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should I make a new journal and when i say that i mean have crystal make me one?
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[27 May 2004|11:46am] |
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im deathly sick so in less you want to be sick as fuck i vote nobody kisses me because im not about getting all of everyone ill so its the 27th so 10 days score i refuse to call anyone till like whenever i finish this report on salads but call me
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[24 May 2004|11:24pm] |
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maida- 17th douchelighter $ 6 be there |
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quick question for everyone i was just wondering does everyone go out of there way to say my name when talking to me i hear my name so much its pretty fun.score one. who just felt that major bad feeling ohh that was like beyond all and shit
go on aim right now
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[20 May 2004|11:47am] |
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I get military training today ive done 250 pushups already today and ran 6 miles and plenty of other garbage I ge to see amanda todayand on the seventeenth of next month everyone is going to the maida show everyone and in 18 days i get off house arrest i just got shanked by a pencil lol
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[16 May 2004|12:18am] |
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next week ill be gone all school week for marines training i get like three hours of training its like carrying a fat guy up a hill and im not joking and its till 8,im at military school,im grounded from the phone,my stepdad hates me,but i have good grades, then i should be getting a job as a waiter tips are going to be great, im hopefully going to vans tonight, i almost went to juvy yesterday, my mom hates my guts,I made good friends all upset, I havent got to talk to amanda in days, i go to a contest in three months and i havent rode in like a month if i win theres the down payment to my car or truck scratch that suv deal,this school gets me off probtion 6 months earlier and gets my credits back but im on house arrest for another 19 days and theres a show on the 17th of next month everyone has to go life is looking good
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[14 May 2004|12:37am] |
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[13 May 2004|04:16pm]
+ Who are you?
+ Are we friends?
+ When and how did we meet?
+ Do you have a crush on me?
+ Would you kiss me?
+ Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
+ Describe me in one word.
+ What was your first impression?
+ Do you still think that way about me now?
+ What reminds you of me?
+ If you could give me anything what would it be?
+ How well do you know me?
+ When's the last time you saw me?
+ Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
and ryan cant reply because i already know hell kiss me
p.s.just to let everyone know i should have gotten spit on today
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[13 May 2004|06:56am] |
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its new its called i vote noone replys cuz im gay |
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im a dirtbag i am now all the guys i despise i cant imagine how i let this begin to happen so uh whos in on publicly slitting my throat?im there.one more thing why is this all a deja vu.whoever else knows that i deserve to be spit on please do so at *the park* at 7 today id spit on myself but thats not possible so
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[10 May 2004|10:26am] |
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maida-callous on the faithful 17th douchelighter be there |
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What Would You Do If
I cried:
I asked you to help:
I was becoming suicidal:
I killed myself:
I died from natural causes:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I started smoking:
or drinking:
I said something horrible to and about you:
I got my heart broken:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got in a fight and you were there:
I tripped and fell:
If i was hideous:
and why?
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[09 May 2004|03:14pm] |
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June 17th: Campbell Gaslighter, 6:00, $6 w/ Red Fall, Maida, theres other bands but they probaly blow as much as red fall I think ill be off house arrest by then so everyone go.
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[08 May 2004|08:04pm] |
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ok post a memory of me that you will always remember
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[08 May 2004|07:32pm] |
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ok i just got out of juvy yesterday another two weeks of my life is gone and i rode vans this morning and a dumb_bmxxxer could live in my ass all the way in nor cal if you read this i hope you have the new dans at least i hope you do maybe they dont deliver over there in cantrideworthshitville because thats where your from i just wanted to state a few things for one if you have the new dans on page 17 on the very bottom left it says eastern bikes "night prowler" Leigh ramsdell signature frame uses reynolds chromoly for weight without sacrificing strength.more weight is dropped from the machined head tube externally machined seat tube and bottom bracket shell and enlarged vent holes. welded gyro tabs wishbone chainstay and downtube gusset chainstay and for the record he hasnt rode a ace of spades since he broke his wrist on props awhile back while riding with billy dexter since then it been in the making and again fitbikeco. is probaly the greatest company ever and nor cal "hella" blows your towns socks off "faq" ive been riding since i was six and further more you wrote that at three o clock in the after noon prime riding time i would say go build some trails our something make them big when your done tell me.backtrails(nor cal slang since 1986 isnt that super)
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[21 Apr 2004|11:49pm] |
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um im so getting sent to some douche all lame boot camp world its called the alternative placement academy its for the average good all around fuck up its for like nine months and all im going to do there is work out half the day is p.e and its eight hour days i go from eight to four i still have weekends but i have no summer.its so gay everything there is so lame i so cant wait for phisical training not phisical education traning thats right because theres really something i have to train for yeah my ass.
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[19 Apr 2004|11:40pm] |
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my p.e today blew i was in it first peroid with matt and ms.bowlcut was being anti mark i so wanted to like pay or something to see ryan beat the shit out of kyle he hella doesnt have the mans to but he would have played a good game of slaughter ball with his ass that would have been fun kyle gave him the bitch slap from hell three storys up he struck him down ohh my god fuck i wanted to see that to bad doc was behind us because rock paper scissors isnt as cool.
