A New Creation has Arrived

NEW LJ IS READY TO VISIT

2006-12-19T21:12:15Z

ATTENTION ALL MY FRIENDS

I WILL BE CHANGING MY LJ...IF YOU WANT TO CHECK IT OUT AND ADD ME YOUR MORE THAN WELCOME TO DO SO JUST CLICK ON THE NAME BELOW!!!! CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU THEIR HEHE!!!!!!

SO LONG KAUKALANI AND HELLO DONGMIN ^__^

young_dongmin

WAE???????????????????

2006-12-18T20:19:30Z

Whats up with this I always get GAY ASIAN guys that go GAGA over me!!!!!! JESU has the biggest hotts for me I have no clue why!!!!! But he is by far the coolest Japanese friend to talk to LMAO...I was talking to him and man he cracks me up mUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHa!!!!!!!!

Atsuko and zumbie kitten don't be a hate.....ur...........!!! OTAY I don't mean too!!!!!!!!!! >__<

Me and Jesu gonna chill some day in da city

My Korean Dongsaeng gonna hang out in the city as well some time this week!!!!! She is looking forward to seeing her Oppa ^__^

I feel loved hehehe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My Pictures in New York

2006-12-18T19:47:44Z

Sorry Peoples that you never get to see my Pictures I had put up on my last entry so I will put them up for you OTAY

Me and my GAY pal JIN JIN

Me at the lake in New York LOL hehe ^__^ it was like 30 degree's hehe

Aw Dongmin getting all cutesy in this pic muahahhahaha

Oh so smexy!!!!!

A GAY DAY IN THE CITY

2006-12-18T00:20:19Z

Yesterday I went out with a good friend of mine name Jin Jin. We met up at China Town and headed on to Grand Central...We step foot out of Grand Central Terminal and we bought a fricken MAP for 7 bucks what the heck..what do you know its the city. We was trying to lead ourselves by walking to UNION SQUARE and we ended up getting lost due to the fact that we had some event going on in the city it was like a huge protest about a shooting that happen a while ago. So we was trying to get to the other side but it was blocked So we walked blocks and blocks down to get on the other side and we finally realize that we were not getting anywhere so I told Jin Jin that we should just take the darn TAXI so we did. GOt their a lot faster and did out tour and shopping. We went into Union Square and Korean town Did our hunting for hotteyzzzzzz!!!! Then we went to a Korean Restraunt and something happened that was Shame for me but Oh wells (not gonna say). So YEah it was a fun day....I got to laugh lots and I felt like I was back at home with my friends and family....so I was really happy. Then traveled back home two hours and came home clean my self up and crashed.

Today I spent the whole day with my Cousin Mariah who saved me from being stranded in the city, and also my cousins son Angelo and man that boy can talk up a storm and never stop so Mariah just kept on saying " Angelo would you please Shush" we would stay quiet but move around a lot....so either or he finds ways to get to us. But one funny thing happen today we took Angelo to the Time Out and its a place that holds Games alike DDR and Arcade games and what not. He was playing SOUL CALABER and he challenged two guys who were like in their twenties and he kicked their ass!!!!!!!!!!! That was too funny!!!! Me and Mariah shopped like crazy...in a store called HM man I tell you I found a store that I love lol. But tonight we are planning to make Ginger Bread House hehe fun fun!

Well thats all for my updates otay!!!!!!

Dongmin

Me and my Gay Lover JIN JIN (nah nah just jokes.....FOr real!!!!)

