i really dont feel like posting today im so depressed and sore from head banging last night. ive spent all day in my jammies watching kath n kim and eating cuppa soup. i had a tops day yesterday tho. wolfmother were great. prospects of a new band seem promising. i wish i was going to sydo tonight to see architecture in helsinki with todd, but i dont think i can honestly handle any more tim-related conversation this week, especially after that dream last night and knowing they talk about me. 13 weeks tomorrow. i suck that i know that. i want something. can i handle anything? can i gamble everything?