Quite cracked out.

Quite cracked out.

kaneesha cherelle

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Again, new journal.. [30 Apr 2005|11:35am]

kcherelle_

And, if I added you.. and you didn't add me back.. then it sorta defeats the purpose of me adding you in the first place.. because you can't read my journal from your Friends page anyway.. =)

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[13 Apr 2005|11:04am]

new journal.. kcherelle_

its going to be private.. comment there to be added =)

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[25 Mar 2005|12:41pm]

I'm sitting in front of my computer, with no appetite, but an insatiable thirst. And I've gotta say, drinking orange juice for an entire morning, no matter how sick you might be.. will make you sick to your stomach.

My birthday is in 2 weeks, but somehow I'm not so excited anymore.

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[22 Mar 2005|03:50pm]

I think I've started coughing up blood. I taste it in my mouth, but I can't see it.

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[18 Mar 2005|09:45am]

Dear God,
If only people would stop asking.....................................................................
I'm fine.

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Cutting Public Speaking.. =) [14 Mar 2005|07:47am]

Morgan

Isn't that the most beautiful dress? And hopefully, I'll have it in a few days..

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[13 Mar 2005|04:32pm]

1. I have gone snow tubing.
2. I have written a really, really angry song.
3. I have painted my fingernails black.
4. I have gotten multiple D’s on one report card.
5. I have watched every episode of at least one tv series.
6. I am a kung-fu master.
7. I cry for no apparent reason all the time.
8. I have a barfing problem.
9. I have broken my computer.
10. I go for over 3 days without bathing all the time.
11. I have made out with my best friend.
12. I have discovered what happens when you put metal in the microwave.
13. I have beaten a video game the same day I bought it.
14. I know every word to at least two John Cusack movies.
15. I have broken my own heart.
16. I think crayons are the most fun things ever.
17. I think the current president is a shit-bag.
18. I have toilet-papered someone’s house.
19. I have dressed up as a condom for Halloween.
20. I can sing all the words to Queen’s “Bohemian Rhapsody”
21. I am afraid of answering the phone.
22. I believed in Santa Claus for over 10 years.
23. I aspire to be a construction worker.
24. I work at Burger King.
25. I have masturbated on the phone before.
26. I am allergic to peanuts.
27. I have been the lead in a play.
28. I can speak computer jargon fluently.
29. I have mastered the art of school-skipping.
30. I want to go to college outside of my home state.
31. I think my family is full of wackos.
32. I believe that there is a God.
33. I have a pet named after a fictional character.
34. I am the world’s biggest procrastinator.
35. The most important thing in my life right now is my boyfriend/girlfriend.
36. I am addicted to livejournal quizzes.
37. I have questioned my sexuality.
38. I have a foot fetish.
39. I have participated in a chick-on-chick brawl.
40. I have snorted cocaine.
41. When I don’t know the words to a song, I make them up myself.
42. I have lied to a complete stranger.
43. I realize that the high school social hierarchy is a waste of my time.
44. I listen to Christmas music year-round.
45. I have bought someone a really cool gift and ended up keeping it for myself.
47. I can think of at least 5 people I would like to murder.
48. I saw the Sponge Bob movie and secretly like it.
49. I worry about things that don’t matter a lot.
50. I like my first name.
51. I spend more time on the computer than I do on anything else.
52. I know more than any person ever should about the characters of Boy Meets World.
53. I have written a story.
54. I have over a thousand songs downloaded onto my computer.
55. I have built a snowman and cried when he fell down.
56. I have friends in college (high school) that I miss very much.
57. My absolute best friend is a member of the opposite sex.
58. I own my own private island.
59. I have older siblings.
60. I am constantly being compared to other relatives.
61. I have stayed up all night with someone who was sick.
62. I have been in a wedding.
63. I have worn all black on Valentine’s Day.
64. I count the relationships I had in elementary school when someone asks me how many boyfriends/girlfriends I have had.
65. I have wished something horrible on another person.
66. I have survived a car crash.
67. I have painted a picture.
68. I would trust my friends with my life.
69. I am horrible at driving.
70. I have done things I am not proud of.
71. I drive myself insane.
72. I have dialed a phone number I found on the wall.
73. I get high on the weekends.
74. I have kissed a person the first day I met them.
75. I consider myself a “Born Again Virgin.”
76. I walk around my house naked.
77. I feel like I am out of control of my life.
78. The only conversations I have with my parents are screaming matches.
79. I have fallen wildly, passionately in love with someone the first time I saw them.
80. I know what the Booh-bahs are.
81. I have been in rehab.
82. The first thing I notice about a person is how fat/skinny they are.
83. I have tried to commit suicide.
84. I read a lot of books.
85. The first thing I want to do when I get home is go back to bed.
86. Every day of my life I wish that something were different.
87. I have been sexually abused.
88. I firmly intend to abstain from sex until marriage.
89. I have argued my way into an R-rated movie.
90. I have had anal sex.
91. I have been so moved by an act of kindness that it’s brought me to tears.
92. I have been scared out of my wits.
93. I have stolen something that was really expensive.
94. I have gone streaking.
95. I really do like to dance.
96. I watch internet porn on a regular basis.
97. I speak Ebonics better than I speak English.
98. I chew my food 26 times before swallowing.
99. I have gotten a free cd along with the cd I bought, and I liked the free cd better.
100. I cannot wait for something big to happen.
101. I like to dance in the rain.
102. I think British accents are yummy.
103. I don't like mushrooms, spinach or eggplant.
104. One day, I shall marry an Irishman.
105. I've made my mother cry.
106. I've been on over fifteen prescription meds at one time.
107. I've owned a rabbit, dog, bird, fish, and gerbil.
108. My family history is traced back to 600 A.D. (or somewhere around there)
109. I think Napoleon Dynomite is one of the dumbest movies ever.
110. I'm directly related to someone famous in the past
111. Sometimes I wonder if my parents/friends/relatives care about me
112. I have never had a real boyfriend.
113. I would give up any sort of success to keep love.