Me in NY at the Lake hehe

Me acting smart by the computer!!! lmo

_kaukalani_ @ 2006-12-13T12:02:00

2006-12-13T22:02:10Z

Today was a very cold ass day here in Poughkeepsie, New York. I woke up around 9ish and it was rainging cats and dogs lol . So I decided to go outside for some fresh air and go for a walk in the cold!!! It felt like it was around the 20z today....I did a little exploring in the woods and found myself a lake so I went near the lake and it had a little DOCK so I went on it and looked into the water looks creepy in their lol. But was Raining I was dancing on the DOCK listing to my IPod !!! Speaking of that I almost dropped my phone and IPod in the lake so so close...my heart was pounding...but I was fast enough to save it hehe. I took pictures of the lake and what not for my famliy to see when I get back!!! After an hour of my journey in the woods I headed back to the house and I saw this cute little Squrrel * Bleh I forget how to spell that mauahahah* but anyways... that thing looked at me like I was a huge Monster, It never move one bit so I decided to walk closer to it...and when I got near that little fur ball I Squeeled and ran on my I screamed like a girl and it jumped on to the tree....that damb thing used me as a booster to get up on the tree he wanted to go up!!! But yeah that was my scare of the day LMAO.

Today I got to talk to my X Lover and it was nice hearing the voice I missed ^__^ We talked for a while and and I told her what happen to me lately and whats going to be my next move and what not. But yeah I was good hearing from my X!!!!! We are still good friends thats all that matters to me ^__^

Talk to Eomma and told her whats up!!!! My minutes on my phone just drains so fast I only have like 341 left lol out of my thousands hehe thats funny!!!!! But yeah Im doing OTAY hanging in their!!!! KINDA excited going back home and laughing again ^__^ and eating the best food in the world lol.

Tomorrow I hit CHINA TOWN, GROUND ZERO ( TWO TRADE CENTERS) and maybe find a art gallery around their hehe. I was going to go see the BIG PARK in Manhattan but dont want to get lost hehe LOL!!!

Till then GOtta go dinner hehe

ME on date tonight hehe

Time Square

2006-12-12T15:14:45Z

Yesterday I went to time square in NEW YORK something all people go to visit. I went all by myself but it was good spending time with myself in a huge city. I wondered the streets in Time Square and it was an awesome place to see and walk through. Huge Screens on the Buildings...good food, and huge ass stores. I walked into Toy R Us and man that place is frickin huge as heck....about 5 different floors...and it also has a ferris wheel in their for kids to ride!!!! But it was awesome!!! VIRGIN RECORDS was huge too...you can find almost everything in their!!!! Except asain music of cousre lol. But it was a pretty awesome place to visit. I went shopping for my Family got them something for christmas and what not. AS it hit the afternoon my feet began to ache so badly...I had to someplace and rest my feet, so I ate lunch in the huge McDanalds and watched the city from the window on the second floor.. After a good amount of rest I went to continue my shopping and taking pictures of the city in TIME SQUARE. I came accorss alot is psycho people and interesting people....!!!!

I notice their are a lot of men that dress like their back in the 40-50z its funny XD

Guy who curses at people who ever passes him!!!! (that guy told me when I passed) " Die you fucker "

I was a bit scared when he said that but I kept on going with the crowd. @__@

* I also took picture with two girls that were dressed in santa clause suites...but in a slutty version and I took pictures with them hehe...my little naughty ness slipped out at that moment lmao.*

I will post pictures laters

ANy who I am heading back home and stay their for couple of months to recover from what I went through and also lost. I will make my planning more advance then what I had planned before I came here!!!! Now I know what to exspect when I arrive again. I got a little taste of how NY life style is!!! I think I can live with that. If this won't work out I will move to a different location.

