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I really want to change the set up of my room. My three boys are over there, all comfy on their couch, and I'm really feeling distanced from them when on the computer/watching tv/reading/whatever. Is this normal? O_o Feeling distanced when they're only five feet away? *shrugs* I'd love to have them by my computer, so I can gaze at them while webpages load (yes, they take forever since AOL sucks, and yes I'm too lazy to crane my neck around and look at them XD) Problem: I have a laptop. And I like to keep it closed when not in use to prevent a dusty screen (so they can't lean against it). Also, the whole outlet situation in my room is odd... the desk I would -like- to put my computer on isn't anywhere near an outlet (and my computer will die in a few hours if it has no food XD). So, unless I want even more extension cords and cables running around my room, the computer needs to stay at my little low desk. >_< I don't trust my boys on the low desk at -all-, 'cause I want them to have some sort of support if they... you know, tip. XD Earthquakes, animals, random people poking at things in my room... you never know. ^-^;
I've decided on another resolution this year... be a little more quick to the point with my opinions/stating the truth. Eh, perhaps I've never really addressed this, since conflicts involving 'feelings' haven't exactly risen up recently. But still, it's a good thing to work on. Like ... criticism. I always feel -horrible- saying critical things (writing them down is always easier XD), and it can really bothers me for days on end if I hurt the person. So, I'm going to try and not sweat the little things, and be a little more honest. Hell, honesty can hurt, but I'm just trying to... help? XDD I sound like such a hypocrite. Now, if someone is wearing an ugly shirt, I'm not going to say "WTF is that monstrosity? Holy hell, is that even a shirt!?" or something. ^-^; Just state the truth a little more honestly than before, while still being considerate (or ignore the whole conflict completely, which is probably what I'll end up doing). And I need to stop beating up my mind if I make a mistake. Just fix it and move on (I know I will never be able to do this! XD). Perhaps this is a way to think less about little flibbityjibbits of life, and leave thinking space for more important things.
Like how to move my boys closer to the computer. XDDD
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