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I'm a Hopeless Romantic...
and your just hopeless!
Basic Account, Created on 29 November 2004 (#5301738), Last updated on 8 June 2005 [Gift]
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- Name:
- Heather <3
- Birthdate:
- 29 March
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Blantantly Bisexual. 
~SEARCHING FOR APATHY~
i stare at these four blank walls, they enclose my miserable little world
i stare searching for somekind of anser
wishing for a little gleam of light to show me the way, the way back home
where life was easy or so it seemed to be
i stare searching for an easy life with no worries of tomorrow
but it comes back to me and these four walls
me in my room only wanting and wishing
my sorrow soaks into these walls, it seems to seep into the world around me
it seeps into the people in contact with me
i realize our equilibrium
i want to burn with my soul for what i've done to them
to the people that love and know me
i want to recieve all their pain for them
they should no longer cry for what ive become
i should endure their pain and mine ten times greater
those not deserving should feel apathy and i tingle to my far extremities
burn to my outer core for what i've caused. the pain. the suffering.
they must no longer hear my shallow sobs of mercy
mecry to my inner demonds, for they have control of me now
i am no longer part of this human race
i am a citizen in the world of misery, awaiting my fate
wanting the punishment for my sins, wishing for the cold dungeon
for the darkest dungeon is cozier then these four walls that enclose me,
my emotion, my mind, and my soul.
~ME~