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[Saturday 22.10.05 @ 22:51pm] |
jason
WHY??????????????????
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[Saturday 22.10.05 @ 21:56pm] |
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im almost out!
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[Saturday 30.7.05 @ 15:25pm] |
hey dood
nothing new has happen im trying really hard to get leveel three so i can get overnights
two weeks no pass... its been hell...
and my internet hasnt worked since forever!
help me god.
see you next weekend
this journal shit is pissin me off
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[Saturday 18.6.05 @ 17:04pm] |
this is a broign pass...
just liek the last one.. DENNIS fucking hates... he fuckin cheated on me so i told all his friends that he had a little dick... i feel so bad... im not really a mean person so you know i had to be upset to say in front of his friends...
well were over.
next weekend i get overnights (which means i can drink!!)
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[Saturday 11.6.05 @ 15:39pm] |
dvent updated this journal in forveer!
wow guys im so sorry but i been locked up! i gets saturday passes though so i will update every saturday.
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[Thursday 4.11.04 @ 12:58pm] |
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me and kris are over
he called methe other day and put april on the phone... this is basically how the conversation went...
APRIL: hi
ASHLEY: hey?
APRIL: i have a ?
ASHLEY: what the fuck do you want?
APRIL: did kris tell you he loved you?
ASHLEY: why?
APRIL: because kris is telling me that he wants to be with me and that he deosnt want you and that he never tells you he loves you its alays you saying it to him and that you dont compare to me and that nothing happened between you too and that he wantsa to get back with me... so did he tell you loved you?
ASHLEY: yea...
APRIL: he says your a lying bitch
ASHLEY: oh really? so he wants to be with you now?
APRIL: yea thats what he is sayin but i know that hes lying about all this shit because even his friends told me that he was sprung over you... and im not takin his peice of shit asss back... im movin out you can have his smelly ass... kris you need to the dentist...
ASHLEY: i cant belive this...
APRIL: did you love him?
ASHLEY: yea..
APRIL: hes a dick.. he deosnt know wat he wants to do with himself... im sure he loved at the time but just realized that you were 15 and he could get into alot of trouble... donnt cry over him its not worth it... hes crazy he lost his mind after i had mariah... thats all it is
ASHLEY: so wat did he say to you?
APRIL: well yesterday was his birthday... and he came home all drunk and shit crying and shit on his knees tellin me that you aint shit to him and how he wants to be with me... and how your an ugly ass hoe he just wanted to fuck... please donbt cry over him (kris, you never told her you loved her?? than why the fuck is she crying? shes lying kris?)
ASHLEY: kris told me he loved the thrid day i knew him... he said he was obsessed with me he said he was my bitch he said he wanted to spend the rest of his life with me...
APRIL: (kris you said you were obsessed with her? you said you were her bitch?) he said oh that bitch is lyin...
ASHLEY: how could he do this to me... i had no idea he was like this...
APRIL: (kris she wants to know how you could that to her...) i didnt know he was like this either... did u have sex with him?
ASHLEY: yea like 6 times...
APRIL: yea the whole time you guys were tlkaing or watever he would come home from seeing you and start hittin on me grabbin my pussy and shit sayin oh yea baby you know i want that... i had sex with him a couple times... but then i jus stop lettin him do that shit... and i geuss when you hung out with him sunday...
ASHLEY: yea we had sex sunday but we had to like stop in the middle of it... and then he went home..
APRIL: yea well when he came home i was in the shower and he got in the shower with me and liek force himself on me....
ASHLEY: oh my god...
APRIL: yea hes a worthless peice of shit...
ASHLEY: I have to go...
APRIL: ok ill talk to you later...
nuff said
nother broken heart
i should of known... every gouy i have a relationship with breaks my heart
thanx jason i think your the only one who hasnt!
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[Tuesday 2.11.04 @ 12:43pm] |
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ok
so this is why i barely get to update for those of you that are wondering
my mom has locked the computer in her and i cant egt on unless neither her or her bf or gone... becuz i cant be in here while they are in here... and since damon deosnt have a car... hes here all day everyday... WHICH SUX ASS! but i talked to my mom yesterday about it and she said that she would think about taking it out and putting it in the living room or something...
bad news
my mom making me go to florida for a couple months... she thinx that if i go there ill stop smoking weed and stop bad things and be a good little girl... yea fuckin right if i go down there i will not only continue to things i wana do but ill be having a good ass time doing it cuz ill be in my hometown! and ill be in the sun! hell motherfuckin yea! lol... wta a dumb bitch,, shes basically just giving me a vacation.... and my grandparents are going to spoil me rotten cuz theyre fuckin rich and they think i need "attention" lol parents... i swear...
