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Why does he look different? ....new hair color maybe?

I love sj-h fan pics for some odd reason. He looks gorgeous. ♥

You can find the rest of the girls' videos @ AA-CHAN.

My life has been pretty much everywhere the last couple of months.

For one my parents getting a divorce of which I'm happy about since my dad has been a shit head since he discovered the days of the internet. He's been treating my mom poorly and left my family for some online girlfriend type thing, not to mention he stopped working at the nail salon and left my mom to work by herself 7 days a week which is 70+ hours a week because she's the owner so she has to open and close the nail salon. She doesn't get any days off and works her ass off. It really upsets me a lot and I'm doing everything I can on my end to help her out so that she can live more comfortably. I mean I wouldn't mind it so much if my dad were to actually go out and get a normal hourly/salary based job but he refuses and just sits at home drinking, smoking, and chats on the internet. He's a piece of shit dad and a piece of shit husband. My mom says she'll give him a chance but only if he stops drinking and smoking and steps up to the plate which I doubt. The papers for the divorce are all done and finalized so he just has to sign them. So we'll see how it goes.

I'm still reflecting a lot over the incident with my ex-best friend who lied to me all these years. I mean I'm not hurt by it and I completely let it go but its just annoying when it pops into your head every now and then. I mean I trusted the kid but he downright betrayed me. It's just funny because when his girlfriend broke up with him, he broke it off with me too. Oh well, its just wasted effort and as far as I know and he isn't going anywhere in life. His mom spoils him like hell and his grades are very poor and not to mention all he does at home is play RockBand from morning till night. He's only cares about himself and only himself from what I've learned, I've only stayed friends with him for so long because I thought maybe he'd be the one friend I could count on but I was wrong, dead wrong. Sadly I was too stupid to realize that my best friend was closer to me than I thought. Ironically its Olivia only because shes dealt with a crazy ass best friend of her own and suffers a similar fate like me.

Aside from other stuff like being financially retarded and being over scheduled from work and school. There is one thing that makes me very happy in life, though we haven't been dating for very long. I feel something strong with her. I really do like her and unfortunately for some of my friends I am falling for her. Despite all the shit I'm dealing with, despite everything that has gone on. Somehow, someway I can always smile because of her.

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