Hint of Normalcy

So being like this, having this hint of normalcy following me, its really strange. Its almost like getting used to a new body part. I'm playing with it, playing with the idea of it, over and over and over again. Its good though. Its a nice comfortable feeling to have that something extra again. Like before I was tensed up into a little ball all the time, and now that someone wants to pay attention to only me again, I'm slowly relaxing, slowly filling out into the shape of a person again. My thoughts are flowing more freelyit really is way easier to exist when I'm not so surpressed and lonely. Ah, human nature. It feels really good to be missed.