I DONT WANA LEAVE KRIS!! i know if i leave hes guna cheat on me... hes a guy cmon... shit ill probly cheat on him too exspecially with those mexicans down there... omg i got this thing for mexicans lol.... but no im jus kidding i probly wont cheat on him... i duno ill try... but i know hes going to cheat on me... maybe we should break up so that I can go down there single and i wont have to worry about him cheating on me or me cheating on him... im just afraid that he might fall in love with some other girl and totally forget about me....
speaking of kris
yesterday was his fuckin birthday and he didnt even call me so i could say happy birthday or anything! see the plan was since he had to work he was just guna pick me up right after work and we were guna spend the day together since it was his birthday and all.... but he didnt even call me and he ALWAYS calls me from work and if april leaves or something he'll call me form his house... but he didnt do either! wtf... he better call me today... see i know he was another girl last ngiht i just fuckin know it cuz if he wasnt he woulda called me and since yesterday was his birthday his boys probly went out and found him some pussy or something... GR!!!! ( i had a dream that that happened... thats why im saying it ) lol
other news
Jason told me all that shit about him and ria wasnt true... watever....
dont care
he dont even pick up his phone when i call him? wtf is that?
i wish he would stop being dumb lol
HEY JASON, STOP BEING DUMB
ok well im out this bitch
oh yea, joe got a new computer and a new webcam but he deosnt have his internet yet so he deosnt use it and hes going to let me borrow his webcam till he gets his shit set up... so ill be able to take some pictures! yay!
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[Wednesday 27.10.04 @ 17:15pm] |
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WOW I HAVENT BEEN ONLINE IN SO LONG!
sry... damons car is impounded so he deosnt leave the house... my baby sister had to go to the doctors today so he left....
ANYHOO:L: wats new in my life?
well found out that jason was still fucking ria... and im pretty he ditched me on sweetest day to go be with her... haha somebody told me that she didnt like me becuz i had did shit with him HAHA looks like we got something in common....
but i dont give fuck
he can fuck whoever he wants
im done with that kid
starting kimball tomoro... woo hoo! yesterday these kids stopped in front of me and asked if i wanted to smoke with them... ( of course i said yes ) and i found out they went to kimball... and how they had just graduated... they told me that all the guys were going to be on me there... haha nice thing to look foward too... chris's ( the chris that lives across the street... not my boo... )go to kimball too... which is cool cuz they are both hott and chris told me that they thought i was hott! haha cool shit!
me and chris are still cool... i dont really know wat is going on between us... i mean i know but i jus dont know if were together or wat... he told one of his friends i was his girlfriend in front of me... and i call him my boyfriend all the time... but last weekend we went to ann arbor to see his friend katon and katon asked chris if it was ok if he could hook up with me... now if i was his girlfriend wouldnt e be like no man wtf are you thinking??? lol. so i asked him about and he told me that he just wants me to be happy and od watever i wana do... and then i told him that i was suposed to be his girl and he said yea youre my girl but katon knows that we havent known each other that long... he knows wat the deal is... i told him i would talk to him later on that day ( cuz we SUPOSED to hang out ) but we never ended up talking about it. so wat the fuck is the deal? r we together or wat?
obeviously not!
if hes giving his friend permission to have sex with me!... i DONT KNOW i think the only reason why he told his friend that he didnt care was becuz he knows i wouldnt... ( i mean trhe isnt the first time one of his friends have tried to hook up with me... he knows i wouldnt do somethin like that... he knows i always say no ) so its like hes not worried about it... and he jus tries to look cool in front of his boys... watever... i love him though... I MISS HIM SO FUCKIN MUCH and yes april ( his babys mama ) is still being a bitch... kris told me that he set her on fire... hahah dumb fuckin bitch i hope she dies... i miss him so much! i cant wait till this weekend when i can see him again!... last weekend we had sex for the first time... oh it was fuckin great... im glad everythings ok in that area!
