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  <title>I don't know what im drinking...</title>
  <subtitle>but if it's love, pour me another glass</subtitle>
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    <name>*~DEVON~*</name>
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  <updated>2006-01-09T06:49:41Z</updated>
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    <title>_fuckthisgame_ @ 2006-01-09T06:34:00</title>
    <published>2006-01-09T06:49:41Z</published>
    <updated>2006-01-09T06:49:41Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;center&gt;its rediculious... honestly, it is rediculious how in love i am&lt;br /&gt;he makes me feel so unbelievably alive. every kiss is so important. every time he holds my hand, i remember it. every time he whispers "i love you," its completely unforgetable. every word is music. every hug is absolutely amazing. every last moment with him is more then i could ever ask for. every time i get a chance to look in to his eyes, i take it. every smile of his is pure bliss. who knew that the most unbelievable feeling was so abundant? he is my everything. i look up to him in every way, and yet i feel so equal with him. he is so smart, he knows about so much... and he doesnt even realize how intelegent he really is. i feel so safe in his arms. i am so comfortable with him. i know i can tell him anything and everything. i am not afraid to be goofy in front of him. is it possible to find the one person you are supposed to be with at this age? how do you know? &lt;br /&gt;i cannot imagine life without him. he is my best friend whom i just happen to be madly in love with&lt;br /&gt;i am so alive&lt;br /&gt;i am so in love&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;[dev ]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;sorry for the mushyness, i just needed to get it all out&lt;/center&gt;</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:_fuckthisgame_:9894</id>
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    <title>_fuckthisgame_ @ 2005-12-18T22:26:00</title>
    <published>2005-12-19T06:31:01Z</published>
    <updated>2005-12-19T06:31:01Z</updated>
    <category term="i miss him"/>
    <content type="html">&lt;center&gt;so lately ive been feeling just kinda bleh.... i think its cuz ralph left for ohio. i miss him so much already. &lt;br /&gt;and he wont be back for 2 weeks.&lt;br /&gt;i think i am going to go crazy... i miss him so much. good god&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i love him&lt;br /&gt;and i want him to come back a snuggle with me&lt;br /&gt;cuz its fucking cold here&lt;/center&gt;</content>
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    <title>i dont understand</title>
    <published>2005-11-27T01:55:15Z</published>
    <updated>2005-11-27T01:55:15Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;center&gt; am i taking things for granted? do i have it REALLY good and i just look past it all?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i know im lucky because i have him... i just hate the tension there is between me and other people because of it. i love being with him more then anything in the whole world he makes me the happiest person when he holds me in his arms.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i dont care about anything when we are together life is so good when we are together... but when we are apart it seems like he doesnt like me all that much... for lack of better words... i dunno like he is embarassed to be on the phone with me in front of other people. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;am i complaining about something that isnt all that important? i dunno... i'm so confused by the whole relationship when we are apart. i overthink and overanalyze everything, but when we are together, i can just let it be... maybe there is somthing wrong with me. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;dw signing off&lt;/center&gt;</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:_fuckthisgame_:9387</id>
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    <title>_fuckthisgame_ @ 2005-11-09T11:20:00</title>
    <published>2005-11-10T07:28:20Z</published>
    <updated>2005-11-10T07:28:20Z</updated>
    <content type="html">fuck the bullshit...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i dont wanna play these childish games anymore&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;im so sick of everyone's beef with everyone else</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:_fuckthisgame_:8973</id>
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    <title>_fuckthisgame_ @ 2005-11-04T01:01:00</title>
    <published>2005-11-04T21:12:07Z</published>
    <updated>2005-11-04T21:12:07Z</updated>