Till then peace out

Dongmin

I Was STRANDED IN THE CITY OF NEW YORK

2006-12-08T18:24:29Z

Im here in New York depressed as hell due to the fact that I am going through major DRAMA. I flew from Hawaii to New York ready to recieve I place I paid for not knowing I was SCAMED. I took the Shuttle bus to the place and payed 19 bucks. When I entered I already had a feeling it was a scam...the place looked like it was for people who had GOOD MONEY and I told them the room number and the name and they looked at me so confused. They said their is no such name as Michael Glant here. SO basicly I was stranded in the huge City of Manhattan, Near Central Square. I called my parents...my mom was stressing and worried like hell, I even heard her cry on the phone. My cousin who lives here in NY guided me where I needed to go. I walked the streets that could be unsafe. I was so scared that iwas going to get mobbed,Robbed,or killed...because I was dragging two suitecases of things. It was Cold 32 degrees and I barley had warm clothing on. I asked people for help and they did...I came accross good people and I thank them for that. A female around the age of 23 saw me struggle dragging my huge suitecase up the stairs to the subway..and she asked me if I needed any help...and I thanked her for the help and kindness. Finally I took the train to my cousins place which is two hours away. Now Im here Depressed as hell....What am I to do now!!! that my money was Robbed from the Scammer!!!!!!!

God protected me lastnight

Thank you family for the support and prayers

till then

bye

Stressed over my move

2006-12-01T19:01:09Z

Im in a process of stress...and exhaust!!! My body feels like its going to shut down completly. I lost color on my skin and also lost weight which you all know is not too good. All this is making me look sick....my friends and even Doctor notice a change on me. Its just that I been focusing about how I will be on my own in NY not having someone to be by my side. I am worried thats all....my eating habbits totally changed..I only eat one serving...my normal is 2to3...sometimes I want to eat but my body does not want to eat......my aptipite changed, but my doctor told me I will go back to my normal self...Im just going through this process of stress and all that mixed emotions. I have 6 more days to spend time with family and I am so upset because I end up sleeping early and not staying up with my family....Im just always tired lately....!!!

I spent time with Jessica one of my good friends and she told me that she is going to miss me a lot..... I started to tears up but I sucked it up and hugged her before I went home. I took pictures with her at the mall I will post them up before I leave to NY. I have so many dates with friends its crazy.....I trying to fit everyone in so they can spend time with me.

At least I have friends that will be waiting for me when I get to NY....Here are the friends I will be meeting when I settle in NY!!!!!!

JESU (Japanese)

JIN JIN (Chinese)

YOON (Korean)

I will have a warm welcome from these good friends of mine.....they will be the ones to show mw around the huge city of NY ^ ___^

Good Times

2006-11-25T19:10:40Z

My looks totally changed from my past High school years

One of my favorite shots I took hehe

Me feeling down and tired lol

Muahaha I crack myself up XD

Me and my Dongsaeng acting weird

Aw Oppa&Dongsaeng how cute ^^

Good times...Im gonna miss this little crazy sis of mine >__<

Im set to leave back into my new home in New York, Manhattan explore my new life....Moving in the Apartment in Dec 7th I leave Dec 6th!!!! Im gonna say my last goodbyes to my Family and Friends....who meant most in my life. I feel weird leaving and vanishing from their lives!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But as long as Im in their memory thats what counts!!!! I know I will be thinkg about them as well. Update on my INJURY I finally recovered from that and back one my feet acting like a normal weirdoh. Yester was JAM pack at SEARS bussy as heck...WALMART lines is long a heck....people rushing in stores like they seen a Tsunami LMFAO XD people makes me laugh so much...including myself. I finally talked to my GAY friend Jin Jin haha that guy cracks me up big time.....but he will be one of the few showing me around the Huge city of NY....Yoonie hehe a korean hottie will also be showing me some routes....^^ I will try to keep you guys Up-dated when I get the time to....once I settle in I will get back online. so if you don't hear from me for a lont time its because of the move....so yup yup.

EarthQuake striked once again in Maui on THANKSGIVING I will be gone when it has the BIGGER one that they predict will happen soon. But thats one thing I am frighten about....leaving my family and not knowing if they will be ok or not...it goes both ways I guess I am also in a DANGER ZONE as well so I just pray that we will remain safe.