( daydreaming )
ok so anyway im not going to have enuff time to commment in everyones journal but i will do a few! ( damon and my mom will be home soon... )
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he was everything i wanted
we were meant to be, suposed to be but we lost it
all the memorys so close to me jus fade away
all this time u were pretending... so much fo rmy happy ending
THANKS FOR ACTING LIKE YOU CARED
AND MAKING ME FEEL LIKE I WAS THE ONLY ONE
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[Thursday 21.10.04 @ 15:31pm] |
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ok so life been fuckin crazy lately first i jus wanna say heres a big fuck you to jason for ditching me on sweetest day!! how the fuck could you? watever i should of known you would do something like that....
ok so last weekend i hung out with chris and he got a room and threw a big hotel party (surprised it didnt get busted) and fuckin his his crazy ex girlfriend/babys mama showed up at like 6 in the fuckin morning with her friend and stormed threew the door and tried to jump me... i got hit a couple times but nothin serious... i didnt hit in the face or anyting so im good.. chris pulled them off of me so everything was alright... THAT NIGHT WAS SOO FUCKIN PERFECT chris felt soo bad about wat happened and i was pissed at him for a little bit (i mean, you should haveur ex under control....) and i refused to talk to him.. so he sittin there next me tellin me how sorry he is and how he cant beleive that this happened... and then he say "if you dont wana talk to me no more thats ok... but can we at least be friends? cuz i need you..." how cute is that?? then he starts going in to how much he likes and how he lovesme and how he cant live without me... and i stil refused to talk to him and then he starts crying! and i was like OMG! i cant this kid is crying becuz he thinks he never guna talk to me! thats when i knew that he wasnt bullshittin that, he really deos like and wants me in his life... so right then and there i had to stop givin the cold shoulder... so i turned around and kissed him and gave him a big hug and told him i wasnt leaving... then we jus spent the rest of the day holding each other... it was soo cute! he told that he was in love with me and that he wanted to marry me... and that he was OBSESSED with me and how he would my bitch lol. i was jus in awe... like wow i cant beleive this kid likes me so much... its ok though becuz i like him too and honestly i know it might sound dumb cuz ive like only known him for like 3-4 weeks but i think im in love with him too... its jus this fuckin bitch april! (his ex/babys mama) she makes things so complicated... and they live together so its nno tlike he can jus ignore hewr calls or something... hes tryin to get her an eviction notice (since they like in a tralor and he OWNS the trailor) so i duno how thats guna go... and plus he wants his kids... and i dont blame them id want to be in my kids life as well... so yea we kinda like... dangerously in love lol... i jus hope nothing geos wrong and we continue to be like this forever. but anyways yea so im in love everybody needs to know the good news... and jason? well jasons not about nothing... jasons not ready to settle down and be in a relationship... so im moving on... ill ALWAYS love him but im not going to be wth him... and plus i think it is time to stop crying over him... anyways yea so chris calls me everyday from work and tells me how much he misses me and how much he loves me... oh hes sooo... i duno... this kid has got me like fuckin sprung... i duno... lol ... he calls me mama and babygurl and gurl and ah.... i duno... and i call him sugarpie haha hes sooo cute... every time i think about him i feel like... light ya know? like im floating...
im smiling jus thinking about him lol...
if you read all that you rock
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[Thursday 14.10.04 @ 13:59pm] |
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ok so yesterday was fucked up
me and roxanne got into it and she ended up hitting me
then shit hit the motherfucking fan
and we ended up fighting
i wasnt really paying much attention i was jus swinging left and right
and Dan topld me a gave her a black eye
thats wat you get bitch for runnin your mouth
on another note
i got kicked outta school
aint that just fuckin great
now i have like no school to go to...
and i think im going to have to wait till i turn 16 to go to churchill
what bullshit....
all because of that bitch.... ER!
did my layout over (again)
i duno im in a bondage kinda mood today so yea...
i have a feeling im going to change it again lol
i wana change my background music but i just cant
i mean, i fucking love that song lol
anyways, IM SO SAD IM NEVER GOING TO SEE JOEL AGAIN!
all becuase of roxannes bitch ass...
god it makes me so angry! lol (turning into the hulk)
chris calls me all the time
i mean its not a bad thing
cuz i like him ♥
but his girlfriend wants to beat the shit outta me
EDIT:: theyre not going out anymore becuz of that little incident...
cuz she thinks we fucked lol...
and now that they arent going out anymore chris wants to hook up with me...
reasons why i kinda dont want to::
#1 chris has three kids
#2 chris has a crazy babys mama who wants to whoop my ass (and probly can)
#3 chris is 22
but hes soooo sweet
i mean he tells me things that no guy ever has
i remember one time Ian was being really mean to me
and i was like Ian, can you say one nice thing about me?
and he said no, im not boost your ego
and hes not the first guy that has done somethin like that
well chris says nice things about me all the time
and for all you guys out there...
a key to a girls heart is compliments
gilrs love compliments
they love when you tell them how much you love them
or how beautiful they are...
