i don't know what to feel anymore.

i hate family gettogethers.

they make me sad.

my family is silly.

and cool ppl r on aim

but theyre not talking to me

so its making me sad.

and all i want is for him to be on.

but then i just wonder if hes too good to be true.

i mean....... idk.

he probably is.

but i think i love him.

and i know he loves me.

oh i just don't know.