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wow this xmas was so much funn
we had a filipino party at the filipino/american church
it was so funn all my pinays teamed up against the pinoys and we totally beat their asses at every xmas game
then we went to midnight mass and it was super long. and i almost fell asleep but i had to altar serve.
then we ate till like 3 in the morning
then i went home and slept till 2 and then went to ate beths house
and katrina and kimberly co were there
and we watched a bunch of movies and made funn of them
cuz we're freaks
but we know how to have a good time
then i left and went to my cousins place
and i watched some more movies
and that was it
xmas was SUPERB
haha
xoxo
leslie

ahh just finished readin volume 8 of NANA! ugh....im sooo upset and it made me cry. why am i such a cry baby?! i can never hold it back. i am such a child at heart. im almost 16 and i still want baloons at my birthday party...im so sadd...well back to NANA. i cannot believe what i was reading. it was like a dream. im so in love with nobu it hurts my heart. and i cant stand takumi at times. it is sooo complicated. i hate this! the demon-king obviously hates me. why are ai yazawas works so sad and depressing?! why do the stress me out?! why?! ahhh i cant stand it. i give up. i have to get NANA vol 9! >.<

xoxo
leslie

going to florida. dont know when im coming back. i miss marcus. and james

going to get a new lj. cuz this one is boring okay?

going insane on video games and orange juice. haha xD. ima get fatt. hopefully. or tall.
playing GUNz and SIMS and mario tennis and DDR. because ima lazy freak and have been stuck in my cousins house for 4 days! ahh. bore

well ya if u want u can come and rescue me.

leslie

urg this family is sooo pissin me off, newho my father is leavin to cali in like a couple of days so idk, im sorta glad cuz he is makin me majorly mad.......>.< im very mood idk maybe cuz you know....its a girl thing...just get used to it....well w.e idk im bored call me bye

LAST DAY OF SCHOOL.....
omf effin freedom!
today i had spanish and w.geo, both easy so ididnt really have to study...we [me and ashley] were messin around and takin pics with like every person down the hall, we even took pics wit the tall weird guys in sombreros, and we got on the tables and bookshelves in the library...we had to clean out our lockers n it took me like 10 mins and it took ashley sooo damn long, cuz she wanted to keep everything, and then she wouldnt give her color pencils or scissors or nething she knew she would never use again away.
after that ms.olivarez took us to Pier 99 and we met dee, and me n ashley changed in the restroom and we had shrimp and we wrote letters for the table. one was a profile of a like 22 year old woman named quesha who likes long walks on the beach and dinner by candle light. lmao were soo weird
then we went to mackenzies house and i was lookin all nice and cute, then andres picks me up and throws me in the pool. [pouts]. so i was all wet so was my skirt n my shirt. then after that i watched them play volley ball, jumped on the trampoleen [idk how to spell], and then we went into the bay...and they first pushed me into the water n it was muddy and warm and then ashley flips over the thing so i get in all the way and im like sooo soaked in smelly sticky muddy water, so we run up and jump into the pool and then do stupid things [???] and then we went on the go-kart, omg that thing is funn. first i went with mel and i thought she was a crazy driver and then i drove and i would not stay on the rode i would like drive off and i would go super fast then super slow and i would go thru the tall grass so there was like bugs and mudd everywhere. but omg dee is the worst driver in the whole word...she would go full speed and stop like 2 seconds before the turn and then she would drive off random place of the road...scary, then me and ashley played tennis with andres, then pool wit dee, and i would get on top of the table cuz i coudnt reach...n after that i went to mels n we did lots of stuff we played soccer in the mudd and then we went to walmart and did random stuff, like get checked out by ghetto dudes, n by huge sunglasses n star at ppl, me n cecily wer gonna by thongs and get a male checker, cec was gonna get one that said "bride to be." lmao. n then we went back to mels n made a dog pile on her bed n took pictures. n then i got picked up n now im here at home so fresh n clean cuz i took a shower

luv

call me, we can hang

the boy of my dreams is moving, or he is just a complete liar,
he is moving...................someone please put me out of my misery
gawd im soooo lame

um well ya i guess things between my family has settled down, but idc ne more, i just kinda lock myself in my room and dont come out for like ever, and sleep or go on the internet and then i dont do my hw, cuz its a drag, and i dont believe in that shit...so ya

the pope is almost dead, and ya it was like my moms wish to go see him wit the whole family and shit but i guess we wont have the chance...

terri schiavo died and it pissed me off, that they could just kill a person like that, and she never did nething wrong, just because a person doesnt have the ability to take of themselves doesnt mean that u can just kill them, thats like saying its okay to murder a mentally retarded kid cuz they dont properly know how to take care of 'em- selves and thats like stupid, if i got in an accident and i lost the ability to speak and eat properly, my mom can just say she doesnt want me soooo just shoot me in the head...and the thing that pissed me off the most was that she never did nething wrong, but ppl who like murder innocent ppl can just roam free and not receive harsh enough punishment, a man who raped and murdered a middle school girl just has to go to prison for so many years and then they are free to do wat ever they want?! wth is that?! thats whats sooo effed up wit this country...gawd its stupid, but wat can i do? ill pray for u ppl who all believe that terri schiavos death was aight, cuz its not...maybe God will grant u a brain