IT MAKES ME MELT
when a guy deos that lol
i duno.. i like him...
but watever we'll see how things go...
JASON:: do you remember our first kiss?
comment and tell me ♥
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[Tuesday 12.10.04 @ 16:35pm] |
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well i spent the weekend with woody and travis and their little gang... had fun it was woodys birthday so he got a hotel room we all got fucked and shit lol.... then the next day we went over to this kid chris's house... got fucked up i ended up staying the night at woodys and and so did this chris kid... and fuckin woody took over his bed or watever and fuckin chris layed down on the flor with me and fuckin all of the sudden chris's girlfriend bust threw the fuckin fuckin door screaming and shit... i geuss she thought me and chris had done something lol but we were layin down next to each other and walked in and fuckin punch him in the face... it was fuyckin crazy! i had to explain to her that nothing happened... but i dont think she believed it too much... so then i came home or watever and everything was cool... untill dinner time.. well i asked my mom if i could eat on a dinner tray instead of stnding at the bar and eating and she said it was ok so when i was done she told me to vacuum the floor and i didnt want to because that night that we had chilled at chris's house i was drinkin this mohawk vodka shit that was like 100 proof and i ended up taking a pill... so my stomach was like not feelin too good... so i was i said no mom i dont feel good i wana go to bed im not fuckin vacuuming the floor just becuz i ate on a tv tray.... so we ended up fighting and (like fist fighting) and she grabbed my hairt and dragged me out of the house and threw my shoes at me lol... so i ended crashing at erins for a night... and then the next night fuckin jason shows up at erins house with ria (aint that great)... so yea that kinda ruined the night a bit... and i was high so it didnt make things too much better... but yea then he tells me hes leaving with her but hesa bringing erin with them (that jus makes things so much fucking better) like im suposed to be relived lol... we almost ended fuckin in the basement lol damn you erin for walking in... HAHA.. anyhoo... so then erin told me i couldnmt crash their and woody and his little crew were bing fuckin dicks... so i had nowhere to fuckin sleep so i went home... but when i got their my mom didnt let me in... so i went next door and claled the cops on her and they made her let me in lol... DRAMA... now shes fuckin telling me that i have to either go live with my dad or my grandpa and they both live in florida and thatr i have to be out of here by this weekend... aint that sme bullshit? fuck that i have a life here... i mean i can let go of my friends and shit.. it just jason that im not leaving... and if i do leave then im taking him with me... fuckin me and roxanne dont talk to no more... turns out that she was the one who stole my money out of my purse ... wat kinda friend is that? and woody and them had told me that they all ran a train on her ass one day and i thought that was sick (and yes its true cuz i asked her about it and she told me not to tell dan... which i did lol) so yea school should be interesting... missed school today and yesterday... so yea cant wait to see that bitch lol...
ok this entry is way too long and i doubt that anyone will wread it but yea im out for now.
EDIT:::: i know u guys looovvveee my icon... i know hes a sexy beast but you cant have him hes mine! lol (thats jason) it was his idea to put master lol
]im kinda sick.. somebody should bring me some soup
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[Thursday 7.10.04 @ 18:13pm] |
ok so yea
were guna make this short::
. Joels mad at me cuz he thinx im going around telling people we did it in the bathroom... (?)
. I got a hott new picture of jason (will be posting very shortly ;P)
. Talk to chris for a bit... didnt go well
ok im done
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[Monday 4.10.04 @ 17:13pm] |
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ok
so me and J made up from that little "fight" we had online... actually it was kinda funny cuz i called him and was like hey lets stop fighting and be friends again and hes like...ok haha that was easy... schools ok, people r fucking talking shit about my friend roxanne sayin shes got herpes and shit fuuuck that. Nick is no where to be fucking found. Talking to thios guy Joel... well i wana talk to him but i heard some fucked up shit about him from J and hes gotta girlfriend anyway... spent the weekend with roxanne... saturday night i partied with Ian and his friend tom... got drunk as fuck and ended up riding Ians bike home at around 6 in the morning...
i wish this fuckin kid didnt have a girlfriend... i mean i like hime alot... but i think its jus cuz he reminds me sooo much of jason... like his lips and his forearms... him... havent talked to J since saturday, wonder where he could be? hmmm maybe fuckin ria? lol yea right...
ok im done with this
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[Sunday 3.10.04 @ 16:19pm] |
hey look i got accepted!  you guys should join  preppykids
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[Thursday 30.9.04 @ 18:37pm] |
what kind of bullshit is this?
