[ Boop beep doo hoo hip hop flop ]

uh huh

Sun, 05 Jun 2005 15:52:36 GMT

I forgot I had livejournal....But by all the ignorant posts and the ridiculous ideas of this website, this'll probably be my last post....fun stuff.....so yeah...

that's all...

Sun, 17 Apr 2005 14:35:28 GMT

Your Celebrity Life..Fame or Shame? by William_Wilson
Your Name
You are Dating..
Your Celebrity Rival is
Rumors are that You Fucked..but you did'nt
You instead Secretly Fucked..
This Person Wants You..
You got Into a Fight With
Your Talents Get Compared to..
Drugged you to take advantage one erotic night
Who Stole and Sold your Sex Tape
Who you made the tape with

Quiz created with MemeGen!

Fri, 15 Apr 2005 21:46:53 GMT

More and more everyday, I see how many fake people are in this world. I see the liars, I see the unhappy, and I see the hated and hateful. It sickens me. Makes me want the end of the world to come quicker. I can't stand the way people are anymore. I can't stand the way I am in this world....

I don't really know, man.

Shit just isn't the same.

People turn up distant, people don't care..

I don't get it anymore.

And that's all.

Been gone...

Sat, 09 Apr 2005 07:41:47 GMT

Out the rabbit hole I come...

Where to start?

I'll just finish..

Peace.

...She talks to Angels

Thu, 03 Mar 2005 14:55:13 GMT

She swears they all know her name...

Last night was crazy. I think I honestly had an epiphany or something. While I was driving down 13th street, under the influence of 2 different drugs, I saw something. I felt it, I knew it, and I know that my life is gonna be different. My life is real crappy and unorganized right now, but as of last night, I think things are gonna be a hell of a lot different.

I already feel different. (And i'm not talking about this weird hungover like sickness I have this morning, either.)

She never mentions the word addiction
In certain company
Yes, she'll tell you she's an orphan
After you meet her family

She paints her eyes as black as night now
She pulls those shades down tight
She gives a smile when the pain comes
The pain gonna' make everything alright

Says she talks to angels
They call her out by her name
Oh yeah, she talks to angels
Says they call her out by her name

She keeps a lock of hair in her pocket
She wears a cross around her neck
Yes the hair is from a little boy
And the cross from someone she has not met
Not yet

Says she talks to angels
She says they all know her name
Oh yeah, she talks to angels
Says they call her out by her name

She don't know no lovers
None that I've ever seen
And to her that ain't nothing
But to me it means, means everything

Well, today I'll be picking Zack up from his house, then going to Kristen's to hang out till she has to work.

Then after that, I'm meeting Brandi over at S.J. Mannings for Tae Kwon Do. I get to see mr. houlk....He's hot stuff...lemme tell ya...

Well, shower time...

peace and love
jessy

So....

Fri, 25 Feb 2005 13:13:27 GMT

Last night was fun. Brandi and I went to Tae Kwon Do...Mr. Houlk is so freakin' hot. Dude, what the hell is his real name, I wonder? Who knows. She was gonna ask him yesterday if he had a girlfriend, but they were kind of busy, so, never happened.

That's okay though. Embarrassment isn't a friend of mine. My 1996 Chevy Corsica is, though. Hell yeah. My car is hot. I don't know what I want to name it yet. Don't even know if it's a boy or girl yet.

My mom's taking me tonight to get some tie dye seat covers and my grateful dead bear stickers for the windshield. `

Yeah, anyway.

I'm thinking up a rhyme.
"If you need a friend, hop on in. If you need a roll, pay the toll."

That's right, bitches.

11 more hours...

Tue, 22 Feb 2005 04:09:16 GMT

I get my car soon. I'm real fucking excited about it. I'm gonna be out all day tomorrow...drivin' and shit...haha I can see it now.

