urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:_hitbyabus_ *And Im Holding The Knife* Mark Kranes 2004-05-27T20:40:01Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:_hitbyabus_:13223 2004-05-27T20:40:01Z 2004-05-27T20:40:01Z should I make a new journal and when i say that i mean have crystal make me one? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:_hitbyabus_:12872 2004-05-27T18:52:53Z 2004-05-27T19:23:01Z im deathly sick so in less you want to be sick as fuck i vote nobody kisses me because im not about getting all of everyone ill so its the 27th so 10 days score i refuse to call anyone till like whenever i finish this report on salads but call me urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:_hitbyabus_:12628 2004-05-25T06:25:15Z 2004-05-25T22:33:56Z quick question for everyone i was just wondering does everyone go out of there way to say my name when talking to me i hear my name so much its pretty fun.score one.<table align="center" bgcolor="#bbdcfd" border="1" bordercolor="black" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0"> <tr><td width="250px"><table cellspacing="0" width="100%"> <tr><td bgcolor="black" align="center"><a href="http://www.go-quiz.com/cool/cool-test.php" style="text-decoration: none;"><font style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, Verdana; font-size: 12pt; color: #bbdcfd;">Am I cool or uncool? [CLICK]</font></a></td></tr> <tr><td align="center" width="99%"><font style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, Verdana; font-size: 18pt; color: Black;">You are <a href="http://www.go-quiz.com/cool/cool.php" style="text-decoration: none; color: black;">Cool</a>!</font></td></tr> <tr><td align="center"><font style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, Verdana; font-size: 11pt; color: Black;">You're pretty cool! People look at you and think.. 'wow.. that person is cool!' Congratulations. Use your position wisely and teach the dorks below you a thing or two. There's nothing like recruiting a cool person.</font></td></tr> <tr><td bgcolor="black" align="center"><a href="http://www.go-quiz.com/" style="text-decoration: none;"><font style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, Verdana; font-size: 9pt; color: #bbdcfd;">Cool quizzes at Go-Quiz.com</font></a></td></tr> </table></td></tr></table>who just felt that major bad feeling ohh that was like beyond all and shit<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />go on aim right now urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:_hitbyabus_:12321 2004-05-20T18:56:30Z 2004-05-20T18:56:30Z I get military training today ive done 250 pushups already today and ran 6 miles and plenty of other garbage I ge to see amanda todayand on the seventeenth of next month everyone is going to the maida show everyone and in 18 days i get off house arrest i just got shanked by a pencil lol urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:_hitbyabus_:12119 2004-05-16T07:21:36Z 2004-05-19T23:09:58Z next week ill be gone all school week for marines training i get like three hours of training its like carrying a fat guy up a hill and im not joking and its till 8,im at military school,im grounded from the phone,my stepdad hates me,but i have good grades, then i should be getting a job as a waiter tips are going to be great, im hopefully going to vans tonight, i almost went to juvy yesterday, my mom hates my guts,I made good friends all upset, I havent got to talk to amanda in days, i go to a contest in three months and i havent rode in like a month if i win theres the down payment to my car or truck scratch that suv deal,this school gets me off probtion 6 months earlier and gets my credits back but im on house arrest for another 19 days and theres a show on the 17th of next month everyone has to go life is looking good urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:_hitbyabus_:11932 2004-05-14T07:35:55Z 2004-05-14T07:46:27Z [13 May 2004|04:16pm] <br />+ Who are you?<br /><br />+ Are we friends?<br /><br />+ When and how did we meet?<br /><br />+ Do you have a crush on me?<br /><br />+ Would you kiss me?<br /><br />+ Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.<br /><br />+ Describe me in one word.<br /><br />+ What was your first impression?<br /><br />+ Do you still think that way about me now?<br /><br />+ What reminds you of me?<br /><br />+ If you could give me anything what would it be?<br /><br />+ How well do you know me?