you've got to show them what it means to be alive.

Sat, 26 Jul 2008 04:18:26 GMT

i got my wisdom teeth out on thursday. so i look like a chipmunk. i can't do much of anything besides lay in bed and sleep. oxycodone is my new best friend. i can't even smile or laugh. i've been downloading lots of music and movies in hopes to keep me entertained.

Tue, 22 Jul 2008 23:39:17 GMT

it didn't work.

Sun, 20 Jul 2008 06:03:49 GMT

hi, my name is amanda, and i'm probably the most idiotic person i've ever met.

but i waterskiied today for the first time! and it's my birthday :]

i added 2 more things to my 'things to do before i die' list.

Sat, 19 Jul 2008 06:25:56 GMT

maybe if i wasn't so shy i'd finally get the boy i've been dreaming about for the past eleven months.

Mon, 14 Jul 2008 18:16:52 GMT

i want my dog back.

Mon, 14 Jul 2008 04:17:15 GMT

i want to take a vacation to a hotel on the beach on a cool fall day and sleep there with my lover and wake up naturally and watch the sunrise on the patio.

Mon, 14 Jul 2008 00:59:09 GMT

if i ever have a baby boy i want to name him dana.

Mon, 07 Jul 2008 04:37:14 GMT

i need a "things to do before i die" list.

Tue, 15 May 2007 01:30:39 GMT

cause i'm fucking done with high school.
and i have a fucking 3.93 gpa.

"just trust in us and forever know..."

Fri, 05 Jan 2007 04:31:01 GMT

i have never been more pleased or more content with my life than i am right at this very moment. emotionally, i am doing amazing. i have never hit a point like this with my emotions before, and it feels wonderful and refreshing. my self-confidence is sky high. i am in a perfect relationship with a perfect boy, and i feel more mature, more intelligent, and more stable than i have in a long time. i have finally reached the mark at where i can be completely, one hundred percent myself around him and not have a care in the world about what he will think. my true friendships, though few, are becoming stronger and stronger every day and are reaching their fullest potentials. i can count on my best friends now more than ever before. i feel like i am becoming someone. i feel like i am doing all that i can do to be the best that i can be, and as cheesy as that sounds, it is true. i no longer feel clueless as to what will be happening in my future. i am confident in what lies ahead of me, and i know that everything is starting to work itself into its place. my new years resolutions are to run three days a week, and to make straight a's the next two nine weeks. i am going to try my hardest not to break these. i believe in myself, and i believe in my relationships. and i think that if i keep believing, everything will work out just the way i want it to.

meet me in the middle. c'mon, let's make up a dance.

Mon, 01 Jan 2007 20:20:28 GMT

happy new year!
last night i went to reed's house for a little party thing. we just karaoked all night long until the silly string came out. i've never karaoked before and i'd have to say i'm rather proud of myself for doing it.
i got an iPod nano product red for christmas. it's pretty sweet.
and of course, i got my computer back thanks to travis! i'm pretty stoked...after like four months of not having one, it's about time!

Sun, 03 Dec 2006 20:17:31 GMT

i got accepted to university of central florida.
i'm super stoked.

Mon, 22 May 2006 03:12:47 GMT

i wish i could describe how this boy makes me feel, but words just can't do it.
i'm lucky. really, really lucky.

Tue, 20 Dec 2005 22:36:09 GMT

since everything i say nowadays seems to get people pissed, i deleted my last entry and i'm just going to stop talking.
kbye.

Fri, 10 Jun 2005 19:05:52 GMT

friends only.
comment to be added.
♥♥♥