Colleen, if you read this, get ahold me, punk...seriously...

well i'm tired..
goodnight

Mon, 21 Feb 2005 14:32:35 GMT

LJ Friends Meme by coolerq

• You must tell 8 people about this game.
• mike is the one that you love.
• andy is one you like but can't work out.
• You care most about brandi.
• andy is the one who knows you very well.
• danielle is your lucky star.
• 1,2,step is the song that matches with mike.
• outloud is the song for andy.
• drop it like it's hot is the song that tells you most about YOUR mind.
• and slow like honey is the song telling you how you feel about life
Take this quiz

The Weekend is ruined...

Mon, 21 Feb 2005 13:53:55 GMT

So, the email read:
Hey there missy. That is awsome that you are getting a new car! I’m so happy for ye. So I think that Kristen and I would like to just have a weekend of sister bonding. It’s not that I don’t want you there or want to see you but I just feel like her and I never get to spend any alone time together. Don’t let this hurt your feelings please. You know I love you girl and you are always more than welcome to stay- I think I just want to spend some bonding time with her alone there are some things we want to talk about and stuff. So write me back

Love you

Not so bad..But in a sense, kind of shitty. Seeing as though we've been planning this kick ass weekend for almost 3 weeks now, and suddenly I get the boot. It's all good though, cause I think I'm just gonna go to Lafayette and get my FUCKING cd's back from Joe.

Lies, lies, everywhere are lies.

SHITTY!!!

THIS IS BULLSHIT!!

DURR, I NEED TO BE TOWED!

wow, i'm gay.

peace

Sun, 20 Feb 2005 08:36:25 GMT

Monday is my day of glory! For fucking sure!

I get my car monday. And if not monday, then Tuesday.

It's a pretty little car. Blue with a little white line down the side. A real pretty blue, too. Cruise control, for my long ass drives to none of your fucking business....

All in all, we did good. Thanks, Josh Williams from Honda! Woo!

TOMORROW, TOMORROW!

On the road again...

I'm gonna tint my windows, throw a new sunroof on the bitch, and douse the shit in GRATEFUL FUCKING DEAD! Hells yeah! Because I love The Dead as much as the next person.

Hey, Colleen. You call me one day, leave a message, and I persistantly try and call you back. Why no call back, bitch? I love you, darlin!

I'm gonna go smoke a bowl now and then back to sleep.

Farewell...

Mon, 14 Feb 2005 07:35:55 GMT

Speak to me in a language I can hear humour me before I have to go
Deep in thought I forgive everyone
As the cluttered streets greet me once again
I know I can’t be late, supper’s waiting on the table
Tomorrow’s just an excuse away
So I pull my collar up and face the cold, on my own
The earth laughs beneath my heavy feet
At the blasphemy in my old jangly walk
Steeple guide me to my heart and home
The sun is out and up and down again
I know I’ll make it, love can last forever
Graceful swans of never topple to the earth
And you can make it last, forever you
You can make it last, forever you
And for a moment I lose myself
Wrapped up in the pleasures of the world
I’ve journeyed here and there and back again
But in the same old haunts I still find my friends
Mysteries not ready to reveal
Sympathies I’m ready to return
I’ll make the effort, love can last forever
Graceful swans of never topple to the earth
Tomorrow’s just an excuse
And you can make it last, forever you
You can make it last, forever you

Mon, 07 Feb 2005 07:56:51 GMT

[Name] Jessy.

[Nickname] Schroeder.

[Screen name] my favorite: go_ask_alice_6

[Birthday] october 23rd, 1985.
[Astrological sign?] scorpio.
[Chinese zodiac sign?] ox or something i dunno.

[Location] shithole, indiana.
[Sexual Preference] i dig guys only.
[Marital Status] happily single.
[Religion] well, lutheran i guess.
[Eye color] hazel, mainly...it changes a lot.
[Height] 5'9".
[Shoe size] whatever size my converse are.
[Parents still together?] nope.
[Siblings?] one brother.
[Nieces/Nephews?] not yet.
[Kids of your own?] naw, don't want any anytime soon...but i already have names picked out, isn't it ironic? (Elliot Embry _____) and (Gillian Belle _____)

[Grandkids?] tons.
[Pets?] 3 cats. and soon to be either 1 fish or 1 bird...we'll see.

[In school/graduated?] no school as of now.
[Rent, lease, or own your home?] nope, nope, and nope.

