I had a dream about you. It was December in the afternoon..

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I have found that it's highly difficult to drive when you are in love.




:)

Alright. So it's like 9am. I told myself I'd get up all early today but this was the best I could do. And I was going to go to the mall around 10 but instead of showering I felt the need to update my Livejournal, I don't really know why.

It amuses me how after updating only every 2 weeks or so I've starting updating more often again... Did that make sense? I think I'm gonna go all non-friends only again too. I'm out of highschool so drama shouldnt start again. Plus only like 3 people read this. :P

I don't want to go to the mall anymore... haha. I want to see Emmy but don't care about the mall part... *shrugs*

Prom is in 2 days and all I have is a dress. And shoes? I'll paint my own nails. Guess I'm doing my own hair.... I should probably figure that out. And the jewelry...? I fail at prom lol.

I have 3 days off this week and it doesn't feel right. At all. I need to work. I'm a workaholic. I feel like I'm going to spend more money than I make this week... Well ok, I KNOW I'm going to.

Oh man, I have an appointment for a hair consultation today!!!! How pumped am I?! Umm very. I can't wait to actually get it DONE. Too bad it couldnt have been by prom. Oh well whatev. I just hope this place can actually do something with it. It would be a miracle.

You know what was awesome? Sunday. I woke up at 9ish so John and I could go to the 10:30 Mass (which makes me so happy, you don't even know). Then we went out for some breakfast before going back to his house for a bit. At like 1ish or so we headed out to West Springfield for Lyndsay's birthday party. I'm not a huge social gathering fan, but it wasn't that bad. We stayed til like 5ish, which conveiniently was when it started thunderstorming, DOWN pouring, with HAIL. While I was on the highway. Oh fun. Actually it kind of was :P I brought his friends home then we went back to his house for a while. At 7ish we went to see American Haunting but you know what? We're awesome and missed the first few minutes so we were confused as all hell. And it was WICKED short. So after is ended he took me to this Portugese resteraunt and it was sooooo good! After that we went back to his house for a little while, since my curfew isnt til 12 (*insert sarcastic excitement over curfew*) where we just laid there and held eachother for like 2 hours. Best. Feeling. In. The. World. Remind me to stop time one of these nights. I love being with that boy so much.

hi i'm emmy. laurens on the phone with john (bing) right now. so i decided to update for her.  lets see lets see. well, as you all can guess i'm at her house right now. we're watching sox in 2 cause we have no lives. OH MY abe was called up today. do you even know? i dont think so. anyway back to lauren. she's talking about friendlys with john...something about icecream. and customers...ones that arent very nice. i like friendlys iceream personally. just not when lauren makes it cause you know...she's a terrible waitress. i kid kid.

hmmmm hmmm

do you like her icon? 
uh oh...she's telling him what i did tonight....i dont like where this is going. wow they had tacos. i want a taco. how late is taco bell open?
she says like 12 or 1....does she lie? lets take a poll!

Lauren lies about Taco Bell Hours:
Yes -
No-

leave comments. i want to know. 

so she and bing, from what i hear from laurens end, are now talking about (ok she just told me to shut up cause i just totally schooled her in baseball knowledge. jealous? oh yeah. :-P i love you lauren. dont hate me or delete this entry)
where was i? she's talking about Fever Pitch and how matt and john havent seen it yet.  movie night much? monday? aight...
oh nevermind not on monday.

lets see what can i tell you about lauren that you dont already know. she thinks lighters will blow up if you throw them on the ground. oh hey...apparently they can...my bad. 

back to her icon. do you like it? i dont like larrys face personally. it creeps me out.  like lauren actually. nah i la her. i said la thats right thats right.

one time lauren and i made triple chocolate and vanilla cheeseacake. twas an interesting experience. do you know WHY we made it? figure it out...OH
 she has been put on hold....hear the elevator music lauren? i'd rather hear Tim Mcgraw personally. i'm going to see him in june with her. )#(%&VOIUMCIHFXJKHMIUAYTEJKAKKJETJHYYURYRYHGHF*W%$&#(@)$_R*#@QOIUToij5-97869084t789yrfv,kjghfhfjdke698f-935t<3 love

l.o.-l.o-.l.o.v.e

faith will be there naturally. i dont like her. tim man, come on....ME. sigh. whatev

time for tim lyrics? CHYA: in the back of that REEEEEEEEEED RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGTOP 