Jason : just to let yoiu know I fuckin hate your ass now, Alright
likeabyrd00: why?????
likeabyrd00: wat did i do?
Jason : where are you
likeabyrd00: home...
likeabyrd00: wtf? wat did i do?
Jason : added me to roxie's list
likeabyrd00: o lol my bad...
Jason : and I had to piss her bf off cuz he wouldn't shut the fuck up
likeabyrd00: i wanted to see if u were on lol
likeabyrd00: oh shit dont worry ill talk to dan
Jason : now they're both trying to talk to me and I hadto ignore then
Jason : no
Jason : don't talk to hin
Jason : don't say shit
Jason : that shit was funny though
Jason : I pissed him off so damn bad
Jason : lol
likeabyrd00: lol did u tell him you fucked roxanne??
Jason : lol
Jason : ask him to send you the whole conv.
Jason : it's hillarious
likeabyrd00: lol
likeabyrd00: ok
likeabyrd00: hes fuckin pissed
Jason : I know
likeabyrd00: hes all like tell his ass to unblock me
likeabyrd00: lol
Jason : no
Jason : I don't feel like dealing with some dumb fuck right now
likeabyrd00: Big D From Hp 23: i dunno but he bout to get his ass fucked up
Trip Like Me xXx: dood... it is not that serious...
Jason : lol
likeabyrd00: wat a fuckin dumbass
likeabyrd00: lol
Jason : so what's he sayin?
likeabyrd00: oh wait no... he wasnt talkin bout u he was talkin bout this chicks bf my bad...
likeabyrd00: he dont care about u
likeabyrd00: lol
likeabyrd00: Big D From Hp 23: i kno i dont even car bout jason
Big D From Hp 23: im talkin bout danielles bf
Trip Like Me xXx: o ok ok
Jason : i dont even car
Jason : he really id a dumb ass
likeabyrd00: lol u fuckin dumbass!
likeabyrd00: yea and you cant even spell is... nice..
Jason : fuck off trick
likeabyrd00: i mean...
likeabyrd00: cmon
likeabyrd00: lol
likeabyrd00: im jus playin
likeabyrd00: lol
likeabyrd00: i love you
likeabyrd00: lol
likeabyrd00: but that was funny
likeabyrd00: lol
Jason : did he send you the convo. ?
likeabyrd00: no
Jason : oh
Jason : well you wanna hear something funny
Jason : my dad did go into work today
Jason : it's next week when he's off like 4 days
likeabyrd00: o
Jason : yeah
likeabyrd00: i called u earlier but no one picked up...
Jason : yeah
likeabyrd00: where weree u?
Jason : doe't matter
likeabyrd00: lol
likeabyrd00: yes it deos
likeabyrd00: y cant u tell me?
likeabyrd00: were u fuckin ria?
likeabyrd00: lol
Jason : no
Jason : that bitch that I was telling you about yesterday
likeabyrd00: wat bitch?
Jason : yeah, like you aren't fuckin anyone
likeabyrd00: uh im not...
Jason : that white gorl with the big ass and the red and blond hair
likeabyrd00: oh really?
Jason : really
Jason : like you don't have plans or any one youwanna fuck tomorrow
likeabyrd00: jason, I DONT FUCK ANYBODY BUT YOU AND THE ONLY PERSON I PLANNED ON FUCKIN TOMORO WAS YOU...
likeabyrd00: sad that u obviously cant keep ur dick in ur pants and do the same...
Jason : uh huh
Jason : lol
likeabyrd00: its not fuckin funny
likeabyrd00: but now that i know what ur doin i might as well stop saviong myself for you and go get somethin else
Jason : fine
likeabyrd00: i hate you
Jason : nbo you don't
likeabyrd00: yes i do
Jason : why?
likeabyrd00: because ur fuckin goin around fuckin other hoes
likeabyrd00: why else?
Jason : not other hoes
Jason : you're the only hoe I fucked
likeabyrd00: fuck you
Jason : when?
likeabyrd00: leave me alone
likeabyrd00: go fuck that jenny bitch
Jason : why?
