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Saturday, June 14th, 2003
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10:40 pm
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2:25 pm
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I dunno, I just went with a random one since they're ALL my SNs.. ;x_X
Kokiri Cubed:
OMG LEIK U LIEK PKMN AN-- Erm. You like video games
and are perpetually happy. And SO CUTE. YES YOU
AAARRREEE.
Which of Sam's 22 Screenames are you?
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| Friday, June 13th, 2003
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1:36 pm
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It's time to remove myself from the bonds that forever tie, to break free and just be again. I'm ready to remold myself, melt down to the molten flesh and lock myself in cast iron until I am someone else. "Glow, burn! Cool down, and sing! Born again, born in an instant, to repeat again." Of course, wanting to change has never helped. I will forever go back to being the same. But if that's how it must be, then so be it. I don't want to need you, or you, or you, or you, or anyone else. I can exist on my own, I have before, and I've been happy. I just. Can't. Care. Anymore.
Let's go on living our lives heroically, with style. Just a long, long time. And even if the two of us should be separated, let go of me, take my revolution.
In the sunlit garden, hand in hand, we drew close, and soothed each other with the words: "Neither of us will ever fall in love again."
Our unity was so strong, it changed its form, and now our lifestyle is so robust... everyday, every time.
I'll take a bit of my loneliness, and cram it inside the smile I have in this picture of us cheek-to-cheek. Revolution!
As of tomorrow, I'll be such a heroic, stylish woman, everybody will turn and look back at me. But even if the two of us should be separated, our hearts will always be together.
They say "Money can't buy love." I know that, but can love buy me money? They said so on TV.
Apathy, indifference...It's so endless. That they think all young people are that way makes me feel so bad! But how could we help ourselves? I feel so bad.
But you know, I believe we care about our friends more than anything, and surely more than grown-ups do. Revolution!
Though I dream, cry, and get hurt, and reality approaches now, frantically, I can't lose my place in life and my self-worth just to protect myself.
I'll go my way. No turning back. Before the time comes for each of us to choose a different path I'll release the so precious, oh so precious memories.
Take my revolution. Let's go on with our lives. Reality approaches now, frantically. What I want is to find my place in life and my self-worth, taking who I've been up until today..
..and heroically stripping her down until she's bare, like the roses whirling in freedom. But even if the two of us should be separated, I will change the world.
current mood: Heroic >3
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1:30 pm
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I realize that, for now, I am meant to be alone. And I really don't care anymore.
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| Thursday, June 12th, 2003
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11:41 am
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| Wednesday, June 11th, 2003
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11:25 pm - Could I be more lonely?
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bloodletting boi (11:05:00 PM): But whatever. I'm getting really big "I HATE YOU" vibes from -everyone- tonight, so..
Silversayings (11:06:13 PM): I don't hate you ... Come on. I haven't barely even talked to you in a week, and I wasn't avoiding you, I've just been busy... And half-dead in Wisconsin... If I hated you I wouldn't to go get chai.
Silversayings (11:06:23 PM): *have
bloodletting boi (11:06:28 PM): Well, now Matt dislikes me too. Cheery night, ain't it?
bloodletting boi (11:06:48 PM): Goodbye happiness, hello loneliness, I think I'm gonna cr~y..
Silversayings (11:08:50 PM): His loss for now... But either way... Compromise... Don't let friends go that easily... Matt isn't the kind of a person to hold a grudge. Just let things breathe a bit.
bloodletting boi (11:09:21 PM): I DON'T care. You know what? I don't care! People are born alone and will DIE alone, I don't need him, or Peter, or Burr.
bloodletting boi (11:09:38 PM): I mean, Burr BLOCKED me. And I didn't even do anything at all! AT. ALL!
bloodletting boi (11:09:50 PM): And even MATT is saying cutting things, and it's not his NATURE to be mean!
