Sarah

gosh.

Sun, 06 May 2007 21:27:55 GMT

reading my old entries..

I WAS SUCH A WHORE :|

hahaha.

you'll be happy to hear i'm much better now, random strangers on my f-list :]

this is for conor

Sun, 22 Apr 2007 21:23:17 GMT

A NIGHT OUT MARCH 2006

A NIGHT OUT APRIL 2007

LOOK AT ME, I'M NO LONGER A MESS!

WOOOOOOOOOOOOO

i miss this

Thu, 20 Jul 2006 14:31:37 GMT

Drunken sleepovers

Malaga: Easter 04

School

Going out and getting completely blocked: St Patrick's Day 06

Daily trips to the shopping centre

YEAH SHUT UP SARAH

Garrr :[

Mon, 17 Jul 2006 20:28:34 GMT

LIFE IS GOOD BECAUSE:

I have all my limbs, can see [sort of], hear, etc etc
I have some really lovely friends
I spoke to Conor on the phone for the first time in ageeees today
I'm going to Gordon's in 7 weeks
I get paid soon-ish
I'm seeing my friends tomorrow
My hair is being my friend at the moment
I don't have work all week, except 3 hours on Thursday
I'm listening to Peaches
I have a baby sister/brother on the way
I'm going to Ireland for a week in 3 1/2 weeks - will be there for Conor's 18th

LIFE IS BAD BECAUSE:

It's too hot
I still haven't made up with my best friend - I'm beginning to wonder if this is it
I'm actually beginning to miss Bebo
I lost my favourite green purse last week - with my ATM card and £20
My mum still doesn't know my stepmum's pregnant
And she stole the book I was reading
I miss Stephanie, as well as other people
My dad doesn't want me getting a car and he'll probably get his way
I have to leave Waitrose next month
My GHDs are still broken
I have to make a whole new set of friends at Gordon's - and they're going to be POSH

I'm sorry

Mon, 29 May 2006 23:08:29 GMT

I should reaaaaaaaaaally update this thing more often. I'll try!

Not now though haha, too tireeeeeeeeeddddd!!!

Tomorrow maybe :]

Fri, 21 Apr 2006 21:32:03 GMT

Because I love this song right now ....

The Dresden Dolls - Me and the Minibar.mp3

Bring two prix fixe dinners up
I'll unwrap the plastic cups
It's just us my love
It's just us my love

I will make the room up nice
Put your insides all on ice
It was real true love
It was real true love

Close all the windows
Put signs on the handles
And strip down to my dun-dun-duns
You have gone so far
You have gone so far

And tonight
Its just me and the minibar

Candles from the walmart that
Every city's got to have
That I bought last night
That I bought last night

I was so excited to
Do such normal things with you
When you left last night
With your toothbrush dry

No such details will spoil my plan
That is the kind of girl I am
HA HA HA

Can you hear room 318?
Man they're really happening
They're a wild bunch
They're a wild bunch
But if they just knew
What my night was coming to
God would they vomit and run
You have gone so far
You have gone too far
So tonight
It's just me and the minibar
Nobody else
And I sing at the top of my lungs
Happy birthday us
Happy birthday us...

lalalaal

Thu, 20 Apr 2006 18:40:27 GMT

Post your top fifteen bands/artists, the first song you heard of theirs, the song that made you fall in love, and your current favorite.