    <content type="html">ok so i have missed the last 3 days of school this week... im sick&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i sound like a total gheylord, cuz i am losing my voice... my throat hurts like a mother... i have a runny nose... i am having random muscle spasms... im cold, all the time... &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so yea i guess im sick... but the only cure for my sore throat is ice cream, which im not too sad about. i hope i am better by monday.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so caitlin got in a tiny FENDER BENDER!! hahahahhahahaah and ralphy is in vegas all weekend, illegal gambling, showgirls, he is going to get himself in trouble, i just know it hahah. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i might be back in action tomorrow... maybe my mommy will let me go over to caitlin's house tonight&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;mucho love</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:_fuckthisgame_:8863</id>
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    <title>_fuckthisgame_ @ 2005-10-28T11:54:00</title>
    <published>2005-10-29T07:05:16Z</published>
    <updated>2005-10-29T07:05:16Z</updated>
    <content type="html">ok so tonight was full of economitcal blazing... i fucking love joel...&lt;br /&gt;he is the funniest sonofabitch ever...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and i love cole... fucking best impersonation of me ever... no one has a clue that it wasnt me&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;but i have pushed myself to my limits... smoking too much hookah CAN make you puke, let no one tell you otherwise&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;went over the eric's house and smoked way too much shit, puked, pass out with ralphy for about an hour, then walked over to 7 eleven, got back to eric's house after joel tried to convince us that we had walked to arizona and eat hostess cupcake things, watched some tv, went home and had some hot cocoa...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;now that is what im talking about when i talk about a chill friday...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;fucking love my friends!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;lt;3dev</content>
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    <title>_fuckthisgame_ @ 2005-10-21T11:04:00</title>
    <published>2005-10-21T18:04:08Z</published>
    <updated>2005-10-21T18:04:08Z</updated>
    <content type="html">god morality class is a whole lot of boring... &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so i have a bet with kim, which i am completely going to own. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and ill get to drive her car&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;tonight is going to kick SO MUCH ASSSSSSSS!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ill report on it manana. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;love and peace to all my homies</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:_fuckthisgame_:8260</id>
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    <title>_fuckthisgame_ @ 2005-09-30T23:42:00</title>
    <published>2005-10-01T06:54:11Z</published>
    <updated>2005-10-01T06:54:11Z</updated>
    <content type="html">simple question: what is it with guys?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i mean honestly.. i dunno about everyone else... but lately... like ill hook up with a guy and then he will never ever wanna speak to me again ever...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and there is one impaticaular recently that really makes me want to cry&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;that night was soooo... god there are no words to describe it... he seemed so perfect, holding my hand and we talked about everything and all that jazz and then we kissed... and it was gooooood hahaha and he seemed really interested in me the next day... he was staying stuff like "i really like talking to you" and i believed him because i wanted to feel that someone cared about me...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;but i guess i saw something that was never there in the first place becuase now he is trying to say stuff that will make me not want to talk to him.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;stuff like "well i cant hang out with you tomorrow night because im hanging out with other girls..." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;he made me feel kinda special inside ya know? and i dont feel that often... maybe it was cuz i was nervous&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;but i thought i had found a really sweet, caring, nice, repectable guy. but apparently i was wrong because now he cant stand me and every time i talk to him i feel like im annoying him... and that by far is one of the worst feelings ever.