The things you do when you can't sleep. [26 Jul 2008|05:07am] girlbleeding [ mood | exhausted ] Like, I don't know, patrol the Tokio Hotel America message boards about the NJ concert. LOLZ! Apparently, there is a fanaction in place for the NJ Tokio Hotel concert and I am SO joining in if it actually happens. It's fairly simple. For schreitokiolove and cinniminjade's benefit, it basically consists of a piece of black paper with Bill's star drawn on it in either silver sharpie, or glitter, if you prefer. We'll then hold it up during "1000 Oceans". If they happen to NOT play that song, we'll hold it up during the encore. LOL! It's so doofy but, I don't care. If it happens, I want in, simple as that. I even have a picture of Bill's star and I plan to get black paper and glitter with my next paycheck. XD Apparently, people on the boards are bringing supplies so, if I can't get it, I won't worry. But, I kind of want to be as fangirly as possible and get the stuff myself. XD And do you know WHY Bill's star? Because it's at the STARland Ballroom. DUR!!! *is astounded by the geekery* Plus, we're hoping Bill will be awed and do a shirtlift. Call us optimistic. XD Anyhoo, besides that, I also found a PDF on the boards for flyers they would like people to pass out promoting the board. I'll see about that and I'll post the PDF if anyone's interested. Just let me know. XD So, there ya go. That's just an example of stupid effin' things you do at almost 5 in the morning when you are having problems sleeping. Luckily, NOW I'm exhausted and incoherent so, yes, time for bed. Also, if I wasn't excited about the concert before, I am now officially so excited I feel like bouncing around my room like an idiot to "Pocketful of Sunshine". ARGH!!! WHY CAN'T IT BE CONCERT TIME NAU!!! *headdesk* 1 music notes

The hell?! [24 Jul 2008|11:08pm] girlbleeding [ mood | sore ] So, an emo post was coming. Work was stressful, annoying, and too long and exercising was painful (my feet STILL hurt). But, then, there was this: Thanks EvelynKaulitz43 for the gif and yaoisex for posting it. HOW CAN I BE UNHAPPY IN THE FACE OF THAT??!!! It's far too impossible. For me, that is. Maybe not you. But, of course, maybe you're dead inside. LOL! XD Also, TWO EFFIN WEEKS UNTIL MY FIRST EVER TOKIO HOTEL CONCERT!!! I am still so nervous. I keep thinking about random things like, what if schreitokiolove and cinniminjade don't like me? What if I forget to put on deodorant (yes, for seriously)? What if I'm not bringing enough money? What if I REALLY have to go to the bathroom and the Port-A-Potties aren't big enough? What if I pass out? Yeah, I don't know. I just can't seem to help it. And that's only the tip of the iceberg. Trust me, I'm worried over crazier things, I just don't want to go into them. XD Alright, I have to go to bed. I have A LOT of comments I want to answer but, if I don't go to bed and relax my feet, I may have to jump off the roof of our townhouse. Goodnight all! XD 1 music notes

36/100 things about me: cold hands [24 Jul 2008|05:10pm] chasethestars My hands are icy cold; I can barely feel my fingers typing this. I tried to warm them up on my laptop, but it had the opposite effect - I cooled my laptop down. The rest of me doesn't get this cold though, just my hands. p.s. Why is the AC on so high? 1 music notes

take a closer look [23 Jul 2008|09:56pm] chasethestars trying to figure out pen pressure on the tablet, and optimal brush settings in photoshop. definitely different than drawing with a pencil on paper. 1 music notes

When fangirling has gone just a smidge too far. [24 Jul 2008|12:13am] girlbleeding [ mood | embarrassed ] [ music | Samy Deluxe - Cap Song ] You know it's time to go to bed when you do the one thing you swore you'd never do.... ...download "Cap Song" by Samy Deluxe. *headdesk* I'll answer comments tomorrow. I'm too embarrassed to be seen on the internet any longer. LOL!! XD 8 music notes

THAT'S IT!! [23 Jul 2008|10:09pm] girlbleeding [ mood | cheerful ] Excuse the caplocks but: BILL HAS EFFIN' KILLED ME!!!!!! The interview alone killed me with too much cuteness ("I'm psychic, the next question is gonna be about MySpace!") but his dancing around with the fan was so adorable. But no one would dance with him!!! WHAT THE HELL?!!! I WILL DANCE WITH YOU BILL!!!! I WILL DANCE FOR HOURS WITH YOU!!!! And he really needs to stop being beautiful. I would write him a memo but, as Ali has pointed out, people just straight up ignore my memos. Like the one I wrote to "Prince of Tennis" telling it to stop being so gay. Yeah, it NEVER stopped EVAR. It just got worse. I digress, though. Watch the cuteness. YAY WEDNESDAYS!!! XD 4 music notes