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[03 Mar 2005|08:25pm]

I think that I'm staying with a paper journal from now on. Just quizzes and tests for this piece.

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Hm.. [28 Feb 2005|10:26pm]

[ mood | contemplative ]

I have so much on my mind. Maybe tomorrow in Study Hall I'll attempt an entry.

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[26 Feb 2005|10:58pm]

[ mood | anxious ]

[ music | Fresh Prince of Bel-Air ]

Your College Life by highfivejunkie
Username
What will you study?
Your Roomate rebelgns
The Football Player _art_star_
The Cheerleader aymz1389
The Band Geek 6octavesoffun1
Highly involved in their Frat/Sorority instrumental62
The Crazy Drunk tudorrose1533
The College Slut iluvvnemo05
Your Significant Other mrsnuggles17
The Creep that sneaks into girl's showers limpedgimpy
Likeliness you'll graduate: 36%
Quiz created with MemeGen!

Josh will be my roommate, and Yoda's my boyfriend. Hm.. well it kinda doesn't matter, we're going to have a threesome one day. No joke.

We're slumping, and we're sophomores.

WWWWWWWhhhhhhhhheeeeeeeeeennnnnnnnnn will I be content?
And when will I have patience for LJ again?

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[26 Feb 2005|12:02pm]

This vacation is, for all intents and purposes, over.
And so is this journal, nearly.

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[18 Feb 2005|10:08pm]

I think I need a new icon. Ideas?

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Fridayyyyyyyynight. [18 Feb 2005|09:58pm]

[ mood | bouncy ]

I was formerly a Starbucks virgin, but now I know the pleasures...
of hanging out there with Emily, Annie, Vicky, Brian, and Ryan!
and doing pushups outside on the cold, hard sidewalk
and having Kaneesha is ______ written in the fog on the window for all to see
and discovering that perhaps I'm not a slut in comparison to her
but that certain nameless sluts perhaps just can't be talked about
because not only are there ears everywhere
but they are everywhere
and stereotypes are bad but hilarious
and people who suck up or make fun really aren't exempt from our shittalking
and being athletic is fun because you don't jiggle
and and and I forget because I've been home for all of fifteen minutes
but Picch is bad! Yeah.

Should I do the Euro packet...
I think so because my mommy picked me up early
sniff tear sniff sniff
as always
so why am I crying?
Notttttttttttttttt quite sure, but I'm really not
so it doesn't matter.