Silversayings (11:11:21 PM): Its probably Peter's fault... I'll talk to the both of them. Peter's still my friend, but I'm not going to let his being an ass towards you, disillusion two people about one of their friends, namely you.
bloodletting boi (11:14:02 PM): I hate them all.
bloodletting boi (11:14:10 PM): The only people I have now is you and Brandon.
bloodletting boi (11:14:18 PM): Is it just me or does the number keep getting smaller?
Silversayings (11:17:21 PM): If you ask me, we're the cream of the crop anyway :P... Better quality than quantity... But if you want numbers, you just have to meet more people... Push to get your license and start hanging out in cafe's in Bloomington... Hell, strike up conversations with people in Border's next time we're there.
bloodletting boi (11:17:38 PM): I don't want numbers.
bloodletting boi (11:17:44 PM): I just don't give a shit anymore, Tony.
bloodletting boi (11:17:54 PM): I'm so fucking sick of people just up and abandoning me
bloodletting boi (11:17:59 PM): And it certinaly much be my fault
bloodletting boi (11:18:02 PM): so what the hell did i do
bloodletting boi (11:18:06 PM): what is so WRONG WITH ME
Silversayings (11:20:16 PM): Nothing is wrong with you... Its the rest of the world that's messed up.
bloodletting boi (11:20:40 PM): bs..
Silversayings (11:23:25 PM): Everything is a matter of perspective... Nothing is wrong with you... If you want to know why friends seem to get upset and just leave... It's because your unpredictable. Sometimes you're the jolliest elf in the world, and sometimes you're the darkest vampire... Humans are creatures of status quo, most of them don't like change... The only thing that's predictable about you is your temper. If you think someone's screwed you over, they'll get a piece of your mind and you'll try your damnedest to make them choke on it.
So far am I from caring, he says, or do I care too much?
For the more I give, the more there must be given.
Could I be more lonely? Could I be more lonely?
Could I be more lonely? I don't know if I could.
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| Tuesday, June 10th, 2003
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1:57 pm
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1:41 pm
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[aure]: Oh god. A terrible line from the 1980's Zelda cartoon just came into my head. ;X_X
[aure]: "Are you gonna talk, or smooch?"
[ely]:
Legolas, Aure: Smooch.
Link, Zelda: Smooch.
.. I think we have a consensus.
[aure]: [XDD]
[ely]:
Lily, Vaughn: Chop your head of. Then smooch. While chopping eachother's heads off. Mm. Blood.
[aure]: LMFAO! XDDDD!!!
current mood:  giggly
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11:32 am
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Well, I have news for you all: I didn't crash AT ALL yesterday! I'm proud of myself, in a strange sense of the word.
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| Monday, June 9th, 2003
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6:17 pm
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5:51 pm - Horray for Harry Potter geekiness, bring on Book Five.
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FAVOURITES:
Characters: Draco, Snape, Lucius, Narcrissa, Gabrielle
Book: Goblet of Fire
Movie: Chamber of Secrets
Director: Chris Columbus.. the other one hasn't shown us what he can do yet.
Chapter: "The Dark Mark", book four.
Quote: "Too late now Potter! They'll be the first to go, now the Dark Lord's back! Mudbloods and Muggle-lovers first! Well - second - Diggory was the first." - Draco, pg 729, Goblet of Fire
Food: Every-Flavour Beans
Quidditch player/team: Slytherin
Religious ideal: Pardon?
Zonko's product: I can't remember them all.
Fred/George product: Ton-Tongue Toffees
Quidditch product: Broom Servicing Kit, 'cause it sounds dirty
Magical book: The Monster Book of Monsters
Street name: Magnolia Cresent
Merchandise: Robes
I Am Most Like: Draco
But I Wish I Was More Like: ... Draco
Because: I'd like to be sexy.
I Hate: Harry
Because: He's the good guy
I QUITE LIKE
This chapter: The Death Eaters, book four
This situation: Draco trash-talking H/R/H
This object: Wand
This plotline: Goblet of Fire
I wish I was a witch or wizard because... well duh (do not answer this. PLEASE).
