sweet lies

8:18PM - I win! I have the most toys.

Yes, isnt things dandy?

Im in sydney at the moment, a spur of the moment decision, mostly because of the fact my bedroom smelt too bad to keep living in.
I have since located the source of said smell (on thursday afternoon, after i bought the ticket) and everything is back in harmony, however I am still in sydney. go figure.

my little brother is adorable, in the way that red haired kids that have highly developed vocal cords sometimes are. I am on the computer because i have homework that desparately needs doing, and it wont get done by itself you know.

yes, they give homework at artschool on top of the long days and nine Ó'clock starts. It almost made me want to cry when i found out.


Ive made some sort of new friends, which is nice. one of them has a lovely tat in the middle of her back. It has inspired me to think about getting my own ink work done, but I'm not so sure about what i would get. she bought me a beer at happy hour, which is usually a sign of good character.

tommorow Im going to some of the sydney junk yards to do a little scrounging for space and materials.
and to the beannale. cooo.

yes. is fun.

Current mood: working

6:17PM - sympathy post.

howdy all

havent posted in a long time because i am extremely lazy.

guess what everyone! we have a place to live! it is happening very soon! my mother bought it as a sympathy fuck or something, regardless i am very grateful to her.

Ian and I are going out on a real date now. its exciting. I'm off to do my hair and put on some nice undies.

Current mood: chipper

7:58PM - OK.

Ed decides that he is moving to sydney. Amelia is extremly unimpressed. He will not move to sydney and he will not let me down like this. Let alone the other person that he is hurting by moving like this.
you cannot just run away.

Current mood: worried

12:01PM

ian and I have been looking for houses today, i think that we are going to have to move earlier than we actually planned. unfortunatley.

looks like its back to maccas for me. hooray.

goodnight and farewell.

Current mood: annoyed

7:08PM

I got into art school!

11:47AM - what happened to those good old fashioned values...

I think that i have head lice, and that they are trying to take over my brain my crawling into my ear and clicking.



i have the mighty need to watch family guy in large and unhealthy amounts.

we will know about art school on monday, stupid Anu and their not calling me. i wish that they had. and stupid patsy for fooling everyone into thinking that she was disinterested in their work. all of the people that applied with us got in, so i am really not sure. I got into lismore nonetheless so i always have options. silly me. if anyone wants to get drunk then lydia and i will be doing so in unhealthy amounts on monday evening.


i wish that i would stop stressing about situations that i get myself into. or something.

mum is trying to guilt me into cleaning my room. I would have done it by now if it wasn't for all her noise making. i have only been home one night this week, and on said night i cleaned up other people's messes leave me alone for goodness sake. i cant wait to get free. Im sick of their fucked up morality, and their weird ideas concerning my private life. just go away. and stop opening my mail. god that annoys me. maybe I'll change my preferences to lismore, just because. only one more day till they go back to work for the week methinks.

Current mood: blah

2:31PM - car crashes and kings cross.

yessiree bob.

well, Ian crashed the car, which was rather traumatic. well, actually, very traumatic. I was, for once, not antagonising him whilst he was at the wheel, i had my nose buried nice and deep in a comic whilst we were heading down the M5. then all of a sudden there was a truck where the bonnet of the car used to be. well, that sucked. im still hurting.

but the time before that was totally great. we stayed in an ok motel at the cross, and wondered around paddies till our feet were about to fall off. twas wonderous.

Current mood: hot

12:23PM

Im hungry.

I just handed in the last thing that i will ever hand in at copland, frightening stuff. Ian donated his very cute hello kitty pencil tin to the organise amelia fund, and it has his old timetable in it, along with ianish handwriting saying "cthulu for pm" gosh golly darn i love him. and i sound like a great big hairy sook, but it's really true.

tommorow he and i are going up to sydney, which should be an affirmative experiance, even if he is sniffy and mucus clogged. the room that we got is really nice, in a hotel kind of way.

fare thee well copland.