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[17 Apr 2004|08:43pm] |
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livin la vida loca by ricky martin. |
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So ya yeah, Mark's playing this little game called "I'm gay and dont update my journal." so me and Shannon are gonna do it for him. If you don't like it then go fall off a gay. JK I LOVE UUUUUU*!@*!)(#*@)*)(!*#) So anyways, Shannon likes Mark and Marks likes Shannon and since I'm single and everything right now I just like to film it when they engage in love-making.,,, ON MY BED. kjlsjfkljfkdglsajdfkljsdkl =). So yeah.... we watched LOTR tonight and it was okay but we didn't finish it. Ya know what? Popcorn and chocolate eggs are JFDKLFJKSL GOOD. Yeah that's rite, you should all go try some, the end, thanks. THE END.
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[16 Apr 2004|01:22am] |
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or everyone could be four and go to sleep at a reasonable hour fucks second one today high three
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| So I Might get Screwed |
[16 Apr 2004|01:06am] |
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so since i didnt come home today till 10 i might be headed back to juvy but i already have a pretty beleivable story that might save my ass i hate lieing though it makes me feel so guy like anyways i hope i can see shannon before i get the boot to the hall shes the greatest and crystal owns to(actaully just her hair and peircing other than that she just a fat peice ass)(with a hot peircing)(and loveable personality)(and crappy frizzed hair)farrah and rooney are great to but there too great (to take time out of there day to say hi to someone whos stuck in the house all day) i might not go but yeah if i do go hopefully they take this thing off my leg because its really gay. and a way to be 4 years old all day mark. im so easily amused now that im on house arrest crystals hair was honestly the greatest thing to me for like half an hour fuck her.so for now love.fuck
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[14 Apr 2004|07:33pm] |
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a static lullaby-the shooting star that destroyed us |
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stolen from starbritexox
Would you ever...
(1)hold my hand?
(2)hug me?
(3)date me?
(4)love me?
(5)massage my back?
(6)kiss me?
(7)take care of me when i am sick?
(8)drive around with me and just talk?
(9)cuddle with me?
(10)be my friend?
Please fill out & comment..I'll love you forever if you do...Haha <3333
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| And When you make your last |
[14 Apr 2004|12:14am] |
And when you make your last
I will stop you from the ground
You’d stop on my neck
In hopes my screams are still found
and if you still die
ill still scream
In hopes your ears remain
So you can cringe as I bleed
If I still scream
Ill still know our love
Forever breathing
your blood in my lungs
and when you took your life
you cursed the sky to a dark
only pierced by a light that resembled a star
Content in my screams
Ill scream for your eyes
There ill perish
i hope you scream for my life
And youll scream
and there I will die
with my heart as a gift
I hand my life
Why cant you Fall
So I can catch with throat
So if Im to make a noice
itll die choked
and when you make your last
im to feel down your neck
searching for question your heart would ask
In my quest I hope you stab my throat
So if Its found im forced to let it go
There I grow wings
That you lay waste with your hands
Your love burns hate
Without wings im sure well land
you fall a little closer
closer to my side
you strangle a dove
but it wont help us fly
I too will drop in the falling of your sky
to live without you
is worse than to die
and as i fall
rip out my heart and cast it aside
Itll land into dreams
so my screams are not to die
Dive Your nails in my back
So you can Crawl in my spine
Protected from the crash
I hope the blood effects your sight
so when we hit the ground
and we burst into flame
youll never blink
when i drowned in the rain
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[13 Apr 2004|02:43pm] |
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today i woke to my little 11 year old brother fucking blasting death metal and moshing with his freind at the side of my bed so i woke wearing only boxer and joined im now 0-2 with my door ill get that fuck back though
then i totally got fucked at playing uno
my mom threw a fit
i worked out
i got screwed out of santa cruz and probaly out of hanging out with shannon and rooney
dude now my feet are cold fuck my ass
ohh and get this the first word no shit i ever saud was fuck and my mom now trying to get me stop cusing fuck that it is me
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[12 Apr 2004|11:51am] |
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hello! how does Ca go? me, ehhh..ca goes I have green eyes and black hair do I like the music what you like like music? it is not my day! it east was tiring!! I in love mark! it is sympathetic, amusing, and nice. it makes the abdominal ones and to make shopping!! haha. I badly slept, I have badly everywhere! it is bete! I agree to sleep, I to go to sleep! goodbye!!!!! I adore you
this is for douche bags everywhere
twelve. / stolen from crystal =)
I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less. Ask me anything you want. Then, I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything
oh get this i just got drug tested I "couldnt"(wink wink) so that counta as a dirty test gay huh oh and i got new shoes and im going shopping today ,im so gay ohh and im going to santa cruz tommorrow i heart shannon
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