Jason : hello
Jason : ashley
Jason : what are you doing?
likeabyrd00: wat??
likeabyrd00: dont worry about it
Jason : no
Jason : what are you doing?
Jason : callin pimp daddy crack rock or something?
Jason : hello
Jason : come back and talk to me
Jason : I'm bored
BUZZ!!!
likeabyrd00: wtf do u want?
Jason : to talk to you
likeabyrd00: go talk to jenny
Jason : no
Jason : I wanna tALK TO YOU
likeabyrd00: right, jus like u wanted to talk to me when u were fuckin her today right?
Jason : I haven't talked to jenny since I went to school at monroe
likeabyrd00: bullshit
Jason : whatever
Jason : you just don't wanna believe me cuz you wanna go outn and fuck someone
likeabyrd00: omg..
Jason : what?
Jason : hello
Jason : what are you doing?
likeabyrd00: i dont beleive because i think u jus dont want me to go fuck other ppl
Jason : huh?
Jason : fine go be a little skank again
Jason : but leave me alone
likeabyrd00: i dont beleive that u didnt fuck her today because ur afraid that if i know that u two fucked then im guna go out and fuck someone
Jason : maby I should find out where jenny's been stayin at lately
likeabyrd00: shut up
Jason : later slut
likeabyrd00: how the fuck am i a slut?
Jason : peace
likeabyrd00: fine bye
Jason : bye
likeabyrd00: bye
Jason : and this is the last good bye
likeabyrd00: bye!
BUZZ!!!
likeabyrd00: wtf?
Jason : lol
BUZZ!!!
likeabyrd00: i thought u were leaving... cuz im such a slut right?
Jason : right
Jason : no more of a skank
Jason : or hoe
Jason : I'm not sure on wich one
likeabyrd00: fine ill jus be my slutty self and go fuck pimp daddy crack rock
Jason : alright
Jason : whatever you want
Jason : just don't expect anything from me
Jason : I dn't even wana talk to your ass anymore
likeabyrd00: y? its not like were going out or anything? its not im committed to you...
likeabyrd00: were jus friends remember?
likeabyrd00: i mean shit, it was ok when u fucked taht girl today right?
likeabyrd00: why should i be any different?
likeabyrd00: watever ignore me i dont care im not the one goin around fuckin everyone...
likeabyrd00: and if your mad then HA good u deserve it
likeabyrd00: ok stop ignoring me
likeabyrd00: lol
Jason : Oh, I'm not mad at all
Jason : what do I have to be mad about?
likeabyrd00: shit i dont know
Jason : alright
Jason : then
Jason : now will you please leave me alone
likeabyrd00: y should i?
Jason : well I don
Jason : 't really care to tal to yo anymore
Jason : at all
likeabyrd00: can i ask y?
Jason : so you miaswell just take me off of your buddy list
likeabyrd00: shut up
Jason : I'm serious
likeabyrd00: gimme a fuckin reason
Jason : Cuz
Jason : I'm sick of your ass
Jason : and done with all this stupid kid shit
likeabyrd00: ok uh... YOU started it?
Jason : and trying to finish it
Jason : and get rid of you for good
Jason : now I have to do some cleaning
Jason : Bye
likeabyrd00: Jason : and get rid of you for good
likeabyrd00: do you mean that?
Jason : Bye!
Jason : Ashley
likeabyrd00: jason?
Jason : bye
likeabyrd00: bye
Jason :
Jason : aww
Jason : did you put little ol me on ignore?
Jason :
likeabyrd00: aww wat?
Jason : guess not
Jason :
likeabyrd00: dont u gotta clean or something?
Jason : lol
Jason : love you too
Jason : lol
Jason :
likeabyrd00: watever WHY DONT U GO AWAY AND TRY TO GET RID OF ME
Jason : Giggles: Hee Hee
likeabyrd00: hee hee my ass
Jason : Oh.. looks like the circus is in town.
Jason : Next!
Jason : Hit me with your best shot... Grandma!
likeabyrd00: well i geuss im going to have to help u get rid of me by ignoring you...
likeabyrd00: with my little kid shit...
likeabyrd00: bye
Jason : Gotta go. My parole officer needs to use the computer
Jason : Flaky: Hi!
Jason : Giggles: Hee Hee
Jason : Toothy: Yawn
Jason : Disco: Roar
Jason : Flippy: Growl!