Current mood: nostalgic

1:40PM - Quite bothersome.

my dolls look rather like corpses.

i would have hated them when i was a chidler, simply because i am not sophie and i am scared of dreams and giants. i quite like cucumbers though. Although they werent cucumbers. just big things that kind of looked like it. i like devouring children too. i would be an evil giant, not the BFG.


is ok, i guess. they arent really meant to be that pretty.

picture book is pretty, however. even if it looks hazy like nothing else. or maybe like when canberra was covered in smoke and it was too hot to do anything.

if all else fails i can always crawl into my big four poster bed and stay there. alone or with company depending, of course, if company is playing half life two, which, i can only assume, is why i was not joined in said bed this morning. whore.
i want to be carried through the next week like i am a child, perhaps to a nice soft place, where i can curl like a cat.

gee whiz golly gosh i am tired.

Current mood: lethargic

7:43PM - new job.

i got a job at jamaica blue coffee. I am the coolest. I am so cool. I am so cool.

Sayonara mcdonalds. i am leaving you for somewhere that sells better food and is more fun. I win.

Current mood: chipper

7:19PM

everthing is tops.

Red Vs Blue is totally the coolest thing ever.

Ian is a wonderful boy and i love him, second only to the Ngage he bought me for my birthday, which is at nokia at the moment for a holliday. *sniff* I miss it. think about all the bluetooth devices im not finding. *sigh*

hey, guess what? yeah, i know, retorical question. but yeah!! guess anyway! im getting by bridge peirced! yay! by next week i am going to have a peice of metal firmly snuggled against my nose bone! whoo!

bubye!

Current mood: satisfied

7:50PM

The sims two is little but a very good looking graphical overhaul. Damn you maxis. DAMN YOU

YOu know what I hate?



I hate customers. all customers.

ok ok ok, this man and his wifey come through drive through complete with a fucking enormous Mini van full of kids and no, they dont want meals. that would be too easy. They order FOUR triple cheeseburgers, 40 nuggets, three mc oz and millions of drinks without ice. then they start having a domestic about what the wife is going to eat. she wants a medium quater meal, which i thought was fair enough, but the husband
wont pay for it, saying that she is too fat, and why cant she have a salad for once. this is really awkward for me, as you can imagine, as i just want to reach into the car and strangle the guy. eventually they comprimise on a lean beef burger. what an absolute cunt. I mean what the fuck? she was like a size twelve and after popping out that many kids it's little wonder she was no longer a size eight. he was no shrinkiong violet either. stupid man.

we drank vast amounts of goon in my spa and jess threw up all over my bathroom and then wouldn't clean it up, that bitch. and by the time i got around to doing it it was the next day and dry and crusty. I hate the contents of my friends stomachs. what i also hate is spending five dollars on a small peice of metal to go on the end of my body jewelery the original ball off the end of the bar being lost in drunken fun, only to find said small ball a day later, when you had given up all hope. grr.


on sunday we dragged Ed up to wagga with us, in order to hand in Ian's essay. we argued a lot about music and then after FIVE HOURS IN THE CAR we went back to ian's and had cones. it was nice. I swear I diddnt know i was working at 11. arrrggh.

Current mood: cranky

4:14PM - everybody's favourite

It's all ok. everything is going to be fine fine fine fine.

i called up video easy (where i was yesterday) and it turns out i left the folder near the star trek pinball machine which I may or may not have been playing.

Drama is too much work, i have decided to fuck it up it's stupid arse, not out of school drama, that's ok, but other drama, which isn't a very nice place to be.

mmmmm.

ran into chris on the bus and ended up spending all day with him, which was fun.
the highlight of which being when i found the feebles on sale for 9.00 at one of those crappy dodgy video stores which everyone loves to love. ooh, and the sunshine orange pearl drinks are pretty tasty, almost as good as the taro ones, which are still my favourite.

oh ian come back home so this term will be over.