[Have any credit cards?] credit cards=bad.
[What do you drive?] soon to be a purple chevy cavalier coupe with rims, tinted windows, and a sunroof....http://images.autotrader.com/images/2005/1/18/176/806/1221500468.176806175.IM1.MAIN.565x421_A.562x421.jpg This is gonna be my baby!!

Favorites
[Color] pink, brown, and green.
[Number] 420
[Animal] fishies.

[Vehicle] MAZDA MX-8!!!! I want one!!!

[Flower] lillies are pretty.
[Scent] nag champa.
[Shape] um, circles are cool
[Drinks] Beer..Or Boones Farm.

[Pop] dr.pepper
[Book] courtney love's bio, or "fear itself" (haven't read much lately...)

[Band] um it's a list...to name a few: dispatch, pink floyd, bob dylan, the dead, elliot smith, the shins, incubus...yada yada.
[Song] Dispatch - 'Passerby'.

Do you...
[Color your hair?] use to.
[Twirl your hair?] maybe.
[Have tattoos?] a couple.

[Piercings?] tongue and earlobes.

[Have a boyfriend/girlfriend/both?] no.
[Cheat on tests/homework?] use to.
[Like roller coasters?] i've only been on one....and it was at Dollywood...haha yes, Dollywood...stfu!!!
[Wish you could live somewhere else?] CANADA, CANADA, CANADA!!!
[Want more piercings?] no.
[Like cleaning?] not really.

[Write in cursive or print?] both at the same time....
[Carry a donor card?] no.
[Swear a lot?] No Fucking way! Are you shitting me!?
[Own a web cam?] yeah, but rarely use it.
[Know how to drive?] yes, very well.
[Diet?] i should.
[Own a cell phone?] nope.
[Ever get off the damn computer?] yeah, cuz my computer is gay.
[Hablar Espanol?] 2+3=Chair

Have you ever...
[Gotten a speeding ticket?] warnings only. 2 verbal, 1 written...fun stuff.
[DUI?] i DO NOT drink and drive...and will not!
[Been in a wreck?] yeah, but i wasn't driving..fuck you, joe!
[Been arrested?] damn near.
[Been in a fist fight?] no, i don't fight..but if i had to, i'd be just like my pop.
[Kicked someone in the nuts?] yeah, of course.

[Stolen anything?] yeah, use to be a klepto.
[Held a gun?] yeah.

[Drank?] uh..haha..my first drunken mess was when i was 12.
[Been so drunk you couldn't remember your name?] no, not my name...maybe just 'the night before.'

[Considered a life of crime?] once.
[Considered being a hooker?] once.

[Cheated on someone?] if a kiss is cheating then yeah.
[Been married?] no way.
[Cried over a girl?] um, not that i know of.
[Cried over a boy?] yes.
[Lied to someone?] too many times.
[Been in love?] only once. and whose to say i'm not over it?
[Fallen for your best friend?] yup.
[Made out with JUST a friend?] haha, yeah.

[Been rejected?] uh huh.
[Been in lust?] uh huh.
[Used someone?] unfortunately, i have.
[Been used?] more than one can imagine. Take notice that i don't have a car...so my friends list went down from 5 to 2.
[Been cheated on?] uh huh.
[Been kissed?] i'm still waiting for the best.

Now
[Current mood] tired.

[Current music] no music, watching BLOW.

[Current taste] strawberry cough drop.

[Current hair] on my head?

[Current annoyance] a sore throat.

[Current smell] strawberry cough drop.
[Current thing I ought to be doing] SMOKING MARIJUANA!!
[Current windows open] none.

[Current desktop picture] http://rds.yahoo.com/S=96062883/K=dispatch+band/v=2/SID=e/l=IVI/SIG=11toj8kg5/EXP=1107845880/*-http%3A//www2.bc.edu/~weissbae/dispatch.jpg
[Current book] i'm currently not reading anything.

[Current cds in stereo] dispatch.

[Current crush] a couple...
[Current favorite celeb] brittany murphy and jake gylenhaal.

[Current hate] having a new bowl, but no pot.
[Current job] being alone at my house without shit to do.

