Please let my love for you go unnoticed...

Title: I know now it’s love.
Author: _israfael_
Pairing: GakuHai
Rating: PG-ish?
Disclaimer: Don’t own anything etc.
Summary: Gackt’s point of view- A short one scene story that shows the reader his side of his feelings for Hyde. **This runs parallel to Hyde’s POV in But we can never be., however this one should be read first.

( I know now it's love. )


Title: But we can never be.
Author: _israfael_
Pairing: GakuHai
Rating: PG-ish?
Disclaimer: Don’t own anything etc.
Summary: Hyde’s point of view- A short one scene story that shows the reader his side of his feelings for Gackt. **This runs parallel to Gackt’s POV in I know now it’s love., however this one should be read last.

( But we can never be. )

Title: Forbidden
Author: Israfael
Band: D'espairsRay
Pairing: Hizumi x Karyu; Tsukasa x Zero
Synopsis: All starting with one drunken night, the band members are each forced to deal with their own inner pain, but when one seeks comfort in another, can a secretive relationship last when jealousy escalates?

[Notes:] Both long awaited and long forgotten, the story is back for it's final few chapters. New readers welcome and an apology to those of you who have waited so long!

Need a refresh? It's been well over a year since the last chapter.
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapters Three & Four

( Chapter Five NEW! )

Title: Birthday Lessons
Author: Israfael
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Gackt x Hyde
Disclaimer: The usual~ don't own anything, don't have rights, blah blah...

To my dear senshi_v, almost two years late ♥

[Notes:] homg yes here's two links to my badly drawn art XD;

( Birthday Lessons~ )

I... didn't die o.o

I'm still here~ XD;

I know its been forever since an update, but this is just so everyone knows I'm still here x3

As soon as I get the final chapters of the D'espairsRay fic typed up, it'll get posted; hopefully that'll be by the end of the week. So if you've forgotten what happened, you've got time to re-read the chapters XD;

I fail at updating, don't I? XD;

Another random note:

If you're interested in reading translations of several different J-rock blogs, including the BBS for D'espairsRay when they post entries in it, feel free to add nyappy_trans!

Title: Forbidden
Author: Israfael
Band: D'espairsRay
Genre: Yaoi, Drama
Pairings: Hizumi x Karyu, Zero x Tsukasa
Rating NC-17 (Sexual Situations, Graphic Violence)
Disclaimer I do not own D'espairsRay, nor do I own the rights to anything affiliated with them. All and any likeness to reality contained within this fiction are just that-- fiction. But hey, we can still dream, can't we??

Sorry for the extremely long delay in posting more to the story. ^^; I've been lazy busy. So as an apology you get two chapters at once!

Chapter One
Chapter Two
( Chapter Three )

( Chapter Four )

Title: Forbidden
Author: Israfael
Band: D'espairsRay
Genre: Yaoi, Drama
Pairings: Hizumi x Karyu, Zero x Tsukasa?
Rating NC-17 (Sexual Situations, Graphic Violence)
Disclaimer I do not own D'espairsRay, nor do I own the rights to anything affiliated with them. All and any likeness to reality contained within this fiction are just that-- fiction. But hey, we can still dream, can't we??

( Chapter Two )

Title: Forbidden
Author: Israfael
Band: D'espairsRay
Genre: Yaoi, Drama
Pairings: You'll see :3
Rating NC-17 (Sexual Situations, Graphic Violence)
Disclaimer I do not own D'espairsRay, nor do I own the rights to anything affiliated with them. All and any likeness to reality contained within this fiction are just that-- fiction. But hey, we can still dream, can't we??

( Chapter One )

Title: Eternal Goodbye (A One Shot Fic)
Jrockers: Gackt and Hyde
Pairing: GakuHai
Rating: R~NC-17
Year Written: 2004
Disclaimer: I do not own Gackt or Hyde nor do I own the rights to anything affiliated with them. All contents of this fanfic are just that--- fiction. Any and all resemblences to real life may or may not have happened, but being the rabid fan girl I am, I can still dream of the hott steamy GakuHai man secks.
*NOTES* This fan fic is based partially off of Gackt's whole moon concept and invovles the movie, Moon Child. If you haven't seen the movie, it doesn't matter, it'll still make sense anyway. (Note to self: This fan fic needs re-buffing majorly ^^;)

( Onward to the GakuHai! )

Yay! I got my fan fiction Journal up and running! *goes off to geocities to copy paste a few chapters of her long running Inuyasha fic*

Oh yes~~

and LOOK AT MY KARYU WATER ORGY ICON!! Isn't it just sinful?? And yes. *nods head* I did make it. Just don't ask me htf I got the background all spiffy like that ^^;;;