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;is it something about me?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;because this is NOT the first time that some guy hooked up with me and then never wanted to speak to me again...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;am i scary? intimidating? does the idea of the girl making the first move intimidate them? am i too fat? too dumb? too tall? am i a horrible kisser? do i have some abnormal growth that only people see after they hook up with me?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;someone please tell me.... and be completely honest... &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i need some direction because i have no idea what it is.</content>
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    <title>_fuckthisgame_ @ 2005-09-21T11:03:00</title>
    <published>2005-09-21T18:03:30Z</published>
    <updated>2005-09-21T18:03:30Z</updated>
    <content type="html">so im bored in morality class and im supposed to be looking for an inspirational story.... and im not doing what im supposed to.... what else is new?</content>
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    <title>do it biatch</title>
    <published>2005-06-14T05:00:17Z</published>
    <updated>2005-06-14T05:00:17Z</updated>
    <content type="html">1. Reply with your name and I will write something I like about you.&lt;br /&gt;2. I will then tell what song reminds me of you.&lt;br /&gt;3. If I were to apply an o'clock to you, I'll tell you what it would be.&lt;br /&gt;4. I will try to name a single word that best describes you.&lt;br /&gt;5. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you.&lt;br /&gt;6. I will tell you what color you remind me of.&lt;br /&gt;7. I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you.&lt;br /&gt;8. Put this in your journal</content>
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    <title>UPDATE!</title>
    <published>2005-06-08T06:17:40Z</published>
    <updated>2005-06-08T06:17:40Z</updated>
    <content type="html">ok so as you can tell, i havent updated in for-fucking-ever..... but, i am back and letting you know whats happening in my life! i can't wait for summer!FUCK 2 MORE DAYS!!!!!!!!!!! and every hour that passes gets me that much closer to summer vacation and the flippin beach! my god i cannot wait! anyways...ran into some strange ppl today... saw nick (whom i havent seen in forever! and missed terribly!!!!) and met some surfer/model dude... his ex-g/f sat next to me in drivers ed and man... crazy ass story and is being super nice to me (telling me that we are goign to chill over summer, which i feel strangly creeped out by, because i am not used to him being nice to me) but anyways...i g2get to sleep b/c i have el final the espanol manana and the holy ass final of relgion (hahahah i am goign to fial.... all of you that truley know me understand) &lt;br /&gt;love peace and chicken grease!&lt;br /&gt;-Dev</content>
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    <title>3 things to say</title>
    <published>2005-04-15T00:48:01Z</published>
    <updated>2005-04-15T00:48:01Z</updated>
    <content type="html">1. ok so today i stayed home from school which was pretty fucking awesome bcuz i wasnt sick at all, but i did bruise myself up pretty badly from playing with the varsity boys yesterday... pix to come o the bruise... they arent pretty.  &lt;br /&gt;2. sat is caitlin's birthday and mia and i have a plan to make it the bestest b-day ever... i hope me daddy will let me take the camera and film her reaction... yea that would be super awesome. i only hope that all works out right... and i have a plan for mia's b-day in december (yes, i know that is quite far ahead of where we at now, but its better to be prepared... wouldn't you say). &lt;br /&gt;3. and i wanna start making a movie about my adventures with mia and caitlin... i mean think about it.. all the funny shit we do... it would be the FUNNIEST MOVIE EVER!... ok well maybe to us it will be&lt;br /&gt;much love &lt;br /&gt;dev &lt;br /&gt;p.s. all of those that love me will fill this out :D&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Put an x to the things you've done&lt;br /&gt;( ) smoked a cigarette &lt;br /&gt;( ) smoked a cigar&lt;br /&gt;(x)smoked anything else&lt;br /&gt;(x) made out with a member of the same sex&lt;br /&gt;( ) crashed a friend's car&lt;br /&gt;( ) stolen a car&lt;br /&gt;(x) been in love&lt;br /&gt;( ) been dumped&lt;br /&gt;(x) shoplifted&lt;br /&gt;(x) been fired &lt;br /&gt;(x) been in a fist fight&lt;br /&gt;(x) snuck out of my parent's house&lt;br /&gt;(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back&lt;br /&gt;( ) been arrested&lt;br /&gt;(x) made out with a stranger&lt;br /&gt;(x) gone on a blind date&lt;br /&gt;(x) lied to a friend-only small things&lt;br /&gt;(x) had a crush on a teacher &lt;br /&gt;(x) skipped school- lots of times... &lt;br /&gt;(x) slept with a co-worker&lt;br /&gt;( ) seen someone die&lt;br /&gt;( ) had a crush on one of your myspace friends&lt;br /&gt;( ) been to Canada&lt;br /&gt;( ) been to Mexico&lt;br /&gt;(x) been on a plane- &lt;br /&gt;( ) thrown up in a bar&lt;br /&gt;(x) purposely set a part of myself on fire&lt;br /&gt;(x) eaten Sushi&lt;br /&gt;( ) been snowboarding&lt;br /&gt;( ) met someone in person from myspace&lt;br /&gt;(x) been moshing at a concert&lt;br /&gt;( ) been in an abusive relationship &lt;br /&gt;(x) taken painkillers&lt;br /&gt;(x) love someone or miss someone right now- ya u can say that &lt;br /&gt;(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by&lt;br /&gt;( ) made a snow angel&lt;br /&gt;(x) had a tea party&lt;br /&gt;(x) flown a kite &lt;br /&gt;(x) built a sand castle&lt;br /&gt;(x) gone puddle jumping &lt;br /&gt;(x) played dress up &lt;br /&gt;(x) jumped into a pile of leaves&lt;br /&gt;( ) gone sledding&lt;br /&gt;(x) cheated while playing a game&lt;br /&gt;(x) been lonely&lt;br /&gt;(x) fallen asleep at work/school &lt;br /&gt;( ) used a fake id&lt;br /&gt;(x) watched the sun set&lt;br /&gt;(x) felt an earthquake&lt;br /&gt;( ) touched a snake &lt;br /&gt;( ) slept beneath the stars &lt;br /&gt;(x) been tickled &lt;br /&gt;( ) been robbed&lt;br /&gt;( ) robbed someone&lt;br /&gt;(x) been misunderstood&lt;br /&gt;( ) pet a reindeer/goat..then killed the goat&lt;br /&gt;( ) won a contest&lt;br /&gt;(x) run a red light&lt;br /&gt;( ) been suspended from school&lt;br /&gt;(x) had detention &lt;br /&gt;( ) been in a car accident&lt;br /&gt;( ) had braces&lt;br /&gt;(x) felt like an outcast&lt;br /&gt;(x) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night&lt;br /&gt;(x) had deja vu&lt;br /&gt;(x) danced in the moonlight&lt;br /&gt;(x) hated the way you look&lt;br /&gt;( ) witnessed a crime&lt;br /&gt;(x) pole danced &lt;br /&gt;(x) questioned your heart &lt;br /&gt;( ) been obsessed with post-it notes&lt;br /&gt;(x) squished barefoot through the mud&lt;br /&gt;(x) been lost &lt;br /&gt;( ) been to the opposite side of the country&lt;br /&gt;(x) swam in the ocean&lt;br /&gt;( ) felt like dying&lt;br /&gt;(x) cried yourself to sleep&lt;br /&gt;(x) played cops and robbers&lt;br /&gt;(x) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers-\&lt;br /&gt;( ) sung karaoke  &lt;br /&gt;(x) paid for a meal with only coins &lt;br /&gt;(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't&lt;br /&gt;(x) made prank phone calls &lt;br /&gt;(x) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose-&lt;br /&gt;( ) caught a snowflake on your tongue&lt;br /&gt;(x) danced in the rain- &lt;br /&gt;(x) written a letter to Santa Claus&lt;br /&gt;( ) been kissed under a mistletoe&lt;br /&gt;( ) watched the sun set with someone you care about&lt;br /&gt;(x) blown bubbles&lt;br /&gt;( ) made a bonfire on the beach&lt;br /&gt;(x) crashed a party&lt;br /&gt;(x)Have Traveled more than 5 days with a car full of People&lt;br /&gt;(x) gone rollerskating- &lt;br /&gt;(x) had a wish come true &lt;br /&gt;( ) humped a monkey &lt;br /&gt;( ) worn pearls&lt;br /&gt;( ) jumped off a bridge&lt;br /&gt;(x)screamed penis in class&lt;br /&gt;( ) ate dog/cat food&lt;br /&gt;( ) told a complete stranger you loved them &lt;br /&gt;(x) kissed a mirror &lt;br /&gt;(x) sang in the shower&lt;br /&gt;(x) have a little black dress&lt;br /&gt;( ) "did it" in a park &lt;br /&gt;(x) had a dream that you married someone&lt;br /&gt;(x) glued your hand to something&lt;br /&gt;( ) got your tongue stuck to a flag pole&lt;br /&gt;( ) kissed a fish&lt;br /&gt;(x) worn the opposite sexes clothes &lt;br /&gt;( ) been a cheerleader &lt;br /&gt;(x) sat on a roof top &lt;br /&gt;( ) "Did it" at a church&lt;br /&gt;(x) screamed at the top of your lungs&lt;br /&gt;(x) done a one-handed cartwheel &lt;br /&gt;( ) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours&lt;br /&gt;(x) stayed up all night &lt;br /&gt;( ) didn't take a shower for a week  &lt;br /&gt;( ) pick and ate an apple right off the tree&lt;br /&gt;(x) climbed a tree&lt;br /&gt;( ) had a tree house&lt;br /&gt;(x) are scared to watch scary movies alone&lt;br /&gt;(x) believe in ghosts&lt;br /&gt;(x) have more then 30 pairs of shoes&lt;br /&gt;( ) worn a really ugly outfit to school just to see what others say&lt;br /&gt;( ) gone streaking&lt;br /&gt;(x) played ding-dong-ditch &lt;br /&gt;(x) played chicken fight &lt;br /&gt;( ) been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on&lt;br /&gt;(x) been told you're hot by a complete stranger&lt;br /&gt;(x) broken a bone&lt;br /&gt;(x) been easily amused &lt;br /&gt;( ) caught a fish then ate it (after cooking it)&lt;br /&gt;( ) made porn &lt;br /&gt;(x) caught a butterfly&lt;br /&gt;(x) laughed so hard you cried&lt;br /&gt;( ) cried so hard you laughed&lt;br /&gt;(x) mooned/flashed someone &lt;br /&gt;(x) had someone moon/flash you &lt;br /&gt;(x) cheated on a test &lt;br /&gt;(x) have a Brittany Spears CD  &lt;br /&gt;(x) forgotten someone's name&lt;br /&gt;(x) slept naked &lt;br /&gt;( )French braided someones hair&lt;br /&gt;(x) gone skinny dippin in a pool&lt;br /&gt;( ) been kicked out your house</content>