[Last book you read] courtney love bio.
[Last movie you saw] theatre: in good company // at home and new: The motherfuckin' GRUDGE!! hell yeah, that movie rocks!

[Last thing you had to drink] water.
[Last thing you ate] a piece of cake...luke's going away to the army cake.

[Last person you talked to on the phone] brandi

Do you
[Do drugs?] nope, i just smoke the herbage.
[Have a dream that keeps coming back?] sometimes.
[Play an instrument?] not really.

[Believe there is life on other planets?] i don't know, possibly.
[Remember your first love?] still remembering.
[Still love/lust him/her?] uh huh.
[Read the newspaper?] occasionally.
[Have any gay or lesbian friends?] lots of gay friends, few lesbian friends.
[Believe in miracles?] sort of.
[Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?] if you believe you can, then you will.
[Consider yourself tolerant of others?] no, but i try to be.
[Consider love a mistake?] it should be, considering.
[Have a favorite candy?] reeses or suckers of any kind.

[Believe in astrology?] sometimes.
[Believe in magic?] i believe in specific magic, not the kind that involves frogs and hexes....
[Believe in God?] in my own little way, yes.
[Do well in school?] if i hadn't dropped out for social reasons, yes.

[Go to or plan to go to college] plan on it.

[Wear hats?] not really.
[Hate yourself?] unfortunately, a lot.
[Have an obsession?] yeah....CUSHIE!!! have to constantly smoosh it!

[Have a secret crush?] yeah.

[Collect anything?] lighters and alcohol bottles.
[Have a best friend?] i don't know.

[Close friends?] a couple.
[Like your handwriting?] sometimes.
[Care about looks?] sometimes.

Love life
[First crush] cam cottom or kyle vanoni(spelling?) (ccs-community christian school).
[First kiss] ugh, bill pitman.

[Single or attached?] single.
[Do you believe in love at first sight?] i dunno.
[Do you believe in "the one?"] i keep it in mind.

just got caught up on the net....FUCK.

Fri, 28 Jan 2005 05:09:15 GMT

I died eating french fries in the restaurant on the corner where you broke my heart.

Fuck yeah...dios fucking mio

Wed, 19 Jan 2005 05:20:29 GMT

I am Frylock from Aqua Teen Hunger Force!!

Which Aqua Teen Hunger Force character are you??

Tue, 11 Jan 2005 03:40:13 GMT

[ i a m i n l o v e ]

hehe

Mon, 10 Jan 2005 15:12:52 GMT

Here's the story. Someone threw a rock through the window of a car that doesn't even run. Isn't that funny. Marky, Gwen, and I all had a laugh last night about that. Rather hilarious. My mom flipped out though....Called the 5-0s and everything. But that's my mom for ya.

Anyway. I went to the show at the bar last night. Marky picked me up. Gwen was outside waiting in the car. I kinda missed the girl. When we got to the bar, we pretty much hung out till it started. The show was pretty cool, other than the fact that we stopped it in the middle because some girl's purse got stolen. Who steals a purse, honestly?

After the show, Marky, Gwen, Bubba and I went to bubba's so that the queens could deface. Gwen and I counted all of Marky's tips. $63......all I can say is that I want to be a drag queen damn it! Anywho. We went to Denny's, ate, played with our food, laughed. I fucking love that crowd. Then I ended up leaving with Demarcus or however you spell it. (Mark Blade) Yeah, he confesses that he really really likes marky. Aww..

Anywho, that was my night. Pretty decent if you ask me. I really want to get lit, though. I really really do. I wish my car, with no driver's side window, would work. HAHAH. All I know is that, whoever did it, is a moron. And Kudos to you, smarty pants!!

Gotta love the hate in this world. I guess people seem to think they'll go far.

pain is draining...

Sun, 09 Jan 2005 07:03:08 GMT

[ Ich werde mit den Schmerz vergiftet. ]

Poisoned with pain, I am. Fuck being a female. Fuck having ovaries. Fuck whoever decided to burden females with this role. FUCK!