<br /><br />+ When's the last time you saw me?<br /><br />+ Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?<br /><br />and ryan cant reply because i already know hell kiss me<br /><br />p.s.just to let everyone know i should have gotten spit on today urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:_hitbyabus_:11553 2004-05-13T13:58:02Z 2004-05-13T14:27:42Z im a dirtbag i am now all the guys i despise i cant imagine how i let this begin to happen so uh whos in on publicly slitting my throat?im there.one more thing why is this all a deja vu.whoever else knows that i deserve to be spit on please do so at *the park* at 7 today id spit on myself but thats not possible so urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:_hitbyabus_:11398 2004-05-10T17:25:17Z 2004-05-10T17:59:02Z What Would You Do If<br />I cried:<br />I asked you to help:<br />I was becoming suicidal:<br />I killed myself:<br />I died from natural causes:<br />I said I liked you:<br />I kissed you:<br />I started smoking:<br />or drinking:<br />I said something horrible to and about you:<br />I got my heart broken:<br />I was hospitalized:<br />I ran away from home:<br />I got in a fight and you were there:<br />I tripped and fell:<br />If i was hideous:<br />and why? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:_hitbyabus_:11196 2004-05-09T22:13:11Z 2004-05-09T23:41:44Z <center><img src="file:///C:/My%20Documents/My%20Pictures/mark.jpg" /><br />June 17th: Campbell Gaslighter, 6:00, $6 w/ Red Fall, Maida, theres other bands but they probaly blow as much as red fall I think ill be off house arrest by then so everyone go.</center> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:_hitbyabus_:10878 2004-05-09T03:03:40Z 2004-05-09T03:03:40Z ok post a memory of me that you will always remember urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:_hitbyabus_:10670 2004-05-09T02:53:49Z 2004-05-09T02:53:49Z ok i just got out of juvy yesterday another two weeks of my life is gone and i rode vans this morning and a dumb_bmxxxer could live in my ass all the way in nor cal if you read this i hope you have the new dans at least i hope you do maybe they dont deliver over there in cantrideworthshitville because thats where your from i just wanted to state a few things for one if you have the new dans on page 17 on the very bottom left it says eastern bikes "night prowler" Leigh ramsdell signature frame uses reynolds chromoly for weight without sacrificing strength.more weight is dropped from the machined head tube externally machined seat tube and bottom bracket shell and enlarged vent holes. welded gyro tabs wishbone chainstay and downtube gusset chainstay and for the record he hasnt rode a ace of spades since he broke his wrist on props awhile back while riding with billy dexter since then it been in the making and again fitbikeco. is probaly the greatest company ever and nor cal "hella" blows your towns socks off "faq" ive been riding since i was six and further more you wrote that at three o clock in the after noon prime riding time i would say go build some trails our something make them big when your done tell me.backtrails(nor cal slang since 1986 isnt that super) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:_hitbyabus_:10242 2004-04-22T06:57:15Z 2004-04-22T06:57:15Z um im so getting sent to some douche all lame boot camp world its called the alternative placement academy its for the average good all around fuck up its for like nine months and all im going to do there is work out half the day is p.e and its eight hour days i go from eight to four i still have weekends but i have no summer.its so gay everything there is so lame i so cant wait for phisical training not phisical education traning thats right because theres really something i have to train for yeah my ass. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:_hitbyabus_:10093 2004-04-20T06:49:16Z 2004-04-20T06:49:16Z my p.e today blew i was in it first peroid with matt and ms.bowlcut was being anti mark i so wanted to like pay or something to see ryan beat the shit out of kyle he hella doesnt have the mans to but he would have played a good game of slaughter ball with his ass that would have been fun kyle gave him the bitch slap from hell three storys up he struck him down ohh my god fuck i wanted to see that to bad doc was behind us because rock paper scissors isnt as cool. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:_hitbyabus_:9749 2004-04-18T06:00:15Z 2004-04-18T06:00:15Z So ya yeah, Mark's playing this little game called "I'm gay and dont update my journal." so me and Shannon are gonna do it for him. If you don't like it then go fall off a gay. JK I LOVE UUUUUU*!@*!)(#*@)*)(!*#) So anyways, Shannon likes Mark and Marks likes Shannon and since I'm single and everything right now I just like to film it when they engage in love-making.,,, ON MY BED. kjlsjfkljfkdglsajdfkljsdkl =). So yeah.... we watched LOTR tonight and it was okay but we didn't finish it. Ya know what? Popcorn and chocolate eggs are JFDKLFJKSL GOOD. Yeah that's rite, you should all go try some, the end, thanks. THE END.<br /><br /><br /><br /><font size="6"><marquee>LOVE, SHANNON AND CRYSTAL PANTS.</marquee></font> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:_hitbyabus_:9547 2004-04-16T08:22:16Z 2004-04-16T08:22:16Z or everyone could be four and go to sleep at a reasonable hour fucks second one today high three urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:_hitbyabus_:9268 2004-04-16T08:14:59Z 2004-04-16T08:14:59Z so since i didnt come home today till 10 i might be headed back to juvy but i already have a pretty beleivable story that might save my ass i hate lieing though it makes me feel so guy like anyways i hope i can see shannon before i get the boot to the hall shes the greatest and crystal owns to(actaully just her hair and peircing other than that she just a fat peice ass)(with a hot peircing)(and loveable personality)(and crappy frizzed hair)farrah and rooney are great to but there too great (to take time out of there day to say hi to someone whos stuck in the house all day) i might not go but yeah if i do go hopefully they take this thing off my leg because its really gay. and a way to be 4 years old all day mark. im so easily amused now that im on house arrest crystals hair was honestly the greatest thing to me for like half an hour fuck her.so for now love.fuck urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:_hitbyabus_:9134 2004-04-15T02:33:13Z 2004-04-15T03:12:28Z stolen from starbritexox<br />Would you ever...<br />(1)hold my hand?<br />(2)hug me?<br />(3)date me?<br />(4)love me?<br />(5)massage my back?<br />(6)kiss me?<br />(7)take care of me when i am sick?<br />(8)drive around with me and just talk?<br />(9)cuddle with me?<br />(10)be my friend?<br /><br />Please fill out & comment..I'll love you forever if you do...Haha &lt;3333 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:_hitbyabus_:8946 2004-04-14T07:23:06Z 2004-04-14T07:23:06Z And when you make your last <br />I will stop you from the ground<br />You’d stop on my neck<br />In hopes my screams are still found<br />and if you still die<br />ill still scream<br />In hopes your ears remain<br />So you can cringe as I bleed <br />If I still scream<br />Ill still know our love<br />Forever breathing<br />your blood in my lungs<br />and when you took your life <br />you cursed the sky to a dark<br />only pierced by a light that resembled a star <br />Content in my screams <br />Ill scream for your eyes<br />There ill perish<br />i hope you scream for my life<br />And youll scream<br />and there I will die<br />with my heart as a gift <br />I hand my life <br />Why cant you Fall <br />So I can catch with throat<br />So if Im to make a noice <br />itll die choked <br />and when you make your last <br />im to feel down your neck <br />searching for question your heart would ask <br />In my quest I hope you stab my throat<br />So if Its found im forced to let it go<br />There I grow wings <br />That you lay waste with your hands<br />Your love burns hate<br />Without wings im sure well land<br />you fall a little closer<br />closer to my side <br />you strangle a dove <br />but it wont help us fly<br />I too will drop in the falling of your sky<br />to live without you<br />is worse than to die<br />and as i fall <br />rip out my heart and cast it aside<br />Itll land into dreams<br />so my screams are not to die<br />Dive Your nails in my back<br />So you can Crawl in my spine <br />Protected from the crash <br />I hope the blood effects your sight<br />so when we hit the ground<br />and we burst into flame<br />youll never blink<br />when i drowned in the rain urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:_hitbyabus_:8584 2004-04-13T21:44:59Z 2004-04-13T22:32:50Z today i woke to my little 11 year old brother fucking blasting death metal and moshing with his