So I finally started revising for Macroeconomics. Weeks later than I planned on, but what the hell. Now that I've started again, I noticed how much I missed this. I do love playing with numbers, equations, curves. And Macroeconomics is all about that. Getting the logical combinations of everything. Once you know what you're doing, everything starts to make sense.

Problem is, I can't work logically and creatively at the same time. When I started my internship I concentrated on 'my creative side'. I just shut down the rest. Makes it easier, somehow. But now I'll have to work both at the same time - be creative at work and get the logic to work for me at home. I wonder if that's possible for me :( Experience taught me, I'm a good multitasker. But the last week I've been wondering whether that's actually true.

Anyhoo, I'm looking forward to finding out. After all, this is internship is supposed to teach me something. And if it's something about myself, all the better.

Back to revising now :D

Foleys GmbH asked me to apply for an internship. Which is an honour, first off, and also a really good offer. They are working for Subway and Ikea, among others. The downside? It's in Ulm. Now I always promised myself that I'd go anywhere for a good job, but right now many things are making me want to stay in Dresden. Biggest ones being AIESEC and the fact that I'll be leaving here soon enough.

Also Sun Flower Festival told me that an internship would be possible. The good thing, it's in Dresden. But I don't know yet. They seem like a very young team and that might be fun. And the job would probably be interesting, what with organising the festival (even if it's a small one). But yeah.. I kind of just applied there, to have some options.

So for now, it's still wait and see.

So I cancelled the Seminar about the modern japanese society. It's not that I wouldn't have loved to do the presentation about media and consumption.. but I have to take exams in 14 fucking subjects. And I HAVE TO pass all of them this semester, because February next year I'll already be in France - and there won't be any resits before that. I'll be busy enough with those and seeing how it wasn't even sure if I'd actually get credits for that seminar, it's probably for the best :\ duh.

Ich habe gerade meine Zusage für das Doppeldiplom in Rennes, Frankreich gekriegt!!! :D

Das heißt, nächsten Januar gehe ich für 1,5 Jahre an die ESC Rennes, mache dort mein Hauptstudium, kriege dafür einen Master in International Business. Für meine Diplomarbeit komme ich zurück nach Dresden, und krieg dann hier mein Diplom Betriebswirtschaftslehre.

Das is so awesome *o* Ich freu mich so~~~ Immerhin bedeutet das eine quasi gesicherte Zukunft, endlich eine Auslandserfahrung und noch eine Sprache, die ich dann fließend sprechen sollte :D

Das gibt gleich neuen Elan für mein nun quasi letztes Semester in Dresden *o*

So I finally have all my exam results and I'm actually content :D Apart from the one I didn't even take, I passed everything and quite well, too. So this is what I got..

Mathe II - 3,0 (won't be counted in for my Vordiplom though.. so passing was all that mattered :P)
Produktion/Logistik II - 2,0
Personal - 2,3
Statistik II - 2,0 (I had actually hoped for more in this one.. but then, this is good enough. I'll take a look at it and see if I can get some more points anyway :P)
Öffentliches Recht - 2,0
Arbeitsrecht - 2,3
Englisch - 1,0 + 1,7 + 1,3 .. I got my certificate for this one. 1,6 altogether
Japanese - 1,7
ProSeminar - 2,0

Wow, I'm on a roll :D :D I was so sure, I'd fail Produktion/Logistik II but I got a.. *drumroll* 2,0!!! Yay!

Now I'm all motivated to continue revising!

Now I'm a little worried about the exams I actually felt good about o_o' Will I fail those?

Ich versuche grad meine Bewerbung für Rennes zu schreiben und scheitere kläglich. Möchte das vielleicht jemand anderes machen? Erzählen wie toll ich bin und warum grad ich das kriegen sollte etc. pp.? Er hat zwar gesagt, es kommt nicht auf die cleverste Bewerbung an, aber trotzdem.. :\

WTH?! Ich hab eine 1.7 in Japanisch o_O' Wie hab ich das denn gemacht? Die Tests hab ich der Reihe nach versaut, Hausaufgaben nur selten abgegeben.. o_O'''' Ich kann mir nich vorstellen, dass mein Abschlusstest so gut war?! *_*'''

I'm giving up, I'm not taking this fucking exam today. I don't know why (though I could think of some things that MIGHT have triggered this), but I simply don't have any strength left to do this. My head is like.. stuffed, no more space for new things. It can't be helped
One semester more or less, won't make much of a difference. That means some more work for next semester, but I do have fewer subjects then anyway, so it doesn't make any difference to me.

It still feels strange to just give up like this, because it's like.. the first time ever? XD But you gotta know your own limits, right?