Anywho. This is my life. Guess I should probably not complain about it. It could be worse. I am slowly starting to empathize more for people that have it worse than I do. Cramps fucking suck dick right now. I think something isn't right. Oh well.

I hung out with Danielle for the first time in forever today. It was cool. Other than the fact that the other Danielle and Jessie just didn't seem like they wanted me there. I don't know. Maybe I'm crazy.

Later on, Danielle dropped me off at Brandi's only to find that her and Bob were just drinking. I can't drink, so it was a bit boring. I had to watch the end of The Mask of Zorro, which is fucking gay, cuz I don't like Antonio Banderas or whatever. Then Brandi ran me home cuz I was FREEZING, and for shoes, I only had on some converse. Fuck walking home in just some converse considering the holes in the side, and the thin fabric. And once my feet get cold, they HURT like fucking hell, so she was nice and brought me home a measly two blocks...heh...how funny is that? That's love.

And there's that...

new journal....

Sat, 08 Jan 2005 14:29:45 GMT

Yeah, so i changed my mind about making a new journal. too much hassle for not even having the internet (technically). I also would like to say, WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!

Yeah...
Later prostitutes! (yeah don't lie, you know you sell yourself on the corner...i saw you!)

Thu, 06 Jan 2005 14:20:54 GMT

I'm starting a new journal. If you want to be added let me know. If you hate me, awesome... Colleen, I <3 you, buddy. You know you want to add me don't ya?! haha...

But yeah, too many hate me right now because of my stupidity, and most of them have this journal name. I really don't want to be in the midst of hatred...It sucks. So, i'm gonna make a new one, and if you still love me enough to read my sheeit, then I'll add ya.

But to Kelly:
I'm really sorry. And you know that.

And there's that...(zach braff) ~I love you, Zach!~

Tue, 04 Jan 2005 17:24:04 GMT

0) Single or Taken: single
1) Your Full Name: jessica marie schroeder
2) Sex: female
3) Birthday: october 23, 1985
4) Sign: scorpio
5) Siblings: 1 brother
6) Hair color: naturally brown, as of now, black, blonde, pinkish, dark brown, etc.
8) eye color: they change...
9) Shoe size: 11, except my converse, they're 12 in men, cuz the looser fitting, the better

*-;-* R e l a t i o n s h i p s*-;-*

2) Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend: nope.
3) Did you send this to your crush? i'm not sending it at all.
4) Did your crush send this to u? nope, stole it from colleen.
5) Where do u go 4 advice? my friends and my cousin, faith.
6) Are you in love? don't believe in it, anymore. it's gay.

*-;-*F a s h i o n S t u f f*-;-*

1)Where is your favorite place to shop? headstones and cool image.
2) Any tattoos or piercing-and what/where: 2 tats//stars on forearm, stupid dolphin on my back. 3 piercings//1 in each earlobe, tongue

*-;-* T h e E x t r a S t u f f *-;-*

1) Do you do drugs: yup.
2) What are you most scared of? dying young, even though, for me, it's inevitable.
3) What car do you wish to have? the kind that works. (a newer honda would do)
4) Where do you want to get married? i don't want to get married.
5) How many messenger buddies are online? 4, and 2 are "away".
6)If you could change anything about yourself what would it be? I'd not be as fat, damn it!

*~! F a V o r I t E !~*

1) Boys Name: elliot or brody
2) Girls name: gretchen or lorelei
3) Subjects in school: art and english
4) Animals: the kind that doesn't bother you...maybe a snake..snakes are cool

*-;-* H a v e Y o u E v e r *-;-*

1) Given anyone a bath? my baby cousin stephen.
3) Bungee jumped: uh uh.
4) Broken the law: everyday, i think.
5) Made yourself throw-up: absolutely not...
6) Gone skinny-dipping?: a few times.
8) Made yourself cry to get out out trouble? probably.

