I'm feeling pretty down right now. I knew it was going to be bad to spend so much time with Chris and then have to be so utterly seperated for another week. Pretty much the only reason I made him leave sooner than he wanted to. Its making me nervous. Just the fact that I'm already starting to depend on his presence to make me happy. Its going to be a struggle figuring out how to balance my emotions again. I mean, all of my journal entries lately have been centered around him because I haven't really been thinking about anything else.
I really want to go back to the city now. I'm done with this vacation. I need to get back to my life. Also I need to get back to losing weight, cause I gained a shit ton of the stuff I lost back.
And these fucking cats in heat are driving me insane.
I miss my man.