_froggles_

hoody dooody dooooooo

Tue, 27 Dec 2005 11:06:16 GMT

Well, I'll be flat out for the next forever...

I'm going down to walpole with my bro and his wife :) but i'm missing one of my friends farewell parties :( it's happpy, but it;s sad too

I feel soooooo bad

but onto better things, I now have a decent alcho stash...chrissie presents are great aren't they.....I can sit and enjoy a cruiser on new years eve now....YAY!!

not that my life revolves around alchohol, anything but....

I've been sleeping and sleeping and working and working and working and working and working and working and working and working and working and working and working and working and working and working and working and working and working and working and working and working and working and now i have lots of money...YAY!!!

It's very exciting...I will soon own my own car, which is also very exciting..

I got lots of stuff for chrissie, and chrissie day was really good fun. I love most of my family.

YAY!

I must go and do things, like pack and such, for my week of kayaking and hiking and climbing...oh the joy...and yet the sadness...I HATE this!

I'll see ya'll later
xXx Legs

Howdy Doody

Sun, 30 Oct 2005 07:42:06 GMT

Well life is still tiring and chaotic..I don't think that ever changes.

We've been cleaning all day...fun fun fun.....can you hear how much fun it was?

Can you hear the enthusiasm in my voice??

CAN YOU!>?!?!?!

Sigh.

I need to get on and do some more homework, i'm so sick of all this.

Since i last updated, which was quite a while ago, things have pretty much been the same, except i've been really sick from my allergies, and i got some really good news about someone....

Hm, not much to say

Bubye,
Love Jen

La la la la lah

Thu, 06 Oct 2005 01:53:12 GMT

Wellllll, life is strange.

I'm in an anti-men moment, because nearly all of them are being complete bums.....I hate them all...ish

I should be doing my essay, but i can't be stuffed, it's all wayyyyy tooo boring.....damn it all!!

and onto hapier topics, I"m going shopping soon, i just need to fill some more time until i go and meet one of my friends for lunch...sigh, i still have a while to go, although it is getting closer.

I'm tired and bored still.

I've been doing heaps of climbing lately, which has al been good, and i'm toning up nicely form it, which is also good, once i start playing sport again i'll be hell fit...YAY!

In relation to my earlier statement that i hate all men, I don't, they just confuse me a lot at the moment, COZ I THINK THERES SOMETHING GOING ON BETWEEN ME AND SOMEONE, yes, thats right, i admitted it.....sigh, i kinda don't want it to be happening though, so it's all a bit weird....like, i'm officially still single, but.....not. I i kinda don't wanna be unsingle with this particualr person, coz he wants somethng from me that im not sure whether i can give to him...and just for the record, no, it isn't sex.

as i said, all men a bums and should be contained in small plastic bags so we can use them and then dispose of them safely

wow....that was an interesting statement...i have no idea why i said that...although it does sorta reflect the way i feel.

i want my music!!!!!!!!

Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

ok, i think i've thrown enough of a tanty today, i'll [robably write more later....about everyhing else....bubye, love you all
Jen

Howdy hoedy....

Thu, 22 Sep 2005 12:42:01 GMT

Hehe...I'm really bad at this.

the funny little thing keeps telling me off for doing the wrong things.

I did something bad the other day, but i still can't say what it is, unless one of you might read it...Oh the horror of it all!!!

found a strange website the other day, very suss, and yet very entertaining...I will have to let you all in on it sometime....hehehehehehehehehehehehe.....Mwah ha ha ha haa aaaaa

Woe to me...i have very proportionately small feet....grrr!!! They're sore!!

*shakes fist*

*shakes head at the shakes fistness*

*sends glasses flying*

*hopes like hell nobody saw that....*

Exciting...My exams are only a few months away....it seems like they're so soon though....[ I just finished sending all the forms in on the way home from school today....YAY!!!!

Mega excitedness!!

Poor poor boys.....they have no hope left now....ah well, each to his own.....

I've decided that I'm definitely going to et my bellybutton peirced, only problem is that i have to time it to fit in with my abseiling, coz i'm not sure whether that would be a problem....

It's either the belly button gets pierced, or i dye chunks of my hair red, so i'm going with the belly button peircing this time i think.....hehehehehehehehehe

I jsut re-read my entry, it all very cryptic....I hope you all thoroughly misunderstood most of what i've said, and I'll catch you all later,
Love y'all
Bubye, Love Jen, xXx

Wow...weirdo day. Weirdo Life. Strangeness.

