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  <description>&lt;div&gt;&lt;b&gt; Obama Explains Why He&apos;s the Best Candidate for LGBT Americans&lt;/b&gt; &lt;/div&gt;          &lt;div&gt;           &lt;p xmlns=&quot;http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml&quot;&gt;       When the Obama             campaign announced that Donnie McClurkin would be among             the featured singers on the presidential             candidate&apos;s&amp;nbsp;gospel tour in       South Carolina this             weekend, it inadvertently ventured into the void             between African-American Christians and gays and lesbians.     &lt;/p&gt;         &lt;p xmlns=&quot;http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml&quot;&gt;       McClurkin, an             award-winning gospel singer who has also struggled with his             sexuality for years, is a one-man personification of the             craggy       crossroads between black gays and Christians.             The fact that he has called       homosexuality a             “curse” that runs against “the             intention of God” rips       open the wounds of so             many gay African-Americans who have been “prayed             over” for years by family and friends who endeavor to             save them from       their “shameful” fate.     &lt;/p&gt;         &lt;p xmlns=&quot;http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml&quot;&gt;       As Joe Solmonese             of the Human Rights Campaign put it once the din to pull             the controversial singer had reached a fever pitch midweek,             “There is no       gospel in Donnie             McClurkin’s message for gay, lesbian, bisexual, and             transgender people and their allies.” There appeared             to be two choices       for Obama’s campaign: Keep             McClurkin on the tour and disregard the       cash-laden gay             constituency that has bundled money with the best of             ’em       for Obama or ditch McClurkin at the expense             of sacrificing a precious       bloc of votes from South             Carolina’s black religious community.     &lt;/p&gt;         &lt;p xmlns=&quot;http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml&quot;&gt;       But rather than             oust McClurkin, the campaign found a third way,             officially adding gay minister Andy Sidden to the tour on             Wednesday.     &lt;/p&gt;         &lt;p xmlns=&quot;http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml&quot;&gt;       The gospel tour             is an apparent attempt to up Obama’s numbers among a             crucial segment of black constituents that made up 47% of             South       Carolina’s Democratic primary voters in             2004 and among whom Obama and       Hillary Clinton are             running neck and neck in recent polls.     &lt;/p&gt;         &lt;p xmlns=&quot;http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml&quot;&gt;       The inclusion of             McClurkin brings two things into relief at this critical             juncture in the Obama campaign when he needs to translate             his substantial       fund-raising sums into votes.     &lt;/p&gt;         &lt;p xmlns=&quot;http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml&quot;&gt;       For LGBT people,             it prompts&amp;nbsp;the question, Weren’t Obama and, by             extension, the people who run his campaign versed enough in             the pain of       the people he calls his “gay             brothers and sisters” to see the McClurkin       land             mine before they rolled over it?     &lt;/p&gt;         &lt;p xmlns=&quot;http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml&quot;&gt;       And can Obama             really, as he claims, create the “big tent”             movement he’s       been selling, where voters who             vehemently disagree on something as       fundamental as             what constitutes love put aside their differences to rally             around a single candidate?     &lt;/p&gt;         &lt;p xmlns=&quot;http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml&quot;&gt;       &amp;nbsp;     &lt;/p&gt;         &lt;p xmlns=&quot;http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml&quot;&gt;             &lt;b&gt;                 &lt;i&gt;The Advocate:&lt;/i&gt; How did this happen? Was Mr.                 McClurkin vetted?&lt;/b&gt;         &lt;/p&gt;         &lt;p xmlns=&quot;http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml&quot;&gt;             &lt;i&gt;Senator Obama:&lt;/i&gt; Obviously, not vetted to the extent             that people       were aware of his attitudes with respect             to gay and lesbians, LGBT issues       -- at least not             vetted as well as I would have liked to see.     &lt;/p&gt;         &lt;p xmlns=&quot;http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml&quot;&gt;       Having said that,             we viewed this simply as an opportunity to have a             gospel concert as part of our overall outreach, and since he             was singing       at a concert along with a number of other             artists, as opposed to being a       spokesperson for us,             probably it didn’t undergo the same kind of vet that             someone who was serving as a surrogate for me might have.     &lt;/p&gt;         &lt;p xmlns=&quot;http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml&quot;&gt;             &lt;b&gt;Some black gay activists I’ve spoken to say this                 doesn’t make them question Obama the senator, but                 it does make them       question the campaign -- do they                 really understand the nuances of these       issues, are                 they really sitting down and talking with gay folks,                 because       it seems like this decision came purely                 through the lens of faith?&lt;/b&gt;         &lt;/p&gt;         &lt;p xmlns=&quot;http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml&quot;&gt;       Look, these kinds             of issues are going to crop up inevitably through the             course of campaigns. It’s important to recognize that             these are issues       that every Democratic candidate who             has African-American ministers as       supporters may have             to confront. It just so happened that it popped up on             the screen in this particular instance. But I assure you, I             am not the       only candidate who’s got a black             minister or a white minister who’s       supporting             them prominently who subscribes to similar views.     &lt;/p&gt;         &lt;p xmlns=&quot;http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml&quot;&gt;       Part of the             reason that we have had a faith outreach in our campaigns is             precisely because I don’t think the LGBT community or             the Democratic       Party is served by being hermetically             sealed from the faith community and       not in dialogue             with a substantial portion of the electorate, even though             we may disagree with them.     &lt;/p&gt;         &lt;p xmlns=&quot;http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml&quot;&gt;       Part of what I             have done in my campaign and in my career is be willing to             go to churches and talk to ministers and tell them exactly             what I think.       And go straight at some of these issues             of homophobia that exist in the       church in a way that             no other candidate has done. I believe that’s             important. We can try to pretend these issues don’t             exist and then be       surprised when a gay marriage             amendment pops up and is surprisingly       successful in a             state. I think the better strategy is to take it head on             and we’ve got to show up. These people of faith may             be operating in part       out of unfamiliarity, or they may             be insular in terms of how they’re       viewing LGBT             issues, they may not understand how what they say may be             hurtful, and the only way for us to be able to communicate             that is to       show up.     &lt;/p&gt;         &lt;p xmlns=&quot;http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml&quot;&gt;             &lt;b&gt;I know you’re in a difficult position here trying                 to balance these two constituencies -- but by keeping                 McClurkin on the       tour, didn&apos;t you essentially                 choose your Christian constituency over your       gay constituency?&lt;/b&gt;         &lt;/p&gt;         &lt;p xmlns=&quot;http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml&quot;&gt;       No, I profoundly             disagree with that. This is not a situation where I have             backed off my positions one iota. You’re talking to             somebody who talked       about gay Americans in his             convention speech in 2004, who talked about       them in             his announcement speech for the president of the United             States,       who talks about gay Americans almost             constantly in his stump speeches. If       there’s             somebody out there who’s been more consistent in             including LGBT       Americans in his or her vision of what             America should be, then I would be       interested in             knowing who that person is.     &lt;/p&gt;         &lt;p xmlns=&quot;http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml&quot;&gt;       One of the things             that always comes up in presidential campaigns is, if             you’ve got multiple supporters all over the place,             should the candidate       then be held responsible for the             every single view of every one of his       supporters? And             obviously that’s not possible. And if I start playing             that game, then it will be very difficult for me to do what             I think I can       do best, which is bring the country             together.     &lt;/p&gt;         &lt;p xmlns=&quot;http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml&quot;&gt;       Look, when I went             to Rick Warren’s church at Saddleback, he was under             enormous heat because, among his constituency, my position             on LGBT issues       and my position on abortion is             anathema. So his position could have been,       we will not             have Obama speak because he does not subscribe to our views             on these two issues. To his credit, he allowed me to speak,             in his       church, from his pulpit, to 2,000 evangelicals.             And I didn’t trim my       remarks, I specifically             told them, “I think you guys are wrong when it             comes to issues like condom distribution.” And by the             way, I got a       standing ovation.     &lt;/p&gt;         &lt;p xmlns=&quot;http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml&quot;&gt;       My views on gay             issues and on choice issues are well-known. I did not             trim my sails in the conversation I had with them. And I             think as a       consequence of appearances like that, I am             helping to encourage       understanding that will             ultimately strengthen the cause of LGBT rights.     &lt;/p&gt;         &lt;p xmlns=&quot;http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml&quot;&gt;       At some point, if             we are going to have a conversation on these issues,             what I expect to be judged by in the LGBT community is, have             I been a       strong advocate, have I been a forceful             advocate, have I avoided these       issues in any way. And             If I have not, then that’s how I expect to be             judged.     &lt;/p&gt;         &lt;p xmlns=&quot;http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml&quot;&gt;             &lt;b&gt;Does this tour mark a turning point in the       campaign                 where you’re more focused on wooing voters than       fund-raising?&lt;/b&gt;         &lt;/p&gt;         &lt;p xmlns=&quot;http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml&quot;&gt;       I recognize why             this has attracted attention in the LGBT community, [but]             in terms of our overall campaign strategy, it’s just             one among multiple       things that we’ve been doing             in South Carolina. People in South Carolina       listen to             gospel music, so we have organized some gospel concerts.             Black       folks in South Carolina frequent barbershops and             beauty shops, so we’ve       had a             barbershop–beauty shop strategy. And by the way, I             can’t vouch for       the opinions of every             barbershop and beauty shop owner in South Carolina.             But that is where people go, and so we’ve organized a             particular way of       reaching out to African-American             voters in the barbershops and beauty       shops. So this is             just part of an ongoing strategy with multiple parts.     &lt;/p&gt;         &lt;p xmlns=&quot;http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml&quot;&gt;             &lt;b&gt;You have intimated that Senator Clinton is       perhaps                 declaring victory too soon. Looking at the polling,                 things don&apos;t       look good for you in New Hampshire,                 Iowa&apos;s iffy, South Carolina doesn’t       look                 great... If you don&apos;t win one of those three states,                 where does your       campaign go from there?&lt;/b&gt;         &lt;/p&gt;         &lt;p xmlns=&quot;http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml&quot;&gt;       Well, I             wouldn’t agree with the characterization --&amp;nbsp;we             are basically       tied in Iowa, we’re down in New             Hampshire, and in South Carolina it’s       highly             competitive. We have always known that in order to do well             we’ve       got to do well in the early states, and             we expect to do well in the early       states because             that’s where we’re focusing our attention. We             never       expected to be able to compete in national polls             two months before the       first vote was cast because             we’re running against the dominant brand name             in the Democratic Party over the last 20 years.     &lt;/p&gt;         &lt;p xmlns=&quot;http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml&quot;&gt;       But for your             audience, your readership, the one thing that I do want to             make sure is included in this article is that on issues from             “don’t ask,       don’t tell” to             DOMA to the gay marriage amendment to the human rights             ordinance in Illinois that is the equivalent of what             we’ve been       attempting to do at the federal             level and that I was a chief cosponsor of       and then             passed -- there has not been a stronger and more consistent             advocate on LGBT issues than I have been.     &lt;/p&gt;         &lt;p xmlns=&quot;http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml&quot;&gt;       And it is             interesting to me and obviously speaks to the greater             outreach       that we have to do that that isn’t a             greater source of interest and pride       on the part of             the LGBT community. (Kerry Eleveld, &lt;i&gt;The Advocate&lt;/i&gt;)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;[link to article &lt;a href=&quot;http://advocate.com/news_detail_ektid50021.asp&quot;&gt;here&lt;/a&gt;.]     &lt;/p&gt;       &lt;/div&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 19 Jul 2007 17:10:08 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>homophobia rules!</title>
