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I started Gymnastics yesterday and man, am I sore. I hurt like an endangered species...
Well, it was all good except that I really screwed up on the floor. I can't do a right-handed cartwheel yet! My left-handed cartwheels are perfect, but I mess up completely on my right-handed ones. My roundoffs aren't that well off either, but with practice I'm sure I can become good at everthing. After I got home from gymnastics last night I was already practicing my jumps until I got them right, hehe.
Well, I'm off to school! Fare the well! :)
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| Goodbye, guys. |
[31 Oct 2005|06:36pm] |
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I hate guys. From now on I'm going to steer clear of them. No more flirting, no more leading on, no more intimate conversations because it all just leads to trouble in the future. I guess I can stand being friends with guys, but nothing more. Not now. I'm too wrapped up in school and I don't want guy trouble side-tracking me, you know?
By the way, "holy peaches" is the newest phrase that yours truly made up. :) So, use it!
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| I'm mature, I swear! |
[21 Oct 2005|09:19pm] |
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Maybe I can swim after all! Yesterday was our last swim meet for the season...*sob*...but I went out with a bang! I was in the 50 free, 100 free, and the 200 free relay, and guess what? I came in first place for every single one! I was so excited and still am. Although my 50 free time was slower by one second, I still did really well. My 100 free was 1:19, which isn't exactly bad, but it isn't great either. It's only my first year of swimming so I guess they could cut me some slack.
Once again today I was told I was too young. The people I hang out with at lunch are usually upperclassmen and a guy I don't know very well told me that I was too young for him; which I am though. He was 18 and I'm only 14 so that doesn't work out very well, BUT I am much more mature than people my age. I know, bragging is bad, but it isn't one of my hobbies so no worries there. I just don't appreciate being called "too young" for something. There are a few things I know I'm too young for, but there are a lot of things I'm mature enough for. I don't know why that gets to me. I suppose I'm used to hearing people say that teenagers my age aren't mature enough for anything and shouldn't even have privileges such as this and that, blah blah blah. I think I've lost myself so I won't say anything else for now...
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| Aahhh! Fat, go away! |
[18 Oct 2005|09:59pm] |
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I hate it when girls call themselves fat or ugly, but now I'm starting to do the same. I've noticed that I'm becoming a lot less firm then I used to be and so I think I'm going to do something to get that firmness back. First of all, I eat way too much fat content. I know I do and that just has to stop, or else! Hehe. I also don't get as much exercise as I used to. Sure, I swim just about everyday, but I've noticed swimming isn't enough for my body (stupid body, why does it have to be so greedy when it comes to exercise?). I guess I'll just have to pick up running again as well as that lame Abs of Steel 2000 video, but where does it fit into my schedule? It's already 10:02pm and I just finished my homework and now it's time for bed. I was going to workout to that Abs of Steel 2000 video tape today, but I obviously don't have time anymore. *sighs* ...What to do?! I guess I was just overwhelmed with homework today because I missed Monday. Hopefully tomorrow won't be like this so maybe, just maybe, I'll have enough time to start my workouts again. I will not start running until I'm back to full health though, so sorry track and running shoes, but you'll have to wait.
Bryan continues to follow me around like a baby duckling. I guess I don't mind it so much, but I don't understand why he does it. I mean, I'm trying to make it to my locker and it's super crowded in the hallways so we can't talk and he's literally walking behind me, so why even wait for me in the first place if we don't even get to socialize? It's not that big of a deal, but maybe I do mind it a little. I just can't tell him to go away though. That would make him feel awful, which in turn would make me feel awful because hurting people isn't something I'm good at. I guess it's not so bad just as long as he doesn't try to kiss me or something *shudders*.
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| Me? Independent? No way. |
[17 Oct 2005|09:52pm] |
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So often I feel as if I am becoming more and more like my mother. I am finding I depend on men more than I should. Like Anthony, if I were to lose him what would become of me? Would I give up everything that I've started? Or would I just find someone else to make me feel complete? Honestly, I don't want to have to be dependent on others. What good is it going to do me if I end up (somehow) losing everybody who is important to me?
My mom is just one of those people who cannot live without a man by her side. I know this because once she left my dad, she was instantly with another man, Craig. And when she left him, she was with Jim. After Jim, she was with Richard, and now she has left him and is with Lloyd. I was with her that night she decided to not go back to Richard's house. Instead of going to her mom's or one of her sister's houses, she went straight to Lloyd's house and slept in his bed. I don't know about you, but I definitely don't want to live my life like that. The only person I plan on depending on is myself and myself only once I'm old enough to leave this house. I will hold on to Anthony for as long as I can, hopefully forever, but I will not trust in myself to depend on him. Just in case.
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| LJ change...again |
[17 Oct 2005|06:01pm] |
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Yeah, sorry about changing LJs so much. I'm pretty sure this will be the last time, heh. Sorry for the inconvenience! At least the overrides work on this account *phew*.
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