| uh huh |
[Jun. 5th, 2005|10:49 am] |
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| | Stillwater - Fever Dogs (Almost Famous) | ] |
I forgot I had livejournal....But by all the ignorant posts and the ridiculous ideas of this website, this'll probably be my last post....fun stuff.....so yeah...
that's all... |
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[Apr. 17th, 2005|09:35 am] |
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| | watching a movie i guess | ] |
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[Apr. 15th, 2005|05:03 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  irate | ] |
More and more everyday, I see how many fake people are in this world. I see the liars, I see the unhappy, and I see the hated and hateful. It sickens me. Makes me want the end of the world to come quicker. I can't stand the way people are anymore. I can't stand the way I am in this world....
I don't really know, man.
Shit just isn't the same.
People turn up distant, people don't care..
I don't get it anymore.
And that's all. |
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| Been gone... |
[Apr. 9th, 2005|02:40 am] |
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| |  bored | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Cold - Cure My Tragedy | ] |
Out the rabbit hole I come...
Where to start?
I'll just finish..
Peace. |
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| ...She talks to Angels |
[Mar. 3rd, 2005|09:49 am] |
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| |  peaceful | ] |
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| | Black Crowes - She Talks To Angels | ] |
She swears they all know her name...
Last night was crazy. I think I honestly had an epiphany or something. While I was driving down 13th street, under the influence of 2 different drugs, I saw something. I felt it, I knew it, and I know that my life is gonna be different. My life is real crappy and unorganized right now, but as of last night, I think things are gonna be a hell of a lot different.
I already feel different. (And i'm not talking about this weird hungover like sickness I have this morning, either.)
She never mentions the word addiction
In certain company
Yes, she'll tell you she's an orphan
After you meet her family
She paints her eyes as black as night now
She pulls those shades down tight
She gives a smile when the pain comes
The pain gonna' make everything alright
Says she talks to angels
They call her out by her name
Oh yeah, she talks to angels
Says they call her out by her name
She keeps a lock of hair in her pocket
She wears a cross around her neck
Yes the hair is from a little boy
And the cross from someone she has not met
Not yet
Says she talks to angels
She says they all know her name
Oh yeah, she talks to angels
Says they call her out by her name
She don't know no lovers
None that I've ever seen
And to her that ain't nothing
But to me it means, means everything
Well, today I'll be picking Zack up from his house, then going to Kristen's to hang out till she has to work.
Then after that, I'm meeting Brandi over at S.J. Mannings for Tae Kwon Do. I get to see mr. houlk....He's hot stuff...lemme tell ya...
Well, shower time...
peace and love
jessy |
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| So.... |
[Feb. 25th, 2005|08:01 am] |
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| [ | music |
| | Bob Marley - Stand Up For Your Rights | ] |
Last night was fun. Brandi and I went to Tae Kwon Do...Mr. Houlk is so freakin' hot. Dude, what the hell is his real name, I wonder? Who knows. She was gonna ask him yesterday if he had a girlfriend, but they were kind of busy, so, never happened.
That's okay though. Embarrassment isn't a friend of mine. My 1996 Chevy Corsica is, though. Hell yeah. My car is hot. I don't know what I want to name it yet. Don't even know if it's a boy or girl yet.
My mom's taking me tonight to get some tie dye seat covers and my grateful dead bear stickers for the windshield. `
Yeah, anyway.
I'm thinking up a rhyme.
"If you need a friend, hop on in. If you need a roll, pay the toll."
That's right, bitches. |
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| 11 more hours... |
[Feb. 21st, 2005|11:07 pm] |
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| |  i think i got a cold | ] |
| [ | music |
| | watching family guy | ] |
I get my car soon. I'm real fucking excited about it. I'm gonna be out all day tomorrow...drivin' and shit...haha I can see it now.
Colleen, if you read this, get ahold me, punk...seriously...
well i'm tired..
goodnight |
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[Feb. 21st, 2005|09:31 am] |
LJ Friends Meme by ![[info]](http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) coolerq• You must tell 8 people about this game.
• mike is the one that you love.
• andy is one you like but can't work out.
• You care most about brandi.
• andy is the one who knows you very well.
• danielle is your lucky star.
• 1,2,step is the song that matches with mike.
