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001. Comment to be added and add me first. Obviously I'm not going to add you if you haven't added me because that's just ridiculous and something that I just won't do. If you don't comment here, I'll probably never add you and I'll have to go and bother you on my own precious time. I don't enjoy doing that, so please comment here.

002. Keep an open mind when reading. I post a lot of things that can be considered "controversial," but that's just who I am. Everything that is posted in here is solely my own opinions, so don't harrass anyone other than me because of the things that are stated in here. I occasionally talk about my past, so those are probably things that you should read. If you don't approve of my old decisions and no longer have respect for me, then you should defriend me.

003. Explain why you friended me. Sometimes I take a kick out of the rouge frienders, but most of the time I don't. If you found me in a community or something, please let me know what struck you to suddenly decide to friend me. Be sure to state some things that we have in common; it'll help in me deciding to friend you.

004. Explain why I should friend you back. Not everyone that friends me winds up staying on my friends list. Explain about yourself a little here and say something interesting about yourself. If you interest me, I'll add you back so that you can read all of my entries, if not, well...maybe next time?

005. Type properly, please. I understand if English isn't your first language and things like that, but, please, at least make what you say partially comprehendable. No "1337" speak and please don't constantly be too lazy to type out complete words; it makes you seem like an idiot, but I do understand the occasional chat speak. Just don't use it too often, all right?

[mood│ Irritated]
[music│ Evanescence:::Call Me When You're Sober]

I have a job interview at Red's Barbeque on Friday at 16.00. I never expected them to call me back, but I'm happy that they did. Working there seemed better than working at the library because being a page doesn't sound all that fun. I want to work with the computers if I'm to work at the library like I do at school. So here's hoping that I get the job. I'll be going out with friends before the interview to give me something to do and then after it we'll all get together again and go from there.

Any suggestions on what to wear from people who have gone through the interview process?

Common fucking courtesy, people. It's really not that hard. If you know that you're not going to be at school and you just happen to be my ride, call me and let me know so that I don't have to grab someone who can give me a ride before everyone leaves. Don't make me call you to see what the hell is going on. It's your job to let me know what's happening, not my job to call you. And don't make up fucking excuses about not calling me when you knew the fucking night before that you weren't going to school. There is absolutely no reason at that point to not let me know that you're not making it to school.

I'm about ready to throw fucking text books at Mr Beck's sixth period class' faces. The looks that some of the students give me during class are getting on my fucking nerves. Simply because I gave Beck a report on he class when he was sick (which wasn't good, mind you), they find that they constantly need to throw looks at me that show that they hate me. I don't give a fuck that they hate me, but I still don't need their "inconspicuous" glares thrown my way when I haven't done a fucking thing to them. They deserved to get their asses in trouble. They were the ones making phone calls during class, after all.

I feel like shit right now. This morning I couldn't eat breakfast because I almost puked when trying to and all through the day I felt as though I was going to hurl. I could taste stomach acid after sixth period and I felt nauseous and just wanted to come home and die on my bed for a while. And now I'm crying and I want the day to end so that I can waste away tomorrow doing absolutely nothing all day except sleep and read, but the day won't end any time soon.

I just want to curl up on my bed and talk to Mike. That's the only thing that seems at all pleasing and that will make things better in the least bit.

I love him. ♥ That is all.

Someone at school is on a power trip. This time, it isn't Mr Buckle. Of course, this person has no reason to even think that she has any power. Just because you're in Big Brother/Big Sister doesn't mean shit, so don't let it get to your head like it seems that you've been doing.

Telling me to shut up and that I'm not a part of the tour just kind of proves to me that you think that you're all high and mighty, but let me tell you...you're not. You're fucking lying to the freshmen by saying that there are no cliques at our school. Look around you! There are cliques all over the place and there will never be a time that there aren't any cliques at that school. Not everyone gets along like they used to, so there's no reason in believing that there aren't the stereotypes and all of that shit.

Just because you slip around between several different groups doesn't mean that there are the stereotyped groups that suddenly don't exist anymore. That's just fucking ignorant.

Look around at lunch and even in the morning. The gamers have their spot; the anime nerds have their spot; the otaku have their spot; the people who think that they're better than everyone else have their spot; the preps have their spot; the goths have their spot; the "emos" have their spot; the punks have their spot; the library geeks have their spot; Grace's group has their spot. Every possible clique has their own spot and they don't mingle as much as they used to anymore. There are people who go around between groups since they have friends in other groups, but it doesn't make every other clique automatically disappear.

It's not as bad at Santa Susana as it is at Simi Valley or Royal, but they're still there. They will never disappear because we will always have people who are against the other groups and will separate themselves from other groups because of the stereotypes. Just because you don't want there to be stereotypes or anything like that doesn't mean that there are none of them and just because you're too ignorant/blind/stupid to see that there are the little cliche and stereotypical groups scattered all over the campus doesn't mean that you need to fucking lie to the little freshmen who don't know a thing about the school.

The least that you could do is say what I was saying. "There are cliques and stereotypes, but it's not as bad as at other schools." It's the truth. We're getting to the point of being as bad as other schools, but it's not there yet and I'm pretty sure that I know what I'm talking about right now.

I can't stand how you always think that you're right.

Academics is the top priority that a student should have, not the ridiculous spirit points that each class gets. Colleges won't be looking at how many spirit points that the students' classes had when they're applying to go to college; they'll be looking at grades, SAT/ACT scores and other things that aren't the spirit points. Those don't matter at all except that--oh my fucking god--we occasionally get money from it. They're not important; they don't matter.

Thank you and good day.