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So. For the past 2 years I have been with Dustin. But lately I have grown sincerely unhappy and I feel that it has become time to close this chapter of my life. It was great and the memories I have with him will last forever, but things have changed..I have changed..and that's just it. I am happy with this decision, I have great friends and will soon be a licensed bartender, and hopefully employed as one. I also intend on getting my license this summer, so that my social life may bloom. That is all that is new, I didn't do very well spring semester but I intend on finishing my education and going to UCF for Hospitality. Thanks for reading.

my friend tyler hung himself last night.

I have come to realize that I am an extremely materialistic person. I don't think there's anything wrong with it, minus the fact that I have 1200 bucks to live off of until august. rofl...god help me.

In other news! all is well. clubbing and partying a lot, got another tattoo (hello kitty) and a nose piercing, bla bla bla. Later doods.

The only living grandmother I have left is dying. And all I want to do is talk to Dustin. But I think he wants nothing to do with me..since he's been giving me one worded texts since we broke up. I really need a friend right now, but I have no one. I hate my life so much.

God, I had so much fun bowling last night with friends. We bowled until they closed, haha. Good times.

IT'S MY BIRTHDAY TODAY! YAY!!!!!

Today I go into surgery at around 9, and all four of them are coming out. This is going to be extremely traumatic for me, seeing as the worst thing I've ever had is a sinus infection. I would really appreciate it if everyone with my number sent me love over the next few days. I'll really be needing it.

I love you all SO MUCH.

Don't forget it. =]