[ slide your foot off the gas ::

Tue, 19 Jan 2010 18:53:20 GMT

"You know me, oh you think you do you just don't seem to see
I've been waiting all this time to be, something I can't define
So let's cause a scene, clap our hands and stomp our feet or something,
yeah something I've just got to get myself over me"

"I'm in my bedroom, i found me a corner
Where friends won't debate my health
like, 'how can he save some summer night,
when he can't save himself?'

Cut to December
How can a scalpel tear into skin
revealing walks in the park
Lord, how can a heart
come from two separate organs
and you're gonna make this simple
Do you want to make me sweeter?
I know, I know, I know, I know
I'll let you down
I'll let you down

You've got to pick me up
C'mon and pick me up
when I'm falling down
You've got to pick me up..."

Sun, 03 Jan 2010 22:41:12 GMT

"Cause you've got a ring-less finger and I could go buy a ring right now
Well, actually I don't have money but that's ok
Cause I can figure it out"

Fuck you, rocket summer. Fuck you

Sat, 19 Dec 2009 19:04:49 GMT

"The winter's coming to bury you in snow."

without geometry, life would be pointless

Thu, 17 Dec 2009 18:52:14 GMT

"Can you hear me?
Are you listening?
This is the sound of my heart breaking.
And I hope it's entertaining,
Cause for me it’s a bitch.
Was it worth it?"

if i dated someone named Becca, i'd sing this to her:
"B is for believing you'd always be here for me.
E is for everything, even when we see it though.
C, c is for seeing through you, you are a fake, which brings me to
A because, because, you always run away."

haha. i <3 Nate Ruess hardxcore!

ok break from geometry is over.

in with the outtro and out with the old...

Wed, 16 Dec 2009 03:21:41 GMT

my song is finished and recorded! i named it "Ambitious Thoughts" partly because in my head the song needs to be better and partly because The Format was stuck in my head.
i didn't do my paper for Lit. i honestly don't care.
wish my luck on my other finals...

Tue, 08 Dec 2009 17:48:40 GMT

"My life is just like religion; making it up as i go..."

"Bandage up your wrists and baby come back to me..."

Sat, 05 Dec 2009 14:13:34 GMT

I was doing ok with winter and christmas. I was feeling happy. Trying to get into the spirit but 6 hours of straight christmas music really makes a person lonely and depressed

please don't make me cry

Mon, 16 Nov 2009 15:50:26 GMT

another bad day. i dont think i'll be able to leave the house. it sucks because i have classes today, but im literally on the verge of tears. all day ive had a knot in my throat. with my luck rob will play a minor scale and ill break down. (minors sad and major is happy. or at least thats how i tell the difference.) i do think the st. john's wort is working, but i still have my mean reds. only now i feel like they hit harder. i had a rough night. i kept thinking about that damn picture. i cant erase it from my memory. my san kelpa is supposed my help me be ok with this. i keep having dreams where life works out for me and jealous sisters love me. then i wake up and see its someone else whose life is working out and the jealous sisters love them. its supposed to be me. what does this person have that i don't? location location location. and "friends" to name-drop.
supposed to leave for class in 15 minutes. i may not make it home. suddenly, i'm lost on my street, on my block. oh why?

hey hey you,
i'm surrounded by pale people.
hey hey you,
think i'm fading too

Sun, 15 Nov 2009 20:02:31 GMT

to those this does concern,
you may have won the battle, but i own the war. in the end i'll be the one standing in glory.

everything's imaginary, especially what you love

Sat, 14 Nov 2009 19:04:43 GMT

i have to stop letting this stuff get to me. i was okay, until now. three to five years isn't too bad, right? i got through four years already.

did you know that on march 20/21 the sun and moon, sometimes, can be found in the sky at the same time. in 2013 it will be on march 20. there will be a full moon on march 27. on march 31, the Mayans, predicted the sun to hide for 60 hours. then we'll enter the fifth sun.

Fri, 13 Nov 2009 18:58:50 GMT

this smurf doesnt do it for me anymore. im going mad. i just want that feeling again.
i had a dream this morning that dumb was walking around my house. he thought since he still had a key he could just help himself. i wmas so pissed. oooddd

Fri, 06 Nov 2009 16:37:48 GMT

i cant even tell you how many songs and playlists i had on my ipod. now its all gone. just pulled my ipod into itunes and poof! gone. goddammit charlie! im so pissed. fuck you apple. fuck you itunes. fuck you The Man

Mon, 26 Oct 2009 19:05:03 GMT

i've dissected 'new perspective' from different perspectives so many times that my head is spilling.