1 s t T h i n g T h a t C o m e s To M i n d *-;-*

1) Red: my blanket
2) Cow: moo
3) Socks: feet
4) Greenland: nothing comes to mind...hah

*-;-*Final Questions *-;-*

1) Do you like filling these out? sometimes.
2) How many people are you sending this to?: no one.
3)Who will send it back? i'm sure some of the people reading this will fill it out, but i'm not sure which ones.
4)Last film you saw at the cinema? meet the fockers...it was fucking hilarious.
5) What did you have for breakfast this morning? i haven't eaten yet today

woo

Tue, 04 Jan 2005 15:10:18 GMT

Thanks to Colleen: ( i love you ! ! )

001. I miss somebody right now.
002. I watch more tv than I used to.
003. I love olives.
004. I love sleeping.
005. I own a home.
006. I wear glasses or contact lenses.
007. I love to play video games.
008. I've done something illegal.
009. I've watched porn movies.
010. I have been in a threesome.
011. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
012. I like my handwriting.
013. I have acne-free skin.
014. I like and respect Al Sharpton.
015. I curse frequently.
016. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
017. I have a hobby.
018. I've been to another country.
019. I carry my knife/razor/whip/whatever weapon you want here everywhere with me.
020. I'm really, really smart.
021. I've never broken anyone else's bones.
022. I have a secret im ashamed to reveal.
023. I love rain.
024. I'm paranoid at times.
025. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
026. I need money right now
027. I love sushi.
028. I talk really, really fast sometimes.
029. I have fresh breath in the morning.
030. I have semi-long hair.
031. I have lost money in Las Vegas.
032. I have at least one brother and/or sister.
033. I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
034. I shave my legs.
035. I have a twin.
037. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
038. I like the way that I look
039. I have lied to a good friend in the past 6 months.
040. I know how to do cornrows.
041. I am usually pessimistic.
042. I have mood swings.
043. I think prostitution should be legalized.lol,j/k
044. I think Britney Spears is pretty.
045. I have cheated on a significant other.
046. I have a hidden talent.
047. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
048. I have been sexually intimate with less than 10 people.
049. I am currently single.
050. I have kissed someone of the same sex.
051. I enjoy talking on the phone.
052. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
053. I love to shop.
054. I would rather shop than eat.
055. I would classify myself as ghetto.
056. I'm bourgeoisie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
057. I'm obsessed with my diary.
058. I don't hate anyone. not anymore at least
059. I'm a pretty good dancer.
060. I don't think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington.
061. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
062. I have a cell phone.
063. I watch MTV on a daily basis.
065. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
067. I have never been in a real relationship before.
068. I've rejected someone before.
069. I currently have a crush on someone.
070. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
071. I want to have children in the future.
072. I have changed a diaper before.
073. I've had the cops called on me before.
074. I bite my nails.
075. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club.
076. I'm not allergic to anything deadly.
077. I have a lot to learn.
078. I have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger.
079. I plan on seeing Ice Cube's newest "Friday" movie.
080. I am very shy around the opposite sex.
081. I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.
082. I have at least 5 away messages saved.
083. I have been rejected by someone.
084. I have made a move on a friend's significant other in the past.
085. I own the "South Park" movie.
086. I have avoided work to play on OD.
087. When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum.
088. I enjoy country music.
089. I love my best friend.
090. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
091. I watch soap operas whenever I can.
092. I'm obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist.
093. I have used my sexuality to advance my career
094. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
095. I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story".
096. Halloween is awesome!
097. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
098. I have dated a close friend's ex.
099. I'm happy as of this moment.
100. I have gone scuba diving.
101. I have had a crush on somebody you have never met.
102. I've kissed someone I knew I shouldn't.
103. I play a musical instrument.
104. I strongly dislike math.
105. I'm procrastinating on something right now.
106. I own and use a library card.
107. I fall in "lust" more than in "love."
108. Cheese enchiladas rock my socks
109. I think The Lord of the Rings is one of the greatest movies/books ever.
110. I'm obsessed with the tv show "The O.C."
111. I am resentful that I have to grow up.
112. I am an entirely different person around different people.
113. I think the world would be a better place if people just smiled more often.
114. I think ramen is one of the best foods in the world.
115. I am suffering of a broken heart.
116. I am a nerd.
117. No matter where I am or who I'm with, I always seem to be lonely.
118. I am left handed and proud of it.
119. I try not to change who I am for someone.
120. My heart resides below my feet.
121. I have had sex with someone I was not in a relationship with.
122. I enjoy smoothies.
123. I have had major surgery.
124. I have adopted a pet from the SPCA.
125. I am listening to The Garden State soundtrack right now. it did say radiohead...
126. Some people call me by a nickname.
128. I like pumpkin pie.
129. I love NASCAR!
130. I own over 200 CDs.
131. I work 7 days a week.
132. I have mono.
132. I don't have the ability to make decisions without changing my mind.
133. People tell me I have a horrible sense of humor.
134. I'm still in my PJs.
135. I'm looking for love in all the wrong places.
136. I have a tendency to fall for the wrong girls/guys, or have them fall for me, so I can't help but reciprocate.
137. I'll try anything three times.
138. I've done drugs other than alcohol or cannabis.
139. I'm having trouble sleeping.
140. I am a cuddler.
141. I love John Waters films.
142. I have made a pornographic videotape.
143. Sloth is my favorite deadly sin.
144. One of my boobs is bigger than the other.
145. I know all the words to the "Firefly" theme song.
146. I love Dr. Pepper.
147. I'm a programmer.
148. I can't explain why I'm unhappy at times.
149. I own and have read all of the Harry Potter books.
150. I like to smell my own hair.
151. I carry a book with me almost everywhere I go.
152. I have an eating disorder.
153. I have flown to a different country to see a band.
154. Been hospitalized for "mental issues".
155. I have survived totaling a car I was driving.
156. I am addicted to a Manga/anime.
157. Somehow I always seem to get myself into trouble.
158. I have dated someone for longer than 5 years
159. I have lived in three different countries.
160. I have tattoos.
161. I have lost someone I cared about deeply.
162. I've filled out an obscenely long quiz.
163. I am not human until I have had some form of caffiene.
164. I'm scared.

