||Don't play with me, my paper heart will bleed||

_heresmyheart_ @ 2005-07-22T07:35:00

2005-07-22T11:42:05Z

I have 20 minutes before I have to go to school, So why not post since I havnt done that in ages. Hmm, stuff that has been going on...I'm in summerschool, which was fun at the begining but now sucks pretty badly. Its frustrating. But hey, only one more week left then I get a break.

Ummm...I got my lip pierced! On June 1st. Its pretty cool, though I might take it out. But im not sure because Kyle keeps begging me not to take it out. Oh, Speaking of Kyle. Me and him are pretty close to going out! Its amazing, hes amazing.

I got in a big fight with my bestest friend in the world because of something really stupid. I'm just good at screwing up. Oh! and my Uncle Kevin moved in..Oh joy.

This is all pointless stuff, and I have nothing better to do. But, Today is Friday! Which means I'm hanging out with Kyle today. And he's taking me to see Willie Wonka or whatever. Ummm yeah, I think im going to go though. Get ready for school or something.

_heresmyheart_ @ 2005-04-04T16:53:00

2005-04-04T21:06:47Z

Welll, it has been a very interesting week for me.

First of all, it was my birthday on the second of April! That was pretty kickass. Pogo came down on Friday. Well Thursday. But she slept at our Nana's on Thursday and met me at the hair salon on Friday. I got my hair done Dark dark dark Brown on the top. And hot pink on the bottom. It looks pretty sweet. Then me and Pogo went to my house and showed off my new hair do. And went and got Allie-o-so Phone-o. Thennn I decided that we should go to the movies. So we got money. And a ride there and back. And got our lazy asses out of my house. Then we got home at around 12. And my mother said Happy Birthday to me. Then we started singing happy birthday. And talked to a couple people. I think it was Shelby, Shane, Nathan, Garett, and a couple other people. I dont remember. For the record. We saw alot of hot guys at the movies. Well Idid. And me, little miss paranoid. Was afraid of getting kicked out of the movies because one of the people saw that I brought a bunch of candy from my mothers store. Meh, we didnt. On Saturday I hadda get up to go have lunch at Braxtons. For my birthday. Fiona wanted me to go out for lunch with her and her mom and sister. So I did. It was good. Then I came back and everyone was up at my house. And we went to Walmart. yayyy. And we saw Sara and Nicole there and they Lovedddd my hair. Yepp then I came home and just hung out with Pogo and Allie and then drank. Yeah and woke up on Sunday with a hangover. It sucked. Anywayss I should get going.

_heresmyheart_ @ 2005-04-02T18:58:00

2005-04-02T23:59:00Z

ITS MY BIRTHDAY

_heresmyheart_ @ 2005-03-09T22:01:00

2005-03-10T03:01:54Z

Oh, wow...

Tonight, I had a pretty fun night. Except I started missing things, big time. Like Matt Savard...I still like him, although I say I don't, I do. I miss him alot too. Everything was perfect when we were going out Its weird. Victoria just went home, she made it fun tonight. We were being complete idiots. And found the tape from my 13th birthday party. I used to be so happy and funny, what happened? I'm not sure. But then we found a tape from July 13th, I swear I'm the most immature kid around my friends. I have a way to keep all the depression inside of me for when I get hurt when I'm alone. With my friends I just laugh it off. Hurt in an emotional way, not physical. We had sooo much fun that night, it brought back some amazing memories. I seriously don't know what happened to me. Maybe I started falling apart when my best friend moved to Kitchener. Or maybe...I became a teenager. I was so excited about turning 13, but now...I just wanna rewind everything back to when I was like, 10 or something...I don't know, I didnt have to worry about boys. I learned it the hard way. You really don't know when to trust someone, or when you do trust them they do something incredibly stupid to make you dislike them for awhile. The only person I havnt fought with in my whole life is Kaisha. Sure we used to fight when we were little, they were over little things. But we got to see each other grow up.And I like that. I hope I get to see her on March Break. It will be sweet.Im so happy around her. I have to go though, later

Oh wow.

2005-03-05T19:40:49Z

I'm offically sick of babysitting. Seriously, I babysit wayyyy to much. GOSH. It's like I'm the built in babysitter for my sisters. Though I love babysitting Fiona. Its her birthday party tomorrow, Yay. I get to go in a room full of kids for 2 hours. Fun fun.

Pogo...If you see this, read it damnit. Well this one part. Jaime said she would get us the tickets, but make sure you keep checking when they go on sale. OR ELSE WE DONT GET TO SEE MOTLEY CRUE AND SUM 41. And my net is fucked up and won't let me go on the sites. Only a couple. Sooo, yeah.

Anyways, I don't really have time to update this everyday like most of you guys do. I have another journal also...Its the one I write in everynight. But, thats okay, its all good. I got Grind and the yellowcard dvd's. They are both so awesome! And I go see Sum 41 soon! Yayyayyayyay. Annnnd I'm gonna go now. Later skaters.

Hah

2005-02-18T18:55:13Z

So, I havnt updated lately due to viruses taking over my god damn pc. And Shelby...If you read this, sorry I didnt e-mail you, it won't let me e-mail people damnit. Sorry!