freind at the side of my bed so i woke wearing only boxer and joined im now 0-2 with my door ill get that fuck back though<br /> <br />then i totally got fucked at playing uno<br />my mom threw a fit<br />i worked out<br />i got screwed out of santa cruz and probaly out of hanging out with shannon and rooney<br />dude now my feet are cold fuck my ass<br /><br />ohh and get this the first word no shit i ever saud was fuck and my mom now trying to get me stop cusing fuck that it is me urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:_hitbyabus_:8364 2004-04-12T18:50:40Z 2004-04-12T19:43:03Z hello! how does Ca go? me, ehhh..ca goes I have green eyes and black hair do I like the music what you like like music? it is not my day! it east was tiring!! I in love mark! it is sympathetic, amusing, and nice. it makes the abdominal ones and to make shopping!! haha. I badly slept, I have badly everywhere! it is bete! I agree to sleep, I to go to sleep! goodbye!!!!! I adore you<br /> <br />this is for douche bags everywhere<br />twelve. / stolen from crystal =)<br />I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less. Ask me anything you want. Then, I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything<br /><br />oh get this i just got drug tested I "couldnt"(wink wink) so that counta as a dirty test gay huh oh and i got new shoes and im going shopping today ,im so gay ohh and im going to santa cruz tommorrow i heart shannon urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:_hitbyabus_:8012 2004-04-10T18:23:17Z 2004-04-11T02:05:04Z Today i got to ride i went to vans rode for a few hours im so happy my all around vibe is far better now that ive got to ride im going tommorrow at 8-10 then im going shopping im so gay i love to shop i dont like to shop i love to shop im so fuckin my ass. time to work out badfuck i know .so i just went out again rode some more im seriously so happy i cant wait to ride again everyday you know what blows my ass ryan is a harcore stoner and never wants to ride anymore hes a different guy now and matt moves this year my contest is two days after court i hope i place high so i can get sponsired this year im working on getting my permit im also looking into a tacoma fuck yeah if i win that contest itll pay for my truck and again i just want to say i quit poking smot and life is good. rooney i hope daniel is a better man than youve ever wished for. umm my house arrest monitor still isnt turned on so im a free man. i going to work out. to everyone else i hope your life is better than mine all of you deserve it.i heart shannon<br /><br />eveybody go here <a href="http://www.homestarrunner.com/sbemail14.html">http://www.homestarrunner.com/sbemail14.html</a> go please urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:_hitbyabus_:7696 2004-04-10T06:40:28Z 2004-04-10T06:40:28Z so they put me in there for a total of like 4 days what the fuck so im out on real house arrest bling bling and all so yah talk to me ohh i think im in love with shannon.<br /> Love<br /> All urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:_hitbyabus_:7504 2004-04-07T02:18:05Z 2004-04-07T02:34:51Z So im pretty sure im going to juvy tommorrow id go today but i scored a few days im probaly going tommorrow so ill see you guys in 45 days love to all of you umm bye (my hands are on my hips because im mad)um so i went to amandas musical and she couldnt even stay for eight days till I actaully got around to going (im so fucking dumb) but i was going to give you your shirt back but yah im to badfuck to come at a decent hour so ill be out for another 24 hours so yah you guys should call me you dont have to but if you guys get around to it kris has my number i might be on later sorry everybody call me<br /> Love <br /> Mark<br /> P.s. shannon i can always look forwrd to your blonde hair and disneyland world <br /> P.s.s ohh im baked right now i quit though as of today urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:_hitbyabus_:7260 2004-04-04T03:53:22Z 2004-04-04T03:55:58Z So life is good. im fucked but the important thing is that i have good friends that have so been making time for me lately. im so sorry amanda i was supposed to go to your musical im sorry but if i had gone i wouldnt be writng this now id probaly be in the hall. im probaly going to juvy tommorrow so im taking this time to say that i love Rooney for always making my life worth living every time im around her im in a constant