This is a picture of Chase Hubler (on the right) and myself (on the left).

Backstory: Chase Hubler 17 from Greenfield died Saturday October 14th after he was rushed to Methodist Hospital late friday night. He wrecked with an SUV on State Road 9 and U.S. 52 just outside of Greenfield, Indiana. He was stopped for driving erratically and it was claimed by the Daily Reporter of Greenfield that he was under the influence, or so it seemed.

Now my writing: It's so weird to think about how I worked with this kid for barely 2 months yet it's so sad to think about that he's gone. He was a great guy with so much potential. I will for sure miss him. I plan on going to his showing when I get more details about it. It definately opens my eyes about life. Just knowing at anytime something unexpected can happen to you, it's so crazy to think about.
For the record, I don't believe Chase was under the influence, that's not how he is. Speeding, maybe but not under the influence.

I only have two memories of him:
1) His first day of work at P. Murph's. All the girls who I worked with and myself were standing at the counter looking to see who would come out of this VW  Navy Jetta that pulled up. He got out of the car. A guy with shoulder length bleach blonde hair, a skinny frame, wearing all black came out of the car. He walked into work with a smile on his face as we all checked him out. To me, he was pretty cute and looked like a good match for our work. I was interested in getting to know him better because I could tell he was a fun person.

2) My last day of work at P. Murph's in which I requested who I worked with which included Chase. We cranked Panic! At The Disco and Chase danced a lot. He had a smile on his face because he loved Panic! At The Disco. He gave me some hugs and said I was a cool girl to know and he'll miss me. Normally I don't like hugs, but something about Chase's hugs I enjoyed.

RIP CHASE HUBLER.



P.S. It feels so good talking to Melissa and Bryce about this. They know how I'm feeling cause they are feeling it too.

So my roommate is moving out tomorrow. I guess it's a money issue but I know she misses home and her friends so I think that factors into it.
I'm a mess right now. So many things are going through my head. I don't know what to do.
First I called my family although I was hesistant about it. I mean I feel like I have something to prove to my family being at college because I get the vibe from them that they don't believe that I can do it. Sure, I had a rough senior year but it sucks when your family doesn't believe in you.
So calling them showed a weakness but I didn't know what else to do. I mean my roommate is moving out on me tomorrow and will be totally gone by thursday and i don't want to live alone. I barely know anyone as is and let's face it i'm not good with meeting new people because i'm shy. A roommate gave me comfort and was here for me when everyone was out partying and now i don't have that. Plus I was getting along really good with her. I will definately miss her for sure. I don't know what to do.
My mom is coming up tomorrow to talk to housing and buy a tv for me since i'll have no tv or fridge anymore. I probably won't get a roommate for weeks now and i'll feel so lonely. Just when I thought college was perfect for me, this has to happen.


My classes are good and I pretty much enjoy most of them. Tuesdays are going to kill me since I have a 3 hour long Astronomy class. Let me tell you, 3 hours is wayyy too long for an Astronomy class.

Oh yeah, I think my laptop has a virus. Sucks. I need to get that checked sometime soon for sure. I should be reading for History but tonight has just been too much for me. I can't think straight. I might be up for a little longer then I need some sleep for class. Overall, I need to stop crying.


That's all for now. Later.
<3

i must say i'm sick of country music and stupid reasons.

i don't get you're reasoning and probably never will. i just hope we get over this because i do care a lot about you as a friend. i almost cry thinking you were mad at me. gah.

so i've made a goal to try all the frappicunios they have at starbucks. haha. i make weird goals, what can i say?
so far i have tried:
mint mocha chip
vanilla bean (got it today and it's amazing!)
green tea
pumpkin spice
java chip
white chocolate mocha
6 down, a lot more to go. it's my year goal.

today when i was getting the vanilla bean one, i stuck my finger in it to get some whipped cream.i got it on my finger then hit a bump in the road while in my car. let's just say there was whipped cream all over my face and hands. quite entertaining.

i'm going to see must love dogs with kelsey tonight. i'm excited! i haven't seen my kelsey in forever. we might hang out with diana after the movie.
my curfew is 12 tonight, the latest it's been in awhile.

that's all.
laters.

P.S. I'm about 85% sure i'm going to see coheed and cambria, the blood brothers, mewithoutyou, and dredg in columbus in late september! i'm so excited!
so, if you want to go with me (which would be cool) make sure you tell me. i'm going to invite kelsey and linda for sure. anyone else, i'm not sure at this point.

 

leave one and more than likely you will be added.

thanks. bye.