Fri, 23 Oct 2009 17:20:55 GMT

if i had a magical ring that turned me invisible, i would do unjust acts. now, not having said ring, i'd say i was on the side of justice. however, if i did have the ring i would do what i wanted. seriously, who wouldnt? so i guess i agree with Glaucon. that was easy. now to explain myself in 500 words.
the entire time i was reading this i kept thinking about Heroes. no matter what side they're on everyone has used their abilities for something evil, something they couldn't do before the abilities manifested. i think that's what Syler's been trying to tell everyone. take Parkman for instance, he thinks by reading the bad people's mind or putting thoughts into their minds, he is in some way doing a just act. he's helping the good guys to defeat the bad guys. however, he was never welcomed therefore, he took what wasnt his to benefit himself. which is an unjust act. so justice is not good, it just a lesser of two evils. two wrongs do not make a right.

whoa. either i completely understand this passage, or i just got really off topic. oh well. im done school work for now

[Edit: i wonder if i can use Heroes as an explain in my paper?]

Mon, 19 Oct 2009 14:28:40 GMT

i had a dream last night that tina had new friends. well actually all your old friends who are coming back, i.e. nick and anna, took over and you didnt have time for me. you started lying to me and saying you were one place when you were obviously at a bar or something. then i heard kym and i asked if you were with her. you flat out lied and said no, but im smarter than the average bear.

dont lie to me. ill kill you. and only a true best friend will stab you in the front. best friend means i pull the trigger.

hah xx

Thu, 15 Oct 2009 20:27:13 GMT

i got an 83 on my last paper. not as good as my first paper, but whatever. it passed! dreading that paper about Plato's Republic.

ugh midterms already. sucks balls. i've been hiding in my bedroom all week with my nose in my textbooks. its bogus.

off to math for yet another exam. not fun. i hate stupid greatest common multiples and least common multiples and prime stupids.

Tue, 13 Oct 2009 16:39:14 GMT

"go ahead and hate your neighbor
go ahead and cheat a friend
do it in the name of heaven
justify it in the end
There won't be any trumpets blowing
come the judgment day"

take that micheal dickhead!

Tue, 13 Oct 2009 16:18:51 GMT

"Oh it gets so lonely
When youre walking
And the streets are full of strangers
my heart cried out for you, california
Oh california Im coming home
Oh make me feel good rockn roll band
Im your biggest fan
California, Im coming home"

Mon, 12 Oct 2009 15:00:22 GMT

i want to do an experiment. i want to sit a protester in an interrogation room and ask questions. such as, when do you realize you were attracted to the opposite sex? then behind the two way mirror the protester will watch while i ask a glb person when they realized they were attracted to the same sex. hypothesis: both will say around the same young age. hoping to prove to protesters it is not a choice. bitches!

Mon, 12 Oct 2009 14:02:32 GMT

i say we get a bunch of gays together and protest church. who's with me?

Sat, 10 Oct 2009 23:09:36 GMT

i should be writing a paper. i am not. tina wrote a paragraph. good enough. its been difficult to concentrate lately. i should at least do my music homework if im not going to work on my paper. hell i have until 11am monday to finish it.
wow type b. guess im more student two than student one, huh...

Tue, 06 Oct 2009 14:17:29 GMT

You're just a boy behind the voice
I'm just a girl behind the glass

Mon, 05 Oct 2009 18:50:30 GMT

sitting at the End of the World
watching the planes take flight
oh, what a glorious sight.

this shit is bananas

Sun, 04 Oct 2009 17:20:22 GMT

come one tmobile! you said web browsing would be up and working about by saturday evening. its now sunday afternoon. what time zone are they using?

"Hey Ted! dont forget to wind your watch!"
"thanks Ted!"

[Edit: Holy shit! i just retrieved Google on my phone! took ten minutes to load, but beggars cant be choosers.

Wed, 30 Sep 2009 19:50:37 GMT

i've listened to this song a thousand times, but this time i lost it...

Slow down,
we've got time left to be lazy
All the kids have bloomed from babies into flowers in our eyes.
We've got 50 good years left to spend out in the garden
I don't care to beg your pardon,
We should live until we die.

We were barely 18 when we'd crossed collective hearts.
It was cold, but it got warm when you'd barely crossed my eye.
and then you turned, put out your hand,
and you asked me to dance.
I knew nothing of romance, but it was love at second sight.

I swear when I grow up, I won't just buy you a rose.
I will buy the flower shop, and you will never be lonely.
Even if the sun stops waking up over the fields
I will not leave, I will not leave 'till it's our time.
So just take my hand, you know that I will never leave your side.

It was the winter of '86, and all the fields had frozen over.
So we moved to Arizona to save our only son
and now he's turning to a man, although he thinks just like his mother,
he believes we're all just lovers he sees hope in everyone.

And even though she moved away,
we always get calls from our daughter.
She has eyes just like her father's
they are blue when skies are grey
And just like him, she never stops,
Never takes the day for granted,
works for everything that's handed to her,
Never once complains.

You think that I nearly lost you
When the doctors tried to take you away.
But like the night you took my hand beside the fire
30 years ago to this day
You swore you'd be here 'til we decide that it's our time
Well it's not time, you've never quit in all your life.
So just take my hand, you know that I'll never leave your side.
You're the love of my life, you know that I'll never leave your side.

You come home from work and you kiss me on the eye
You curse the dogs and say that I should never feed them what is ours
So we move out to the garden
look at everything we've grown
and the kids are coming home
I'll set the table
You can make the fire.