Till then

Love yah all

Dongmin/ Kaukalani

I SCREWED UP MY BACK >

2006-11-10T21:39:18Z

Hey just an Up-date on poor me!!! >__<

I been on a LAY OFF from work due to the fact that I got injured at work. I totally screwed up my back...I think Im all High mighty and strong thinking I can carry a 245 tool set that weighs more than 70 pounds. I placed it on my shoulders and climbed the ladder and when I got to the top the tool set slid off my shoulders so I tried turning to catch it...which I did but I ended up twisting my back due to the weight. I never fell off the ladder which was good...cause if I did I might have snapped my neck or be in critical condition. Doctors tell me Im crazy trying to save a heavy tool set from falling LOL. I may be slim but hey I can carry heavy shit!!! But anyways I am injured and suffering pains, I take visits to the DOCTOR everyday. I also took X-rays and my doctor said that my spin is out of place due to the injury so it will go back into place as I recover. They also found out that I am short on my spin I am missing two bones in my spin MUAHHAHAHAH thats funny.....2 out of 10 people get that he said lmao. So he said I was actually supposed to be 5'9 ....kjahfjahfdsauhfoafojdfoh!!! "DARN IT" oh well 5'7 is good for me!!!

ANy who I go back work today at 1 pm to see if I can actually work, but I am restricted from hard work...I can't even carry over 10 pounds thats funny!!!

So I hope I can hold till closing

Well thats all for now

Dongmin

BLAST

2006-10-30T20:14:21Z

BLAST a J-Rock Group I truely love.....their songs are so awesome!!!! I can't stop listening to the song "SHINSHOKU"

I have never heard of this band before so its new for me hehe!!!!

But anyways want to wish you all a HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!!!

" CAN'T YOU BELIEVE THAT WAS ME WHEN I DRESSED UP FOR HALLOWEEN MY JUNIOR YEAR *TWO YEARS AGO*"

I photo I took senior year for Photograghy!!! I miss working in the DARK ROOM!!! I thought this picture was something to admire...with the creepy....ness!!!!!!

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The GRUDGE 2 Review

I went to see THe Grudge 2 yesterday and man did it suck....it was halarious to watch....I never jump one bit muahahaha thats sad...even "PIRATE OF THE CARABIAN" I jump and scared the shit out of me....come on now!!!! HOw sad is that!!!!!!

* Edisons acting killed me big time....too cheesy...needs more practice!!!! ( I love imitating his parts its so much fun)

" I just can't figure it out" mauahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah

But anywho if you never seen ...don't need too its not that great!!!!!!!

RATE: 6 Due to lack of horror!!!!

it was more touching then scary LMAO XD

Thanks ROCKSTAR_NO_KOI

2006-10-28T02:58:04Z

Brooklyn

Manhattan

Those were two Advertisments in New York's Subway taken by my Lovely Friend rockstar_no_koi

Who is helping me find a desent place to live. Thank you so much for all the help it really helps me a lot. And yes I am willing to take your neighbors number, because I called the two places you took pictures of and they told me it would be ready by next year for rental, unless I am buying the place....but I just gave them my info so they can call me when their is a opening. But for now I will try the other number when you get the ladies number. Thank you so much once again...if it does not work out its ok...I have other ways to try figure this out. After all this will take a lot of process for me to go through until I hit the roots and settle. You made my night lastnight I was happy to have someone who is on a look out for me...I owe you one ^___^

Well as for work today it was a bit of a mess...I delt with numbers of customers who agrued with me, even tho its not my fault. But then again its part of getting and having a job. But I did help them out on what ever they was upset about. But work was very busy today...I been making non-stop phone calls to various places....calling customers....ringing them up...writting RAIN CHECKS all this I am doing all in one..it was hard but I pulled through. After all hard works I left work happy and ready to head home. I drove without coming accross any butt wholes who can't drive "THANK GOD" but yeah my day went ok!!!!

Well thats all for my up-dates

KEKE

Dongmin

Search still continues.................

2006-10-27T04:21:23Z

Well Today was my day off of work which was good. Today I took my GRANDMA shopping for food woowhoo... so I drove her around place to place. I also Woke up early this morning to make my calls to the east coast and ask questions about the rent and place....ect. Still no luck but every day I am trying. The only easy way their is ;ROOMATING with someone else...which was my last thing I would do when moving, but if thats what it takes I will do so. Its just the fact that I don't know my roomates till I get their and god knows what kind of life style they have compared to me. Thats the main things I am scared of....Questions I ask myself!!!