• outloud is the song for andy.
• drop it like it's hot is the song that tells you most about YOUR mind.
• and slow like honey is the song telling you how you feel about life
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| The Weekend is ruined... |
[Feb. 21st, 2005|08:45 am] |
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| | as hell | ] |
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| | Otep - T.R.I.C | ] |
So, the email read:
Hey there missy. That is awsome that you are getting a new car! I’m so happy for ye. So I think that Kristen and I would like to just have a weekend of sister bonding. It’s not that I don’t want you there or want to see you but I just feel like her and I never get to spend any alone time together. Don’t let this hurt your feelings please. You know I love you girl and you are always more than welcome to stay- I think I just want to spend some bonding time with her alone there are some things we want to talk about and stuff. So write me back
Love you
Not so bad..But in a sense, kind of shitty. Seeing as though we've been planning this kick ass weekend for almost 3 weeks now, and suddenly I get the boot. It's all good though, cause I think I'm just gonna go to Lafayette and get my FUCKING cd's back from Joe.
Lies, lies, everywhere are lies.
SHITTY!!!
THIS IS BULLSHIT!!
DURR, I NEED TO BE TOWED!
wow, i'm gay.
peace |
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[Feb. 20th, 2005|03:28 am] |
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| [ | music |
| | Dispatch - Outloud | ] |
Monday is my day of glory! For fucking sure!
I get my car monday. And if not monday, then Tuesday.
It's a pretty little car. Blue with a little white line down the side. A real pretty blue, too. Cruise control, for my long ass drives to none of your fucking business....
All in all, we did good. Thanks, Josh Williams from Honda! Woo!
TOMORROW, TOMORROW!
On the road again...
I'm gonna tint my windows, throw a new sunroof on the bitch, and douse the shit in GRATEFUL FUCKING DEAD! Hells yeah! Because I love The Dead as much as the next person.
Hey, Colleen. You call me one day, leave a message, and I persistantly try and call you back. Why no call back, bitch? I love you, darlin!
I'm gonna go smoke a bowl now and then back to sleep.
Farewell... |
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[Feb. 14th, 2005|02:33 am] |
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| | stomach virus | ] |
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| | Smashing Pumpkins - Thirty-three | ] |
Speak to me in a language I can hear humour me before I have to go
Deep in thought I forgive everyone
As the cluttered streets greet me once again
I know I can’t be late, supper’s waiting on the table
Tomorrow’s just an excuse away
So I pull my collar up and face the cold, on my own
The earth laughs beneath my heavy feet
At the blasphemy in my old jangly walk
Steeple guide me to my heart and home
The sun is out and up and down again
I know I’ll make it, love can last forever
Graceful swans of never topple to the earth
And you can make it last, forever you
You can make it last, forever you
And for a moment I lose myself
Wrapped up in the pleasures of the world
I’ve journeyed here and there and back again
But in the same old haunts I still find my friends
Mysteries not ready to reveal
Sympathies I’m ready to return
I’ll make the effort, love can last forever
Graceful swans of never topple to the earth
Tomorrow’s just an excuse
And you can make it last, forever you
You can make it last, forever you |
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[Feb. 7th, 2005|01:31 am] |
[Name] Jessy.
[Nickname] Schroeder.
[Screen name] my favorite: go_ask_alice_6
[Birthday] october 23rd, 1985.
[Astrological sign?] scorpio.
[Chinese zodiac sign?] ox or something i dunno.
[Location] shithole, indiana.
[Sexual Preference] i dig guys only.
[Marital Status] happily single.
[Religion] well, lutheran i guess.
[Eye color] hazel, mainly...it changes a lot.
[Height] 5'9".
[Shoe size] whatever size my converse are.
[Parents still together?] nope.
[Siblings?] one brother.
[Nieces/Nephews?] not yet.
[Kids of your own?] naw, don't want any anytime soon...but i already have names picked out, isn't it ironic? (Elliot Embry _____) and (Gillian Belle _____)
[Grandkids?] tons.
[Pets?] 3 cats. and soon to be either 1 fish or 1 bird...we'll see.
[In school/graduated?] no school as of now.
[Rent, lease, or own your home?] nope, nope, and nope.
