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Silly Stars [26 Jul 2008|12:03pm]

_love_always_
Well Connor has been home for a few days now.
Gahhh I love when hes here.

Last night we saw step brothers, it was halarious.
Just as funny as I'd hoped it would be.

I havent riden my bike in about a week, pretty sad.
I couldnt ride for a couple days becuase of my cold but im pretty sure thats gone now
so time to get back-a-pedalin'!

Not much else is different. I need out of vans just as much. My friends are just as great and so is he.
Viola

OH and About the Food Not Bombs thing being a failure
and not working.

Well it did, and we all had alot of fun, alot of food, and alot of sharin' and carin'
So booyaa. Come get some food this sunday if you'd like, buttholes.
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[23 Jul 2008|10:44pm]

_love_always_
MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM
hes home
and i love him.


Thats all.
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[21 Jul 2008|05:05pm]

_love_always_
FUUUUUUUUUCK

Since my birth certificate isnt vald for the passport mother fuckers

i have to get a 75 dollar new certificate

Almost 100 Dollars for the actual pasport

and a pasport picture

and my 120$ car payment.

I dont have this kinda money, looks like im digging into my savings. exactly what i dont need.
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goregous sadist man [21 Jul 2008|04:53pm]

am_bivalently
15 days feels like forever-upfront rejection and is kinder than what you're putting me through jf;ijwio vnwob vab uap

Give me anything!
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[21 Jul 2008|02:30pm]

_love_always_
Im sick again
Bummmmmmeeeeeeeeeeeed.
I hate it becuase everytime i get sick i dont stop being sick for like 3 months


Anyway, i went to get my passport this morning
and apparently the form of brith certificate that i have isnt valid for passports.
SO i either have to drive to LA where iw as born and get one there
or order one.
such a damn hassle


on another note CONNOR COMES HOME TOMAROW MORNING.
Ugh this time has been alot harder than last time but he only has one more trip after this
then hes here for a while.
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[20 Jul 2008|12:55am]

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oh and PS

I am going to kindly ask everyone to STOP
talking about me and wes. whatever that was.

It is so INCREDIBLY not anyones buisness other than mine and his.
and everyone needs to stop talking about it, changing the "story", and causing problems.
I appologize for making people think it was their buisness by telling them

(this is a build up of several events.)

ITS DONE AND OVER WITH.
Thank you.
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[19 Jul 2008|09:00pm]

_love_always_
stomach hurts alot
dad out of town
horrible horrible racist customers

I just want it to be tuesday already i miss him so much
UGH
last night i actually got really emotional about it
it was kinda strange and its only been two weeks.
It seems so much longer.
he comes back
then leaves again
Fuck



Oh the Foodnot bombs thing went actually well today
got random things accomplished.


Still waiting for the Hair body and Soul
I need to get away from vans
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[16 Jul 2008|12:17pm]

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theres a bunch going on these next few days
next two days-work
friday- happy birthday surpise
saturday-work and fnb meeting if i can even make it
sunday-work and first fnb day
monday-passport meeting
tuesday- CONNORRR COMMESSS HOMMMEEEEEEE :D:D:D:D:D:D
thursday- doctors appointment

and other stuff
Off to work tonite.
somthings wrong but i guess ill find out if im alright on thursday, so long from now.
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[16 Jul 2008|05:05am]

tracyfish
you guys, how do you put in 2 weeks notice?
i'm scared.
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[15 Jul 2008|12:21am]

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today was a day off, very nice.
My favorite is when im not at work hah

trying to follow up with Hair Body and Soul. I like it there
i really want a job there and it would be perfect.

went to the gardens for a little, it was peaceful

then went on the monday night ride with johnny and tyler not many came
but i did meet some new people.

THEN i saw Kill bill 1
Awesome. i can check that off my list and next is Kill Bill 2!
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[14 Jul 2008|01:23pm]

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it really bothers me that at least 75% of the people ive talked to about the Food not Bombs group have either bashed on it, laughed at me, or tried to stear me away from doing it.
some friends have just poked fun and laughed about it but still. Come on.

So what if there arent many homeless people in Oceanside, there are still some.
Who cares if the police will get angry
who cares if the homeless will "throw the food back at us"
Sucks that people think that putting forth the effort is stupid


At least we're fucking trying.
My goodness people dont be too compassionate, it might hurt your image.
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[14 Jul 2008|12:32am]

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Just got home from Walle.
Such a cute movie. AND there's a robot named Mo!

Well other than that, Connor is just as gone and he was before.
I only continue to miss him more.

I only continue to hate my job more
and Icontinue wanting to punch co workers and customers in the face.

Tomarrow will be concentrated on job hunting and riding my bike


Oh and i have to buy my passport.


High five to 99 cent churros.
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[13 Jul 2008|08:32pm]

am_bivalently
[ mood | strange ]

My favorite way to have you: when someone else did

I never wanted to be yours, only to be educated, coaxed, seduced.
Just what you did.
With every step I knew your intentions to were to harm me, always.

To drown the beautiful young girlchild that haunted your dreams and left you without sleep.
To drown me in you.

The love I learned love from you:
a codependent,cruel love.

An always absent-always with someone else love.
You used to laugh at me.
You're my Dylan.

Ferk, I don't mind.
And now we boh feel the same thing.
I have no words for it.
But if you told me what it was, I would listen.
Because you are STILL everything.
The only original I know.
You hate me because I know you.
I know you.

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[13 Jul 2008|09:34am]

tracyfish
i'm going to fly first class to paris and stay in the same hotel oscar wilde died in
and i'm going to sit at a cafe all day and make friends with old french guys
maybe i'll try and find some sailors.  i'll bring everyone cigarettes as a souvenir.
i'll only eat at restaurants with michelin stars and i'll sneak into the catacombs.  maybe i'll bring everyone home a bone, as well as the smokes.

oh jk i'm poor.
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