love with life I love Farrahs strong loving personality, and her always smiling face I love Crystals will to love and Amandas forever positive outlook on life Shannons loving love to love loved that love love love Matts good natured soul and Ryans strong heart I wish i knew the exact words to descibe the greatness of all of my loved but i dont. on the positive side ill have (from my calculations)45 fucking full days of time to find the exact words.until then lovelovelovelove <br /> Love<br /> All And all you make time for and if theres time me urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:_hitbyabus_:6929 2004-04-04T03:08:18Z 2004-04-04T03:08:18Z I hope everyone of my friends reads this (you got to kinda read the one below) so I quit smoking.I dropped spanish (which makes my gpa a little better)im trying to raise my grades. so basically my moms boyfriend is kicking us out of "his house" (its an apartment shitty as hell he doesnt pay the bills) so if i get kicked out i go to juvy. I dont get it though im a good kid i do pretty bad in school but overall i got a positive vibe towards everyone.I dont deserve to go to the hall just because he and my mom got in a fight and he doesnt even feel he was at fault its all us that are. even though i did nothing im still getting fucked not in trouble, fucked. hes a child in alot of ways hes losing his son to his ex wife basically because his son did bad in school when he was here my stepdad says its our fault because were "losers" and we "make" his son do bad his son says his dads a jerk and that he prefers to be with his mom and his stepdad which is understandable because my stepdads immature and my moms hard to get along with his son says that his stepdad treats him like a son hes a good kid and deserves better than this place they actaully make time for him plus there good people. I say my stepdads a child because I dont usaully blame people for anything i dont even like it when other people put other people on the spot but this guy doesnt ever take responsibilities for anything its always us losers that are at fault. I dont even litter i shoudnt be called a loser sure i do bad in school so i wont make as much money as alot of people so fuck im not positive but im pretty sure that id rather love than have money.but fuck just take this last bit of information and make your assumtions of this man ok i wasnt in the room i havent talk to him all day he wont let me talk to my mom on the phone im stuck here because of house arrest hes all mad at the world so hell take it out on us he already kicked my mom out and now he wont let me talk to her on the phone so im sitting there hoping that if i sit patiently on the sofa all quiet and shit that this fuck will let me talk to my mom so hes talking to her and he says i sick of babysitting these losers im going to lose my son over your shit im just sitting in the other room listening to this so i get up walk in and say what the fuck have done to be called a loser and your sons leaving because your a faq " "you do shitty in school you do whatever you damn well please and you bring my son down" "im doing better in school thanks for noticing ass" "well i just cant have your mom prading about like a dumbbfucking idiot i have a bussiness to worry about" "umm fuck your bussiness and fuck you dont you ever call my mom an idiot you piesce of shit" "just keep pushing me mark youll go to jail tommorrow" "keep pushing your ass faq what the fuck have i done to go to jail" "you stole that wheelbarrel (me and matt jacked one from the closed down mary calendars it was by the dumpster but the funny thing is my stepdad not only didnt make us take it back but he put it in his shed) plus you pissed me off chris said (my probation officer)that if i get annoyed with you that you can go to jail" theres more to that conversation but it came down to me realizing i had my freedom to lose and my pride to gain so i ended the conversation and havent talk to him since but since then hes told my mom he wants a break from us "losers" (but he said it all fucking gay and not straight forward he like pussy foots i hate that i hate that guy everything about him is so dishonest)and he told my brother hes also going to jail tommorrow this is just me but what kind of fuck talks to people like that just robs the fact that they control your life in your face wait fuck this im probaly gonna go to juvy so im not going to write anymore about so i love you all