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the past few days has revealed many things to come in the future. i'm very stressed out thinking about it, who would have thought even after the deadline, there wouldn't even be a fraction of relaxation and peace of mind. so much for an incentive.
seems like all i can blog about involves some kind of bitching or a complaint. while that probably makes me out to be a bitter, insanely paranoid person who has nothing up her sleeve but a few dry, sometimes witty, mostly non-constructive comments and a rash on the elbow (it's the fucking weather i tell you), i assure you it isn't all that bad sometimes. most of time, we all end up laughing at ourselves anyway. and by the way, things are only as bad as you make them out to be right?
wrong.
anyway, i've been looking for some work to do to pay up some debts and such so all hopes of lazing on the beach, working some actual colour into my overall skin tone and all matter of personal projects are being shelved thrown out of the window at the moment. first things first, and hopefully with fingers broken and crossed, everything will be settled by the time i say bye bye to my Hand when he sells his soul (and ass) to the country.
i wish you were a girl sometimes.
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