Jason : Nutty: Sugar High!
Jason : I like that oone
Jason : Nutty: Sugar High!
Jason : Nana nana nana!
Jason : OH YEAHHHHH!
likeabyrd00: LEAVE ME ALONE
Jason : Well played old man!
Jason : No No No No NO!
Jason : Well I was just trying to build your confidence
Jason : It's on now!
Jason : lala la lala
Jason : so what cha doin babe
Jason : ?
BUZZ!!!
Jason : hello
Jason : Ashley!
Jason : ashley
Jason : Ashley?!
likeabyrd00: what could you possibly want with as childish slut like me?
Jason : Whatever
Jason : nothing
Jason : that's why I want you to put me on your ignore list or take me off ofyour buddy list
likeabyrd00: i fuckin hate you
Jason : lol
Jason : good
Jason : then take me off your list
Jason : please
Jason : and thank you
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[Monday 27.9.04 @ 20:32pm] |
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ok so yea
i havent been able to get on lately because i spent the weekend at roxannes....
fuckin sorry that i have a life!
people are fuckin taken me off their friends list and shit because they say i dont comment in their shit... watever i always fuckin comment when i get the chance i not a fuckin computer nerd who stays at home all fuckin day on the computer... i have a life thats what this journal is for
thanx biatch!
anwyho
friday was sweet shit
went over to roxannes met her boyfriend and their friends... got drunk as fuck... and i ended up puking,
but at leats i dint cause i seen like the other two times iive puked... i jus got up went into the bathroom and did my buisness... and i can actually remember it too lol
it seems like i only get sick off of cheap ass vodka, every single time ive puked it was because i was drinking cheap vodka... this time it was 5'o clock... nice...
the rest of the weekend was boring... school was ok...
not much to say
going to see jasons tomoro
his dads working so ill be able to get some lol... uh yea sorry i havent been commenting!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my moms such a bitch that she wont even give me enuff time to comment in everyones journal tonight.. :(
please dont eb a bitch and take me off your friends list for that... it aint my fault..
(yea im talking bout you)
ok uh yea
i miss you guys
exspecially u jeff :)))
*kisses for jeff*
(his sexy ass...)
ok im done
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[Friday 24.9.04 @ 9:23am] |
sorry havent updated in a while...
moms a bitch!!
well forget mirza... dont want to talk about what happen
just know i dont talk to his bitch ass no more lol
so yea uh wenesday hung out with jason
nice to know he knows more people at my school then i do...
that fucking great lol
had sex... behind a fuckin car dealership
(couldnt find any other place to fuck)
and it had been a while so yea....
im good now :))
yesterday i hung out with this kid nick
(so hott!)
yea we smoked...
then we started making out! hahaha yea!
i dont think he wants to go out with me
because he told my friend roxanne that he liked me just as a friend..
yea but that was before we were making out
so i dont know
fuckin ian
he showed up at my house yesterday
and he had liqour so i let him in... lol
we talked.. drank...
he ended up confessing his love to me..
i dont know if i want to buy that bullshit...
he told me he was sorry about everything that happened and that he wanted to "start over"...
i dont know what im going to do about that
i need a bf
but i duno if jasons going to like that
he'll be pissed...
and i dont wana make him mad at me...
i wana find out about this nick kid though
yea so hes like the perfect PACSUN model..
everyhting that he wears comes from fuckin pacsun
and sooooo nice and sweet
hes a prep
but he smokes weed
and hes HOTT as hell....
but i duno
i was high all fuckin day yesterday
i woke up
calle dthis guy that i met a couple days ago
smoked with him
then he tok me to school...
stayed there till about 2
went over to nicks
smoked.
came home
Ian came over
drank.
then smoked.
and then after school
im getting some zanex
and then im guna smoke. lol
(fuckin stoner)
but yea i just thought yall would like to know
how my lifes been for the past two three days lol
this weekend should be fun
going to a party. cool cookies
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[Saturday 18.9.04 @ 12:24pm] |
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ok
so yesterday was cool... i called pharelli and he picked me up and we smoked.. had fun .. needed a good blunt.. exspecially after just breaking up with jason :((
i miss him so much.. i havent talked to him in like two days, wonder where hes at? (like always) so yesterday when pharelli told me he was going to pick me uphe told me he was going to call me when he got to the mcdonalds that was behind me (or next to me) and he liked didnt called for like an hour and i jus figured he was coming... so i asked chris if he wanted to hang out and hes like ok come to my house or watever...