Oh, hai Ticketmaster! [23 Jul 2008|09:35am] girlbleeding [ mood | content ] LOL! Ticketmaster just sent me a reminder about the Tokio Hotel concert in New Jersey. Uhhh, yeah. Unless I black out, forget who I am and go insane, I am NOT going to forget. Just FYI. XD But, just so we're all aware, today means TWO WEEKS UNTIL THE DAY OF THE CONCERT!!!! WOOTIE!!! *dances around like an idiot* It also means that this is happening today on THTV: Whatever that is supposed to be, I'm all over it. XD Stupid Bill. I couldn't get away with doing something that ridiculously cute and stupid even if I tried. Which I won't. XD Have a good day everyone! XD PS: Someone recommend a good Billshido story to me. I'm in a mood and I wants it. Preferrably available on LJ because, there's a lot of random sites I don't have access to at work. 5 music notes

Stupid question is stupid. [22 Jul 2008|11:34pm] girlbleeding [ mood | contemplative ] No, seriously. How do you pronounce "Jost"? Apparently I am doing it wrong. Which doesn't surprise me being that I JUST found out that "Georg" is not pronounced like "George" at all. LOL! I too American for Tokio Hotel. Also, does anyone else think it's sexy how Bill says Georg's name when they're first getting on the elevator in the Zimmer 483 backstage (right after the Jumbie incident)? I don't know, okay?! It's just hot! I need to go to bed. I'm becoming slap-happy for whatever reason. XD 17 music notes

[22 Jul 2008|10:41pm] girlbleeding [ mood | dorky ] I keep telling this to Leslie but I just have to say to everyone: I would kill puppies (yes, puppies!) to have Bill's ridiculously fantastic nose. There, I said it! I've been thinking it for weeks and I've been saying it for days and now everyone on my friend's list knows. *nods* I'm like that creepy plastic surgeon guy. LOL! So, I was randomly told the other day that I have a great laugh, that it's infectious. I am still loling over that. Not because I think it's not true (I can't necessarily judge my own laugh), just because I rarely get sweet comments like that, especially from guys, and ESPECIALLY from guys I barely know. XD In his defense, though (because he possibly sounds like a creeper), he sits in the cubicle on the other side of mine. So, he can hear me. I laugh loud a lot at work. Mostly because of Leslie and sometimes because of Penninah singing random songs about coworkers. *gigglesnort* I just can't help myself sometimes. Of course, sometimes work just kills my soul instead of making me laugh. It managed to do that again today, despite everything going so well for most of the day. I mean, we were laughing, joking, no one was making me want to stab myself, et cetera. But, then 4pm rolled around, our supervisor left early, and people lost their effin minds! Okay, not everyone, just three people whose mouths are loud enough to kill planets. UGH! So annoying. Ah wells. I'm still debating whether or not to go to our supervisor and make him aware of the Idiot-Fest 2008 that happened after he left. But, then again, i don't want to be "that girl". Whatevs. We shall see. Anyway, I'm posting too much, yes? This will be all for now. Unless I think of something else that is. XD PS: Why didn't anyone tell me how good Panic at the Disco is live?! Holy crapnuts!! 2 music notes

[22 Jul 2008|08:39pm] girlbleeding [ mood | full of twitching ] [ music | Sonic commercial ] Not to be a whiny idiot but: WHY IS EVERY TOKIO HOTEL FAN HOTTER AND CUTER THAN ME??!!!! ARGH!!!!! *emo face* 6 music notes

[21 Jul 2008|10:53pm] girlbleeding [ mood | amused ] [ music | Bushido - Sonnenbank Flavour ] Okay. I WOULD post this at th_macros but I literally JUST posted there. So, instead, you guys get to suffer my random sense of macro-related humor! ENJOY! XD ( I really actually love Gusti a whole bunch ) I should go to bed. I think I'm losing my mind a little. XD 4 music notes

Random macro help [21 Jul 2008|08:38pm] girlbleeding [ mood | silly ] [ music | "Fantastic Four" ] What the hell kind of font is used to make macros anyway? Not like I found a pic and want to make one or anything. *cough* Help? 14 music notes