And that's that. I guess I have that. //FYI\\ - Everyone rent GARDEN STATE, it's absolutely amazing. Best movie I've seen for it's genre. I love ZACH BRAFF!

Thu, 30 Dec 2004 21:35:53 GMT

Well, here's the article. Keep in mind, that the school mentioned in here, is where my cousin Zach goes. And where I would have gone, if I had ended up living with my dad 3 years ago.

HERE IS THE WEBSITE: http://www.dnj.com/apps/pbcs.dll/article?AID=/20041228/NEWS01/412280316/1002/NEWS17

Jack Butchareon is happy he didn't get to go on the vacation he planned this year — mainly because the trip he had in mind would've taken him to Thailand over Christmas, and the hotel he and his family would've been staying at ended up as a television disaster shot.

A 20-foot tidal wave spawned by a magnitude 8.9 earthquake underneath the Indian Ocean killed 22,000 in Southeast Asia early Sunday, leaving several countries in chaos.

"I am shocked, because the area that it hit in Thailand is the place that we used to take the kids to vacation last Christmas," said Butchareon, whose family moved to Murfreesboro 15 years ago. "Last year, we lived in that hotel that's on the TV right now."

The family, Butchareon said, was in the hotel a year ago today — and would've been in the hotel when the earthquake and following tsunamis that struck off the coast of Indonesia's Sumatra Sunday unleashed fury on the area.

Luckily for Butchareon and his family, they had too much to do this year to make a trip back to their native Thailand.

"We planned to go back this year, too," said Butchareon, who owns LPB Inc., a hardwood flooring company that uses wood from Thailand. His wife, Bubpha, owns Bangkok Cafe on West College Street just off the Public Square.

Even though his own family is safe, Butchareon is worried about a family friend who might've been in Thailand when the tidal wave hit.

"We're kind of worried because one of our kid's friends went to Thailand with their parents," he said. "We tried to get in touch with the mom, but we can't get them to respond yet, so we're kind of worried about her.

"She's a student at Siegel High School," he added.

awesome day

Thu, 30 Dec 2004 21:29:37 GMT

Dude, it's 64 degrees here in Tennessee. It's so fucking nice. How is it up there in terre haute? I bet it's not as good as here.. Awesome shit.

