we broke up. like it's over.

i think there is still hope. he talks to me a lot. asks me to call him and he doesn't hang up the phone.

i love him still. i want him to come back so badly.

school's still going well. if matt isn't going to come back i sort of want to take time to be single. i have a crush on my preceptor, he's a junior and hes cute but he's also just so smart it's attractive.

why am i so miserable.

like i cry all the time, i think i need meds