[19 Jul 2008|05:27am] girlbleeding I can't sleep. :-( 2 music notes

Sorry to post again so soon. [18 Jul 2008|10:03pm] girlbleeding [ mood | depressed ] Alright. The title "From G's to Gents" just randomly made me smile even though I am far from the mood to smile. Thanks random show that randomly made me think of Tokio Hotel. I needed that. *hugs Georg and Gustav* 2 music notes

"Dark Knight" [18 Jul 2008|04:03am] girlbleeding [ mood | exhausted ] Spoiler-free review: WOW!!! *is stunned* Yes. This is a good thing. :-) And, my brother ended up coming after all. He not only bought me food and a drink and let me share some of his M&M's (I would have died of giggles had it been Skittles) but he paid for my movie AND gave Ali gas money. I guess he felt bad. He didn't have to do most of that, though, because he's my brother and I can forgive him instantly for most anything. But, whatever. Randomly, though, he's fantastic. XD That is all. I'm going to take a nap. I have to be up for work in one and a half hours. O.o It was worth it. XD 2 music notes

wait, [18 Jul 2008|12:07am] chasethestars 10 music notes

Blue. [17 Jul 2008|08:40pm] girlbleeding [ mood | depressed ] I feel rather blue again today. Nothing like yesterday, of course, just weird. I don't know. Today felt off. It was starting to feel normal again but, I can't reach my brother for the midnight showing of "Dark Knight" and so now I'm feeling melancholy all over again. *sigh* I need something to cheer me up. Any suggestions? I hate feeling sad. :-( 10 music notes

how i ate tonight [16 Jul 2008|07:24pm] chasethestars Poll #1224752 Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: All When you realize you don't have utensils to eat your dinner with (pasta in a creamy sauce, left over from lunch), do you View Answers use your hands 14 (29.2%) go to the store and buy a pack of plastic forks 12 (25.0%) magically come up with a pair of chopsticks 22 (45.8%) 8 music notes

Quick post before I go to bed. [16 Jul 2008|12:30am] girlbleeding [ mood | tired ] I just had to make note that, when I turn on my computer THIS greets me: And I literally stare at my wallpaper for 10 minutes before I do anything else. I almost WISH I was kidding. I am not. Unfortunately. Also, I would just like to say ( WHY MUST BILL BE SO PRETTY ALL THE GODDAMN TIME???!!!! ) UGH! Just WHAT IS THAT?!! SCREW YOU BILL! I think I'm so ugly because he stole my pretty. I'm convinced. Bastard! *huggles him* And, also, before I go to bed, I DID see "Hellboy II" again tonight. Why do you ask? Oh, you didn't? Well, fuch you too! LOL! XD 11 music notes

"Hellboy II" pwned me! [15 Jul 2008|09:49am] girlbleeding [ mood | giddy ] LOL! LJ is not allowed to go down anymore. I was all prepared to rant about "Hellboy II" but now all I can is adfjlkshdflahjfklhafdljafjkFANTASTICFUCKINGMOVIE!!!! It literally was so good it makes me want to SERIOUSLY focus on writing my vamp story. Because, like, ugh! There were so many random elements of my story (and especially Ali's) that were there and so I'm just completely excited and inspired. So, I may start doing something I keep meaning to do but haven't and that's to start writing for an hour or something everyday. Hell, maybe even just a page a day. I could do that. I could even do it at work. I don't know. I just... I feel so inspired that I'm all giddy and I want to use that energy and not let it go away from me. We shall see. I feel very excited. XD I want to go see the movie again and I just friggin' saw it last night. I'm trying to convince Ali. Yes, I know it's insane. I won't fight the insanity I'll just deal with it like everyone else. XD In other random news (because I always have to mention something fangirly) it was one thing to have Leslie humming and singing "Reden" all over place (including the shower, apparently), but it's another to hear your roommate, a woman who is trying hard not to be swayed by Tokio Hotel, sitting in her room humming "Spring Nicht (Don't Jump)". LOLZ! I forgot to mention that! It was so awesome that I almost glomped her! She should be lucky I felt gross from working out. Otherwise, I would've been on her like white on rice. XD Okay, anyhoo, back to my muffin and coffee. Have a good day everyone and GO SEE "HELLBOY II"!!! XD Especially you, Jen. XD 2 music notes

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