My Favourite error in the books is this: The only one I can think of is where it says Professor Snap, so.. that one.
But I wish this hadn't been an error: Mrr?
RANDOM
Invisibility or flight? Flight
Slash or femslash (heh)? Slash
Sirius or Remus? If I HAVE to chose.. Sirius
Harry or Draco? Draco!
Hermione or Ginny? Hermione
Parvati or Padma? Parvati
Ron or a flobberworm? Flobberworm
Pansy or a banshee? Pansy
Hagrid or Fang? Hagrid
Dumbledore or Voldemort? Voldemort!
Potions or Herbology? Potions
Flying or DADA? Flying
Quidditch or sitting in the library alone, all alone? Library
Crucio or Imperio? Crucio
Green contacts or airbrushing? Contacts
Fleur or Cho? Fleur
Ced or Frank 'Grimey' Grimes (that is, Bryce)? Who?
Wormtail or Crucio? Crucio
Hedwig or Pig? Pig
Unlimited magical powers or Harry's Gringotts account? Unlimited powers
current mood:  worried
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9:20 am
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[ely]: All set. How're you doing?
[aure]: I'm feeling.. o.o oddly awake. Four hours of sleep, YES
[ely]: *smiles* Interesting.
[aure]: And I'm cold! .:runs in circles, dances a hearty jig, dies:.
[ely]: You're going to crash. *laughs*
[ely]: You're so very going to crash. *highly amused* But that's alright.
[aure]: Oh, I know I am ^_^
[aure]: I even said so myself ^_^
[ely]: Oh?
[aure]: And I have -work- today too
[aure]: Yeah, in LJ
[aure]: like two seconds ago
[ely]: Ah. You're going to crash at work. XD
[aure]: XD I wouldn't be surprised.
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9:14 am
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Here I am running on four hours of sleep and a cup of hot chocolate with a splash of coffee (ick). Whee. XD
I got up at 7:20, very much awake for some reason, so I got up and got a drink and took a bath and did yoga and ate breakfast and here I am. Took me long enough.
I am so going to crash today. Ah well.
current mood:  awake
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2:32 am
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For you:
I don't need promises or such things,
because of the precious strength that you've given me.
It's all been so that we can shine,
I just know it!
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2:22 am - No! It can't be true!
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[aure, 2:15 AM]: Don't you just love Wil? .:still has to leave to get tea:.
[gwen, 2:16 AM]: Yes, but he had to get married, so he's one of those Galadriel figures unless you're his sister: taken and unattainable.
... Did you know this means no more William? EVER? NO MORE WILLIAM, NO MORE WIL, NO MORE OCEAN-BORNE ELF EVER AGAIN?
I AM SO SAD NOW! I WANT WIL BACK! WIIIIL!!! COME BACK WIL!!! THEY MISS YOOOOOU!!! Especially Aure. I think she's going to die.
MY LIVE JOURNAL IS NOW DEDICATED TO WIL.
current mood:  sad
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1:28 am
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Everyone go take my quiz!! Yayayayayayayayay. ^_^_^_^_^ I MADE THIS. :D
Eowyn of Rohan:
Good choice! Eowyn is the girl for you - you like
the ones that can think for themselves. And
admit it - girls with swords just rock.
Which LOTR girl would be your girlfriend?
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12:39 am
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| Sunday, June 8th, 2003
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11:54 pm
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XDDD There were three jovial Welshmen. I wonder what made them so jovial.
The sad thing is, that boy looks like Michaelmas. XDDD
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3:21 am
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I'M HEARING THIS CREEPY MUSIC OUT IN THE WOODS. I think I'm losing brain cells. The music is very scary. I am seriously freaked out right now. O.O
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3:14 am
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"This woman has no idea that her son is the antichrist."
J:tHM goodness.
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