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Blood Brothers - Set Fire to the Face on Fire

Fri, 08 Dec 2006 18:41:00 GMT



"Blood Brothers - Set Fire to the Face on Fire" on Google Video
omg, love this like i love cherry pie, plalalalaloontang!!!! <3333zee-bad

Wed, 25 Jan 2006 17:17:02 GMT

It's alright
to tell me
what you think
about me
I won't try
to argue
or hold it
against you
I know that
you're leaving
you must have
your reasons
The season
is calling
and your pictures
are falling down

The steps that
I retrace
the sad look
on your face
The timing
and structure
did you hear
he fucked her?
A day late
a buck short
I'm writing
the report
On losing
and failing
when I move
I'm flailing now

And it's happened once again
I'll turn to a friend
Someone that understands
Sees through the master plan

But everybody's gone
And I've been here for too long
To face this on my own
Well I guess this is growing up

Well I guess this is growing up

And maybe
I'll see you
at a movie
sneak preview
You'll show up
and walk by
on the arm
of that guy
And I'll smile
and you'll wave
we'll pretend
it's okay
The charade
it won't last
when he's gone
I won't come back

And it'll happen once again
You'll turn to a friend
Someone that understands
And sees through the master plan

But everybody's gone
And you've been there for too long
To face this on your own
Well I guess this is growing up

Well, I guess this is growing up [4x]
Well, I guess this is growing up

this is the end;

Mon, 23 Jan 2006 15:50:03 GMT

so i do believe this will be my last week at fallbrook high school. as mucch as i looove it here...(gyeah right)... i am just over this place. i shouldn't be here, i don't belong. i need to get a damn job and start going to college. as it is right now, i will not even be out of this school untill i am almost 20 years old! and that's just so not happening. to everyone who will just be heartbroken about the whole thing, i am sorry. but i need to grow up.

Fri, 20 Jan 2006 15:47:13 GMT

la la la lesbian three-sum!

Wed, 18 Jan 2006 16:48:19 GMT

this is really lame. i am all messed up from this thing with katanja.. i think i'm not the same zeb i was before i met her. i am really quite different. not to say in such a bad way, but different nevertheless. i need someone to care about me. haha i hate all of this.

i'm yet again, out on the pavement

Thu, 12 Jan 2006 05:41:01 GMT

so she pretty much told me she doesn't want to see me anymore. i'm not as hurt as i should be, in fact i kind of saw it coming.. i really liked this one, i thought more about her each and every day. i looked forward to just being able to hear her voice. ah well, i suppose one like myself who has hurt so many young girls should not be one to whine so much when it was my turn. never the less, i'm going to go fucking get stoned and cry now. adios.

</3 zebadiah

Tue, 10 Jan 2006 15:52:54 GMT

ewe. i hate falling for someone hard. all you do is think about them when they're not with you. what they're doing, if they're thinking about you. then you feel like the world's biggest ass when everything is just fine. oh well. i'm so affraid of damn commitment, i should just grow up and get over it. haha listen to me, this is pathetic..

Tue, 03 Jan 2006 15:57:21 GMT

break was overrated.. i spent the entire time trying to be with my lovely katanja.we went to First Night in Escondido, it was rainy, but a blast. we snuggled, watched the Corvettes play<3 and best of all, watched firesworks with mommy and daddy. i love this girl. she's all that matters in the world to me. she's my muse and i am her poet.<33333333333

Thu, 15 Dec 2005 16:34:44 GMT

Yeah, yes, yes
Have I told ya
You could really get it on?
I was at an all night diner
The sign said, "Triple X"
But they were talking about root beer
I'm just sitting down
Thinking about nothing
Looking at the thin air
Breathing up the oxygen
Have I told ya
You could really get it on?
A guy comes up, looking pretty 8-ball
Snaggletooth smile, sits down at my table
Puts his arm around me, starts to share his information
He said, he said, he said
this is what he said
"I have sex, I'm always thinking about the pavement
So I can avoid premature ejaculation"

I got up, remembering to thank him
Better things to do so I'll start drinking
I'm in Tahoka, now I'm gonna hook up
With the parties, unfortunately
No one has any ideas, damn
Have I told ya
You could really get it on?

Thu, 15 Dec 2005 15:52:43 GMT

i'm here, at school. everything is 10 times better for some reason. i <3 katanja!!! and um yes, i love you too!

Tue, 13 Dec 2005 16:27:24 GMT

i faught the law and the law won.

a LINE allows progress, a circle does not

Mon, 05 Dec 2005 16:39:30 GMT

sitting around, no work today
try pacing to keep awake
laying around, no school today
just drink until the clock has circled all the way
it is late afternoon
as you walk through the rooms
of a house that is quiet
except for unanswered telephones
you stand near the sink
while you're mixing a drink
you think you don't want to pass out
where your roommates will find you again
stumble around the neighborhood with nothing to do
you're always looking for something
to sniff, smoke, or swallow
calling over next door to see what they got
but you would settle for anything
that would make your brain slow down or stop
break this circle of thoughts you chase
before they catch back up with you
and your parents noticed your thinning face,

all the weight you lost
all the weight you are losing
you said, "i'm done feeling like a skeleton
no more sleep walking dead"
you're going to wake from this coma
you're going to crawl from this bed you have made
and stop counting on that camera
that hangs round your neck
because it won't ever remember
what you choose to forget
as you try to find some source of light
try to name one thing you like
you used to have such a longer list
and light you never had to look for it
but now it's so easy to second guess everything you do
until all you want is to finish this half empty glass
before the ice melts away
this feeling used to pass
but seems like it's every day and every night now

the terrible two; before their downfall....<3

Thu, 01 Dec 2005 16:17:12 GMT

Mon, 28 Nov 2005 16:42:59 GMT

Mon, 28 Nov 2005 16:41:57 GMT

"Pat Morita, known as Mr. Miyagi on the Karate kid, died Thursday at his home in Las Vegas of natural causes at 73 years old."

"wax on wax off
just remember true strength come from inside."

Rest in peace, Mr. Miyagi.

Mon, 28 Nov 2005 15:51:45 GMT

thanksgiving break was different..

-pop had a stroke,
-pop's already back to normal.
-i saw a fashion show.
-i get to have my tonsils removed..
-justin got back saturday, came over.
-we got chinese eyed.
-i feel like shit..

Mon, 14 Nov 2005 15:48:04 GMT

i'm not even joking, i must have sex..

any takers?

Thu, 10 Nov 2005 15:49:48 GMT

i NEED to get laid...

~el endo`

Fri, 04 Nov 2005 16:35:56 GMT

this weekend shall be nothing more than all the other weekends i have wasted away in the neverending search to fin better and harder narcotics...

sad but true...sigh

clockwork orange

Thu, 03 Nov 2005 16:44:10 GMT

Alex and his Droogs

Casey Jones

Tue, 01 Nov 2005 15:49:21 GMT

" Driving that train,
high on cocaine
Casey Jones you'd better
watch your speed
Trouble ahead, trouble behind
And you know that notion just crossed my mind "

Thu, 27 Oct 2005 14:46:51 GMT

i'm not even going to bore you..

Mon, 17 Oct 2005 15:43:13 GMT

santana was incredible.. joe and i hung out this weekend, good to see the guy. i have made it a rule to notice something beautiful about each day. i stayed awake all night watching the clouds glide right above my bedroom window, both hiding and embracing the glow of the full moon. i feel like i could slip away into the cool air of the clouds and be carried away from the reality of being another teenage wasted talent...

zeb<3