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    <title>spring break sux</title>
    <published>2005-03-27T10:01:43Z</published>
    <updated>2005-03-27T10:01:43Z</updated>
    <content type="html">so yea so far spring break hasnt been all its cracked up to be... been hit on boys pretending to be german. mia and i have had a sleep over but i havent gone to the beach yet, and i havent gotten drunk yet.... not even fucking tipsy.  and have loast my wallet... i thought i could get thorugh a whole year without losing my wallet, but again i was wrong. o well... i have to find it if i wanna go to palm springs to visit tessa... and ill be pissedif i dont find, but if ia dont i then i can go to the beach.... uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh wuteva!&lt;br /&gt;FUCK THE SYSYTEM!&lt;br /&gt;love peace and axel grease&lt;br /&gt;dev&lt;br /&gt;p.s. whats up with boys being intimidated by me???? am i really that intimmidating????</content>
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    <title>I DONT UNDERSTAND BOYS!</title>
    <published>2005-03-13T06:38:33Z</published>
    <updated>2005-03-13T06:38:33Z</updated>
    <content type="html">ok so im fucking done with boys! can anyone explian to me why they are sooo complex? they think we are complex, when in reality, they cant even figure themselves out.... uhhh whatever... EXPLAIN THEM TO ME!!!!&lt;br /&gt;no love no peace no chicken grease&lt;br /&gt;dev</content>
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    <title>_fuckthisgame_ @ 2005-03-05T10:24:00</title>
    <published>2005-03-07T07:23:24Z</published>
    <updated>2005-03-07T07:23:24Z</updated>
    <content type="html">ok so i havent updated in a while... my bad. alot has happenedsince i last updated... boys, clothes, grades... o well. CLOTHES: so today i went naughty shopping with mia and caitlin and got some bomb diggity lingerie! i wish corsets weren't so expensive... BOYS: ok so mia is a officially off the market, she is now ralph's girlfriend and she couldnt be happier... im happy too, because she is happy... but now i dont have a boyfriend...alothough im kinda glad  becasue i just wanna have fun... speaking of fun... i met a guy that makes me laugh, and isnt afraid to tease me... he makes me happy, but with my luck, nothing will happen... hahah wuteva GRADES: uhhh i have no idea if im doing any better or worse that last semster... i know im doing better in geometry... and i think i have a b in world civ.. but why do you care.. o well.&lt;br /&gt;love peace and chicken grease&lt;br /&gt;dev</content>
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    <title>_fuckthisgame_ @ 2005-02-13T18:08:00</title>
    <published>2005-02-14T02:31:16Z</published>
    <updated>2005-02-14T02:31:16Z</updated>
    <content type="html">fuck yes! this weekend yes awesome, sat night i went to winter formal, which fucking kicked ass more then i expected it to, i looked like a total slut... but hey, i have no one to impress... kelsey went with peter mateas (holy shit i am soo proud of her!) so i danced with caitlin, brit, wes, rachel, kelsey, and alot of other ppl. the dj didnt play da dip or jump on it..o well. so i dont have a valentine this year, unless i get a boyfriend, by tomorrow, which will not happen... ::sigh:: im so done with being lonely! oh well what can you do?&lt;br /&gt;love peace and chicken grease&lt;br /&gt;-Dev</content>
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    <title>i &amp;lt;3 coconut rum</title>
    <published>2005-02-01T03:29:02Z</published>
    <updated>2005-02-01T03:29:02Z</updated>
    <content type="html">FUCK YEA! so friday kicked ass! we got outta polo practice early, and then i went to caitlin's house and got fucked up, and watched seven, and mia and caitlin were fucking scared shitless of the movie, but brad pitt is fucking hott and i highly recomend the movie to anyone who wants to get off... sat morning, caitlin and i went to i hop and saw tiffany &amp; her crew there, which was cool. sunday, i have no fucking clue what i did, i dont remember. o well, so its monday night and REALLY dont wanna do my homework, so im updating. i hope all our weekends were bomb diggity like mine... &lt;br /&gt;****by the way i &amp;lt;3 mia and caitlin: my homies, my roll dogs, my best friends&lt;br /&gt;xoxox &lt;br /&gt;-DEV&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;p.s. i was thinking about this yesterday, just take a second and think about how fucking kinky it would be to be locked in a bird cage..... yea , thats so hardcore...</content>
