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first post. score! lol
i think my layout is kind of messed up. i dunno how to fix it. in fact i dunno much of anything

anyways. i'm really hating myself right now, as i'm sitting here typing this i am still chewing the last remains of a 300 cal breakfast burrito. my second one today. omg omg omg omg. 600 cal already!!! i'm supposed to do well for break & lunch cuz my parents don't watch and then have a bit more for dinner.. but noooooo not today. 100 cal over already! dammit dammit dammit.
okay, so maybe i'm not positive that the burrito's are 300 cal each. but i dunno how much they are. they taste good so they must be fatty. i am a bit pleased that i at least had the sense to remove the bacon b4 i ate it. but that still leaves: potatos, cheese, eggs, and the tortilia (sp?).  ugh. screw my mom for always doing stuff like that. bringing me home stuff. i have no self-control.. tho i suppose i cant really blame my mom. she doesnt kno i've put myself on a diet. and hopefully she will never find out... or i'm screwed.
at least i'm going to swim some laps later today. wont make up for this tho. it'll only b for like 10 min. but every cal counts

i cant wait till swim team starts. i kno i will hate it, but i will burn 1000 cal a day just from exercise!! omg. i wont even have to restrict as much. altho i kno i will anyways. but it wont be as big of a deal if i go a bit over. u kno?

here are my stats as of yesterday (havnt gotten to use scale 2day cuz mom is sleeping in room w/ scale)
height: 5'3'' (and a half)
CW: 116
HW: 128
LW: 109
SGW: 107
LGW: 100 (cept for doc appts where i must gain a bit so they dont get all worried)