||[Jun. 9th, 2007|10:52 pm]
I'm a bit down lately. Standstill, the topic of my last homework, is very much applying to my life. I don't really know what to do.|
Today I got an email from a girl asking me if she can do an internship in my illustration company. I can't even get an internship myself! Goddamn, I had three promising interviews two weeks ago.
One, which would have been my frist choice, turned out to be graphics design and photo editing only, no photo assistance at all. And in the end they wanted someone with more experience in that field.
The second turned out to be a studio doing still life only. Didn't have a good day either when I was there, so I declined later. I want to do something with people, or at least something with different fields, so I can learn more. Payment would have been on the low end too.
The third one would have employed me on the spot - if only I had a drivers licence! Goddammit. Looks like I have to get one, after all. And for that I might have to get a boring office job in the meanwhile. Job hunting is depressing.
So most of the day I'm laying around, feeling a bit sorry for myself, don't eat enough so my energy and mood is low. :-/ All I want to do these days is play Guitar Hero, which I don't own.