1. The Strokes
First Song Heard: Last Nite
Song That Made Me Fall In Love: 12:51
Current Favourite: Heart In A Cage

2. Dresden Dolls
First Song Heard: Coin Operated Boy
Song That Made Me Fall In Love: Girl Anachronism
Current Favourite: Mrs. O/Sex Changes

3. The Libertines
First Song Heard: Don't Look Back Into The Sun
Song That Made Me Fall In Love: Up The Bracket
Current FAvourite: Time For Heroes

4. Jack Off Jill
First Song Heard: Strawberry Gashes
Song That Made Me Fall In Love: Love Song (The Cure)
Current FAvourite: Vivica

5. Girls Aloud
First Song Heard: Sound Of The Underground
Song That Made Me Fall In Love: Life Got Cold
Current Favourite: Models

6. Nine Black AlpsNot Everyone
First Song Heard: Not Everyone
Song That Made Me Fall In Love:
Current Favourite: Cosmopolitan

7. Fall Out Boy
First Song Heard: Dead On Arrival
Song That Made Me Fall In Love: Love Will Tear Us Apart [Joy Divison]
Current Favourite: I Slept With Someone In Fall Out Boy And All I Got Was This Stupid Song

8. Panic!At The Disco
First Song Heard: I Write Sins Not Tragedies
Song That Made Me Fall In Love: I Write Sins Not Tragedies
Current Favourite: The Only Difference Between Martyrdom and Suicide is Press Coverage

9. Hole
First Song Heard: Celebrity Skin
Song That Made Me Fall In Love: Celebrity Skin
Current Favourite: Be A Man

10. We Are Scientists
First Song Heard: The Great Escape
Song That Made Me Fall In Love: Nobody Move, Nobody Get Hurt
Current Favourite: Nobody Move, Nobody Get Hurt

11. Brand New
First Song Heard: Sic Transit Gloria ... Glory Fades
Song That Made Me Fall In Love: Guernica
Current Favourite: The No Seatbelt Song

12. The Smiths
First Song Heard: How Soon Is Now?
Song That Made Me Fall In Love: How Soon Is Now?
Current Favourite: Please Please Let Me Get What I Want

13. AFI
First Song Heard: Girls Not Grey
Song That Made Me Fall In Love: Days Of The Phoenix
Current Favourite: Miss Murder

14. Garbage
First Song Heard: Stupid Girl
Song That Made Me Fall In Love: When I Grow Up
Current Favourite: Silence Is Golden/Bleed Like Me

15. Death Cab For Cutie
First Song Heard: Expo 86
Song That Made Me Fall In Love: The New Year
Current Favourite: Tiny Vessels

!BOREDOMOHMEGOOOOSH

Sat, 25 Mar 2006 18:11:32 GMT

iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii want it to be later already

and i want nadeine to change her mind about going coach tonight

because i loves her

also the taxi will be bare spensive yo

and i dunno if i should wear my black shorts which are so in right now blad orrrrr my goffick innit dress what is fit. either way i am going black NINJA STYLEE WOOP!

random crap

blah blah

entertain me plz?

Wed, 22 Mar 2006 16:23:16 GMT

Laaaalalalalabrapbrapboredom.

Life is so weird right now. I keep wanting to cry and I have no idea why. I'm not even PMSing. It's strange. I think there's just been too much stuff going on recently, with moving and leaving school and the Phil/Carl thing blah blah blah bollockszorzoz.

I dunno if I should talk to Phil or not. I feel like I should see how he is or something. I dunnooooo. Arghhhhh. Should I?

My party situation is pissing me off also. I can't be arsed with people and annoyingness. And also, there will be no orgies at this party! The person this is directed at knows what I'm talking about. I was randomly crying after that for some reason. Gargh. Need something to do with my life.

It's Carl's birthday today :) I didn't get him anything, haha. I rock innit.

Anyway, ooh, Deal Or No Deal is on!

Tue, 03 Jan 2006 22:00:00 GMT

Hello hello hello! Quickly yes hi, new series of Desperate Housewives starts in five minutes so yeah woo. I dunno how Irish TV does it but I like iiiit yeyesyes.

I'm all tired and sniffly, I went out five nights in a row for some strange reason cuz I'm a returd. I guess that would be the reason. Although I refrained from doing anything new years, even though Lisa AND Steph AND Una called me about 6820472 times each but NO! I WAS GOOD. BECAUSE I AM GOOD. HA.