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doin the friends only thing

gah, im in soo much pain, i think its cuz im really tired and i dont get enough sleep and i havent been on a regular eating pattern...idk its odd...w.e im just not perfect okay?
ashly got wit john and i couldnt be ne more happier for her!! haha the only good thing bout today...school was okay i mean seeing every1 and hanging out was cool but other than that it was pretty gay, u know the whole learning part...so ya w.e well ill ttyl!
ive got a weird headache thing..it like comes and goes but its like a sharp pain...im seriously messed up...

school was okay...

actually i hate school more and more everyday but there where things that made me sooo happy!

trent ran down the stairs to tell me something, something lil like that fills the gap
frank called me, yay!!
rudy finally text me back, i think im secretly in <3 wit him, bc i miss him sooo damn much
james, IMed me first time in forever
daniel is still makin fun of me, gah i should smack that child...haha!!

james gave me a vday poem in spanish
haha funny

inomtbig0519 [9:48 PM]: tu estas un bonita bufalo de agua (water buffalo) que pace(grazes) en el arrozal (ricefield) de mi corazon...(heart)
tu estas un bonita flore en un floreria...
tu tienes el belleza (beauty) de un hipopotamo que nada en los rios de Africa....
burros, ratas, y ranas vienen y ven tu grande ojos (eyes)...
si yo puedo tengo un dia con tu, debe la en el zoologico...

sooo proud of him...he can speak spanish!!!

hahaha well ill ttyl! bye

vday was okay...woulda been a lot better if i had a bf!

trent didnt say one word to me, just made me feel more like crap... o well

becca and i are talkin again...i mean conversing, but not actually into deep convos...its cuz i hold back...kinda scared if i dont...
ryan and ashely finally broke up...poor chicka...on vday too...well idk what to say...i feel bad for her, and mad at ryan...but i cant understand how she feels cuz ive never been dumped, the only positive thing bout being single for sooo long...

i got 1 carnation...
from ashley

he pays a lot more attention to her, even tho he says their "just friends" but what am i to him?! the girl he talks to when he feels like it?!
davis came and talked to me today, made me feel special,
and nick was jokin around wit me...that made me feel good too

am i as beautiful as they say? i doubt it...

ha school sux. durr
my progress report grades suck.
o well

haha school is school, o well gotta deal, going to the dance today because i wanna get my "shine" on...haha freakie, i decorated the gym wit student council this mornin and it was funn!! ya my dress is pretty fly, and i text becca, its the first in a million years..

trent asked leigh...and i cant say nething...i really needa be friends only...okay from this moment on im gonna get some friends and be friends only!!!!! friends only ppl!! o ya i needa banner too...dammit such a hassle

well i give up, i cant take it ne more, im not the once stressful person i was, i dont give a damn if i have a test today or tomorow, i dont give a damn if u cry, bc ive been donw that rode, all alone, so stfu and leave me alone, cuz i aint listenin i aint gonna try to solve ur problems when i cant even solve my own...

i mean im not gonna start cuttin myself or nething, im just not gonna care...

i want to move soo badly, haha maybe its bc this hate is growin stronger everyday maybe its bc if i do i might actually care...

but w.e i have a lot of new friends and im trying to be more open, im not cryin over other ppl ne more, just cryin over myself

call me selfish...but w.e

dont...
cry for me
pray for me
live for me...

i may be broken, but im pickin up my pieces and tryin to get myself together again...
thats the only reason why im livin

she called, i didnt answer, i really didnt want to

ive decided what i want to give up for lent!!

im givin up all the things that give me pain and sufferin
like ppl
and tryin so hard at things that i shouldnt
and not eatin
or gettin enough sleep

idk i think this might be the yr that i actually change and grow as a person...

hopefully...

my dad got me a new stereo for my room theres surround sound...all around my room
its awesome!!

gotta love it!

o ya i finishe my mosaic!!!

<3 x much

leslie

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black...

nothin goes ne1s way in life
its not fair
that i cry my eyes out
and u dont
its not fair that no matter how hard i look
i only find a false happiness
that comes to me after so long
but leaves after just a second
its hard to believe
i put up wit my life
but thats all i believe
i believe that i dont want to die
and that one day i might find happiness
real happiness
but for now ill just cry my eyes out
wipe away my own tears
because it hurts me so

damn every day is gettin to be just like the day before, its get up, watch tv or play video games or get online, dont eat till like 3 and get dressed at 4, then go out...get home sleep and do the same shit over again...

he was on alsnt night, for 2 mins, i know why he didnt stay on for long, he prolly realized she wasnt on and got off, no need to talk to me, idk it bothers me, he has liked her sooo long and she doesnt like him at all, and he wont move on, ive told him that there are sooo many girls who want to be with him, but he doesnt listen, i dont think he is strong enough to come to that reality, it makes me sad, but everything these days either makes me sad mad or depressed...

im just tired of wastin these precious days of my youth on something so fake and unreall, i want to move....so damn badly