I can walk outside in a tshirt and jeans and it's awesome.

AWESOME, I TELL YOU. AWESOME!

But anyway....
I'm sure you all heard about the Tsunami. What a shame. Almost 200,000 people died. Can you imagine? That's like, everyone in Terre Haute, and then some. That's just horrid. My cousin zach's friend was going to spend christmas in Thailand, (right on the coast in a hotel where the waves hit), but ended up not going because one of their family members got in a car wreck or something. There's an article in the newspaper here about it. I'll post it once I find it on the website.

We're opening christmas presents tonight. My grampa's bday is today as well. He had triple bypass surgery on the 23rd, so we ended up waiting till today to have "christmas." So, tonight should be fun. My grampie is doing pretty damn well. I'm happy about it.

I'm coming home saturday. Colleen, bitch, give me a call so we can hook up and do something. Or Candice, you too buddy. I miss you all!!!!!!!!!!!

okay, bye now...i have to find that article....later

sites for me to remember

Sat, 25 Dec 2004 19:00:04 GMT

http://www.rilokiley.com/

http://www.jeepster.co.uk/belleandsebastian/

hmm okay....

Thanks Kelly

Fri, 24 Dec 2004 23:47:10 GMT

1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before?: cocaine

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year? probably not, and yup(to be single till i'm 22)

3. Did anyone close to you give birth? i don't know

4. Did anyone close to you die? Yeah

5. What countries did you visit? My own little utopia

6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004? a GOOD car

7. What date from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? The day that Joe wrecked my car...ass

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? nothing

9. What was your biggest failure? quitting yet another job, and getting off of paxil cr and Birth control..

10. Did you suffer illness or injury? hangovers

11. What was the best thing you bought? San Andreas, and of course, mary jane...always

12. Whose behavior merited celebration? definitely not danielle burns'....

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? appalled:Danielle Burns depressed:Mike Rowe

14. Where did most of your money go? gas, games, drugs, food

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? smoking blunt after blunt with my best buddy andy cundiff

16. What song will always remind you of 2004? shit...i don't know...something by elliot smith or apc i suppose...who knows

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? sadder
ii. thinner or fatter? i think fatter
iii. richer or poorer? poorer

18. What do you wish you'd done more of? hung out with amy and andy...and shaggy of course

19. What do you wish you'd done less of? hung out with Danielle

20. How will you be spending Christmas? in tennessee with family...

22. Did you fall in love in 2004? it was inevitable...but of course my biggest rejection

23. How many one-night stands? 1 if you can consider it that...i don't have sex anymore

24. What was your favorite TV program? that 70s show, dawson's creek, and aqua teen hunger force

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? um, yes....very much so

26. What was the best book you read? the only book i read was courtney love's bio: "the real story" it was good

27. What was your greatest musical discovery? ELLIOT FUCKING SMITH

28. What did you want and get? san andreas

29. What did you want and not get? a new car, record player, and a ps2

30. What was your favorite film of this year? i dunno

31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? drank, puked, shit myself....19

32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? a new car...and if i had hung out with andy more

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004? i'm a modern hippie

34. What kept you sane? MARIJUANA...

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? elliot smith, claire danes, keiran culkin

36. What political issue stirred you the most? Bush's treachery

37. Who did you miss? shala and jacob

38. Who was the best new person you met? I didn't exactly meet them this year, but i just started hanging out with them...David Burch and Andy Cundiff

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004. i'm special

40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.
"thought you'd be looking for the next in line to love then ignore
put out and put away
and so you'd soon be leaving me along like i'm supposed to be tonight,
tomorrow and everyday
there's nothing here that you'll miss
i can guarantee you this is a cloud of smoke
trying to occupy space
what a fucking joke
what a fucking joke
i waited for a bus to separate the both of us and take me off far away
from you 'cos my feelings never change a bit i always feel like shit i
don't know why i guess that i "just do"
you once talked to me about love and you painted pictures of
a never-neverland and i could've gone to that place
but i didn't understand
i didn't understand
i didn't understand"
(Elliot Smith - I didn't Understand)

Thanks Kelly. That was fun.