keep thinking of you everyday.
i still love you, but i don't dare to tell you.
i scare if i tell you, i would cry cause i scare the answer or the reply you gg to give me.
i am still waiting, still holding on to it.
will you see this?
:(


我爱你，我只要和你在一起，真的。
我想你，很想见你。

[萧敬腾-原谅我]


请不要分了以后 还记得亲吻过的承诺
你的永久 已不属于我
默默低头那时我很多话个哽在喉咙
你的笑你的快乐 或许我爱太多想太多
我能感受 他比我适合
爱放了手 我伪装冷漠
逼你先说分手

请原谅我 原谅我不成熟
不爱你是借口 好让你离开我
请原谅我 好想自私将你占有
你的寂寞就给我承受 换你过更好的生活

请不要分了以后还记得亲吻过的承诺
你的永久 已不属于我
默默低头那时我很多话哽在喉咙
你的笑你的快乐 或许我爱太多想太多
我能感受 他比我适合
爱放了手 我伪装冷漠
逼你先说分手

请原谅我 原谅我不成熟
不爱你是借口 好让你离开我
请原谅我 好像自私将你占有
你的寂寞就给我承受 换你过更好的生活

爱过恨过哭过也笑过 亲吻过你的脆弱
其实我比谁都要懦弱
原谅我 必须假装爱错
别让时间逗留 我怕说不出口
原谅我 没有解释太多
心痛 别无所求
彻底忘了我 爱原来要舍得
我难过 我才懂



This song makes me remind of you and make me cry.
sigh.

it's hard for me to let go, really.
but if you insist, i will listen to you de.
i just scare i will feel weird.
sigh.
you really mean alot to me too:(
i don't know what should i do now,
so what you want me to do i will do it.
i think that is the only way ba.
no need to say you're sorry,
no need to say you're selfish.
what you want,i will let you have it,
so you will be happy.
tmr is 12th:(

i can still feel your presence.
whenever i go, alot of things let me remind of you.
sigh.

i dont want you to wait
why dont you just let me go
only thn can we truly be friends and put everything behind once and for all
only then will you be able to stop wasting your tears on me..

you are the 2nd and last person i truly love
you mean so much to meee why cant we just talk like normal ><

 

its so hard. we agreed to be close ( or even the best of ) friends. but now we are slowly fading away. barely strangers. i dont know whats happening in your life anymore, just like you dont know anything about mine. so distant, it makes my heart ache to think that we used to be so close. you used to mean the world to me ( i dunno if its the same for you ) sorry i had to let go. sorry we will nv be as close again. i told you the reasons and i hope you understand that i cant help it either. i used to cry over it every night, but now im over it, i hope you are too.

i wanna hold you and keep you close. but at the same time i dont wanna give you the wrong idea. i dont wanna give you false hope. i want to know everything about you, whats happening, how you are feeling. but i guess that will nv happen. cause even when we are together, you nv told me anything. i didnt even know tht qh exist until your younger sis said that shes your gf ( do you know how hurt i was that night ) even till now, i cant think of things i know about you that others dont. i guess i nv was special to you. especially at the end when your friends seem to matter so much more than me.

i think i have no rights to expect anything from you. but still, i really hope that we can just talk like normal. on the phone/msn/sms. go out at times. slack around. gossip. do things that friends do. cause i miss you alot ( afterall you used to matter most to me, for 10 months )

2 more days to the 12th. i rmb how we said we wanted to last longer than each other's ex.

I want to know what you wrote for me.
how you know that it's no point when you dint show it to me?
i hope you will like that small thingy.
waiting for your letter, ya?
........

 

ya but i really wanna be friends with youuu but i know its difficult cause of my parents. you should know bah..  but i really hope we can still talk to each other and stuffs though i know that its difficult ( especially for you, sorry )

thankyou for the letter. i will reply de :D eh and the private post i typed le bt nv post cause no point.. rah. hope to see you soon bah. i hanged the keychain on my phone. thankyou alot

我是有原因的，可是你会听吗?
will you believe me?
sigh, i don't know.
i agree with that statement you said,
that's why i say i can't be friends with you.
i want to tell you alot of things lke we normally do,
but i scare you will find it weird?
i miss everything,
i miss how we used to be in the past.

by the way.
i can't see the post that is for me.

wah this few days damn sian
you lied about your hair la >:( you said you will prove it to me de.. haih nvm bah i expected it le.. hai shi mei you bian..

rah recently i rmbed something someone said to me..
分手后，如果还能做朋友，就证明彼此没有相爱过
maybe this is why we are drifting apart noww..

sometimes its not because i dont wanna reply. but it hurts me to know that we dont have topics to talk about anymore. we are like struggling to come out with questions to keep the conversation going. this isnt how it is supposed to be. we used to be able to talk about everything under the sun..

log in, theres a post for you..

am i too irritating?
if i am, i'm sorry.



Jasmine

 where're you?
i miss you,alot.
:(





Jasmine

 Sigh.
i miss you too  :(
wanna tell you alot of things but i cant.
it sucks.

is this blog gg to rot?
i don't think you will blog anymore in this blog le,
do you?
feel like sms you but i can't.
fuck, it's hard.
i don't know what to do.