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[17 Aug 2008|01:57am] |
My friends who I've always thought knew me well could never be more wrong than now.
I use to know you until you started cheating on your boyfriend and started lying to not just him, but everyone else around you. Good job, at least you know to be shameful.
Never think that you can assume things about me because we've been friends for so many years.
If you don't want people to assume about you, you're going to have to set the record straight, YOURSELF. *gasp* I know terribly hard concept to learn.
I hate the fact that you speak to me in condescending manners and are just flat out rude about your remarks.
I am condescending because I look down on you. You are right. I am rude. I apologize for being rude, but not for my opinions. This is the reason why I never call you to hang out anymore, because I feel like I shouldn't stick around with people I no longer respect.
I don't respect you not because I think I'm better than you. I have plenty of shit myself, you know this very well yourself. I don't respect you because you're selfish. You hurt people for your own benefit. No matter how shitty I AM, I would never be able to do that on purpose.
If you don't have anything nice to say, it wouldn't hurt to just shut up.
We're not in elementary school. We're grown now, let's stray away from "shut up" or "you're mean" or "boo hoo". I express my opinions especially when I feel prompted.
I love my boyfriend and whatever opinions you may have of him, I could care less.
You love your boyfriend so much that for the first few months you've cheated on him REPEATEDLY. Oh and he probably still doesn't know it was REPEATEDLY, with MORE THAN ONE GUY. Oh shit, I hope you don't "LOVE" me "hun".
He's honest, hardworking, and isn't a coward like some guys.
He's so honest that you've caught him on some lies before. He's so hardworking that he's still mostly dependent on his parents, but thinks it's "bullshit" to follow their rules and curfew. He isn't a coward because he tried to bring a gun to shoot down Huy based on jealousy. Very goo qualities in a boyfriend.
You NEVER see him you NEVER talk to him...
That's because the time I did, he was drunk, and he was driving, and we almost got hit by cars. And let's not forget the fact that he yelled at you on the street and made you break down crying on the sidewalk.
So why do you act as if you have any right to say anything about our relationship.
I don't really have any right. I just gossip based on the information above. But I personally think your relationship is pretty shitty.
Honestly, suck it up.
Why? I have the right to inform people about other dangerous people who like to shoot down people based on jealousy, and like to drink and drive underage.
Stop overreacting and get over yourselves.
I can never get over myself... because I... am... myself. But I was over you and him. Noticed I haven't posted any blogs even though this has been going on for like a year? But then you like to bring things up on MYSPACE. Very nice. I think you're the one who needs to get over things.
No one cares.
Of course not, why else would you bring up a blast entry? Oh I get it, you're just bored. Right?
The funny thing is you literally know nothing about him and I yet you act like you know so much.
You're right. I don't know anything about him. He kind of screwed up on the first impression, pretty badly, might I add. And I don't act like I know so much, I just know that you complain about him a lot, I know his previous actions.
Are you not content until you make up reasons as to why we're with each other?
I'm convinced that selfish people usually attract each other. I think that's the reason. You guys are so much alike in that aspect, it's almost scary. You deserve each other, that's what I think.
You're so dead on with the golddigging thing.
PHONE CALL FROM YOU TO BOYFRIEND: OH HEY JORDAN WILL YOU BUY THIS DRESS FOR ME?
next thing you know... the dress was bought. I hope he has enough money to make you really love him.
Yeah soo right...
*READ ABOVE COMMENT*
even though it really applies more to your own boyfriend than to us.
This comment I know is not towards me. I'm the money maker.
I won't even start with your relationship and the things he's kept from you.
My relationships have sucked, but I think everyone knows it, I know it. I'm not ashamed to admit my mistake "unlike some people" quoting you on the top.
You really want to play that game?
Not really, but I think you want to. You know the myspace and all.
You know, as much as I can't stand that boyfriend, at least I have the decency as a friend not to say shit about your relationship because I have respect for YOU. I expect the same in return.
Her boyfriend, unlike yours, never tried to kill us or anyone else INTENTIONALLY.
And my family? Guess what. I get along with them EXTREMELY WELL and just because you happen to be there one rare time when something bad happens does not give you the right to assume that my relationship with my parents is crap.
ALL you do is complain about them, I've never heard you once say anything nice about them, at least not to me. What else am I suppose to think?
Don't give me that "it's because they don't trust you" lecture.
They call us, incessantly, to check on you. Your mother has said that once, "I don't trust her, take care of her."
I'm sorry my family isn't "perfect like yours" but hey things are great and we're all happy. Things between us have never been better.
Ignorance, they say, is a bliss. Of course they're happy, they don't know you sneak off to Sacramento overnight because you're supposedly with your cousins or us. They don't know your boyfriend drinks and drives, carries a gun to kill your other ex-boyfriends. Yes, very happy indeed.
Let me know if you think otherwise since you totally know what's up between all my relationships and everyone I know.
No seriously... correct me if I'm wrong about anything I've said... since you know so darn much about me! Hell, you probably know more about my life than I do!
The thing is, I do know you. I know your flaws. I know you're fake. I know that you know that. It's who you are. I've accepted it just like you've accepted I'm a slut and I smoke and I am a "bad influence". But you're like your boyfriend now. You no longer can admit your mistakes because your image is so much more valuable than your life.
I've always been passive about shit like this but no longer will not take this kind of disrespect from people.
Which is why, you have decided to post this as a blog on myspace, knowing that both Surge and I don't have myspaces therefore would have no reasonable access to it unless it's from other people. Which is why you called us 4 days later to hang out and never bothering to bring this stuff up. Chicken shit. Seriously.
Don't even dare bring up things that have happened in the past and assume.
Oh yes, that you mean the cheating, and lying. Really, does the poor guy even know the complete truth yet? Because it's not the PAST until, you face it, and then own up to it, and then really get over it.
Judge me and say whatever I don't care..
The only really disappointing thing about you is that you can't own up to your own shit. Because everyone has shit, I smoke, you cheat. I have meaningless sex, you lie. Really, I was your friend. You should know me better than that.
but know you hardly know half the story of anything and everything.
Apparently, your boyfriend only knows the half too... or maybe even less.
Mind your own business.
I haven't blogged about you. I haven't confronted you. I haven't talked to you in like 6 weeks. You can't just bring this up suddenly and then tell me to mind your own business. It's like giving a guy a blow job and not finishing it up. Not cool. Kind of selfish actually.
Honestly, if you're going to be someone that brings me down then I don't need you especially if you have no basis for any of your lame assumptions. Night.
You're right, I am just going to put you down. I am not big enough to look past some of your shit. Which is exactly why I haven't called you in the past few weeks. I thought you knew that before your little blog.
P.S.
THIS IS JUST AN ANGRY BLOG. Most of my feelings remain true, but I will be less mean about it on a later blog.
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