I'vbe been working on my eng lit essay the last two days, meaning I HAVEN'T BOUGHT THE NEW STROKES ALBUM :( Well, I dolwnaded it ages ago anyway, but like it's still killing me! I want this essay to be GOOD though. It's about time I did some work for the Jolene. I'm sick of her shouting at me with those big scary eyes. And I'm going to stop spending all the time being distracted by the Russian, since I am officially.... nearly over him. Nearly. Yeah. That bitch.

Tomorrowwww I'm going to work more on essay and also Una is dyeing my hair red! woo! And I shall go buy the Strokes album, cuz I cannot take it anymore. lol.

Oh, and we've been talking about moving back to England. Agh. My life is so annoying.

lalalala ok 1 minute til desperate housewives! wooo!

Mon, 12 Dec 2005 19:18:57 GMT

Hello

Today was quite good, I was in late so I missed a couple of periods which is nic, got a goot 50 pages of Dracula read woo. Mr McGonnell flicked my hair which was a bit strange but I guess it's his way of saying hello I know you're depressed and that's okay! Maybe? lol. And I got 25 in my essay thing which was good cuz I beat Ciara and Conor therefore I was happyyyyy. Didn't bother asking anyone else, if I beat them it's amazing enough lol. Although I've got like 3 essays to do by Thursday but like whatever I'll try and do two maybe.

What else... me and Una were big spazfaces in BS which was nice although she wrote SARAH LOVES ALEX on my leg kinda obviously which was not great lol. And I kept saying dirty things without meaning to! Like there was this sign where you could buy magic dust stuff to make reindeer arrive where you put it and I was like "You could sue Santa if the reindeer don't come on your bed" or something?! What?! lol.

Hooohummm I was supposed to go see a counsellor today but mums car got a flat tyre and she couldn't get anyone to fix it lol so I didn't have to! woo!! I bet I'll end up going tomorrow though argh. But that will get me out of seeing Phil with Ciara tomorrow, Cathy wants us to! And I'm kinda not really of wanting to do it! Yep.

Blahblahblahblah

Sun, 04 Dec 2005 18:03:45 GMT

Okay, yeah, swear to god, my scanner keeps BITING ME. It's been doing it for ages but omg. IT REALLY IS!!! WHAT IS RWONG WITH IT?

Thu, 01 Dec 2005 17:48:37 GMT

Sarah is siiickkkkkk!! Actually Sarah is a lot better now. Sarah was sick. Sarah was off school all week. Sarah should stop talking in the third person.

Hohum. I'm just... typing... because I don't want to work. My hair is annoying me. I need a job. Life is suckish.

I'm going to the doctor tomorrow about my annoying not-happy-ness. It's getting too much, I need some pills or something. Dunno what to say though. "I'm a miserable bitch, give me prozac"? Nooooooo. Well. Maybe?

I'm going to stay in this weekend. I will. I want to go to the Coach, but I'll stay in. Yeah. I will. I will. I have willpower.

OMG BOREDOM.

Juicebox in 4 days. Oh and it's December, yay.

My life has been rated:

See what your rating is!
Created by bart666

YEAH I'M SO HARDCORE!

*coughcough* Word. Only one year more than I actually am aged haha but still. Shup.

Thu, 24 Nov 2005 20:23:43 GMT

I dropped ICT. Hahahaa. It was great!!! I have SO much free time now, it's amaaazing.

Harry got a car. Jealous!!! He's not even 17! I need a car. I have to.. go to school and work and stuff! I also might buy myself a new phone, theres this ADORABLE Siemens one which is all pink and cute and only £100 and has video and the screen turns into a mirror but I dunnoooo cuz mines quite good, although I cracked the screen a bit.

Starting work tomorrow, meep! Also me and Una get out of school most of the day for this quiz type thing against people from other schools woo. THERE'S A BUZZER ROUND YAY! Ooohoo the fun.
^{Instructions: Put your playlist on SHUFFLE.
For each song that comes up, choose your favourite lyrics & have people guess it.