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    <title>_fuckthisgame_ @ 2005-01-22T22:47:00</title>
    <published>2005-01-23T06:49:25Z</published>
    <updated>2005-01-23T06:49:25Z</updated>
    <content type="html">im soo glad that every one loves to comment on my shiznit, but please, the comments are over flowing.... (note my sarcasism) i would very much like it if someone (ANYONE) were to comment, please &amp; thank you&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;[1] Tell me something obvious about yourself.&lt;br /&gt;[2] Tell me something about yourself that I don't know.&lt;br /&gt;[3] What is your biggest fear?&lt;br /&gt;[4] Do you normally take the safe route or the shortcut?&lt;br /&gt;[5] What is the one thing you want the most that you can't buy with money?&lt;br /&gt;[6] What is your most treasured possession?&lt;br /&gt;[7] What is the one thing you hate most about yourself that you do the most often?&lt;br /&gt;[8] Tell me one thing you've always wanted to say to me, but never did.&lt;br /&gt;[9] How well do you think you know me?&lt;br /&gt;[10] What is your favorite lie to tell?&lt;br /&gt;[11] Name something you have done once that you can't wait to do again.&lt;br /&gt;[12] Are you the jealous type?&lt;br /&gt;[13] What is the one person, place or thing that you can never say no to?&lt;br /&gt;[14] What is the nicest thing someone has ever done for you?&lt;br /&gt;[15] If you could do something crazy right now, what would it be?&lt;br /&gt;[16] When was the last time you cried?&lt;br /&gt;[17] When was the last time you felt so good that nothing else mattered?&lt;br /&gt;[18] Do you feel comfortable in public with no shirt on?&lt;br /&gt;[19] Name something embarrassing you did while drunk.&lt;br /&gt;[20] If you post this in your journal, do you want me to answer?</content>
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    <title>UPDATING!</title>
    <published>2005-01-23T06:08:52Z</published>
    <updated>2005-01-23T06:08:52Z</updated>
    <content type="html">welcome back, all you folks out there in tv land...&lt;br /&gt;well, today was quite fruitful, i went to six flags with an old friend that i havent seen in like forever and her three friends: patrick, aj, and mike. they were cool, and i had so much fun. Meghan and i were on the front of pretty much every ride... i think i might have conquered my fear of heights, i went on free fall 4 motherfucking times! yes, and i was kicking and screaming every single time! i went on deja vu... scary shit man! holy shit i was on the front of that ride, and lemmie tell you that it is not the same as the back, it is so much scarier on the front cuz when you go back on the first part of the ride, you are just hanging there, the only thing that is keeping you from plummeting to your death is a paiece of metal! but the ultimate ride is X.... it is soooooo worth the wait in line! you twist and turn and its SOOO FUCKING FUN!! if you have yet to experience X, i insist that you go and experience it for yourself!... ok im done updating, im getting really tired...&lt;br /&gt;goodnight&lt;br /&gt;love peace and axel grease&lt;br /&gt;*DEV</content>
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    <title>SEXUAL HARASSMENT PANDA!</title>
    <published>2005-01-07T04:25:53Z</published>
    <updated>2005-01-07T04:25:53Z</updated>
    <content type="html">ok so im really t-oed b/c school just started again and i feel like ive been there forever even though, ive actually been at school for 3 days... but tomorrow is friday...but on the weekend i have to memorize some bible passage, do a religion "timeline" project, and a decade project... but then its all over and i can relax. so yesterday i had a water polo game, and annie put her hand on some marymount girls shoulder (in the pool) and she wigglesd and anies hand went on this chicks boob, and thegirl got out of the pool crying and at the end of the game, she asked annie for her name and phone number so that she could sue annie for SEXUAL HARASSMENT! HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH that makes me laugh, so i told the girl to hate the game, not the player. i really hope it stops raining, i HATE the rain, unless its tropical rain when it warm rain... alright ill stop condradicting my self and save you all the trouble...&lt;br /&gt;love, peace and axel grease&lt;br /&gt;*~*DEV*~*</content>
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    <title>HAPPY NEW YEAR!</title>
    <published>2005-01-03T03:50:05Z</published>
    <updated>2005-01-03T03:50:05Z</updated>