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  <description>setting: h&amp;m fitting room, 5 o&apos;clock&lt;br /&gt;characters: myself, my coworker Jeremiah, man (trying on clothes), friend 1 (female), friend 2 (male)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;man: (steps out of fitting room wearing tight denim, slightly-below-the-knee-length shorts.  one might call them &quot;manpris&quot;) what do you think?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;friend 1: (sounding irritated) ummmm....do you want to write G-A-Y across your forehead?  cause then they&apos;re great!! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;friend 2: well...um...i guess...if you like them...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;friend 1: (noticing both Jeremiah and I standing in front of her, staring at her, appalled, moves out of fitting room)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;friend 2: (follows)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;man: yeah...they are from like...kentucky.</description>
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  <description>it is so incredibly frustrating when somebody claims to know you better than you know yourself.  i will admit, sometimes i hide things from myself until i am ready to discover them- but allow me that.  allow me to survive the harshest words and softest tones.  allow me to feel desperate despite my options, despite the nature of my desperation.  allow me to feel alone in your presence, if that is how i need to feel.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;night is the most masochistic exercise.  but sometimes the loneliness of the smallest hours is exactly what i need.  i need to feel the clock staring me down.  i need to feel the sleep crawling around within me, dwarfed by the thoughts that force it down.  i need to feel the tinge of sadness that loud, false laughter can only cover when the sun is up.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and you will forgive me if i stare too long.  if i stand too close.  if i bump into you so that i can feel that you are still there.  you will forgive me if i upset you just to see if i can.  i know you will forgive me.  so i don&apos;t change.  no, i just wait.  i wait until the calender makes all of my decisions for me.  i wait until that plane carries me away, takes me to somewhere where there is no downstairs, no half-wanting and half-hating.  somewhere where emotion is something you can touch.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i want desperately to strip you down.  yes, in every way.  i want to know how thick your skin really is.  i want to know the distance between your thoughts and your words and i want to know what it is that is filtered there.  i want to know why your eyes and your smile disagree.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;mostly, let&apos;s be honest, mostly i just want you to want me.</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 31 Jul 2003 06:36:04 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>An effort to put my best foot forward--</title>
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  <description>This journal is friends only, and it&apos;s been in existence for quite some time.  I realized that having only one public entry (the first entry I created on the date listed above) any outsider viewing my journal would get a very out-dated idea of who i am.  expect a lot of rambling, some poetry, a lot speculation, and less regret by the day.  add me- i&apos;m fun.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-updated march2, 2006</description>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 29 Jul 2003 22:58:50 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>NEW OWNER</title>
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  <description>Reva no longer owns this journal, so if the following people would kindly take me off their friends lists, I would appreciate it:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class=&apos;ljuser&apos; lj:user=&apos;__girlsetsfire&apos; style=&apos;white-space: nowrap; text-decoration: line-through;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://users.livejournal.com/__girlsetsfire/profile&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif&apos; alt=&apos;[info]&apos; width=&apos;17&apos; height=&apos;17&apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://users.livejournal.com/__girlsetsfire/&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;__girlsetsfire&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class=&apos;ljuser&apos; lj:user=&apos;_fubar&apos; style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://users.livejournal.com/_fubar/profile&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif&apos; alt=&apos;[info]&apos; width=&apos;17&apos; height=&apos;17&apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://users.livejournal.com/_fubar/&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;_fubar&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class=&apos;ljuser&apos; lj:user=&apos;_speed_of_film&apos; style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://users.livejournal.com/_speed_of_film/profile&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif&apos; alt=&apos;[info]&apos; width=&apos;17&apos; height=&apos;17&apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://users.livejournal.com/_speed_of_film/&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;_speed_of_film&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class=&apos;ljuser&apos; lj:user=&apos;mimle&apos; style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://mimle.livejournal.com/profile&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif&apos; alt=&apos;[info]&apos; width=&apos;17&apos; height=&apos;17&apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://mimle.livejournal.com/&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;mimle&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Thanks</description>
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