ever heard lauren mention Son of Evil?
i suppose you might have. well let me break it down for ya..theres this lady. she was pretty evil, thus it became her name forevermore. she had a son, he became Son of Evil. he had a sister, Daughter of evil. They had a Cousin. Cousin of Evil who sat in mark bellhorns chair and thought nothing of it.  fool.  the evils also had a grandma but she wasnt evil because grandmas just arent evil. they just arent.  The evil's are in cahoots with Sam.  we believe that Beans is also connected to the evils in some way though we are not sure how. and who could forget Dori. the forgetful beast of a "photographer" with the sketchy painting of clowns. ladies and gentlemen, the evils. they roam the springfield holyoke area. heads up


lauren is now explaining this to john. though i truely TRUELY think you had to be there.
she's saying bye...so me too. peace out =)

I really like this evening of window-open-with-a-breeze-sox-game-on-watching-the-oc-on-the-computer-listening-to-the-postal-service-really-loud-while-waiting-for-emmy-to-get-here.

My dad has bad timing with wanting to talk about curfews.
But let's not go there cause this little update is about how perfect life is at this exact second in time.
It is rivaled only by the feeling of being in John's arms.
..And maybe a baseball game.

haha almost got all mushy on ya'.
But really.. I must say that I have grown to love the feeling of being in his arms :)
(That's a slight understatement)


And Mom just yelled from downstairs. Apparently we got some Taco Bell :)
This moment just got that much better.

Yup. I'm extrremely happy. Been working a lot but that eqauls money so hey. I have basically no social life but things have been working out. My friends are free from college so it makes me happy that they're happy and we've been able to chill a little.

Oh and hey. I have the most amazing boyfriend in the world. And we have soo much in common that it's freaky. And we're on the same page with everything. And oh man. I am happy. Who would have ever guessed this :) So happy....

I'm trying so hard not to be afraid and I believe it's finally working. I guess I was more hurt from the last relationship than I thought.

I want a new digital camera. A sick one. An insane one for baseball games.

I decided again on photography for next semester. And I've even been considering putting it off til spring. I like this whole full time job thing and with an apartment too... Well.. Yea. When we get that apartment this summer Im gonna be wanting money, man. School and work and rent is going to be hard. I'm thinking of postponing it. And it's not like I can push it back even MORE because then I wouldn't be able to play softball. And Oh man I need to play softball next spring!

And that's my life. <3

It all starts at 0800 hours tomorrow morning.

You Are Right Brained In Love

Bit of a drama queen Peacemaker, first to end a fight Good at thinking up creative dates Tend to fall in love and get hurt easily Going with your gut instead of your head Emphathetic and caring, sometimes to a fault Good at recognizing patterns in relationships Been in love many times, perhaps too many to count Wildly passionate and intense when falling in love Spontaneous with relationships, going with the flow Overly visual - can play back past dates like movies in your mind Roses, love poems, and stuffed animals are a good start to winning your heart

I will always love this song... There isnt a better one on the face of the Earth. I dont think I've ever listened to it once with out crying before the end.

I remember Daddys hands, folded silently in prayer.
And reaching out to hold me, when I had a nightmare.
You could read quite a story, in the callouses and lines.
Years of work and worry had left their mark behind.

I remember Daddys hands, how they held my Mama tight,
And patted my back, for something done right.
There are things that Ive forgotten, that I loved about the man,
But Ill always remember the love in Daddys hands.

Daddys hands were soft and kind when I was crying.
Daddys hands, were hard as steel when Id done wrong.
Daddys hands, weren´t always gentle
But Ive come to understand.
There was always love in Daddys hands.

I remember Daddys hands, working til they bled.
Sacrificed unselfishly, just to keep us all fed.
If I could do things over, Id live my life again.
And never take for granted the love in Daddys hands.

Daddys hands were soft and kind when I was crying.
Daddys hands, were hard as steel when I´d done wrong.
Daddys hands, werent always gentle
But Ive come to understand.
There was always love in Daddy´s hands.

A-Rod: "F*** you! F*** you! F*** you, you mother f***er!! (to Varitek) C'mon!!".... he asked for it...

Somethings are just too beautiful for words...

I suppose its probably really weird how happy it makes me that Hatteberg has made such a name for himself in Oakland. *shniff* My little Hatte is all growd up! He's almost an all-star! Emmy even told me that on Sports center the other day they were talking about how its dissapointing that he isnt going to win, and how he deserves it. That really shouldnt get me so excited. But it does

One day, I swear, I will get a life!