Omg it's finished!

Title: Desperation
Pairing: Kusapi
Genre: Angst. Sort of. XD You’ll understand when you read it.
Rating: G. Definitely work-safe
Disclaimer: This is fiction, and if I owned any of the boys mentioned in this fic I suspect I would have much better things to do with my time than writing fics.
A/N: Please don’t kill me after reading this. I don’t mind being told this is utter crap, I just needed to get this plotbunny off my mind so I could continue with my neverending fic involving Kusano, Yamapi and Usher. Don’t ask. xD









”Come on!” Yamapi whined. ”It’s not that bad! I promise!”

”No way. It hurts! I’ve heard the way people scream during it! I’m not doing it!” Kusano crossed his arms, a determined look on his face.

”Kusaaaa~! Don’t be such a baby. It might hurt a little if you're tense, but once you get into it it’s fantastic!”

”What part of the word ”no” don’t you understand?! I said I’m not doing it!” Kusano was practically screaming in Yamapi’s face.

”Can’t we at least try? It’s not like this is the first time for me, but I wanted to do it with you.” Yamapi took on his cutest pout, hoping that would be enough to persuade Kusano. Apparently it wasn't.

”I already said I’m not doing it! The whole thing makes me sick!”

”Well, if being with me is that terrible, I guess I’ll just leave then!” Yamapi turned on his heels, the hurt evident in his voice.

He didn’t get far before Kusano grabbed his arm to stop him. ”Pi, wait. I… it…it’s not that I don’t want to be with you, I just don’t want to do… well, that.” Kusano’s cheeks were slightly pink, and he kept staring at his feet awkwardly.

Yamapi let out a sigh. ”Why not?

Kusano kept his eyes averted, mumbling something under his breath.

Yamapi stepped closer to Kusano. He lifted his chin with his fingers, locking eyes with the younger boy. ”Kusa. I can’t hear you. Speak up.” he urged.

”I… I’m scared, okay?!” Kusano’s voice was trembling, and he sounded genuinely afraid.

”Of what? Unless you’re doing something wrong, it really won’t hurt.” Yamapi brushed a stray hair away from Kusano’s face and tucked it behind his ear before continuing. ”You make it sound horrible, but it really isn’t. Quite the contrary, actually. When you reach the peak you get this great adrenaline rush, almost like a high. There’s really nothing quite like it.”

Kusano looked at Yamapi, his eyes still filled with worry. ”I know, okay? I know. Everyone says it feels great, but I just don’t think I’m ready for it.”

Yamapi stared at Kusano silently, contemplating the latter’s words. Kusano kept fidgeting with his belt, once again avoiding the older boy’s gaze.

Finally, something flashed in Yamapi’s eyes, and he simply grabbed Kusano’s arm, dragging the younger boy away with him.

”Pi, what are you doing? Where are we going?!” Kusano tried to yank his arm from Yamapi’s grip, but the older boy was much stronger and seemed to have no intention of letting go. When Yamapi didn’t seem to be answering his questions, Kusano started to suspect the worst. ”Ya… Yamapi” he stuttered. ”Let go!” Yamapi simply shook his head, ignoring the other’s pleas. ”I said I don’t want to do it! You… You’re not going to force me, are you?” Kusano asked, his voice rising in panic.

When he still didn’t seem to be getting an answer Kusano turned down right hysterical. ”Yamapi! Stop!” Kusano’s eyes started to water, and he felt a something akin to despair welling in his stomach. ”Yamapi, please! Don’t! I don’t want to! I..” Kusano’s voice was cracking, and his words seemed stuck in his throat.

Yamapi paid the boy no heed. Kusano was just being silly, he decided, and it was time the boy learned to face his fears. Besides, he was sure Kusano was going to love every second of it, and would forgive him as soon as it was over. Having reached their destination, Yamapi let go of the struggling boy, roughly pushing him forward. He lined up behind Kusano, grabbing his hips, nudging the boy to move with him.

Kusano continued to struggle against the older boy, but eventually gave up, realizing it was futile. Yamapi could easily overpower him, being the physically bigger and stronger one out of the two. His screams of desperation had long since been muffled by a hand pressing hard against his mouth, and Kusano let himself be pushed forward once again, resigning himself to his cruel fate. Yamapi's hand was soon stained with Kusano's tears of anger, and a bitter whimper was the last sound that could be heard from the boy before the real torture started.

***

Kusano’s voice was hoarse from screaming as he leaned over to Yamapi. ”That was amazing” he whispered breathlessly, all of his previous fears forgotten.

Yamapi smirked. ”Told you so~”

”So… Do you want to do it again?” Kusano asked coyly.

”Hell yeah”, Yamapi answered, giving Kusano his trademark wink.

And so the two boys raced to the back of the line for the rollercoaster, laughing like maniacs, eager to try the ride again.


.:fin:.

So, unless you're high or otherwise intoxicated, you probably already realized that this was a crack fic. I read somewhere that Kusano is deathly afraid of roller coasters, and then I got this idea, and felt it was too good to pass up. It sounded better in my head though. Things always do.