* What if they don't pay their share????

* What if they party ?? bring people to the place and damage the place???

* What if this person is psycho???? XD

* What if this person is the kind of person I would not get along with???

All these WHAT IF questions all scares me!!!!!

But I am not giving up I am trying to target a place before the first of NOVEMBER!!! I feel bad because my friend Jin Jin still thinks I am moving up to NY but I am still on the Boarder line of going their. Even tho thats the place I really want to go but I have to think about what is better for me, and which way would work out for me. So I am exhausted from all the searching and calling but like kamui_atsuko

STRESSFUL SITUATION

2006-10-19T19:22:38Z

I am at a very stressful spot right now...I don't know what to do or say. I want to DIE !!!!!!!!!!! my hopes fell to fast.....I really want to get myself to move to NEW YORK CITY but it seems to be too hard for me to get into. I called places for studios...some places already have none available and some places are raising up the prices. Well I talked to some of the places and the lady told me that I would need to have GOOD CREDIT, and WORKING IN NYC hearing that you need good credit made me fall too fast cause I know I have no credit to even save me......it a while to build good credit. I wanted to cry due to all this fustration. My aunty is right she don't think I can get here this soon, she told me it takes planning and process. But for me so stuburn and not listen I want to go my own way....but it never takes me anywhere, I always end up in the pits. I should have sticked with DELAWARE from the start....even tho I my X is their.....all I care is getting somewhere so I can see how I can live life alone and be INDEPENDANT. IF I can't find a place for me in NY worse comes to worse I will go to DELAWARE which I don't want to...!!!

Moving is not a easy task to explore, its more on the stressful side.

My friends up in NY can only do so much for me......*sigh* I really am so lost right now I feel like falling in world and curl up in a dark corner

I can't stay here in HAWAII no longer....I hate backing up my move date its so irritating and lame!!!!

Im just gonna plan and move make my own path....with out my parents....and family!!!! IF I don't succeed I will keep going. Once I am far away from HOME then I will know at least I know I made my first move. Thats all I want...I wanna work and save up money for my SCHOOLING .

Till then I will keep looking.....and calling....my time is ticking by the seconds....I have to get my move on!!!!!!!!

till then

PEACE

HAWAII SHAKES WITH FEAR

2006-10-16T06:53:19Z

So today was a shake of the day for me early this morning we "HAWAII" was hit with a big EARTH QUAKE waking everyone up with fear. People running out of their houses scared. I was scared myself because It sounded like a huge TSUNAMI was coming but it was just the ground rattling. The earth quake shook 7 ISLANDS which was pretty darn huge. But I am ok and so is everyone else. Just to keep a short up-date I want to let you know that I am alive and fine. The sucky thing is the fact that I had to work....the malls here had some GENERATER so we opened the store for people to get what they needed today. So much people bought batteries,Flash Lights, latterns, and portable sterios at SEARS. Other than that I had an ok day for me not too much of an excitment. But we are still in a alert for another one so I will be more alert as the night goes by.

I will keep you guys up-dated if anything goes wrong....thats if we still have POWER...we never had POWER for hours.....but now we got it back running ^__^

I am sure you guys already heard about it ...its been on the news CNN

but I am glad my best friend TAH....is not in BIG ISLAND atthe moment because they had it bad...the had the most shake and damage amoungst the islands.

But me safe me good

love yah all

bye

rosckstar_no_koi <3 <3 <3

2006-10-09T21:00:39Z

rockstar_no_koi

Thankyou for your help on info about BROOKLYN now makes me look at it more caucoiusly.........!!!!

I was looking at studio's and their was one that was located in staten Island...*I think* seems like a pretty good area.

Um....most places are located in that area...so if you anything about that area please let me know OTAY!!!

