expresso shots. why is everyone upstairs and im alone drinkin on livejournal. LJ.COM is dead, lets keep it that way.

Wed, 12 Jul 2006 06:45:06 GMT

What's the furthest place from here?
It hasn't been my day for a couple years.
What's a couple more?
And if I go, don't forget the one good thing I almost did.
I learned your name without words.
I used my eyes, not my hands.
What's the closest you can come to an almost total wreck and still walk away,
All limbs intact?
And when I go, you'll be there crying out, begging me.
I won't hear.
I'll just go fast into this night on broken legs.
A near miss or a close call?
I keep a room at the hospital.
I scratch my accidents into the wall.
I couldn't wait to breathe your breath.
I cut in line,
I bled to death.
I got to you, there was nothing left.
What's the meanest you can be to the one you claim to love
And still smile to your new found friends?
In the same confusing breath,
You pull away and draw me in.
I wanted you. You wanted more.
I built this life and now it's mine.

Wed, 21 Jun 2006 20:48:43 GMT

okay,im goin to make a wishlist for my bday and xmas. since im always gettin stupid stuff because i tell people to give me whatever. NOT HAPPENING THIS TIME AROUND.

so far;

SNOWCONE MAKER

Sun, 09 Apr 2006 01:55:11 GMT

"we'll prollie just end up at a ski resort."

Tue, 21 Feb 2006 00:43:31 GMT

im watchin a fucked up show on lifetime. the doctor that does imseminations uses his own semen! fucked up!and now he is sayin the bowels&poop are a baby.wtf.plus he has a creepy smile, and the black receptionists looks like she is about to turn him in.

Wed, 15 Feb 2006 01:18:17 GMT

get less serious, get more adhd. happy vanarial disease day. ten thousand dicks unprotected. deidre made me a cupcake and courtney gave me a candy heart that says LOL.

Mon, 21 Nov 2005 02:05:42 GMT

alcoholllly: man i want mexican foods!
alcoholllly: THANKS!
unholybrohammer: you lose!
alcoholllly: bitch
alcoholllly: i dont lose
alcoholllly: i was sayin thank you
unholybrohammer: OWNED!
alcoholllly: because now i know what to get whenever me and steven go get some food
alcoholllly: REVERSE OWNED
unholybrohammer: oh!
unholybrohammer: i bet youre going to get more than a mouthful of burrito! REVERSE REVERSE OWN!

hahaa

Mon, 22 Aug 2005 06:08:02 GMT

someone at work found out I was into fursuiting and I think that's why I got fired :-(.

Oh yeah. the other day was my birthday and nobody noticed or gave me presents or wished me happy birthday :-(.

Hey and know what? that bitter old queen malarque gone and said that they saw me talking crap about footage. If I get my hands on them I'm going 2 whup asses!

Oh and I don't know why circustricks_ went all psycho over me and xbatteryx having a little fun.

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