[Have any credit cards?] credit cards=bad.
[What do you drive?] soon to be a purple chevy cavalier coupe with rims, tinted windows, and a sunroof....http://images.autotrader.com/images/2005/1/18/176/806/1221500468.176806175.IM1.MAIN.565x421_A.562x421.jpg This is gonna be my baby!!
Favorites
[Color] pink, brown, and green.
[Number] 420
[Animal] fishies.
[Vehicle] MAZDA MX-8!!!! I want one!!!
[Flower] lillies are pretty.
[Scent] nag champa.
[Shape] um, circles are cool
[Drinks] Beer..Or Boones Farm.
[Pop] dr.pepper
[Book] courtney love's bio, or "fear itself" (haven't read much lately...)
[Band] um it's a list...to name a few: dispatch, pink floyd, bob dylan, the dead, elliot smith, the shins, incubus...yada yada.
[Song] Dispatch - 'Passerby'.
Do you...
[Color your hair?] use to.
[Twirl your hair?] maybe.
[Have tattoos?] a couple.
[Piercings?] tongue and earlobes.
[Have a boyfriend/girlfriend/both?] no.
[Cheat on tests/homework?] use to.
[Like roller coasters?] i've only been on one....and it was at Dollywood...haha yes, Dollywood...stfu!!!
[Wish you could live somewhere else?] CANADA, CANADA, CANADA!!!
[Want more piercings?] no.
[Like cleaning?] not really.
[Write in cursive or print?] both at the same time....
[Carry a donor card?] no.
[Swear a lot?] No Fucking way! Are you shitting me!?
[Own a web cam?] yeah, but rarely use it.
[Know how to drive?] yes, very well.
[Diet?] i should.
[Own a cell phone?] nope.
[Ever get off the damn computer?] yeah, cuz my computer is gay.
[Hablar Espanol?] 2+3=Chair
Have you ever...
[Gotten a speeding ticket?] warnings only. 2 verbal, 1 written...fun stuff.
[DUI?] i DO NOT drink and drive...and will not!
[Been in a wreck?] yeah, but i wasn't driving..fuck you, joe!
[Been arrested?] damn near.
[Been in a fist fight?] no, i don't fight..but if i had to, i'd be just like my pop.
[Kicked someone in the nuts?] yeah, of course.
[Stolen anything?] yeah, use to be a klepto.
[Held a gun?] yeah.
[Drank?] uh..haha..my first drunken mess was when i was 12.
[Been so drunk you couldn't remember your name?] no, not my name...maybe just 'the night before.'
[Considered a life of crime?] once.
[Considered being a hooker?] once.
[Cheated on someone?] if a kiss is cheating then yeah.
[Been married?] no way.
[Cried over a girl?] um, not that i know of.
[Cried over a boy?] yes.
[Lied to someone?] too many times.
[Been in love?] only once. and whose to say i'm not over it?
[Fallen for your best friend?] yup.
[Made out with JUST a friend?] haha, yeah.
[Been rejected?] uh huh.
[Been in lust?] uh huh.
[Used someone?] unfortunately, i have.
[Been used?] more than one can imagine. Take notice that i don't have a car...so my friends list went down from 5 to 2.
[Been cheated on?] uh huh.
[Been kissed?] i'm still waiting for the best.
Now
[Current mood] tired.
[Current music] no music, watching BLOW.
[Current taste] strawberry cough drop.
[Current hair] on my head?
[Current annoyance] a sore throat.
[Current smell] strawberry cough drop.
[Current thing I ought to be doing] SMOKING MARIJUANA!!
[Current windows open] none.
[Current desktop picture] http://rds.yahoo.com/S=96062883/K=dispatch+band/v=2/SID=e/l=IVI/SIG=11toj8kg5/EXP=1107845880/*-http%3A//www2.bc.edu/~weissbae/dispatch.jpg
[Current book] i'm currently not reading anything.
[Current cds in stereo] dispatch.
[Current crush] a couple...
[Current favorite celeb] brittany murphy and jake gylenhaal.
[Current hate] having a new bowl, but no pot.
[Current job] being alone at my house without shit to do.
[Last book you read] courtney love bio.
[Last movie you saw] theatre: in good company // at home and new: The motherfuckin' GRUDGE!! hell yeah, that movie rocks!