Also if you can ask your mom this Q for me " Do I have to be working in NY to get a place to rent.....???" the reason asking is because I am moving from Hawaii!!! so I need to know how the system runs in NY.

Thanks again you been helpful......if this comes a success I will take you out to dinner someday OTAY

Love

Kaukalani/ Dongmin

Hardships

2006-10-07T08:58:55Z

My job just gets worser and worser bythe weeks. I love working with the cashier (sorry bad spelling muahaha thats what I get for not going school) anywho the SALES people I work with I don't really get along with nor talk with. At most I only talk to 3 out of 8 which is sad. Their is this Filipino who I dispised from the very fuckin start. He is one desperate mother fucker....who can't even score chicks because of his ugly ass face. Well as I said I really had a bad day tonight due to the fact that fuckin FLIP never shut down a register before he left....so I had to close 3 registers all by myself counting money and making sure I put back the right amount in each register. I finished at 9 but never go home until 9:30 I was grumpy as heck. I delt with too many customers trying to help them ... it was chaos since I was the only guy in hardware that knew a lot about tools and what not. I had to train a 40 year old guy (mexican) so it was all so much for me tonight. Now I have a fuckin major head ache and it throbs like a mofo!!!

Today before I went work I looked into places (studios) in Brooklyn,New York and I found couple places I can manage to pay. I just have to make calls to see where I stand and if I am saticified. Once I get my shit done I will get my ticket and leave for good. It's not that I hate my Family or friends or the Island, its just I need to get out their and do what needs to be done.

At times I hate having mixed feeling about many things, I have so much regrets...it hurts me inside. I wish I had a choice to jump back into my past and change what I did wrong. But then again I know it happens for a reason which is that we all learn from our mistakes and try not to atempt those bad habbits again.

To tell you the truth I still have feelings for my X and its so hard to move on. I guess your first love is always the hardest to leave behind, its not a easy thing to do. Its just going to take time till I recover from this. If my firend JIN JIN was never by my side I would be lost....he is one of my best friends online....and also the closes gay friend I have. we will be great pals up in NY.

But anywho sorry for my lame journal entry...I had to express my feelings

BTW [Bad username: kamui_atsuko � I miss you lots and I hope to see you soon...if not then hopefully before I leave to Korea!!!! I want to laugh and smile lots, acting strange and laughing at your clumsyness when your around me hehe!! * I send my huggs and loves* Till then smile and laugh!!!! �� ]

HURT

2006-10-05T22:53:08Z

CLICK ON PICTURE TO LISTEN TO MP3

LYRICS (HURT)

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
Ooh, ooh

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be there

Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this, oooh

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?

There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back

Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, ohh

If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away
Ooh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

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After listening to Christina Aguilera's "HURT" song I loved what she said.....the words it self caught my attention and also her beautiful voice. I know she is a slut but I only love her vocals when it comes to slw songs. I just wish she would be more like when she came out, but I guess Little kim turned her into some slut which is the sad case *sigh*

YEah I been in the MUSIC world lately...all I been doing is listening to music...some gets me down some gets me hyp...ed but what can I say music is what keeps me going. It supports me it motivates me it just keeps my flames burning ...with out it my falmes inside will go out...!!!! And I know it goes for everyone out their.

Anywho I start work at 2 pm and finsih at 7 not to bad...but tomorrow I close and I will be alone on that so I worry a lot about tomorrow...I just pray it will go smooth. But any who I will be putting my reservations on my plane ticket to New York so I know that I have to go on ThanksGiving. But I also have to look into all the other things like a roof under my head....!!!! This is a huge obstacle I will have to go through it won't be easy...but all I need is my Music and the friends and family who will support me as I move through.....!!!! Then again I feel their are negative things ahead of me but I am ready to take it in and fight for my positive. I know my family will be by my side even tho I am far....they will push me to get myself up and steady. Once I am steady and settled I am readyt o take on the world and nothings stopping me....I will do what I always dreamed for.

