wow. its been a long effing time since ive updated! its summer time! damn and its almost over! well i spent a week on prudence island! holy mother of god was that the best fucking week of my entire life! i miss ethan kirk kit nicole britt kelc lori nate andrew katey carl lee michael (i cant leave helen keller out) and everyone else on the island!! omg you all know what im talking about when i say i had a wickid time! well im going to go hang out with tracey cause shes here spending the night..matt was here earlier and we had ass smacking contests..what a loser..and then matt came up with the idea of "lets throw candy down blakes tank top" so i had two 12 yr. olds and a 14 yr. old shoving candy down my shirt..ha..it was wierd. lol. and yeah now im kinda like yyeah..omfg back to prudence island! the last night there rocked my fucking socks! ethan i miss you so much! and kirk..ha we had a cake par-tay! it was so sad when i had to get on that ferry! i felt like i was about to cry! and i did on the plane the next morning..my brother said i was a loser..i felt so like loserish..and it sucked..i miss you guys so much! im comming up there in october..i think i wrote that already but what ever...wow. im so fucking fat! holy shit i gained 3 mother fucking pounds! it sucks cock! i hate being fat! omfg! i went on a fast while on the island for 3 and half days with only drinking water and tea..omg i felt so great..i was down to 98 pounds! holy shit i loved it..and ive decided to go on a five day fast! if anyones interested than leave some lovein..okay yeah omfg my step-mom talked to me the other day about having EDs and shit and it sucked cause i knew what was comming and like if u know me..u gotta know that its impossible to look like me now from where i came from looking like in the 5th and 6th grade..anyways so i knew what was comming and she started having the whole ED convo..like i havent had enough of those fucking conversations in my life..thats like the only thing that has sucked this year besides not being allowed to stay on prudence island so i could drink with the cinco companeros! haha i miss chris and ricky! and nate and ethan! we are drinking buddys forever and ever! cant wait untill october its gonna kick ass..holy shit its like almost 4 o'clock in the mother fucking morning and im like hyper..its so unlike me! gosh im so wierd...holy shit! you know what kit said to me today..that she was ugly!! holy mother of god! if shes ugly than im like mother fucking hiddiuos..kit i love you and you are hotter than hell!!! well im gonna go know..this was a very random entry! love to all..