Mon, 19 Sep 2005 11:02:48 GMT

I had a very strange day today....A lot of ups, but they all felt kinda odd.

Ate out for lunch....excursion thingo to an italian restaurant....very dodgy food in some ways....I don't reccommend Sebastians Italian Restaurant in Vic Park to anyone who is interested.

I think I spent way too much money.... but hey, what else is life for??

I could do witha decent party, but I must resist, only one week to go and then holidays!!

Whooooot!

I found my ipod, soo all is good and right again in the world again as far as i'm concerned...I can blast my metal away on the bus and go off into a world of oblivion until i feel like being ociable again.....YAY!!

whooooooo........Went abseiling yesterday for the first time in ages, and i ended up doing more climbs than anything else.....Which was great...though when i got home i was exhausted.

I have science tomorrow which is happiness...back to flirting with the boys i go!!....Geeze, that sounds so sad, but my latest "friend" is in there, so I'm excited!

I have been single for a little bit too long i think....sigh....

oh welll, I better be off.....Homework, flute, you know the.......usual i suppose....bit of a let down after the day that i've had...

"Let me in, I'll Bury the PAIN"
Luv y'all!
Love Jen
xXx

Blegh

Mon, 01 Aug 2005 13:05:10 GMT

I spenmt most of today at home feeling terrible, vomiting, and being sick in general.

Yay.

Can you tell that i'm overjoyed about it?

ooops....I jsut stepped on the dog.....

anyways, not much has happened...I think I got a record last night for the longest that I"ve ever slept for in one lump...15hrs, which for me is ages and ages.....7:30pm yesterday, till 10:30am today...when i finally puled myself out of bed i went and slept for a while out on the verandah in my chair....so all in all i haven't really done much today.

I had my first "serious" training day on Sunday, which was interesting. It wasn't all that full on as far as actually doing stuff is concerned, but i spent most of the day using my brain on topics which i wasn't 100% sure on, which bugged me coz i don't really like...well, I HATE not being sure about what i'm doing/saying.

oh well, I'll get there in the end.

anyways, I feel like shit and am off to havea shower, and see if that helps at all.

Bubye, Love Jen

Crazy Crazy

Sat, 30 Jul 2005 13:37:28 GMT

I love sineads poem!!

Many of you should also love it, jsut because it's fantastic.

I'm in a hrryied space, I have abseiling tomorrow, and i'm flat out trying to get work done, and I keep getting distracted by this and that.

damnit

oh well

I'll jsut have to survive a late night, not that i really should be having one, but i have to.

and yes, I know i should keep up with muy work better, but somethings come up everytime i've tried to do my homework for the past few days

I'm trying to write a short story, and it's being retarded, so i'm pissed off and in a bad mood.....I HATE WRITERS BLOCK!!

has anyone got any suggestions, I'm thinking of doing six TEE subjects next year....Intro calc, G&T, Music, English Lit, Physics, and Chemistry.

anyone got any comments on this, I'd really appreciate them please

damn!~~

ANYWAYS, WILL PROBABLY WRITE MORE LATER,

damn caps.

better go and keep trying to unblock myself,

BUbye

Today.....ho hum....

Mon, 25 Jul 2005 12:05:28 GMT

wel....interesting ish day

I had a crap maths test, which i think i did really badly on, but on a high note i got my new, unbroken graphics calculator, whichh i s a god send, as i can now easily finish my maths investigation....

I'm so over school right now, but i'm determined to have a positive term, so on i must go......

SIGH......

I hate some ppl rather a lot at the moment, and i'm being very frustrated by them......grrr......oh well.....grrrrr again......

oh well, must get on ith my maths....

bubye!

yay!

Sun, 24 Jul 2005 14:01:29 GMT

I've found my happy space, and nobody is gong totake it away for a long time now!

It feels great to be honestly at peace at the moment, and i feel like theres a whole new chapter of me that i'm about to find out about...and it feels like it's going to be a good one...and that feels so great

One of the guys from schools sister comitted suicide the other day, and he found her, and everyone is really screwed around by it....And I'm determined that I won't feel guilty about being happy....

I've waited a long time to reach where i'm at, and nobody can take that away from me....