Well I am off to get ready for work so hope you guys are doing well!!!!!!!!

Bye

Kaukalani

The Open Door

2006-10-05T05:57:38Z

Evanescence THE OPEN DOOR

Evanescence a rock band I love from ending of 8th grade till now. Amy came out with a new album after a year or should I say TWO almost three. They Have recently released their Album " THE OPEN DOOR " I reviewed over all the songs on her album and 1 to 13 is all good none was dissapointing to me. FOr me I think this album is better than her first one...it got a little more darker than her Going Under album. I here more of her old self again.

The TOP song in her album is "Lacrymosa" I like the Dark Opera vibe in this one I love it!!!!!!!!!!!!

I highly recromend this album it worth it well for me at least

I am starting to notice that the band members are slowly falling apart which is the sad part *sigh* looks like only four of them are left!! Red head left the group. Who will be next????

THE OPEN DOOR (Review the album)

CLICK ON PIC !!!!

Long Busy day at WORK

2006-10-04T05:58:00Z

Today was a long busy day at work for me but I pulled through. It was only me and Uilani one of my workers I work woth that was on floor in Hardware and we came accross the most bitchest little fat old lady.

Me and Uilani: HI mam how can we help you today???

Grumpy lady: Im looking for another multi Screw driver!!!

Me and Uilani: O I don't think we have this in sears anymore, We have discontinued it a year ago!!!

Grumpy lady: No you just don't know your darn tools

Uilani: Im sorry but I work here so we should know our tools, so are you looking for star point or fkat head!!!

Grumpy lady: Don't call me falt head

Uilani What..........I never say your a flat head...oviously you don't know your tools!!!

then the grumpy bitch finally left the store...but she was one crazy bitch, I know for a fact I will be coming accross more jackasses and biznatches.

but Today was a hecktic day for me, Helping customers left to right *sigh* I don't think I can play this role any longer I think I am gonna jump into another position and not be a sales. But it was a good experience for me I guess.

So what evers!!! I am still on thel ook out for my poor lost kitty....I won't give up hope not yet!!!!!!!

Thats all for my up-date

peace

Missing A Kitty I love!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-09-30T18:54:47Z

MARLEY MY SISTERS CAT IS MISSING........................

I am so drained from all this...all I think about is Marley I am so scared !!! All I need to know if he is still breathing or he left. I love this cat to death he was like my baby!!!! Always making me laugh or smile....My heart is so torned apart at this moment...I am really lost, I have no clue what to do. I want to find him and I am doing what ever it takes to get him back. I just does not feel the same now that he is not around and I can't stand that feeling anymore. I called Humane society I made flyers....I called out for him when searching for him. All this is so strange to me...I worry because what if he is trapped somewhere never ate anything nor drank anything for two days straight.....all this runs through my head...I can barely sleep....I toss and turn....dreaming about him!!!! I want to cry but I can't fall to my knee's and be weak...I have to keep strong until I hear news!!!!!

I just hope he is OK!! Thats all I ask!!!!

And if someone did steal Marley will get 10 times the bad luck right up their ass!!!!!

Sigh

MARLEY WHERE CAN YOU BE>>>>>>>>>>>>PLEASE TELL PAPAH WHERE YOU ARE CALL OUT FOR ME PLEASE SO I CAN FIND YOU!

up-date

2006-09-28T05:51:47Z

Well for an update on me!!!

I been working long hours, closing almost everyday this week how tiring is that huh!!! Counting money making sure to put enough in the registers. Trying to learn more and more every day I work. I have to get prepared to train the guy name Jose who will be new to our department *bleh* so this will be a bit of a pain for me when I I train him. But yeah work has been nothing but a stress!!! I have to learn how to Make speacial orders for customers.....learn how to void shit.....and many more but I am slowly getting the hang of it!!!! My life is a bit empty at the moment.....nothing to enjoy...no freetime for me....Im stressing over my schooling I want to get into in NYC "Korean Society" but it seems like my aunty does not want me to go teir...well if she says that then oh fuckin well too bad I am going their no matter what I am not gonna stop what I plan to do. So I hope this works out the way I plan it!!!!