Current mood: relieved

9:05AM

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.


i cant find my folder with my drawings in it. i must have left it somewhere. arrrrrrrrgghhhh

fuck fuck

Current mood: indescribable

4:02PM - bleeearggh

allo allo...


this week is the last week of school, and as seems to be usual on the last week of school i am a chain smoking sleep deprived wreck. I got a pitiful call form my manager at six last night asking me to work, and being the soft touch that i am i said yes. stupid stupid me. I dont do wash up for a reason. wash up is a grease filled stress out and i hate them i hate them! hate hate hatety hate. i hate cleaning the chip machine the most. dear god it is disgusting who ever knew that salt could be that gross. *shudders* plus i got home at about twenty to two, to a pitiful message from a certain person who is prac teaching in temora at the moment. rather than one of his usual irritating nagging messages it was a sweet "are you going to call?" i felt bad, especially as i have been a moody bitch lately.

anyway, in other news of work, i am transferring to charnwood. it's even more crap than braddon, the managers being more sleazy and the food holding times being about ten times as long, but its work, and if i can juggle the two of them then i should get a nice little pay packet. mmmmmm money..... which is especially useful in all my endevours. mmmmmmm. useful.


yeah, and other things. daniel was good this weekend. parents are heading to sydney which means that drunkenness at my place might be good.


ooh ooh! Julia and i are having a joint 18th, ill keep you guys posted on that one. you are all invited. every single one of you.

Current mood: awake

11:30AM - i win

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11:14AM - fast mean and frightning

yesterday lydia wrote stuff all over me and phtographed it.

 her project will turn out right i think. i washed my hair then slept on it, so its as big as my head. i took my dog for a walk yesterday and she got repeatedly swooped by a magpie. it was hilarious. really funny. she is the stoopidest dog that ever there was. art sucks.

Mcdonalds sucks.

V grading classes sucks. 

final assesment sucks.

year 12 sucks.

Current mood: pessimistic

1:36PM - la la la la

Ast was loads of fun, fun like a brick in the head.

I Have everything sorted for my art projects, why are wax and clay always such reoccuring mediums? i want new things. my Cd coillection finally got past fifty yesterday. (not counting burns) i like disposable income. im rather fond of veruca salt at the moment. listening to resolver which has quite a few nice tracks and cool cover art. kind of feeding my doll thing. resolver was really cheap from rev. ahh rev, how i love thou. ooh, and i got an L7 Cd really cheap too. and yet another smiths cd, which actually seems to be all the best tracks from both of the best of compilations. except in a better order.
which is confusing.
im sad that eddie cut off his robert smith hair. oh well. it would have been really cool when it grew a bit.


money seems to run through my hands like water. i figured out that the thing that i have spent most of my money on other than Cds is happy meals. smmmooooothhhh
cheeseburgers with vege patties are like a drug.

diesel sweeties is the best comic in the world, exactly my humour, today i stayed home, ate twisties and read diesel sweeties. my idea of post ast bliss. should get drunk tommorow night.
oh, woke Ian up at one thirty last night with a phone call. i diddnt realise what the time was and i had just finished the doll faces i was making and i wanted to extoll my coolness to someone. sorry dear. i forgot it was one thrity.

4:08PM

wow, two updates in as many weeks. im on a roll.


assesment is horrid. ast is worse, everything feels like this time last year only this time its me on the rack.

im thinking of applying for some schools around the place and not in canberra. that might be ok.
maybe. ian's little sister had a sleepover, which was loud and full of keyboards at 630 in the morning. please say i was never thirteen.

8:35PM

ooh! updateyness. i went to school yesterday and the day before but not today, because i dont want to. i made five left feet. why does everything have to have four limbs? wouldn't two be so much more ergonomic? not really that motivated enough and having second thoughts about next year. is failing taking a year off? or is failing doing something that you arent ready for. or maybe the only way that you know that you are ready is when you feel unworthy. anyway... ed slept over the other night. it was so cute and primary school. i havent had a night like that with anyone for so long. no drugs or alcohol. just giggling and chocolate and friends. lydia we should have a sleepover. it would be fun. i promise. jess' mum stopped me in the carpark of school yesterday. which was no fun, your mum is scary jess.

Current mood: apathetic