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I'm Heather. I'm typical. There is nothing special about me. I like to wear shoes. and socks. and black hoodies. and pink bandannas. and I'm proud of my hair. I'm shy and quiet, and it usually takes me quite a while to get comfortable around a person to actually talk to them. I tend to ramble mindlessly during conversation about nothing important. I've been told I'm one of those persons who is funny without meaning to be. I'm super silly sometimes, usually regreting the stupid things I've done. I chew on pens constantly. Scene kids intimidate me, yet I laugh at them at the same time, yet they get on my nerves a lot, they're all the same, every single one of them. I like to play dress up in my mind, and bake cookies&brownies and other baked goods. I don't like to go shopping, and money intimidates me. I get intimidated easily. I care too much about what some kids think, because they're so much neater than I. I waste most of my seconds, minutes, hours, days, doing nothing of any importance what-so-ever, and, somehow, I'm content with that. I lied. I'm not content but I'm too busy doing nothing to do anything about it. I take enough risks to not feel like I'm not taking enough risks. I'm complicated yet simple. Balanced yet unbalanced. I'm naive and ignorant sometimes, but I try to learn. I'm arguemenative, yet I'm horrible at argueing. My feelings get hurt very easily, a simple look could damage me for the rest of the day. I have crushes on many boys, and I always end up getting my heart broken, but it's okay, I always survive. I don't like kids who say they "live for music" because that's sad. If not music, what do I live for, you ask? I live for sunsets. and a calm breeze while looking over a lake somewhere. and the realization that it's freezing in a room I thought was warm. and the first time I hear a song I soon become obsessed with. and other various things. I own a jack-in-the-box. It makes me happy when I am sad sometimes. I like to watch movies that make me depressed/sad/lonely because I suppose I like feeling that way and sometimes I feel as if I don't deserve to be happy so I make myself not be. I like to tell kids that their favorite bands suck, and list reasons why to make myself feel better and boost my self-esteem, which needs boosting every once in a while. I don't like girls who feel like they have to wear minimal clothing to get noticed/get a guy to like them. It's really upsetting. I don't see how anyone would actually feel comfortable wearing those monstrosities they wear these days, but oh well, they chose to be that way, for some reason. I like to read books, but I don't that often simply because I don't have that many at hand because I read them all in two days. I'm perfectly content spending my days laying in bed, listening to music, thinking nothing, and hoping to god my phone rings.

I'm a liar.
Deal with it.
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