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we found a home in sf. but we don't find out til this weekend if we get it. please pray for us! we really want this place!
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[28 Jun 2008|05:00pm] |
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man the fuck up.
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[15 Sep 2007|01:45pm] |
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killers - on top |
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tell me which one to get!
i can't decide, but my next paycheck is going toward this! :)
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[02 Jan 2007|04:02pm] |
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breakin' up - gwen stefani |
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what's so wrong about going and party-ing with your girlfriends? NOTHING. especially if you NEVER get to do it, right? abraham is being sucha TYPICAL stupid boyfriend right now. i could care less that we haven't talked since 9pm on new years eve. i had a good time that night. i'm glad i got out. i didn't party. i just got to hang out with MY GIRLFRIENDS that i haven't hung out with in HECKA long. nothing wrong with that. abraham needs to realize we CANNOT spend all of our friggin' time together. we need time to ourselves. so we can be our own person instead of "krystle&aber." it's like everyone sees us together. i no longer have an identity of "krystle" just "aber's girlfriend." fuck that. i've always been someone's girlfriend. i want to be me for once. the girl who's passionate about FASHION and design, creativity, the girl who craves that art and LIFE of the exciting cityy!
i am not asking to be single. just that i need time for myself. i've always done things for others. it's my own fault. but now i need to do something about it. i want to be able to listen to whatever the fuck i want in my car. i want to be able to buy whatever the fuck i want without worrying about someone saying shit. i want to fuckin' wear my fuckin' heels because i feel so fuckin' hot in them. i want to be able to wear anything without having anyone say "that's ugly" or "what the hell are you wearing?" i don't give a fuck anymore. i want to be brunette without having someone tell me that i would look hot blonde (eww, how fuckin' ugly would that be?). i want to be able to do shit without worrying about getting someone mad. it's like i'm trapped. i want to go out with my friends whenever. i want to stay at work to earn some extra money. i want to drive somewhere just to be away from certain things. i just want to be FREE. is that so much to ask?
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[23 Nov 2006|11:09am] |
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happy thanksgiving everyone. i'm cooking tonight. hahaha.
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| to my dearest abraham, |
[10 Sep 2006|03:19pm] |
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i love you.
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