I'm sick of letting other people direct my feelings....I'm still here for them, but yeah...

wow, I jsut put my foot in it majorly...I think i said the most.....insensitive thing i think i've ever said.....and wow...shit, I can't beleive i jsut said what i said....I should never be alowed to talk again...

FUCK.

I cannot beleive what i said.

I seriously cannot beleive i said it.

SHIT.

HOLY SHIT.

Oh my god, I am such a stuck up retarded bitch....

wow...

sorry, even though i know you won't be reading this....

I'm really honestly regretting ever opening my eyes today.

Wow.....crazy crazy....

Sat, 23 Jul 2005 09:54:40 GMT

Well,

I'm up again!!

I've found a happy place to be at the moment, and it feels good.

I was really down for about....four months leading up to tour, and then i hit rock bottom a week ago....

It was SHIT.

I've found a good space to inhabit at the moment though, and it feels good to be somewhere positive....I'm not entirely sure how i ended up finding it, or anything like that, but I am in one, and feels great compared to where i was....

Males are officially a waste of time as far as i'm concerned, I'm sick to death of catering for their every whim.

As the amazing musician Bono once said, "A woman needs a man like a fish needs a bicycle."

although i still don't mind having a boyf. Sigh...I'm a very at odds person....

So today is the beginning of a whole new chapter, to risk sounding cliche, and i can'tt wait to see what it contains!!

Snades a bit down at the moment, and i'm worried about her, I'm sending her hugs if she needs them....I hope she realises that!!

It's crazy, everyone seems to be soo happy atm, but so much of that is jsut them hiding a really unhappy inside and it's hard to tell the difference sometimes as to whether you should take them dancing or buy them a box of tissues...I'm thinking i should just do both, and then i'll have all sides covered....hehe....

I need to catch up with my dad, and i was going too do that this wekend, but i've ended up being busy again, which totally sucks....I really want to see him , but i jsut haven't found the right time or space tod o it in...

I think I'll give him a call and maybe see if we can catch up on the 7th, though i'll be really really tired coz i have to waitress at the cafe night...oh well, we'll see....

anyways, ppl are being impatient and such, I'll catch you later,

bubye, Jen.
xXx

wow......:|

Mon, 18 Jul 2005 12:07:41 GMT

Wow, I've had a really full on few days...

Crazy things have happened, like, for instance, I spent 7.5 hours lost on Saturday, and ended up at the fence of Karnet Prison Farm. I even met a prisoner!!

Overall Mission Impossible has been great, but next year I want to go out competitively, the team who won this year were WAY too cocky.....i'll soon burst their bubble.....mwah ha ha haaaaa

Everything was good, apart from Marina getting hurt, me not really sleeping at all on Friday night, Us getting lost, Us being even more lost, Marina being hurt again, having to dress up a cher, yes thts right, I dressed up as Cher, having Marina have to go home, Being lost again, walking about 25km's[or thats what it felt like] too far, only getting 3 bases done on Saturday, having to sleep with Barry and Smalls....I was sooo squished...., etc etc, etc...I could go on all day....but for some reason I still have a positive feeling abotu it....who knows.....

everythings crazy, but tomorrow never comes, so i'm determined to sort everythign out....Wish me luck!!

love you's all,
Bubye,
_froggles_

ok, I think I'm working this out....

Thu, 14 Jul 2005 15:38:10 GMT

Wow....

This still feels odd, but hey, most things do....[I know that doesn't make sense!!]

Please excuse any ridiculous spelling errors.....sigh, my typing has never, ever ever ever beenone of my strong points...though didn't get too bad there for a while....

But, I digress!

i think, [hopefully!] that I've managed to work out how to change the setting and stuff here, butwho knows, i suppose i'll see once i've updated it....

Life's been so crazy lately, i don't feel like i've had any holidays whatsoever, and i'm going to Mission Impossible over the weekend, and I have school on monday, and it's scary!! I'm going to be so bombed out on Monday at school....

If anybody's got any suggestions on how to make this thing work, pls let me know, i'm not very good at discovering new things....sigh....

I better be off to bed, I'm sooooo tired, and i actually have to get up and do stuff in the morning....sigh....oh well, I'll write again when i get back from mi,

write to ya's all soon,
Bubye....

PS: how do i change the little pic that goes with the Mood???