so i got all ready and shit, ya know makin myself look good.. and he calls me and is like "uh i dont think this is a good idea" like wtf? so i was like why? and he was like "cuz i just dont" and i said watever and hung up... then i called pharelli and he said he was on his way... so i left with him... got high.. had fun
the other day when i was walking home from school i heard somebody say "yea keep walking" from behind me. and it was robert (isnt this great)
for those of you who dont who he is..
hes the one that got me pregnant, and failed to be there for me through my abortion... (fucking asshole) he has been talking to me lately, he wants to get back with me but i told him after all that shit he did i could never do that again...
anyhoo
yea so i turned around and it was him... he was bein a complete asshole telling me to go home and calling me a little girl while i was walking... putting on a fucking show in front ofhis friends. that fuck. then wen i got home he called me and was like oh im so sorry blah blah blah but i told him id call him later because i was talking to jason...
mirza has not called me yet... but he has to work from 11-6 today so hell probly call when he gets off work...
nick hasnt called me either.. and he usually calls me every day... hes probly scared cuz hes that i know he likes me lol awe how cute
but im not worried about nick, its mirza i really wnat to call me lol *wink* tonight my cerfew is 11! so i wana go out and party... but i have no one to part y with... (or no one that i feel like calling) guys are such dicks sometimes... they bullshit alot...
but then again they are some really nice guys... and they usually are the ones who dont do drugs and are all preppy and shit lol i just recently noticed that lol
i hope ill get to see trinity this weekend! and her cute boyfriend! (hes so sweet! i want to eat him with a spoon!)
ok im done
edit:
i had to post this lol
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[Friday 17.9.04 @ 15:19pm] |
ok, so i broke up with jason, which im proud of myself for doing.. and i m so happy taht we will still be best friends... because a bf is one thing... but a best friend is soo much more... i geuss things will go back to the way they were before... and we both know its for the best
hes going to peirce my tongue for me (yes!) i cant fuckin wait... you dont even know...
hes was goping to stop by my house today but he hasnt been here yet (of course...)
but anyhoo
well today was awesome, it started out as a bad day because i got a stain on my white tee shirt and this kid nick threw a fuckin ball into my salad... (which everyone made a joke out of the rest of the day)
but then it got alot better... i found out that the kid who threw the ball into my salad likes me... and this one kid who liked me that didnt like finally got the message. lol
and i met this guy :)) his name is mirza..(its european lol ooh sexy...) hes hott... he smokes weed and all that shit but hes nice... and i dont think hes much of a "player". and hes a freaky little boy too.. i was standing in the front of the class getting a peice of paper and he came up to me and pinched my ass lol
i know i should probably be like wtf? but i like shit like that.. lol i like it when i guy makes it known that he thinx im sexy :))
chris isnt mad at me.. he made me tell my mom that we were friends and shit just so he could hang out with me... i think thats gay... i mean i sneak around with guys all the time why woouldnt i do it with him? hes just a fuckin pussy thats all...
i told my friend pharelli wat was going on with this whole chris situation and hes like man this kid must be gay or something, shit id loooooove to be your neighbor, fuckin you comin outside to check the mail with just a towel on and shit lol i thought that was soo funny.
cuz i actually do shit like that lol
i think hes outsiude waiting for me to come out lol oh well...
ok i dont wana be a bitch so im going out there
poo!
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hello
school was great
second day im there and there are already 3 guys trying to hook up with me
haha...
talked to jason for a bit
he deosnt really giva shit about how hes making me feel
i noticed this when i told him to promise me he wouldnt disapear again
and he replied
"idk"
isnt that nice?
well im not going to let him bring me down
anymore than he already has
still not talking to chris
dont care
(that was a lie lol)
if i dont fuck jason soon
im fucking someone else. (period)
and yes he reads this
and i dont care...
im pretty sure he can figure out
that if hes not giving me any ill go out get some other dick
i give it 2 weeks...
if we dont fuck in two weeks
im breaking up with him and fuckin someone else
(though i should of been broke up with him)
(he probably wants me to)
(that fucker)
lifes good.
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AShley. 16. hott. Eager. Locked Up. Pittied. missunderstood. Peaceful. stoner. HTML fluent. fucker. Prep. Taken. confused. In love. w/ someone whos having a fucking kid. Preppy. but so not stuck up. dont question my authority.
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