So today I realized just how much life should actually suck for me, around break- I've got two, maybe only one, day(s) left where I can expect to see boy at all, and then he leaves for CA. Meaning I don't see him at all until August, unless some miracle happens. Also, the research paper (was) due thursday. Same with my poetry presentation, and my poetry journals, which take some work. And Exercise 3c, whatever that is... Also the day before all that they're closing down our road AND stopping our water. So unless I get out of here really early and get to school with some soap and shampoo, or spend the night at someone else's house, I won't take a shower on wednesday OR thursday. Which.. would suck. At least we have food. Also, this crazy new moon has been making me almost entirely unproductive- fortunately that should fix itself real soon.

There's a lot of fortunates though. Research papers are now due monday, so I have a good, crazy moon less weekend to work on it, plus this whole week (which is what I should be doing right now but it's the moon and the rain... and the fact that I can't find any suitable musics to listen to, don't you hate that?) and I'll be getting letters from the boy, and I do love mail. Also, classes end in 22.5/21.5 days of school (Note: Not counting field day because it's not classful) which is good: and I got a really nice meme note thing back from andar, who's been my friend since forever online, and it made me happy. Also the fact that I get to work on the Credo: I want to craft that thing so much, I've already got a thousand ideas pouring through my head and I only hope that I can make it as good as I feel I can. Nick's question kinda bothered me because it made me think I had to do it as a reflection/past thing: but I'm going to forget that because it's wrong and I can do other things.

Also this. http://www.bash.org/?265968
and Strindberg and Helium. Slash Mr. Roboto 'cause it reminds me of J-dorm.

http://www.bash.org/?377931
http://www.bash.org/?427792
http://www.bash.org/?85979
http://www.bash.org/?2456
http://www.bash.org/?426527


so yeah.

heart.

~Katherine