I'm a mess right now. So many things are going through my head. I don't know what to do.
First I called my family although I was hesistant about it. I mean I feel like I have something to prove to my family being at college because I get the vibe from them that they don't believe that I can do it. Sure, I had a rough senior year but it sucks when your family doesn't believe in you.
So calling them showed a weakness but I didn't know what else to do. I mean my roommate is moving out on me tomorrow and will be totally gone by thursday and i don't want to live alone. I barely know anyone as is and let's face it i'm not good with meeting new people because i'm shy. A roommate gave me comfort and was here for me when everyone was out partying and now i don't have that. Plus I was getting along really good with her. I will definately miss her for sure. I don't know what to do.
My mom is coming up tomorrow to talk to housing and buy a tv for me since i'll have no tv or fridge anymore. I probably won't get a roommate for weeks now and i'll feel so lonely. Just when I thought college was perfect for me, this has to happen.
My classes are good and I pretty much enjoy most of them. Tuesdays are going to kill me since I have a 3 hour long Astronomy class. Let me tell you, 3 hours is wayyy too long for an Astronomy class.
Oh yeah, I think my laptop has a virus. Sucks. I need to get that checked sometime soon for sure. I should be reading for History but tonight has just been too much for me. I can't think straight. I might be up for a little longer then I need some sleep for class. Overall, I need to stop crying.
That's all for now. Later.