    <content type="html">HAPPY NEW YEAR! i hope everyones new year's celebration kicked ass, because mine did!!! thank you to caitlin &amp; kristy for making my new years rock my brain out my ear and getting shitfaced with me! and thank you to lauren and sven for taking care of me and making sure i wasnt raped or some shit like that, oh and driving me home! i dont want to go into TOO much detail about my celebration, but if you want the full story let me know &amp; ill fill you in. &lt;br /&gt;LOVE, PEACE &amp;  AXEL GREASE!&lt;br /&gt;~*DEV*~&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;P.S. caitlin i SO beat you, you only had 3 and i had 4! BOOYA SHOCKYA</content>
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    <title>_fuckthisgame_ @ 2004-12-29T22:52:00</title>
    <published>2004-12-30T07:29:09Z</published>
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    <content type="html">hola mi ppl! &lt;br /&gt;so there are only two more days til new years and i was just informed that i have to go to some lame ass writer's guide party with my daddy. ::SIGH:: im so bored with my life, i need something to change, maybe its just because of winter break and im sitting on my ass doing nothing, except play my spongebob xbox game all day. i want to move somewhere else, i dont care, i just want some kind of change in my life. im sick and tired of water polo. i cant stand it anymore, when a sport becomes a chore, its no longer fun. i dont know what happened...i used to love it, i just hate going to practice and i will go out of my way to do somehting else, i really should have started reading my fucking english book. i have to work on 3 projects for school too, that i have not yet started. i have to memorize like 200 words from the bible and present them to the class.  watch me stress out like crazy trying to memorize all this bullshit and then completely blank while presenting it and saying something like ... "god is good, jesus is one cool dude. thank you, drive home safely..."  uhhh i just wanna move. i feel like there is so much to do and see out there in the world, and im wasting my time sitting here typing... i wanna go to other places, london, paris, rome, new york, virgina, iowa, ANYWHERE! sometimes i feel like ill never grow up, it just seems so far away... i keep having strange dreams that i will die before im even legal. i wish i had some kind of crystal ball to let me know where im going in life, so that i would know what courses to take, what college to go to, wheather to stress over bullshit. i wanna start over, i wish i could go back and do things again. i need to start acting, get myself an agent and do movies or tv shows or something. then maybe my family would have some money, and i wouldnt have to worry, just wake up go to work (have fun while doing it) and then go to bed. if only there was some kind of way for me to grow up faster or even stay young forever and have no worries. i wanna start over, i wish i could go back and do things again. i wanna start over, i wish i could go back and do things again. i need to start acting, get mysalf an agent and do movies or tv shows or something. then maybe my family would have some money, and i wouldnt have to worry, just wake up go to work (have fun while doing it) and then go to bed... which sounds really goos right now i think this is the reason peter pan appeals to me, is because i just want to go to a place where there are no worries, no cares, no school, no essays, no pussy-ass teachers making you do shit that you dont wanna do... no "relationships", i hate this whole need for a relationship that i have, i cant even stand it anymore... i mean i want a boyfriend, but i want a relationship where there are no arguements, no fear, no hesitations, no more "does he like me or does he not like me"... i hope that saying that "there someone out there for everyone" is true. im waiting for the man of my dreams and i hope he is out ther waiting for me too&lt;br /&gt;im out&lt;br /&gt;love, peace &amp; axel grease&lt;br /&gt;-dev</content>
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    <title>CHRISTMAS PRESENTS</title>
    <published>2004-12-27T08:35:46Z</published>
    <updated>2004-12-27T08:35:46Z</updated>
    <content type="html">ok so chirstmas wasnt bad, but it wasn't all that good either.&lt;br /&gt;here is a list of the things i have gotten&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;- a new dvd player for my room&lt;br /&gt;- napolean dynamite [funny ass shit]&lt;br /&gt;- peter pan on dvd&lt;br /&gt;- some clothing [uhhhh....]&lt;br /&gt;- alot of make-up [should i take a hint?] &lt;br /&gt;- new holiday underwear [YAY!]&lt;br /&gt;- a dream book [for my super gay crab nightmares]&lt;br /&gt;- a new bag for all my polo shit&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;haha... well its not alot so my mommy gave me some money to go shopping... &lt;br /&gt;in the words of napolean dynamite "sweet"&lt;br /&gt;much xoxo love &lt;br /&gt;*DEV</content>
