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[18 Dec 2006|05:31pm] |
NEW JOURNAL.
wthreench
Add that one. From now on, friends only.
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[18 Dec 2006|02:09pm] |
Hey, all you cool Forumopolis people.
If you could just comment here if you see this and tell me who you are on Forumopolis, I'll study the list for hours and commit each of you dears to memory.
EDIT: Okay, in light of recent adding a ton of new people, if you were on my old friends list and still want to be on and I delete you, let me know.
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[16 Dec 2006|07:50pm] |
Got this from someone else's journal.
Post the lyrics to your 4 favourite songs that you think reflect you.
Drops of Jupiter (Train)
All Star (Smash Mouth)
Meet Virginia (Train)
To the Moon and Back (Savage Garden)
( Read more... )
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[15 Dec 2006|07:30pm] |
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Wee! Done with school. I just have a Government final on Monday. I have to get an 83 on the final to make an A in the class. I think it's do-able. And I got accepted to UGA today. That should be exciting or something, but I find it partially depressing. That's completely not where I want to go, but oh well. Honestly, I don't want to go anywhere. I'm burnt out on learning ridiculous stuff that I will never use.
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[13 Dec 2006|05:13pm] |
I just found the perfect cards. They're so retarded!
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[12 Dec 2006|08:52pm] |
It's so sweet that some of you guys are sending out Christmas cards! I would, but I can't find the box that I got...maybe if I find them, I'll be taking addresses later.
But you guys are all so sweet, really.
So, this is the last week of school. And then I have finals, but only one in reality - AP Government. I exempted all the others, which is really nice. However, Government is pretty crucial at this point between an A and a B. I'm not sweating it though. I seem to always pull it out, no matter how impossible it seems.
And then, I guess we're going up to Wisconsin and Michigan for Christmas. Again. My grandfather is doing really terribly, so this might be the last time. I almost got away with not going up for 3 years or something like that. Alas. My family is so crazy, but at least if I go this time, I'll take a bunch of pictures. I realized yesterday that I have no pictures really of all these places.
Oh, and I'm going to read the latest Harry Potter over the break. Finally. Yeah, I know all the spoilers, but I think it's still worth reading.
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[08 Dec 2006|09:58pm] |
Last night was Powderpuff. We won again this year! Yay! That's a record or something.
I've been meaning to ask, does anyone else have Facebook?
And this is really terrible...but I've started watching Drawn Together. It's so horrible and shameful, but so so good.
Random, why yes.
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[27 Nov 2006|09:34pm] |
I've been slipping back into mild depression, which you might have been able to tell if you've talked to me lately. I'm not really sure what brings on these months, but I know this one time. I'm so depressed about thinking "this is my last start to a regular school" and "this is my last Thanksgiving home". It really brings tears to my eyes when I think about how much I'm going to be missing and how much I love my family and want to stay with them.
Once I get to college, it'll be okay after a while, but right not, it's absolutely agonizing. My dad just came in a stood behind me and I was like, "What's up?" And he said, "Just looking at my beautiful daughter." It's that sort of thing that just makes me want to really sob...
I'm a little worried about college just because I feel so alone and lonely here at home, surrounded by supporting friends and family. What happens when I am actually alone? Sure, I can talk myself out of it for a day or two, but it's the overall feeling that persists. And while I am a completely rational person, this depression makes me do really scary stuff that I wouldn't normally do and sometimes later, I don't know why I did it even. I know it didn't make me feel better. But I guess my body doesn't want to listen to my mind.
So, yeah. I'm a little scared and pretty depressed. If this doesn't get better, I'm not going back to talk to Dr. Patterson again. That did me no good. Talking about it makes it worse because - as cliche as it sounds - it makes me acknowledge how much I'm actually hurting. Maybe I'll ask for medication. I just want to feel better.
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[04 Nov 2006|08:47pm] |
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My dad got me a new MP3 player today. He had all these songs on it, which are my favourites. I know my dad really loves me and knows me well, but I'm shocked by how well he knew what sort of music I love. All my favourite groups, songs...he's awesome. Major hearts.