[Last thing you had to drink] water.
[Last thing you ate] a piece of cake...luke's going away to the army cake.
[Last person you talked to on the phone] brandi
Do you
[Do drugs?] nope, i just smoke the herbage.
[Have a dream that keeps coming back?] sometimes.
[Play an instrument?] not really.
[Believe there is life on other planets?] i don't know, possibly.
[Remember your first love?] still remembering.
[Still love/lust him/her?] uh huh.
[Read the newspaper?] occasionally.
[Have any gay or lesbian friends?] lots of gay friends, few lesbian friends.
[Believe in miracles?] sort of.
[Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?] if you believe you can, then you will.
[Consider yourself tolerant of others?] no, but i try to be.
[Consider love a mistake?] it should be, considering.
[Have a favorite candy?] reeses or suckers of any kind.
[Believe in astrology?] sometimes.
[Believe in magic?] i believe in specific magic, not the kind that involves frogs and hexes....
[Believe in God?] in my own little way, yes.
[Do well in school?] if i hadn't dropped out for social reasons, yes.
[Go to or plan to go to college] plan on it.
[Wear hats?] not really.
[Hate yourself?] unfortunately, a lot.
[Have an obsession?] yeah....CUSHIE!!! have to constantly smoosh it!
[Have a secret crush?] yeah.
[Collect anything?] lighters and alcohol bottles.
[Have a best friend?] i don't know.
[Close friends?] a couple.
[Like your handwriting?] sometimes.
[Care about looks?] sometimes.
Love life
[First crush] cam cottom or kyle vanoni(spelling?) (ccs-community christian school).
[First kiss] ugh, bill pitman.
[Single or attached?] single.
[Do you believe in love at first sight?] i dunno.
[Do you believe in "the one?"] i keep it in mind.
just got caught up on the net....FUCK. |
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[Jan. 28th, 2005|12:08 am] |
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| | singing bif naked to myself | ] |
I died eating french fries in the restaurant on the corner where you broke my heart. |
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[Jan. 10th, 2005|10:40 pm] |
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[Jan. 10th, 2005|10:05 am] |
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| | i got a cold..:( | ] |
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| | Frou Frou - Let Go | ] |
Here's the story. Someone threw a rock through the window of a car that doesn't even run. Isn't that funny. Marky, Gwen, and I all had a laugh last night about that. Rather hilarious. My mom flipped out though....Called the 5-0s and everything. But that's my mom for ya.
Anyway. I went to the show at the bar last night. Marky picked me up. Gwen was outside waiting in the car. I kinda missed the girl. When we got to the bar, we pretty much hung out till it started. The show was pretty cool, other than the fact that we stopped it in the middle because some girl's purse got stolen. Who steals a purse, honestly?
After the show, Marky, Gwen, Bubba and I went to bubba's so that the queens could deface. Gwen and I counted all of Marky's tips. $63......all I can say is that I want to be a drag queen damn it! Anywho. We went to Denny's, ate, played with our food, laughed. I fucking love that crowd. Then I ended up leaving with Demarcus or however you spell it. (Mark Blade) Yeah, he confesses that he really really likes marky. Aww..
Anywho, that was my night. Pretty decent if you ask me. I really want to get lit, though. I really really do. I wish my car, with no driver's side window, would work. HAHAH. All I know is that, whoever did it, is a moron. And Kudos to you, smarty pants!!
Gotta love the hate in this world. I guess people seem to think they'll go far. |
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[Jan. 9th, 2005|01:50 am] |
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| | crappy | ] |
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| | A Perfect Circle - Judith | ] |
[ Ich werde mit den Schmerz vergiftet. ]
Poisoned with pain, I am. Fuck being a female. Fuck having ovaries. Fuck whoever decided to burden females with this role. FUCK!
Anywho. This is my life. Guess I should probably not complain about it. It could be worse. I am slowly starting to empathize more for people that have it worse than I do. Cramps fucking suck dick right now. I think something isn't right. Oh well.
I hung out with Danielle for the first time in forever today. It was cool. Other than the fact that the other Danielle and Jessie just didn't seem like they wanted me there. I don't know. Maybe I'm crazy.