[news] It was really interesting getting all those comments to my last entry, by the way. All's well, homies.

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[16 Feb 2005|07:56pm]

F
U
C
K
!

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Sophomoressuck@life.com [15 Feb 2005|04:36pm]

All I have to say:
The sophomore obstacle girls did not fucking come in last.
And our class is doomed.

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[15 Feb 2005|08:04am]

Oh yeah, and I made a MySpace.

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AHHHHHHHH! [15 Feb 2005|07:42am]

[ mood | blah ]

Valentine's Day and the first of the Sports Nights. Both yesterday.

I'd be correct in saying that the former, although I tend to forget during the year that follows, blows. I always expect some exhilirating, mind-altering high to last me throughout the day -- accompanied by some candy and flowers. But lucky me, my Valentine is hundreds of miles away. No better that I won't be hearing Josh's voice for the next month. And when I can speak to him again, I won't be available -- thank you Class Night and Spring Track.
Amanda got a rose from a secret admirer yesterday. Does it ever end? The girl has this magical swan-like transformation in eighth grade, she fucking models, and gets attention from anybody -- not even counting those she demands it from. This day just kinda serves to show me how much I don't count in this school. I didn't even get things from friends.

I was in the Small gym for the volleyball games after school. The freshmen were awesome, and even though I hate that class, I found myself cheering for them -- just because they were up again the juniors, and were expected to lose. And, in some ways, I think I hate the juniors more (minus Jared, etc. =])
The sophomores, naturally -- just because we suck at life -- were deplorableeeeeeee. Yes, my cheer through most of the sophomore/senior games were "Fuck, fuck, fuck!" or "Shit, shit, shit!"
Obstacles and relays are today, along with whatever else, but I'm in the two just mentioned. Pretty funny, huh, Kaneesha -- who is so noticeably anti-LHS and her grade -- participating in something like this? It's the apocalypse.

Good news, though. I'm going to the Adelphi Journalism Day on March 11. Normally, it'd just be another nerd convention day, but SARAH will be there. Sarah, from CTYcarlisle03, from my Law & Politics class, from my hall! Sarah, who quite possibly was one of my best and supportive (female) friends that summer, and lives in Oyster Bay. Despite that nearby-ness, though, I haven't seen her in a full year & a half. My luck, I guess.

And. Um, I'm really hungry. And I hate Public Speaking, because it is taking years off of my life. And I wish I could just quit. Whatever, it's pass/fail, right? I'll bullshit it and make time for my actual work.
I'm so stressed, with school and all this worthless shit. And officially have no one to talk to, nobody who cares, nobody who wants to call or see me. So I find myself quite close to tears nearly every single day.
Love being me, man. Love it.

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So... [12 Feb 2005|01:11pm]

[ mood | amused ]

[ music | Brandy & Mr. Whiskers on Disney Channel ]

Arielle's mom is getting ready, and so I have time for an entry (and to ghetto-iron my jeans, on the carpeted floor of my room).

Updates:
* Report card. Ha, ha. Well, everything's in the nineties, which is an accomplishment considering the time track took up... and I got a 70 in Gym. Funny how I can have one the highest fitness test scores of the girls in my class, but get a 70 because I was unprepared three times. That's bullshit. But it's pass/fail at the end of the year (as is Health), so I'm quite fine.
* Euro is oppresive. I wish I could drop.
* Going to the mall today (w/ Arielle, naturalmente), and I invited Amanda and Danielle, only they got drunk last night... and are not in the best of conditions presently. It's kinda weird, seeing how different I am from some of my friends. Last night, I did homework, played video games with my brother, and went to bed at 10:30... then woke up at 12:40 to talk to Josh, because that's the kind of bad ass nerd I am.
* Chem lab to do. Chem & Math quiz to study for. Must remember.

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Took-en from Vicky, aka Mommy. [10 Feb 2005|10:42am]

[ mood | awake ]

[ music | Scared Straight ; Killer Mike ]

If you read this, even if I don't speak to you often, you must post a memory of me. It can be anything you want, so long as it happened. Then post this to your journal. See what people remember about you.

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[09 Feb 2005|09:34pm]

<3

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