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[27 Oct 2006|03:28pm] |
I now have a 750 word essay plus a normal application (and any essays that requires) to do tonight for a college I don't even want to go to.
And then ACT tomorrow at 8:00. Then Homecoming. Then church at 8:30. Then a new school week with a test for every class. Then SAT 8:00 next Saturday. Then church at 8:30 again. And then another new week of school.
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[25 Oct 2006|03:59pm] |
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Apparently it's stress and a down immune system that's made me sick. I think I'm just a bit run down. I'm feeling better, but it's not gettting less stressful. Hopefully it will after next week.
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[21 Oct 2006|07:10pm] |
So...this week is Homecoming week. I'm going to Homecoming with Tylar. It could be fun, then again, it could not. It'll depend on his mood. I hate stuff like that. Ah well.
Monday: PJ Day
Tuesday: Toga Day/Half Day
Wednesday: Decade Day
Thursday: Tacky Day/Bonfire
Friday: Spirit Day/Parade/Game
Saturday: Homecoming
Sunday: Recovery
Yeah, I'm going to have so much fun I'm going to need to recover. Oh yeah.
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[13 Oct 2006|03:44pm] |
Today was the day from hell.
I still haven't applied to any colleges. I think I'm only going to apply to one anyway, oh well. I'm burnt out on the whole issue.
Today was appropriately Friday the 13th. Government test, Literature test, Calculus test, Anatomy quiz. It went well all in all. I sort of sacrificed the Government to do well on the Calculus, but I feel okay about it.
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[30 Sep 2006|04:12pm] |
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Chloe and I just got done doing the raw taping for our Mythbusters episode to submit to the Discovery Channel spoof contest. I think it's hilarious, but maybe that's just me. It'll be better once I get around to editing it.
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[25 Sep 2006|04:25pm] |
A senior - same grade as me - died over the weekend of cancer. It was a really tough fight, but finally he asked for them to take off his oxygen. And then two total idiots who graduated last year got completely drunk - I don't think anyone is admitting this - and tried to drive back to Athens. One is now in a coma.
It was a huge hysterical thing today at school. I guess my views of death are odd, so that led to me being branded an unfeeling person. Not that I am. I actually think I'm probably MORE sensitive than most of the crazy mourners today. I'm not sensitive with myself and I know what I think about death and am at peace with that. So it's pretty ironic. Yeah, I know AJ really well. He was a sweet guy. But he's not in pain anymore. It's much better this way.
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[20 Sep 2006|03:48pm] |
Today was probably one of the worst normal days of my life. Yaknow, not like someone died or anything, but still. For not being out of the ordinary, it was absolutely horrendous. I can't even begin to recount all the sitcom-y type things that happened, but I'll do one.
I was at my locker with my friend and horrible teacher who I absolutely hate walks up to me and pats my shoulder and says, "Rebecca, I'm so glad that you're going to Stanford. It's such an honour that you're from GA." First of all, I'm completely upset with Rebecca El Bitcho for mercilessly rubbing it in my face every time she can that she's already been accepted to college and given a full ride, regardless that it's because of a sport, which I don't really respect. And everyone fawns over her. And she's so mean to me. She's screwed me over dozens of times ALREADY this year. I don't understand. So this is really the worst thing anyone could really say to me. I even said, "I'm not Rebecca," but she kept going on. My friend was completely appalled and said, "I can't believe that just happened. The chances are like zero." YEAH I KNOW.
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[16 Sep 2006|05:26pm] |
OH MY GAWD.
I just saw "The Illusionist". First of all, Edward Norton is to die for! Oh goodness. Second, I totally loved that movie. Definitely on my Top 5 list. So if anyone gets the chance, do see it. It's great!
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[15 Sep 2006|05:22pm] |
I've come to an idea.
All love is necrophilia.
Seriously.
A person is attracted to someone because of the way they look. But their hair, their skin, it's all dead cells. Almost the entire visible body is dead.
Right?
Yeah.
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