I accidentally couldn't sleep until after 5am oops. What is wrong with me about sleeping. I don't remember the last time sleeping was easy. Maybe when I was in elementary school. Maybe.

So today I feel like my body is made of rubber. There are no muscles left. The remains of my muscles are screaming at me "hey, if you slept more maybe we could exist again!" Well, little muscle remains, we'll see. I'm trying.


My plans for today include going outside with the little journal my Grandmother gave me and drawing horses and birds and trees like I used to do. This will be nice.

Okay now I'm off to do that.