My Goal

Leave On Thankgiving the tickets are super cheap......321 oneway not bad huh

So far my paychecks been a bit low...$300 sumthing alsmost 4 but the deduct for tax shit so yeah.

Well thats all for my updates hope all is good with everyone

peace

Little trip to Asian Heaven

2006-09-21T19:55:21Z

Hey Friends my bad!! I have not written for a week now lmao!!!

Well Me and my Family came back from a little Trip and I enjoyed myself!!! Seen Hot Asians left to right ...front to back it was like ASian Heaven.

I drool over these hottness!!!! Going GAGA over asians are just something I enjoy hehe.

Too many people many girls looking at me......hm....hehe ^__^

But anywho I enjoyed those moments and will cherish them when I leave my family and head to succeed my life Goals!!!
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I am solo and free....I have less worries *wink*

I been working like crazy these past days.....trying to make commission and make huge paychecks!!!!! I been closing most of the time and I am very tired of Night shifts!!!

But Oh well Im doing it for a reason!!!! ($$$)

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Things I bought on my little trip

1. AE Jeans..... Ripped versions "HOTness"
2. Two Posters of HOt Korean Singer and Actress (hyo lee)
3. Chae Yeon Album with her sign sig. and a Jersey with all the korean stars who came here and visited...I was stoked!!!! also comes with head bands and risk bands hehe!!!

" BTW a korean girl working at the korean super Market in the K-PoP department was digging me hehe...so before I left I winked at her and she had a huge smile and said bye!!!! muahahahahaha Im such a flirts LOL"

But Life is good mauahahhahahahahahaha XD

Now I am back home doing the daily schedule Work..eat...sleep...over and over!!!!

Peace

Ding Dong (represent)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SISTER!!!

2006-09-08T19:03:01Z

HAPPY BIRTHDAY zumbie_kitten

I hope all wishes come true!!!!

Getting old muahahahaha nah just kiddin.... ^_^

Hope You Like This Zumbie Kitten hehe....now he is running around eating peoples brains

well see you tonight!!!!! Bye

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

2006-09-06T20:16:03Z

Yay Happy Birthday To ME ^_^

Yes people I am growing up to be fine young man hehe!!!!!

Lstnight I spent my day with my friends SONYA,KATT,JUSTIN!! They spoiled me to death by taking me to dinner and getting me whatever I craved for !!! Then we went Fun Factory and palyed games....Shooting zombies and what not!!! Oh and a game I thought I would never ever play "DDR" ahhhhhhhhhhhhh I was so shitty....I mean Iwhat kind of dancing is this....I can even do better freestyle then that peice of junk....waste of tokens!!!!

Then we went to Maui Mall to go Movies !!!

Then while waiting for a half hour to go in we walked around and talked...then this pretty caucasion girl comes up to me and ask if we seen a Digital Camera and I felt bad....because someone stole it!!! It had all her pictures she took here in Hawaii that she wanted to take home and show her friends!!! I felt real bad so I helped her look for her camera!!!!

Then she ahad to go but she thanked me for helping!!! Then we went off to the theater were I slept throughout the half of the mmovie....that movie was fucking boring ......Talking about hella boring the most boring......movie I had ever seen!!! Sorry Out cast I love yah guys but man it sucked!!!

Then I came home around 1nish in the morning ^_^

Played RESIDENT EVIL 4 with my nuna

Watched EPD 8 of "OVER THE RAINBOW" with nuna (zumbie_ktten and My ommah)

Then crashed!!!!

Presents I Got:

SEX BLOW UP DOLL FROM MY FRIEND "SONYA"

3 KOREAN CD'S FROM YESASIA FROM MY "OMAH"

AND BEST OF ALL LOVE FROM FRIENDS AND FAMILY