1) States that keep us far apart/turn down the beating of my heart/Mark the places in my book/With photographs we never took
2) Sing like you think no one's listening/You would kill for this, just a little bit
3) This party is overrated/But there ain't shit else to do/She's a lovin' on the boy from the city/I'll be lovin' him under my shoe.
4) Cuz when I'm with you, it seems so easy
5) What a show with our hairdryers aimed heavenwards/And fifty foot extension cords/You really have a way with words
6) Ambition, tearing out the heart of you/Carving lines into you/Dripping down the sides of you
7) The things we did, the things you hide/And for the record, it's between you and I
8) You caught me in the middle dazed on the carpet
9) And overhead the skies are clear but it still seems to rain on you/And your only friends all have better things to do
10) When I am queen they all will see the patron saint of self-injury/the glitter sores will heal themselves I'll play the part of someone else - When I Am Queen: Jack off Jill - stickyhips___
11) Tilling my own grave to keep me level/Jam another dragon down the hole
12) Get off the bandwagon and put down the handbook - Fake Takes of San Francisco: Arctic Monkeys - stickyhips___
13) Why don't you show me the little bit of spine/You've been saving for his mattress/I only want sympathy in the form of you crawling into bed with me - Dance, Dance: Fall Out Boy - katezinha
14) You'll stop at nothing but the real thing and everything up to that's pretend.
15) Look through a faithless eye/Are you afraid to die? - Thoughts of a Dying Atheist: Muse - katezinha
16) You talk good, I'll eat glass/I heard you read my mind behind my back - TKO: Le Tigre - stickyhips___
17) The dust has only just began to form/Crop circles in the carpet - Hide and Seek: Imogen Heap - _bubblywrap
18) It's cold as a tomb, and it's dark in your room, when I sneak to your bed to pour salt in your wounds
19) I say the right things, but act the wrong way/I like it right here, but I cannot stay
20) I'm here for you to use, broken and bruised/Do you understand?}

Wed, 23 Nov 2005 21:21:30 GMT

Omg. Lol.

I just realised, I'm waaaaayyyyy more excited about Juicebox being released than I was about my 17th. Agh. Obsession? Yesh.

Mon, 21 Nov 2005 14:56:56 GMT

Help!

I'm thinking about dropping A level ICT. It's annoying me, the teachers are nasty bitches, some of the theory is hard, & the coursework sucks. It's just..blah. I got an A* at GCSE but I don't see myself getting any higher than a B maximum at A level.

If I drop it, I will get an extra 10 free periods a week, so I could concentrate better on my other 3 A levels.

I really want to go to Univertisty at KCL to study law, & they require me to have AAB at A level as well as an additional B at AS. Which means I need to do an extra AS level!!!

So I was thinking. If I stay on at school for two years, do my 3 A levels & concentrate fully on them, therefore probably getting higher grades. Then I could take a gap year, do two AS levels at college & work. After my gap year I would have 3 A levels AND 2 AS levels, as well as 'life experience' from working, which would give me a major advantage. No? Maybe I could end up with AAAab or something, rather than AABc if I stay on at school.

The only problem is that it means I have to wait a year to go to university. What if everyone goes to uni and I'm stuck on the A levels still? And what if I don't make any friendies? lol. Stupid, but still true.

So yes. WHAT DO YOU THINK I SHOULD DO? And also, how many people actually take a gap year? Is it worth it?

Argh.

Sat, 19 Nov 2005 11:25:12 GMT

I'm feeling much better today about situations etc. Woo.