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    <title>*~*MERRY CHRISTMAS*~*</title>
    <published>2004-12-25T04:59:21Z</published>
    <updated>2004-12-25T04:59:21Z</updated>
    <content type="html">MERRY CHRISTMAS!, HAPPY HANUkKAH, JOYOUS KWANZAA... whatever. tomorrow is fucking christmas!! my parents changed the tradition this year. instead of waiting until my sister and i went to bed and then wrapping all the presents all night and putting them under the tree at the ungodly hour of two in the morning... they decided that there is no one to "fool" this year so they have been wrapping presents all day and then putting them under the tree... my mother made me wrap some of my own presents... i am very upset, jk jk... so anywoo... i know that my sister is getting nothing but clothes for christmas..HAHAHAHAHAHA I GET TO LAUGH IN HER FACE... but not until tomorrow morning. ill update tomorrow with all the shit that i got, so comment and tell me what you have gotten as well.&lt;br /&gt;IM EXCITED, I WON'T BE ABLE TO SLEEP TONIGHT!!!&lt;br /&gt;XOXOX&lt;br /&gt;*~*DEV*~*</content>
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    <title>_fuckthisgame_ @ 2004-12-23T19:23:00</title>
    <published>2004-12-24T03:41:21Z</published>
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    <content type="html">THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:&lt;br /&gt;1. Devon&lt;br /&gt;2. Dev&lt;br /&gt;3. The devmiester&lt;br /&gt;THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:&lt;br /&gt;1. imsomoefaggish&lt;br /&gt;2. bluavatar326&lt;br /&gt;3. anthrbrknthwl&lt;br /&gt;THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:&lt;br /&gt;1. my flexablity&lt;br /&gt;2. my taste in music&lt;br /&gt;3. my eyes?&lt;br /&gt;THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF:&lt;br /&gt;1. my knees&lt;br /&gt;2. my feet&lt;br /&gt;3. my nose &lt;br /&gt;THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:&lt;br /&gt;1. Irish&lt;br /&gt;2. English&lt;br /&gt;3. French&lt;br /&gt;THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:&lt;br /&gt;1. CLOWNS&lt;br /&gt;2. something under my bed&lt;br /&gt;3. awkward silences&lt;br /&gt;THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:&lt;br /&gt;1. cell phone &lt;br /&gt;2. sunglasses&lt;br /&gt;3. money&lt;br /&gt;THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:&lt;br /&gt;1. a necklace from my (kinda-not-really) grandpa&lt;br /&gt;2. pj bottoms&lt;br /&gt;3. a tanktop&lt;br /&gt;THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS (or artists(at the moment)):&lt;br /&gt;1. reel big fish&lt;br /&gt;2. the faint&lt;br /&gt;3. the beatles&lt;br /&gt;THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:&lt;br /&gt;1. beer- reel big fish&lt;br /&gt;2. worked up so sexual- the faint&lt;br /&gt;3. yesterday- beatles&lt;br /&gt;THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS&lt;br /&gt;1. coliflower&lt;br /&gt;2. a new relationship&lt;br /&gt;3. shopping again... &lt;br /&gt;THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a given):&lt;br /&gt;1. fun&lt;br /&gt;2. cuddling&lt;br /&gt;3. sex&lt;br /&gt;TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE&lt;br /&gt;1. im looking forward to christmas&lt;br /&gt;2. i love mia&lt;br /&gt;3. my real name is nancy&lt;br /&gt;THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX (or same) THAT APPEAL TO YOU:&lt;br /&gt;1. face&lt;br /&gt;2. attitude&lt;br /&gt;3. height&lt;br /&gt;THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:&lt;br /&gt;1. wistle (although my friend is trying to teach me)&lt;br /&gt;2. fall asleep when i need to &lt;br /&gt;3. have enough money...&lt;br /&gt;THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:&lt;br /&gt;1. going to the beach&lt;br /&gt;2. listen to good music&lt;br /&gt;3. watching cartoons&lt;br /&gt;THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:&lt;br /&gt;1. eat a carrot... (i don't know either)&lt;br /&gt;2. finish this goddamn survey&lt;br /&gt;3. screw someone til they scream my name...&lt;br /&gt;THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:&lt;br /&gt;1. actress&lt;br /&gt;2. vet&lt;br /&gt;3. barine biologist&lt;br /&gt;FAVORITE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:&lt;br /&gt;1. london, england&lt;br /&gt;2. sydney, australia&lt;br /&gt;3. catalina&lt;br /&gt;THREE KID'S NAMES&lt;br /&gt;1. riley&lt;br /&gt;2. atticus&lt;br /&gt;3. bailey&lt;br /&gt;THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:&lt;br /&gt;1. star in a movie&lt;br /&gt;2. learn how to wistle&lt;br /&gt;3. find the perfect guy</content>
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