Later on, Danielle dropped me off at Brandi's only to find that her and Bob were just drinking. I can't drink, so it was a bit boring. I had to watch the end of The Mask of Zorro, which is fucking gay, cuz I don't like Antonio Banderas or whatever. Then Brandi ran me home cuz I was FREEZING, and for shoes, I only had on some converse. Fuck walking home in just some converse considering the holes in the side, and the thin fabric. And once my feet get cold, they HURT like fucking hell, so she was nice and brought me home a measly two blocks...heh...how funny is that? That's love.
And there's that... |
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| new journal.... |
[Jan. 8th, 2005|09:27 am] |
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| | bored | ] |
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| | A Perfect Circle - Orestes | ] |
Yeah, so i changed my mind about making a new journal. too much hassle for not even having the internet (technically). I also would like to say, WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!
Yeah...
Later prostitutes! (yeah don't lie, you know you sell yourself on the corner...i saw you!) |
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[Jan. 6th, 2005|09:12 am] |
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| | detached | ] |
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| | Deftones - Anniversary of an Uninteresting Event | ] |
I'm starting a new journal. If you want to be added let me know. If you hate me, awesome... Colleen, I <3 you, buddy. You know you want to add me don't ya?! haha...
But yeah, too many hate me right now because of my stupidity, and most of them have this journal name. I really don't want to be in the midst of hatred...It sucks. So, i'm gonna make a new one, and if you still love me enough to read my sheeit, then I'll add ya.
But to Kelly:
I'm really sorry. And you know that.
And there's that...(zach braff) ~I love you, Zach!~ |
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[Jan. 5th, 2005|11:13 am] |
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| | garden state soundtrack | ] |
0) Single or Taken: single
1) Your Full Name: jessica marie schroeder
2) Sex: female
3) Birthday: october 23, 1985
4) Sign: scorpio
5) Siblings: 1 brother
6) Hair color: naturally brown, as of now, black, blonde, pinkish, dark brown, etc.
8) eye color: they change...
9) Shoe size: 11, except my converse, they're 12 in men, cuz the looser fitting, the better
*-;-* R e l a t i o n s h i p s*-;-*
2) Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend: nope.
3) Did you send this to your crush? i'm not sending it at all.
4) Did your crush send this to u? nope, stole it from colleen.
5) Where do u go 4 advice? my friends and my cousin, faith.
6) Are you in love? don't believe in it, anymore. it's gay.
*-;-*F a s h i o n S t u f f*-;-*
1)Where is your favorite place to shop? headstones and cool image.
2) Any tattoos or piercing-and what/where: 2 tats//stars on forearm, stupid dolphin on my back. 3 piercings//1 in each earlobe, tongue
*-;-* T h e E x t r a S t u f f *-;-*
1) Do you do drugs: yup.
2) What are you most scared of? dying young, even though, for me, it's inevitable.
3) What car do you wish to have? the kind that works. (a newer honda would do)
4) Where do you want to get married? i don't want to get married.
5) How many messenger buddies are online? 4, and 2 are "away".
6)If you could change anything about yourself what would it be? I'd not be as fat, damn it!
*~! F a V o r I t E !~*
1) Boys Name: elliot or brody
2) Girls name: gretchen or lorelei
3) Subjects in school: art and english
4) Animals: the kind that doesn't bother you...maybe a snake..snakes are cool
*-;-* H a v e Y o u E v e r *-;-*
1) Given anyone a bath? my baby cousin stephen.
3) Bungee jumped: uh uh.
4) Broken the law: everyday, i think.
5) Made yourself throw-up: absolutely not...
6) Gone skinny-dipping?: a few times.
8) Made yourself cry to get out out trouble? probably.
1 s t T h i n g T h a t C o m e s To M i n d *-;-*
1) Red: my blanket
2) Cow: moo
3) Socks: feet
4) Greenland: nothing comes to mind...hah
*-;-*Final Questions *-;-*
1) Do you like filling these out? sometimes.
2) How many people are you sending this to?: no one.
3)Who will send it back? i'm sure some of the people reading this will fill it out, but i'm not sure which ones.
4)Last film you saw at the cinema? meet the fockers...it was fucking hilarious.
5) What did you have for breakfast this morning? i haven't eaten yet today |
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