Welll, yesterday I went to Lisburn shopping with Ciara, was good. I got these gorgeous silver sequin shoes thingys from Faith which I loooove!! Then we walke to the cinema (it was FREEZING and we kept getting lost, grrarg) and saw Harry Potter!!! Was greattttt, so sad when Cedric died!!! Me and Ciara were like so sad lol. In more ways than one haha. It did feel VERY rushed though, even though it was so long. And you never got to see Narcissa, Draco's mummy!! I love Narcissa!! Oh also Draco looked about 20, arrg. They're soooo replacing him next film. :( Barty Crouch Jnr was gorrrgeous! Like omg. Yeah.

Went to the Coach as well that nite with Lisa and Stephanie, was gooood! It's really pretty and big, soo much better than the Hirk, and it's the same price! Like what! Me and Steph were at some random house party afterwards which was good, although I had to drag myself out at half 4 cuz like I would have been dead in the morning! Steph stayed lol and she had work at 9 or something! Omg she must be completely dead.

I'm going to not say anything to Mark. It's not my place ... even if he does have a right to know. It will come out eventually. I hope. Argh. I'm just going to try and avoid them. And Unaaaa, I love her I do. I missed her so much, it's nice to be talking to her again.

Supposed to be going to another party tonight, but I have a lot of work os I dunno. Also I only got 4 hours sleep so I might have collapsed on the sofa by then or something!

Fri, 18 Nov 2005 11:16:44 GMT

Wellll. Yes.

Mark & Camila had another fight..and when Mark asked me, I couldn't lie to him. I told him about Camila cheating on him with Chris G at that party. It was baaaad. He was so upset. I had to do it though... I know Camila is (was) one of my best friends but I'm a lot closer to Mark still & I couldn't lie to his face anymore. Argh. So yeah, things went bad, but AMAZINGLY he took her back. Idiot.

But yeah, things were awkward with us, Camila was really not happy I told him, don't blame her. Even he was annoyed. I understood. It's okay. But then Lisa got left on her own at lunchtime. Sounds unimportant, yes, but apparently it's really awful. I was awaaaay with Ciara dancing around the politics room lol, but to be honest she's not my responsibility since I'm never sitting right with her at lunch, I'm with Ciara! Trisha, Lisa's BEST friend, went off with Chris L again somewhere as she always does, forgetting she already has a boyfriend. Camila went home or something. So yeah, she was completely alone.

So I went and said sorry to her, and she just started crying & crying & crying. She was shaking loads & stuff, and it was so heartbreaking. I was nearly crying myself. She was saying how she feels invisible and no one would even have noticed if she hadn't said anything, & the sad thing is she's right, no one would have. It's horrible. I was just hugging her & she couldn't stop cryiing...

So yeah, I saw Camila & Trisha outside the study laughing and being ghey and I was baaaad. I started shouting about how they forgot her again and what were they playing at and she was supposed to be their best friend blah blah blah. They got all angry and aren't talking to me. Hahaha.

I don't regret it. It had to be said, and Lisa wouldn't have said it herself. They treat her like shit, always forgetting her and leaving her on her own, just because she's sometimes quiet. She's SO much fun when you get to know her. And they know that!!! I don't get it at all.

I tried to make Lisa go talk to them, because she shouldn't get involved in the mess that I made, it was my doing. I hope they start remembering her more often now though.

Oh and, I made up with Una! I missed her a lot this week, and decided enough is enough. We were being stupid. She apologised a lot, woo. Very un-Una of her.

And (this is COMPLETELY unrelated as to why I made up with Una, because I wanted to all week), CAN YOU IMAGINE THE LOOKS ON CAMILA & TRISHA'S FACES WHEN I WALK IN ON MONDAY & AM BACK WITH UNA? HARHARHAR. They hate each other! Hee. I'm also thinking about telling Mark about other stuff Camila's done. Bitchy, yes, but he reaaaally deserves to know, and I have nothing holding me back now. Hmm.