Anywho...Onto a happier subject, I didnt wanna waste all my babysitting money on getting my hair done, because I'm saving for my lip piercing. But... My sisters getting me a 150 dollar gift cerificate thing for enviro trends (Really funky store where they will do your hair all different colours) its awesome. Im getting under hotpink, and on top black with blonde streaks. Im getting it done on Friday April 1st. Then on April 2nd (my birthday, if you didnt know.) I'm getting...MY LIP PIERCED.YAY! Then April 11th is the sum 41 concert cause it got postponed and such. Anyways...Hah, I hung out with Allie last night! It was cool. I have pictures I will post. It was awesome though. Anddd I babysit tonight, and tomorrow and sunday, I should be getting good money, hopefully. AND MARCH BREAK IS COMMING.HOW COOL IS THAT ? I wanna hang out with the raddest person ever...Being Pogo! Yayyyy

_heresmyheart_ @ 2005-02-08T14:19:00

2005-02-08T19:25:36Z

I need help doing my myspace thingy.

If you can help, that would be incredibly awesome. Thanks

Corrie.

OMG@THESUM41CONCERTGOTPOSTPONED.COM

2005-02-04T19:23:11Z

I was supposed to be going to see sum 41 tomorrow. But now I gotta wait till April 11th. APRIL 11TH!! THATS SOOOO LONG. Anyways, onto a happier subject. I commented on everyones lj's. I think. Im not sure. Theres nothing to do tonight, I hope Pogo comes down.Last night, I went to my moms boyfriends house. It was pretty cool. He let me go on his laptop. It was pretty sweet.

Yes.I get a valentine from Shelby the great ( sum41freak32 ) Yes. Ahh im going to listen to more blink 182, I might go upstairs and clean my room though</span>

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_heresmyheart_ @ 2005-01-31T14:27:00

2005-01-31T19:32:33Z

Ahhh theres nothing to dooooo.I'm just sitting here with my brother.

x thatsyouth: i lover grape juice.
pogoxisxaxho: lover?
x thatsyouth: hahahaha
x thatsyouth: i ment to say love.
pogoxisxaxho: i like lover better.

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pogoxisxaxho: heh heh
pogoxisxaxho: Rawr, Apples for pogo
pogoxisxaxho: only apples
pogoxisxaxho: and chicken
pogoxisxaxho: lol
x thatsyouth: do you lover apples?
pogoxisxaxho: yes
pogoxisxaxho: I lover apples
x thatsyouth: lol
x thatsyouth: do you lover chickens?
pogoxisxaxho: yes
pogoxisxaxho: chicken is my lover
x thatsyouth: you lover chicks
x thatsyouth: lol
pogoxisxaxho: ha ha
pogoxisxaxho: no
x thatsyouth: ooops
x thatsyouth: i ment to put chickens*
x thatsyouth: hahah
pogoxisxaxho: lol

Pogo and I are SO the weirdest people you could meet.The end.

I think I might go clean my room before the visitation thingy.And then go have a shower and get ready.

Later Skaters.

Bleh

2005-01-31T00:14:12Z

So...Today, I woke up at 8:30, you know...a decent hour to my sister. Ahhh I was tired to the max. Anyways, I sat on the couch, and at 12 my sister Jaime and I dropped my nieces off at their nana and papa's house, and headed to my Grandpas house.

We went to the real canadian super store first to get salad for my Grandpa, and I picked up my pictures. They are pretty cool, although there are alot of crappy ones of me. But then again, every picture of me is crappy. Anyways. We got there, and alot of people were there. My uncles Jack & Randy, My aunt Debbie, My aunt Carol (Nana) my cousins Shawn and Tina, and sister Lisa and her husband, and they had their kids there. My grandpa was also there of course. He looked ... I don't know words cannot describe. I got in and gave him a big hug. But I did have to tell him who I was, for my brown hair. My cousin Tina was the first one to say Hi, and she had to take a minute to recognize me, then gave me a big hug. When I got my coat off my Uncle Randy said to me "Whos that gorgeous girl?" he knew of course. Everyone eventually knew who I was...Just a little surprised. My aunt Debbie, who was in the kitchen cleaning out with fridge, didnt know who I was till I was there for about, an hour. I pulled my hair back and all, and shes like "CORRIE! YOU HAVE GROWN SO MUCH! I MISSED YOU!" I don't know what it is, but the Taylor family makes me feel loved. My dad showed up, and I have never been happier in my life to see him. I miss him much. He brought Teresa of course. I gave him a big hug. Before Jaime and I left I sat down with my dad, and he hugged me. And wouldnt let go. Yes...I admit I cried. Then I gave everyone else hugs, and told them I would see them tomorrow at the visitation for the family. I think I get to see Kaisha, I hope I get to see her. I miss her much.Nothing better than going through this without your bestest best buddie.(Sarcasm)But, she probably is feeling the exact same pain. It is her Grandma too. On Monday and Tuesday I have visitations to go to, and on Wednesday is the funeral. Mannn my mom is making me go to school. I think, she said so. I don't get that women. Anyways, I think I am going to head off to bed, although its only 7:13.

Corrie effing Taylor.

Hmm

2005-01-29T22:30:25Z

This is my first post in the el jay.

I just want to start off by saying sorry for making a new one...yet again.

So...January sucks, I hate it.

I don't get life.I am so confused.I don't know what I am doing.Or why I am even here. This is so hard for me, everytime someone talks to me I just break out in tears. I feel like an idiot, I didnt get to say good bye to my grandma, and I didnt spend much time with her. Even though sometimes in my eyes she was a mean old grandma, she loved me.I miss her.The funeral is on Wednesday, I am pretty sure. I get to see my family. And Kaisha is comming down so I have someone to talk with. I don't talk to anyone, really. Lets just hope that February is better.