Also, I'm going to Lisburn with Ciara & going shopping aaaand seeing Harry Potter!! Hell yes!!!! Conor has already seen it, like ELEVEN hours ago. Urgh. Damn him & his 12:05 Belfast showing stupid child tree

Tue, 15 Nov 2005 21:44:13 GMT

Worst birthday ever.

and it hasn't even started yet

memememe

Sun, 13 Nov 2005 14:22:41 GMT

Number of journal entries: 74! That's like nothing, wow
Number of people of flist: 40
Person who introduced you to LJ: No idea. I think djdavemarwood mentioned it to me looooong ago
Still friends with this person? Yesss, although I haven't seen her in way too long.
How many people have you introduced to LJ? A good few
List everyone on your flist that you have met in person: _bubblywrap, amy_5000, barbies_a_bitch, djdavemarwood, hawey100, toby_summers, wow_okay_okay, willy_dribbler.
Anyone on LJ you can't stand? No..
Name one person on your flist who you'd most like to meet: Welll it owuld have to be stylophile because she's kissed Pete Doherty, has Dan Radcliffe's phone number, AND is a really good writer. Yep. But there's a few people.
Number of comments: Posted: 1,031 - Received: 629
Biggest pet peeve about LJ: That I usually cn't update. Although that's my computer's problem, not LJ!
Do you feel close to most of the people on your flist? Not all of them, but a few, and a lot of them are RL friends anyway! :)
How many journals on LJ do you have? This one, w00tlikewoah which is my old one and which I should be using for graphics but whatevar. I also used to co-own sharevideos but I got bored and gave it up :)

Sun, 13 Nov 2005 12:18:39 GMT

SOMEONE HAS STOLEN MY GLASSES AND MY CONTACT LENS SUPPLIERS WTF? THEY ARE ALL A-MISSING!

Anyway. LAst night was weird. Complicated. I hate getting involved in stuff, yet I ALWAYS do! Why is that?

Mplh whatever.

OH and it's my birthday on Wednesday, I'm not even excited feck sake. Dunno what I'm doing. Althoug I'm going to Franz Ferdinand on Sautrday which should be good. Alex, Mark, Camila, Rusty and apparently Fergal going, since Una sold him her ticket we got together. Urgh Una. Anyway. Yes. Buy me presents.

Sat, 12 Nov 2005 13:48:38 GMT

NEW STROKES VIDEO! IT'S DOWNLOADING!!!! 61% DONE!!! AGHHHH!!!

I HEARD THEY WANTED PEOPLE TO BE NAKED IN IT. BUT I DON'T KNOW.

I'VE SEEN A PIC OF JULESIE IN IT ALREADY AND AHHH SO CUTIEFUL!

OMG

OKAY

I'M FINE

AAAAGHHHHHHH

69%!

Fri, 11 Nov 2005 19:20:56 GMT

OMG OK FORMAL WAS GREAT. Yes. I can't be bothered to write about it in detail, but no one bothers reading that bit anyway, do they??? Basicallaaaayyy got very drunk, had poppers which are fabulous although Harry threw mine down the toilet (I'm making him buy me two more bottles though haha) and my old PE teacher kicked us out the disabled toilet because SHE THOUGHT WE WERE HAVING SEX! Arghhhh. Afterformal at gay nightclub called MYNT, was very good. Got home at 8, went to Sainsburys interview at 2, failed saisburys interview by half 2, thats about it.

Pics, the interesting bit!!!

Me and my Milah!!

Me and my Mr. Conor twin looking very poshhh at MYNT!

Mark and Camilaaa!! Aww, I love those two. Didn't they look cute??

Stephanie and Camila. Shame about the overtannage haha

Me, Ciara, and THE JOLENEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 0_0

Me, Ciara and Harry

Me and Harry drying my alcohol soaked corset haha

Me, Ciara and Harrisonnn

Trying unsuccessfully to get helium

Me with Kathryn at the afterformal!

Mark looks wrecked here haha

Me with Conor and Laura!!

Druuuuuunk

The gay barmen getting naked! Woo!

Me and Chuong both VERY drunk

Me and Cathalll

Fri, 28 Oct 2005 10:57:59 GMT

Half term has started at fucking last. I've been counting down forever. Had a really bad week, was very emotional. I constantly wanted to either burst into tears or hit someone haha. But I'm okayish now, I cheered up yesterday. Good thing, I think people were getting sick of Emo!Sarah.

Rock nite tonightttt, should be good. Maybe. And I don't think I'm doing anything for Halloween, but we'll see. We were thinking about the Belmount or something but meh. Hirk possibly. But probably end up doing nothingggggg lol.

It's been nearly a month since I spoke to Una. Weird.

+ About Yourself +

Name :: Sarah
Age :: 16
Date of birth :: 16/11/88
Gender :: female
Where are you from? :: England, but live in NI
Nicknames :: Maaany!! Sally, Sandwich, Sararr, Princess Virgin [lol], Snowy, etcetcetc
Middle name(s) :: Catherine Patricia after my grandmas
Do you have any pets? :: a cat
What makes you happiest? :: being happy? lol
What makes you the saddest? :: finding out if people dislike you.. lol

+ Have You Ever +

Said ‘I Love You’ and not meant it? :: no
Taken drugs? :: ye
Been cautioned/arrested? :: no
Been to a concert? :: yes
Cried during a movie? :: yes
Been on stage? :: yes
Witnessed a crime? :: umm i don't know
Swore at your parents? :: yes
Been abroad? :: yes
Been on holiday? :: yes
Failed a grade? no
Told the person you had a crush on you liked them? :: yes..it was GREAT. haha
Ran away from home? no
Drank so much you passed out?:: yeah, did it last week actually
Thought the Care Bears & My Little Pony were real?: hahaha no
Made out in a movie theatre: no
Had an eating disorder: not a big one
Wanted to kill someone: yes
Shoplifted: yes
Thought about shoplifting: yes
Hurt someone you love on purpose: yes

+ Last Thing You Did +

Last thing you ate :: dunno
Last drink you drank :: water
Last magazine you read :: NME
Last person you spoke to :: mum
Last person you emailed :: rand
Last thing you brought :: soup at lunch yesterday lol
Last shop you went in :: hmv i think
Last song you listened to :: the pros and cons of breathing - fall out boy
Last website you went on :: LJ
Last time you said anything :: about 15 mins ago

Thu, 20 Oct 2005 18:13:43 GMT

Well, most importantly I currently have a diseased eye. No, not LITERALLY diseased, as I had to explain to my ICT teacher yesterday. Apperently she never knew I was so dizzy til I moved to sit in front of her. Hmph. I dislike ICT teachers. Hmm yes anyway I have viral conjunctivitis which is extremely disgusting. It was actually pretty serious, I only went into to get my new contact lenses and they refused to serve me and made me see the optitian! She said if it got any worse in the night I had to go straight to casualty at the hospital =/ Scary. I got SO freaked out. But it was okay[ish], just painful, and I got ointment stuff and antibiotics so they're getting better.

It's a shame reallyyyy, because I have to wear glasses for my party, which is tomorrow night. Should be fun. I'm going [ha], as well as Mark, Camila, Ciara, Alex, Rusty, Lisa, Chuong, and maybe but probably not Conor and Sonny, which is a nice number, cuz mum would kill me if it was much more lol. Got a bottle of blue aftershock, two bottles of vodka and 3 WKD but I'm getting more. Everyone is SUPPOSED to be bringing their own anyway but I bet a couple won't which is why I'm buying stuff. Yeah. I hope it goes okay. I wish Paula and Darragh were going but Paula doesn't 'do' parties so whatever. It's also a shame I'm not talking to Una but HONESTLY she'd just flirt with everyone the way she always does. I can't believe I just said that.

It is true though.

Oh, and I didn't get the Warehouse job. Boo hoo. lol.

blahgghhhhhhhhhhh